Chapter 202: The Loss of the Eldest Son Painful and Unbearable

What Chen Junde didn't expect was that the meeting between his two lives and his first child would be like this.

Looking at the little thing in his arms that closed his eyes, Chen Junde could no longer control the tears in his eyes, and the "tick-tock" fell on the face of the child who had not made a sound since birth.

He was so cute that Chen Junde kept shaking his hands. He has not yet opened his eyes to see the world, and he has not yet seen his long-awaited relatives. Chen Junde wanted to see the little thing in his arms jumping around at the moment, as if it was in his mother's belly. But I never expected that at this time, the meeting was separated by yin and yang, and it was over before it started! Alas, little one, may the peace of heaven rest your soul forever!

Chen Junde leaned down and kissed the little guy's red face deeply. He raised his head, hugged him and walked out.

"Young master, don't you want the young grandmother to take a look? This doesn't seem to be appropriate, in case the young grandmother ...... She is weak now, and she can't stand it"!

Granny Hao asked suspiciously, she didn't understand Chen Junde's move, the mother and son were connected, and they didn't see this last side, God knows what Cheng Lin'er would become if she didn't see the child after waking up.

Chen Junde stopped and looked up at the sky for a long time, and the first rays of sunlight in the morning dyed Chen Junde's face golden yellow. He just looked straight ahead, and said without looking back: "No need, even if you see it, it will only increase your sadness." Everything is my fault, how can I let Sister Lin'er suffer for me? When I send this child back, I will be by her side and wait for her to wake up. The heart in her heart is like a knife, and I will bear the blame alone!"

Chen Junde walked towards the outside of the village with heavy steps, and at the moment he was in a daze, he didn't know how he came to the entrance of the village.

"Young master, ...... are you?"

Seeing Chen Junde strolling over, Yuan Guigui hurriedly greeted him, the package in Chen Junde's arms, and the appearance of his face like dead ashes, Yuan Guigui faintly guessed something.

"Don't make a noise, go find a shovel, and you go with me to the mountain over there."

Chen Junde pointed to the hill not far away, and his voice was so low that Yuan Guigui's heart was cold.

"Young master, slow down, the little one goes out to get a shovel."

Yuan Guigui said to Chen Junde, who was still walking non-stop, and the moment he turned around, he saw Chen Junde's shaking body, and his heart felt uncomfortable for a while.

"Young master, it's all dug up, you let the little young master go into the ground."

Yuan Guigui slammed the shovel in his hand into the ground, wiped the sweat on his head, and said to Chen Junde, who had been holding the child since he came here.

Chen Junde slowly walked to the side of the pit that had been dug, looked at the baby in his arms, and slowly put him into the pit on his knees. Now the conditions do not allow, and the child is only buried in a hurry wrapped in a futon.

"Give me the shovel, I killed him, and it should be me, the father, who will fill in the earth for him. I often hear the drama say that the white-haired person sends the black-haired person, but I didn't expect it to fall on my head today, is God punishing me? God, if you want to punish me, why be angry with a newborn child"?

Chen Junde knelt on the ground crying bitterly, crying heartbreakingly, and only in this place where there was no one could he let go of everything and completely leak out his true side.

This is the first time Yuan Guigui has seen Chen Junde's weak side, even if he fainted during the war, but after waking up, he was resolute, and he didn't cry like he did now. Maybe he is the most real young master at this moment. It's been held for too long, and once this is vented, it will be moving to cry and grab the ground. Yuan Guigui, who saw all this in his eyes, couldn't help but burst into tears, and hurriedly walked to Chen Junde's side to help the tearful man who was in pain at this time.

"Young master, you can't do this, you have to cheer up. It's not all your fault, don't blame yourself so much! If you want to blame it, blame the bastard who ambushed us, and the hateful Jiannu! Our brothers and they don't share the sky, and this blood debt will have to be settled with them sooner or later!"

Chen Junde looked at Yuan Precious who was crying like him, and suddenly threw himself into his arms, and the tears wet Yuan Precious Front.

People are like this, when they are in pain and helpless, they will look for a shoulder to rely on, which has nothing to do with men and women, it is mainly due to nature.

Chen Junde's trembling body made Yuan Guigui realize that he seemed to be strong on the outside, but he was just a child who was fragile on the inside and needed someone to comfort him, and it was really embarrassing for him for so long.

Yuan Guigui stretched out his arm and patted his shoulder in his arms, sobbing continuously, and said in a tone like his own nephew: "Okay, bury it." This is fate, this child is a hard-working person, so don't let him suffer from this sunshine again."

"Hmmm"!

Chen Junde nodded heavily, raised his neck to look at Yuan Guigui's kind face, and his cold heart began to slowly melt in an instant.

After this incident, the relationship between these two people who went back was getting closer and closer.

After Chen Junde cried bitterly, his whole person was much more energetic. The kind of decadence that was immersed in the bone marrow also dissipated a lot, and only the gloomy face lingered on his face, and at this time, he was thinking about how to explain this matter to Cheng Lin'er.

Yuan Guigui saw a flesh-and-blood Chen Junde, and such a real feeling made him feel a kind of comfort from the heart. After all, no one wants to follow a boss who only shouts and kills every day, and has no humanity at all.

Just as the two of them had just stepped into the village, a person hurriedly ran out and said to Chen Junde breathlessly: "Young master, you came back just in time, Miss Wei is looking for you everywhere, it seems that something happened to the young grandmother." Young master, go back quickly, look at Miss Wei's appearance, this matter seems to be quite urgent!"

"Sister Lin'er......"!

Chen Junde was stunned for a moment, and ran to the village with a low mutter. The rampage along the way made those patrolling and sentry brothers wonder for a while, what happened to the young master today? Judging by the hurried appearance, it shouldn't have been someone who killed me.

These cranky people suddenly panicked, picked up the firearms in their hands, and looked left and right as if they were facing a great enemy.

"Get out of the way, and see how scared you are! What a shame on Lao Tzu"!

Yuan Guigui's scolding of his head and face made everyone feel a lot more relieved. It doesn't seem to be a big deal, so I'd better find a place to take a nap, and I hurried overnight and had a terrible fight with my eyelids.

"Young master, come and see Sister Lin'er, she ......!"

Chen Junde didn't have time to ask in detail, swept past Wei Xiang'er, who looked panicked, and hurriedly ran to the back room. The eventful autumn disturbed him, and even a moment of purity turned into a luxury.

Chen Junde, who opened the curtain, was shocked by the scene in front of him, tears flowed down like a waterfall, his blurred eyes could no longer see the road under his feet, and after a few staggers, he came to the kang. hugged Cheng Lin'er, who was like a madman, tightly hugged her and buried her deeply with her body, and warmed her cold heart with her own heat.

"Sister Lin'er, calm down, you ...... now."

"What about my child? Give it back to me, give me ......!"

Cheng Lin'er kept struggling in Chen Junde's arms, but how could she break free when she was weak after giving birth? Falling into madness, she bit Chen Junde's arm. Just once, it's a lot of blood.

"Oh, Sister Lin'er, you bit the young master and bleed......"!

Chen Junde hurriedly stopped Wei Xiang'er, who rushed over, and shook his head gently at her. looked at Cheng Lin'er, who had a fierce face, crying in pain, and gently stroked Cheng Lin'er's head with her other hand. The people in the room seemed to be still at this moment, but when they looked closely, only Chen Junde's body kept trembling.

The warm blood in her mouth made Cheng Lin'er, who lost her child, slowly calm down, and when she woke up in a daze, she was full of expectations to get close to this child who was pregnant for ten months, but she couldn't see her.

How I wanted to hold this little thing, and see him crying, or making trouble, or laughing, or sleeping in my arms. No matter how much this naughty little guy tosses, he will smile happily and will not let him leave his arms for a moment.

didn't expect it to be such an ending, the meat that fell from his body was not even seen in the end, how could Cheng Lin'er, who was a first-time mother, bear it?

"My child...... Father-in-law, my child, ...... "!

Cheng Lin'er had already dried her tears, her eyes were red from crying, and the ruddy flush on her pale face due to excitement made Chen Junde bite her lip tightly, she had thought for a long time to persuade her, but when she saw Cheng Lin'er in such pain, she couldn't hold anything in her head.

"Sister Lin'er, child...... We will have it again in the future, you are weak now, you can't practice yourself like this, I don't want to lose you again"!

"Kid...... My child ......"!

With a shout, Cheng Lin'er's hands suddenly fell, and she fell weakly into Chen Junde's arms.

"Lin'er, Sister Lin'er"!

Chen Junde hurriedly shouted, shaking Cheng Lin'er in his arms, but Cheng Lin'er, who had a crystal on her face, did not react at all.

Subconsciously, Chen Junde put his hand on Cheng Lin'er's nose and mouth, no breath! Chen Junde was frightened by his feelings.

"Get out of the way, the old man has seen such a disease, and this person will be finished after a while"!

Granny Hao yelled, stepped forward and pushed away Chen Junde, who was stupidly holding Cheng Lin'er, and took out the needle in the bag and began to save people's lives.

Wei Xiang'er is no longer ignorant, but she can also see Cheng Lin'er's appearance at this time. Pulling Chen Junde's weakly hanging arm, he said with a crying face: "Young master, don't worry, Sister Lin'er will be fine"!

"Well, she's going to be fine, and I'm not going to let anything happen to her!"

Chen Junde raised his head and said in a firm tone.