The thunder beast couldn't hear the word "death", and when Ao An and Yaoguang were talking in the room, it didn't shy away from listening to them all.

I have to say that the blow and unspeakable anger it suffered in its heart are only a lot more than that of Ao An!

However, fortunately in the midst of misfortune, that bastard of Ao An still did a good deed and brought back a wisp of Yaoguang's divine sense.

Therefore, at this time, instead of venting its grievances and anger, it cares more about talking and getting along with Yaoguang, and then, never separated!

To put it mildly, Thunder Beast thinks that even if Yaoguang almost finishes playing with herself, as long as she is still there, everything else is a floating cloud.

Luckily, she's still there!

However, at this time, hearing Yaoguang's face full of doubts and puzzled expression, it suddenly smacked out a little bit of Ao An's thoughts, and said, "Ao An should have sealed your memory." ”

"Really?" Yaoguang raised his hand to comb his slightly messy hair, and asked casually, "Where did Ao An go?"

"I don't know!" the thunder beast raised its eyebrows, and rushed back without thinking.

Hmph, whether there is a memory or not, why is it always that human being who is in the first place in her heart?

When Yaoguang heard this, he lowered his eyes and was silent.

The thunder beast looked at it in a blink of an eye, and suddenly felt extremely depressed, it endured and endured, and suddenly stretched out its hand to grab Yaoguang, "Do you know who Kongsang is?"

"Huh?" Yaoguang looked up at the Thunder Beast, the corners of his mouth twitching slightly, "What, you're on the same page as it?"

Hearing this, the thunder beast finally determined that Yao Guang actually knew about it a long time ago, so he stood up suddenly, "Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

Yaoguang was stunned and got off the bed, now, she has lost all her divine power, a faint wisp of divine sense, but it can barely let her survive in this world.

She opened the window and saw a shallow stream, lined with grass, dotted with red, yellow and white flowers, and then looking at the blue sky and white clouds above, it was really a picture of a very leisurely and comfortable beauty.

"When Zisu deliberately approached me, I began to suspect Kusang's identity.

However, it was just a suspicion, so I sent a doppelganger to investigate.

Later, I experienced it in the human world, and I added ...... Anyway, I forgot about it later. It wasn't until I absorbed the Bi Fang in your body into the soul bead that I slowly realized that something was wrong.

Later, I went on a trip to Shenmu. It must be that there is a force in the underworld calling me to the top of the sacred tree.

At the time, I was working on ...... Ao An's method of becoming a god racked his brains, but it didn't go well, and he quarreled with him for a few more sentences, and I went to the top of the sacred tree alone with nothing to do.

It was very different from before, and this time, I made it to the top very quickly. However, there was nothing at the top of the sacred tree except a huge black berry.

Out of curiosity, I reached out to pluck the fruit. But at that moment, a strong sense of crisis made me instinctively stop what I was doing.

And it was there that I suddenly had an epiphany that this divine tree and the black berry had a great relationship with the initial god chaos of the desolate world. ”

"Now that you know, why don't you stop the erosion of the fire of heaven and earth on you in time?" The thunder beast finally couldn't hold it back, and roared loudly, it was like a posture of his own daughter.

Yaoguang turned his head to see that it almost jumped to its feet, smiled, and said helplessly: "At that time, I had nothing to do. ”

"You are a god, how can there be no way? Could it be that you are really tired of living and planning to commit suicide?"

"Let go, you're pinching me!" Yao Guangban frowned. She is simply fragile and vulnerable now, how can she withstand the brute force pull of the thunder beast?

When the thunder beast heard this, it hurriedly let go of its claws, but it was a little unconvinced, "Yaoguang, why did you kill yourself? You can obviously come up with a way to restrain the fire of heaven and earth." ”

In the eyes of the Thunder Beast, in this world, there is nothing that Yaoguang can't do!

Yaoguang picked up the teapot on the table, poured out a glass of water and drank it, "Yes, you, and Ao An, well, there should be other people who are more or less informed, and they should all think that I committed suicide."

In fact, now that I think about it, I did have a desire to self-destruct at that time. ”

Yaoguang pinched his eyebrows, "Now, I have lost all my strength, and when I look back and think about my life, I have to sigh that from the moment I have consciousness, in fact, I have a desire to self-destruct in my heart. ”

"How is this possible?" the thunder beast thought incredulous.

"yes, I think it's ridiculous too. In any kind of living being, who would look forward to their own death?

The world is so big, who is not working hard to cultivate and survive, why did I, from the very beginning, have a desire to die?"

The thunder beast fell into deep thought, and couldn't figure it out for a long time.

Yaoguang suddenly laughed, "Originally, I should have disappeared completely, but because of Ao An, I was fortunate to retain a wisp of divine consciousness.

And now I should be regarded as another me, a person who has the memories of his past life, but is different from the previous me.

Therefore, without the blessing of divine power, I now see more clearly and calmly some issues that I have never paid attention to before. ”

"About death?"

"Yes!" Yao Guang nodded, "The appearance of the flood comes from the chaotic self-split. Therefore, the flood is chaos, and chaos is the flood.

And the flood famine, at the beginning, actually did not have spiritual sense, but because it split itself, the turbid two qi were separated, and each gave rise to intelligent beings, and such intelligent creatures, after birth, old age, sickness and death, once again transformed into clear turbid two qi and returned to heaven and earth, in fact, it also returned to chaos.

In this way, Chaos slowly gained spiritual consciousness and self-awareness. And once he has self-awareness, he will hope that he will become stronger, and even swallow the entire desolate world, and achieve a more invincible self.

However, the intelligent beings born in the desolation, whether they were gods, earth demons, or demon beasts, could not have annihilated themselves and used themselves as nourishment for Chaos.

As a result, the war between the gods and the earth demons took place, conquest and consumption of each other, and finally, under his ingenious arrangement, they were completely turned into nourishment and absorbed by him. ”

"Then what did you say, what does suicide have to do with him?"

Yao Guang snorted lightly, "It's very simple, after the ancient gods and earth demons were all destroyed, the turbid two qi full of energy and wisdom did not all belong to him as he expected, but evolved and condensed on its own, and finally had my birth.

He couldn't stop this process, but he was unwilling to make wedding clothes for others, so he infiltrated the consciousness of self-destruction into the turbid two qi that was constantly condensing.

Therefore, in the end, I knew that the fire of heaven and earth would kill me, but I still let it develop without the slightest resistance. Thunder Beast," Yao Guang suddenly looked at the demon beast that had been by his side or in a mimetic manner, "so to speak, the act of suicide and the result it produces is a program that Chaos has made a long time ago.

He didn't have the ability to absorb all the turbid two qi, so he controlled my behavior and achieved the goal of returning the flood to him in disguise. ”

"You say that, isn't that that because he can control all living beings at will?"

"Yes, though, the control is very weak, not at the touch of a button. It needs to be subtle. You see, it took me tens of thousands of years to finally succeed in him. ”

The thunder beast listened to Yaoguang's narration, remembered the conversation with Han Qi and Zisu in the wild land, and told the story of what happened before.

Yaoguang didn't think it was strange, with the chaotic nature, there should be a backhand, "Where is Han Qi now, you take me to see him." ”

"Han Zhu?" When the thunder beast heard this, he was worried that Yaoguang would not be able to stand the bumps in the road, and suggested, "You should stay in my little world." I'm on my way. ”

"Good. ”