On a certain day in early February, the day of the week is unknown, and it was sunny

It's been a few days since I've been in Hoh, I can't say whether it's good or bad, but I have more memories, it's not a good thing that people are too idle after all, but what else can I do? When I studied science, I should have chosen liberal arts, so I might be able to be admitted to a good university of literature and history, but I heard others say that studying science can make me more rational, so I went to science in a class. It's an unwise choice, but if I had to choose again, I think I'd still choose science, and as for why I can't really say, after all, what's the point of something that doesn't have a challenge? I'm a person who loves a challenge, at least as I think I am......

When I got to science, I realized that my head was a little unclear, my academic performance was a mess, and people became very little talkative, rarely laughed, very lonely, very depressed, and felt that my world was all black. In terms of studying, I also became very anxious, I wanted to learn a lot quickly, I got up early in the morning, and went to the "Everbright Lamp Classroom" to read books in the evening, as the name suggests, that is, after the evening self-study, there are two classrooms on the first floor that are open to students who need to read until one o'clock. Sometimes I really envy those students who are still playing on the football field ten minutes before the exam, but they are in the top few in the exam, but they are other people's children. In the end, my head couldn't stand it, sometimes it felt like a pot of paste, it was messy, sometimes it felt like a stone, and it was so stiff that I couldn't think. I became the kind of student who was not hurt by the homeroom teacher and not loved by the dean, so after the college entrance examination, of course I didn't get into the university I wanted to go to.

After being disappointed in the college entrance examination, he let go of everything, and there was only one person at home, his father, mother, and younger brother in the provincial capital. I felt lost and lonely, before that I didn't know that loneliness and loneliness could be so concrete, pessimism and inferiority complex that would come up from time to time, and lamentation about fate, but fortunately it didn't take long to go to the army and go to college, although it may not be a real university, but it is really a university, and it is a regret in the end. That's life, right? Who knows what lies ahead? Why bother with gains and losses?

When the weather is good, I will go out for a walk on the street, and I can always see some things such as "make every effort to build a livable green city" and "love my hometown!" Love Qingcheng" and other signboards, suddenly feel that Qingcheng is a special place, ask the proprietress to understand, Qingcheng is the city, at that moment my mood is almost collapsed, so sometimes don't look at a name to think about it, otherwise there will always be some disappointment!

I still know some other names for major cities in China, Shenzhen is called Pengcheng, Guangzhou is called Yangcheng, Chengdu is called Rongcheng, Kunming is called Spring City, okay! It is all in the south, so Shanghai in the north is called Shencheng, Beijing is called the capital or the imperial capital, and Harbin is called the ice city, which are very vivid. I'm in Qingcheng but I don't know Qingcheng, should I blame me for being lonely and unheard, or do I blame you for being too chic?

To be honest, the outdoor temperature in Qingcheng is much more comfortable than in Manchuria, but what makes me feel the most uncomfortable is the wind and sand, even if I don't change the sheets for a month in my hometown, I won't feel anything, Qingcheng can't, I feel uncomfortable in three or five days, and even the door of the room has fallen a thick layer. If you come, you will be safe, maybe Qingcheng will have her unique side......

Stay in the room for too long, always want to go out for a walk, ask the proprietress Balabala, the proprietress Balabala introduced for a long time, such as a number of treasures, it is said that there are hundreds of parks in Qingcheng, it is really not easy to go around, but I think the parks are the happy land for the elderly to dance square dance, forgive me for being prejudiced again, but I still remember that there is a Genghis Khan Park, Qingcheng Park, Princess Mansion Park, Daqingshan, then go and see it.

Finally walked around, the Qingcheng Park in the center of the city is really big, it took two hours to stop and go, the environment is very good, and the facilities are complete. The most impressive thing is the Ferris wheel, it is said that sitting on the highest place can overlook the entire Qingcheng, and no one has the urge to overlook Qingcheng. The lake was frozen, and people were skating. You can also see people digging holes on the ice, which looks very easy, and it takes a few minutes to catch four or five fish, and it seems that it is not easy for fish to feed under the ice. There is a monument in the park, "The martyrs are immortal" Mao Zong's inscription. There are also some Mongolian characters, but unfortunately I can't read them. In winter, the small bridge gazebo is pressed with ice, which is beautiful! The trees stand proudly, grow very tall is the willow, the embellishment of the snowflakes has another flavor, the pine trees are also pressed with thick snow, noble, strong, modest character, so that people are determined to work hard, learn his spirit, vaguely have Mr. Chen Yi's heavy snow pressed green pine, green pine straight and straight artistic conception. That's the park of the Northland, a simple beauty.

As for the Genghis Khan Park next to the stadium, I am a little disappointed, but I still prefer Tianjiao Park in Hailar, especially the Khan sculpture in the shape of Haidongqing at the top of the Huabiao in the square, which is particularly expressive, and the Huabiao column is a totem pattern with silver foil hollowout. On the banks of the Yimin River, that is the hometown of Genghis Khan, the theme sculpture, fire support, Chagan Suluding, the group of generals carving, the forest of proverbs, the bronze sculpture of welcoming relatives and other landscapes, not only reproduce the glorious life of Genghis Khan, but also show people the cultural connotation of Mengyuan in Hailar, the capital of the grassland.

Princess Mansion Park, the northern suburbs of Qingcheng, is said to be the residence of Princess Kejing, the sixth daughter of Emperor Kangxi of the Qing Dynasty, the Qing Dynasty implemented a policy of Huairou to Mongolia, and Princess Kejing was married, presumably it is also the need of history, as for love or something, it may not matter, according to the guide, Mongolia at that time was divided into three parts: Mo Nan, Mo North and Mo Xi. Monan Mongolia is what we call Inner Mongolia, and it is also the first part to establish close relations with the Qing government; Moxi Mongolia is Erut Mongolia, which is the Mongolia where we say the familiar Galdan is located; The other Mobei Mongolia is today's Outer Mongolia, and it is also the Khalkha Mongolia where Princess Kejing married, perhaps the one in Ulaanbaatar.

The rockery and pond of the princess's mansion are very elegant, the sea of smoke in Mobei is not completely extinguished, Emperor Kangxi is not at ease, so he gives the princess to live in Qingcheng, and the guide says that Princess Kejing likes the scenery of Qingcheng and can't bear to leave. This is an untenable statement, for a woman, if the marriage is happy and the husband and wife are loving, how can she be separated from her husband by thousands of miles because of the greed for scenery? The only explanation is that this marriage is a misfortune for Princess Kejing, she can't get rid of it, and she doesn't want to face it, so she can only choose to escape. She would rather stay in Qingcheng, where she has poured her heart and soul, than follow her husband to Mobei, who goes to Qingcheng City every six months to ask the princess for peace. The princess was noble and meritorious in her life, and was loved by the people, but maybe she was not happy, right? Thinking of these behind the cold......

There is a ski resort in Daqingshan, and people are having a good time, but unfortunately it is my first time skiing, and I don't know the essentials, so I have to give up after falling on a horse. The snow field is very large, there are high slope slopes, and the feeling of rushing down can be imagined, because it is artificial snow, and from time to time there will be snowflakes floating in the sky, and the white expanse is the snow I like.

There is also a must to mention that the Suiyuan General Office, after all, it also has a high status in history, the Qing Dynasty buildings under the high-rise buildings appear very short, but in the distant era it is very good, the Suiyuan General is a Qing court official of the first product of the frontier, is stationed there as a national marshal, and a pair of stone lions squatting left and right in front of the main gate. Inside is the Yimen, the plaque on the book "the first house in Monan", is the handwriting of the former chairman of the Inner Mongolia Autonomous Region, Buhe, the red wall and blue tiles of the building, furniture, wooden cars, iron cannons and other items have become cultural relics, witnessing a distant story.

The Han Palace will not die, and the foreign land will not be injured. Thousands of miles of gold, moth eyebrows for dry bones. The car was out of the jam at night, and it was not sent immediately. Hate the Danqing people, crying on the grave. The last to go is the tomb of Zhaojun, the locals like to call the green mound, it is said that because of the cool autumn and September every year, when the grass outside the plug is declining, the grass and trees nearby are withered and yellow, only the grass on the tomb of Zhaojun is green, so the ancients called it "green mound", on the south bank of the Dahei River in the southern suburbs. When I stared at the white marble carved Zhaojun in the pavilion, it was inevitable that I would be sad, and behind the Zhaojun sculpture was a small dirt slope, I guess it might not be the tomb of Zhaojun. The park is very large, but there is nothing, just a tomb, some people say that there is an embroidered shoe of Zhaojun, there are few people, very suitable for the occasion.

Today, the phone was turned on, and I saw that I received more than 20 text messages, all of which were sent by Lilac, and I was thinking, we are not all the way! Why do you send so many text messages, but the last one, Lilac said that she won't pay attention to me anymore, whatever, how can I drop my dream, who is not a passerby? I wrote a text message, probably to tell Lilac that I was in the north, but then I thought it was unnecessary, so I deleted it again and continued to shut it down......

It's cold, and I don't want to go out, southerners can't afford to be hurt, maybe they will go out again on the next sunny day. I'm so confused, really looking for something to do, someone has said that lonely people are shameful, I feel a little lonely, I've been listening to some music for the past two days, and the most is the rock version of the Internationale:

There has never been a savior

It doesn't depend on the Immortal Emperor either

To create the happiness of mankind

It's all up to us

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Maybe the path of life is to go out on your own, rather than choosing a path and then following other people's opinions to the end. Other people's suggestions can only be an auxiliary, and the road should be opened up by yourself, through internal exploration and self-reflection, find out your own strengths and sense of achievement, and try to walk out of a road that is not exactly the same as others. Although this may seem hard, in the long run, it will be the real easy road, who knows?

So from today onwards, you should really think about it, and find out what you want in life and what you can leave behind. It's never too late to find direction. If you don't know what you're interested in, try to find something you're interested in. Life is hard and helpless, so learn to take care of yourself, care for yourself, know how to adjust, learn to relax, learn to be practical, sleep and think about it tomorrow......