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Sjepan was covered in wounds, and the medicine left behind by the doctor, some of which were desaprophytic, would cause a fiery pain when they were on the wound.

But Sjepan remained silent.

He woke up that night, but when he woke up, he didn't say a word, his eyes stared at the void, and he let others pull his body.

Oops, is this also a tendency to get depression? Yin Zhen secretly thought, Sjepan, you can't have anything!

So he stayed aside, whispered to Si Jie Pan, he had threatened Brother Jiu, and in the future, Brother Jiu would not dare to trouble him again, as long as Si Jie Pan stayed in King Yong's Mansion, no one would come to hurt him.

"It's all my fault." Yin Zhen said in a hoarse voice, "I don't know what I'm thinking in the past two days, I didn't even notice that you didn't come back, if I had rushed over earlier, you wouldn't have suffered such a big loss." ”

After he said this, after a while, Yinzhen suddenly heard Sjepan say in a hoarse voice: "This ...... Don't blame the prince. ”

Finally heard him speak, and the first sentence he said turned out to be this, Yinzhen couldn't help but feel sour in his heart, and almost burst into tears!

"It's me...... Too weak. Sjepan gasped, and he hissed, "It's easy to be caught, tortured, and you can't even fight back." ”

Yin Zhen bent down to help him tuck the quilt, and then comforted: "It's not your fault, Si Jiepan, he is a brother, you are a civilian, you can't fight him." But don't worry, with me here, I won't let you do this again! ”

The injuries on his body finally got better day by day, and when he changed the dressing, he didn't need two or three people to help him, and after he was able to sit up, Yinzhen couldn't help but ask him about Hongxi.

"Lao Jiu said, that kid is carrying a small burden and said that he wants to go over the wall with you? Sjepan, what's going on? ”

Sjepan lowered his head for a long time before he whispered, "Actually, I don't know. That day, after I climbed into the courtyard wall, I didn't take two steps when I saw the boy. He saw me too...... For some reason, he said he knew me. When he said that, I thought he seemed a little familiar. He asked me where I came from, and I said that I came from King Yong's mansion, and he said, "That's my fourth uncle's house." He helped the put. Jing found it, and told me again, he didn't want to stay in this house at all, and he didn't want to see him, Amma, he wanted to follow me to Yongwang's Mansion, I said okay, I'll take you away......"

Yin Zhen is a little suspicious now, although the brainwashing mechanism was activated, and it did cleanse everyone's memory, but the damage to children's memories may not be as serious as that of adults, at least, Honghui still retains his disgust for copies and his yearning for Yongwangfu.

Although this is really not a blessing for the child. This trip Sjepan suffered a big loss, and later Yinzhen heard that Hongzhen was also beaten, and he didn't get up for several days.

When Si Jiepan recovered from his serious injury, Yinzhen didn't dare to let him go out easily, so he had to persuade him to rest at home.

This blow finally brought some changes to Sjepan, although he was ignorant, but he still had hope, although he didn't remember where he came from, but he always felt that sooner or later this matter would come to light.

However, after being rescued this time, his mood plummeted, the bright smile before, Yinzhen never saw it again, more time, Si Jie Pan only sat under the window in a daze, motionless, like a stone.

Yin Zhen was very sad, but there was nothing he could do. He didn't have any things and people that could improve Stepan's mental state, and Stepan shouldn't be in this world at all, he couldn't find his place here.

He's a superfluous being, a wrong move, and that blonde hair makes him an eyesore everywhere, even the lowliest of slaves.

Such a fate was torture for Sjepan in itself. Yinzhen never expected that bigger blows would follow.

That day, Yinzhen was sitting at home with Si Jiepan, and overheard Gao Wuyong say that someone came to the Nine Elder Brothers' Mansion.

"That's right, I want to send you a generous gift."

Yin Zhen was stunned: "Generous gifts? ”

"A wooden box that's that long." Gao Wuyong gestured, "It doesn't look big." And the person who gave the gift was Wu Seventeen, the housekeeper in the Nine Elder Brothers' Mansion, he put down his things and left, and the servants didn't stop shouting. ”

Yin Zhen frowned: "Where is the thing?" ”

"It's still in the front room."

Yin Zhen got up: "I'll take a look." ”

Si Jie Pan also wanted to follow, Yin Zhen thought about it, and always felt that it was inappropriate, he pressed Si Jie Pan: "Don't come over first, wait for me to see it, and then come and talk to you." ”

He followed Gao Wuyong to the front hall, where the boxy sandalwood box was placed on the table in the front hall. It looked as if it really contained something valuable.

Yinzhen picked up the box and turned it upside down, a little heavy, about seven or eight pounds.

At this moment, he suddenly found that there was blood stains on his finger holding the box!

Yin Zhen panicked!

He quickly opened the box, and the contents were revealed, and Yinzhen screamed in fright!

The box fell to the ground, and the contents of the box fell out, a skinned cat.

The fur of the cat's head is still there, and Yinzhen can recognize that the cat is Pu/Jing!

A wave of nausea gushes out!

Yin Zhen covered his mouth, almost vomiting, turned his head to look, but saw Si Jiepan standing under the eaves of the front hall in a daze, staring at Pu/Jing's corpse with his eyes!

Yinzhen panicked now!

He quickly jumped up, hugged Sjepan, and covered his eyes with his hands: "Don't look! Sjepan! Don't look! Gao Wuyong! Gao Wuyong! Pack this thing away! Come on! ”

His hoarse cry was drowned out by an even more terrible shout in the next second.

It was Sjepan's screams.

He screamed so violently that it was as if he had been stabbed straight into the heart with a sharp knife!

Yinzhen hugged Sjepan tightly, and he also tried to comfort: "It's just a cat!" Sjepan, that's just a cat! ”

However, it is useless at all.

Sjepan screamed vigorously, like a wounded wolf, the miserable howl frightened the birds in the trees to fly, no matter how Yinzhen comforted him, he couldn't stop, Yinzhen's hand was stained with the blood of the cat's corpse because he had taken the box, and at this moment he went to cover Sjiepan's eyes, and the blood was wiped on his face, which looked even more bloody and terrifying!

Sjepan screamed for a quarter of an hour, until his throat was hoarse and his strength was exhausted, and he stopped—still gasping and shaking.

Yinzhen's tears also welled up, and he was even more sad when he remembered what happened to the cat. The dead cat had been cleaned up by Gao Wuyong, and the servants brought another basin of hot water, and Yinzhen washed his hands and wiped the blood on his face.

Then he said in a dumb voice, "Sjepan, the cat is dead...... It's just a cat, don't think about it. ”

As if he hadn't heard him at all, his eyes stared into the void, not blinking, not moving.

Yin Zhen couldn't help it, so he had to ask Gao Wuyong and them to help him back to the room first.

He sat there with a towel in his hand, and suddenly, silently, burst into tears.

Pu/Jing was killed like this, he and Brother Jiu were little hairballs, the cats that they raised day by day, and the only souvenirs he brought from that world disappeared again.

The piercing pain made Yinzhen bend down and hold his head.

He couldn't hold on anymore, in this lonely Qing Dynasty, where no one understood him, he was alone, with the ignorant Sjepan trudging hard, and there was no end in sight......

"From now on, no one will be able to understand you, you will become a monster in the crowd, a monster from above, you can only hide your abnormality in fear, you will become the loneliest ......"

It turned out that this was the proverb of his fate.

This blow, not to mention Sjepan, even Yinzhen himself, has not been able to ease up for several days.

According to the past, Brother Jiu was so vicious that he dared to deal with him like this, then Yinzhen said that he would take revenge for everything, he would not waste time sitting at home and crying, he would only gather his staff at the first time and discuss revenge countermeasures with anger.

However, this time, Yinzhen couldn't do it, as if Pu/Jing's death also gave him a heavy blow and shattered his backbone.

It's not as simple as getting revenge back.

He didn't just lose a beloved cat. What Yinzhen has lost is the hope of escaping again, as if Pu/Jing's corpse is in front of him, and it is fate's mockery of him: You see, this is your life.

Still struggling? Don't bother it.

Yinzhen was depressed like never before. He once again renounced the court, did not see any guests, and hardly spoke to anyone except to take care of Sjepan's condition every day.

Yes, Sjepan is sick, he is seriously ill.

The condition is dangerous, two imperial doctors were invited, they both frowned and shook their heads, Yinzhen was so anxious that he couldn't do it, Gao Wuyong asked tentatively, do you want to prepare a coffin to "rush", and beat him angrily.

Every day and night, Yinzhen accompanies Sjepan's sickbed, he keeps praying, hoping that God will show mercy and help him keep this last one, the cat is dead, if Sjepan follows in his footsteps, Yinzhen feels that he can't live.

That night, about the second half of the night, Yin Zhen was guarding Si Jie Pan was drowsy, but suddenly felt movement, and when he looked up, Si Jie Pan actually opened his eyes. Yin Zhen was overjoyed, hurriedly got up and bent over and said, "How is it?" Is it better? ”

Sjepan rolled his eyes slowly, and his inorganic blue eyes seemed to take a lot of effort to have a little human breath and recognize who Yinzhen was.

"Wang ...... ...... Grandpa"

His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't hear it, it didn't look like it was made by a person, Yin Zhen hurriedly held him down: "Don't be polite, where is there any discomfort?" Or do you want to drink water? ”

Sjepan stared at him blankly, as if he couldn't understand Yinzhen's words.

Yin Zhen sighed softly, he put his hand on Schipan's hot forehead, and said in a low voice: "Don't think about it, the nightmare is over, Sjiepan, the past ...... Just let it pass. ”

He meant to convince him, anyway, the cat couldn't be resurrected after he died, but Yinzhen himself felt that this consolation was weak and powerless, and in the end, he choked slightly.

Sjepan was told by this, as if he remembered what had happened before, and a look slowly appeared on his face, some kind of indescribable, twisted and treacherous expression.

Then, Yinzhen heard the blonde foreigner whisper, "I hate him." ”

Yin Zhen sat there, he felt stiff all over!

"I hate him...... I'm going to kill him! ”

Yinzhen's heart is like a boat jolting in stormy waves.

He never imagined that one day he would hear such a sentence from Sjepan's mouth!

It's just a simple sentence, but what it contains is an unfathomable, undying resentment.

After a long time, Yinzhen raised his hand to caress Sjepan's forehead, and said in a low voice: "It's too late, don't think about it first, let's sleep......"

Sjepan has changed.

This is not a good thing, this is a change that scares Yinzhen, if possible, he really wants to restore everything to the way it was, so that Sjepan will not suffer such a big sin, no matter how much it costs.

However, fate is not in his hands, and no matter how much he does not want to see it, the loving and forgiving Sjepan is gone.

…… If the real Ninth Elder Brother saw this scene, how would he feel?

In the end, Si Jiepan's condition was still helped by the staff in the palace, and Yinzhen spent a lot of money, so he invited a famous doctor in the rivers and lakes, and it is said that he is the best at incurable diseases.

Although Yinzhen doesn't trust Chinese medicine much now, he can't find any other doctor besides Chinese medicine.

The famous doctor who invited said that Sjepan was "depressed in the heart", and it hurt his temperament, Yin Zhen thought, nonsense!

Although the famous doctor was full of nonsense, the medicine he prescribed was very smart, he changed the prescription of the imperial doctor slightly, added a few heavy medicines, and after taking a dose of medicine, the high fever that Sjepan never went away finally subsided.

Yin Zhen was overjoyed and rewarded the doctor heavily, and then the doctor fine-tuned the prescription and added warm medicines.

Sjepan's condition is getting better day by day, and Yinzhen is finally relieved.

It was also because the doctor lived in King Yong's Mansion and guarded Si Jie Pan all day long, observing his condition, and the two of them went back and forth, and they became close friends.

Occasionally, Yinzhen went to visit, and he would hear the two of them talking, and the doctor was quite proficient in Huang Lao's technique, so he used Lao Zhuang's set of enlightenment to Sijiepan. Yin Zhen listened to it on the side, and couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart: What kind of old village is talking to a foreigner who is engaged in embryos? Where does he understand?

However, learning the way of Lao Zhuang is much better than learning the Mo family, even if you don't understand it, it can make Sjepan relax his mind full of hatred, Yinzhen thinks, that is also a good thing.

However, Sjepan seemed to be very serious and listened to the doctor's advice. He no longer struggled to drill the horns, and slowly cheered up.

When he was healed and was able to get out of bed and move a little, Sjepan found Yinzhen and said that he planned to study.

"Learning? Learn...... What the? Yin Zhen looked at him in amazement, thinking that you have two doctorates, isn't it enough?

Besides, he didn't even have a primary school textbook.

"You can learn anything." Sjepan said seriously, "Whatever they learn, I will learn with them." ”

Yin Zhen looked at him hesitantly: "You mean, you want to learn the Four Books and Five Classics?" ”

Sjepan nodded.

Yin Zhen was surprised!

"What do you learn to do? That thing doesn't work at all......"

"Useful." Sjepan said firmly, "Lord Wang, I don't want to be a waste anymore. ”

Yin Zhen smiled bitterly: "Sjiepan, you are not a waste, you don't have to learn those things, you just stay in the palace, and I have food, clothing, housing and transportation." I have commanded the slaves, and they dare not do anything to you. ”

"But I don't want to." Sjepan looked at him, his blue eyes looked extremely determined, "Lord Wang, I don't want to be a waste, what kind of people do you need in this Qing Dynasty, what kind of people do you need in Yongwangfu, what kind of people do I want to become." Only in this way will I not be depressed day by day, and eventually become a puddle of mud. ”

After he finished speaking, he added: "Even if I don't let the eighth elder brother and the ninth elder brother laugh at them, I can't live like before anymore!" ”

Seeing that he was so determined, Yinzhen couldn't help it, so he had to invite two great Confucian scholars to teach Si Jiepan to read ancient books.

The two Hongru are very famous, originally heard that Prince Yong invited them to be a Xixi, and was very happy, thinking that it was a little Shizi, but I didn't expect that it was to teach a foreigner of unknown origin, and now the two of them are not very happy.

However, the prince of the family has already invited them, and the gift money has also been given, and it is Corporal Lixian who personally came to the door to invite, and the two of them are not easy to say that they will not do it, so they privately thought of a way, and the right to decide and deal with teaching this foreigner for a few days, wait for a few days, and then go together to talk to Yinzhen, just say that foreigners are inherently unteachable, and their brains are stubborn, and they can't be this person's teacher.

The idea was to make a good decision, but what these two didn't expect was that this blonde foreign student was very serious, reading and practicing calligraphy, never perfunctory, no matter how much homework was arranged, the next day, it was neatly written and presented to you. If you want to memorize the article, I will recite it to you overnight, and it is a good word.

At this time, the two teachers had nothing to say.

Sjepan's earnestness impressed them, and in the end the two of them gave up the idea of resigning and instead devoted themselves to teaching him.

Regarding the matter of Si Jie Pan's study of the Four Books and Five Classics, Yin Zhen always felt weird, although he did not approve, but, as the doctor who cured Sti Pan said, he had to give Si Jie Pan something to do, and he had to make him feel the meaning of life, otherwise Si Jie Pan might really be ill and sink from now on.

Even if he fills the gap in his life and doesn't let him think crankily every day and seek revenge, Yinzhen feels that it is necessary.

Therefore, Yinzhen completely chose the two Su Confucians who invited him with the mentality of hiring a psychiatrist for Sjepan, and chose them not because of how knowledgeable they were, but because these two people are "famous for their good temper, good patience, and good at considerate people".

…… Those two old men probably never imagined in their lives that they would take on the task of people like Freud and Jung. (To be continued.) )