Chapter 392
When Yinzhen returned to the palace, he was very sad. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
He knew that he shouldn't have answered Eighth Brother like this, he missed an opportunity to get closer to each other.
But Yinzhen doubted this opportunity, Cao Xueqin's farce last time had already disappointed him very much, and he couldn't even explain a Qing Dynasty author, think about it, how should he explain Eason Chan and Lu Xun to Eighth Brother?
The description that has no foundation at all will only make the eighth elder brother more disgusted with him, and even think that he was deliberately mischievous.
It's better to give him a question like now.
…… But doing so made Yinzhen feel deeply guilty.
He still remembered the cry of the eighth elder brother, and he begged him to help him remember himself.
What a terrible request!
But even such a request, Yinzhen couldn't help Eighth Brother complete it.
He stayed in the palace every day, except for spending a lot of time with Hongli, he hardly did anything else, and even Hongshi and Yinzhen's feelings faded.
He always remembered that Hongli was put in a fishing net by Yu Jin, which was done by Hongshi, if Hongshi hadn't let Yu Jin go and helped him kidnap his younger brother, he and Eighth Elder Brother would not have ended up where they are now.
Yin Zhen also understands that he is angry, for a nine-year-old child, he can't think so much, he can't understand what his actions have caused.
However, Yinzhen was still very disappointed.
He thought that he cared for this child, even if Hongli was born later, he had less time to take care of Hongshi, but the child was already eight or nine years old, did he have to compete with the baby's younger brother for the love of his parents?
Not to mention, in the later period, Hongshi listened to Yu Jin's words and didn't even recognize him as a father.
Yinzhen's attitude is cold, Hongshi is also aware of it, but because he was brainwashed, the boy no longer remembers what he did, he only knows that he is afraid of his father, and this fear is even a little unspeakable hatred.
The relationship between father and son has returned to freezing point again.
Sometimes Yinzhen also wants to redeem it, he repeatedly convinces himself that he will work hard to ease the relationship between father and son.
But he couldn't.
As soon as he saw Hiroshi, he remembered that his current prison-like life was all caused by this child's willfulness......
When Hongshi saw him, he was even more scared like a mouse, cowering.
Yin Zhen was desperate, and now he finally understood how Hongshi's fate was forged.
However, Sjepan liked Hiroshi very much, he would go to see Hiroshi when he was fine, accompany him to do his homework, study with him, and even made a violin for Hiroshi by hand.
When Yinzhen found out that Hongshi was playing the violin, he was surprised!
"Where did you come from?!"
Hiroshi thought that his father was angry, so he hurriedly put the violin on the table.
"It was made by Sjepan for his son." He said with trepidation.
Yin Zhen stared at Hongshi strangely: "Can you play the violin?" ”
Hongshi was stunned for a moment, and he nodded: "Yes." ”
"Do you remember where you learned it?!"
“…… The son doesn't remember. ”
Yin Zhen was silent for a long time, didn't say anything more, turned around and left.
So for Hiroshi, the only memory left was this violin.
In addition to homework, Hongshi spends a lot of time on the violin every day, sometimes passing by the backyard, Yinzhen can always hear the sound of the piano, he never hinders, and understands that it is Hongshi's only sustenance now, that is Andre taught him, although Andre disappeared in his memory, but that feeling will not disappear.
…… But can you make progress by practicing blindly like this? Yin Zhen secretly thought, without anyone's guidance, even if Hongshi practiced for ten hours a day, I am afraid that he would not become a master.
Yin Zhen was a little worried, he was very sorry for Hongshi's talent, but he hadn't studied classical music himself, and he couldn't teach it, not to mention that the relationship between father and son was so bad now. He asked Sjepan, but he didn't know the violin, he could only play the piano, and he was said to play it badly.
Later, Yinzhen finally found out that a missionary in the palace could play the violin, and the Italian had a close relationship with the violinist Tatini.
Yin Zhen secretly thought that it would be good if he could find him to be a teacher for Hongshi, it would be much better than the practice of a blind man like a child riding a blind horse.
Although he doesn't love this child as much as he used to, after all, Hongshi's violin was taught by Andre, and every time he thinks of this, Yinzhen feels that he should do his duty - what if Andre comes back in two years?
The trouble is, that preacher is a gobster.
Yin Zhen really didn't want to touch the eighth brother's connections again, although it was a pity that Hongshi lacked a teacher, but he rashly went to get close to a missionary who was biased towards the eighth brother, I'm afraid it was not a good thing.
Unexpectedly, Yinzhen retracted his idea, but the eighth elder brother took the initiative to come to the door.
It was late that day, and the eighth elder brother came to the palace at dusk, Gao Wuyong and those people were a little worried, as the saying goes, night owls come to the house without incident, and the eighth elder brother is a first-class night owl in their hearts.
Yin Zhen didn't expect the eighth elder brother to visit suddenly, and as soon as the two of them sat down, the eighth elder brother said straight to the point: "I heard that the fourth brother has been inquiring about the missionary Wei Jialu recently?" ”
Yin Zhen thought to himself, you kid is a six-eared macaque, and any wind and grass can fall into your ears.
But at this moment, he couldn't deny it, so he only said lightly: "I heard that Wei Jialu can play that violin, and I ...... it on a whim."
"I'm afraid it wasn't a whim, right?" The eighth elder brother smiled and said, "Hongshi in the fourth brother's mansion, I heard that he has been practicing that western piano recently-the fourth brother wants to find him a master?" ”
Yin Zhen was silent, and looked at the eighth elder brother vigilantly.
In any case, the prince's son plays the xiqin at home, and when this kind of thing spreads out and falls on Kangxi's ears, it is impossible to be praised.
The eighth elder brother still smiled: "Fourth brother, don't look at me like that." Since the fourth brother wants to find a master for Hongshi, then I will go and talk to Wei Jialu and ask him to accept Hongshi and become a disciple of the closed door. ”
Yin Zhen raised his eyebrows: "You are so good?" ”
The eighth elder brother lowered his eyes and smiled: "Fourth brother, don't be like this, I'm not here to make things bad - if the fourth brother is not at ease, just ask Hongshi to come to my place to study, and I will call Wei Jialu to the house, so that outsiders will not gossip." ”
Yin Zhen secretly thought, this is not yet the year of Yongzheng, you want to get my son to your side?
Seeing that his expression was uncertain, the eighth elder brother simply said, "I'll say it directly." Help the fourth brother with this, I have a request. ”
Yin Zhen nodded: "You want to know what those strange words and those strange names mean." But I told you that even if I told the truth, you wouldn't believe me. ”
The eighth elder brother said: "I have thought about this point, what the fourth brother said is indeed unreasonable, but for the sake of today, I can only come to consult the fourth brother, because no one can understand what I say." So although the fourth brother told him bluntly, no matter what you say, I will just listen! ”
The eighth elder brother said so sincerely, Yin Zhen pondered for a moment and nodded: "Okay, what do you want to ask?" ”
"Who is Eason Chan?"
Yin Zhen thought to himself, this guy is probably suffocating!
"It's a singer." Yin Zhen said lightly, "Very famous." ”
Eighth Brother is still staring at him!
"What?" Yin Zhen asked.
"That's it?!"
"What else can I do if it's not over?" Yin Zhen said stupidly, "Can't you still ask me to sing a song by Eason Chan for you?" ”
"Can the fourth brother sing? Yes, yes! Sing me one! ”
Yin Zhen glared at him!
In front of the public, in the hall of Prince Yong's mansion, the front and back yards are full of slaves, and people come and go, you ask me to sing Eason Chan to you? ! Eight, you're sick!
After holding it for a long time, Yinzhen said: "I don't sing!" ”
"Why don't you sing?" The eighth elder brother chased after him, "Just sing a sentence!" Sing a word! ”
"Don't sing!" Yin Zhen was on fire, "What are you talking like!" Is this the place to sing? ”
"Then you hum!" The eighth elder brother was also anxious, "Can't you just hum a word!" I can remember it as soon as I hear it! ”
Yin Zhen was even more angry, he dropped his sleeves and stood up: "Gao Wuyong!" Drop-off! ”
I can't even bother with polite words.
Eighth brother is so anxious that his head is full of sweat! He grabbed Yinzhen's arm: "Fourth brother, just sing a sentence to me!" Just sing it! Are you telling me to kneel down for you? ”
This sentence shocked both Yinzhen and Gao Wuyong!
Yin Zhen looked at the eighth elder brother, he thought to himself, remembering that Eason Chan is so important to the eighth brother? Is he a fan of Eason Chan?
Probably not.
He is just entangled in his "can't remember", he is stuck at this point, he can't get around, he hits the wall in his thinking day and night, he wants to know too much what he has forgotten, this is too important to the eighth elder brother, so even if the only person in the know is Yinzhen, he can only put down his old grudge and beg him.
Yin Zhen didn't have a way, he looked at Gao Wuyong and waved his hand: "You go down first." ”
After speaking, he shouted to him again: "Let everyone stand down, go outside the courtyard, don't stand here!" ”
Gao Wuyong agreed, thinking that the prince was going to start singing on stage? Are you afraid we'll hear it?
When everyone left, Yinzhen sat down, he held his head and thought for a long time, and asked sullenly: "What do you want to hear?" ”
Eighth Elder Brother looked at him blankly: "Listen to what?" ”
Yin Zhen sighed, the eighth elder brother doesn't even remember who Eason Chan is, and of course he doesn't remember the names of his songs.
"Okay, I'll sing one casually, if you've heard it or not, then I don't care."
Yin Zhen thought about it for a long time, he opened his mouth, and suddenly realized that he couldn't sing.
It was as if the throat was stuck, the vocal cords suddenly disappeared, and there was a powerful force blocking the middle of the throat!
"Singing?" Eighth Elder Brother looked at him urgently.
Yin Zhen worked hard for a long time, and he lowered his head gloomily: "I can't sing." ”
"Why!"
The reason, Yinzhen himself knows that it is psychological, he is reluctant to sing, he is afraid that as soon as he opens his mouth, he will recall endless pasts, and his whole person will collapse.
The familiar songs lingered in his ears and blocked his chest, but it was as if there was an iron door, firmly closed, preventing them from pouring out.
…… Not even a single note.
When the eighth elder brother saw him like this, he was immediately disappointed.
He was angry and sad at the same time, so he stood up and said in a trembling voice: "The fourth brother really doesn't want to, so forget it." ”
He just wanted to turn around, but he heard Yinzhen say in a hoarse voice, "...... It's not that I don't want to, it's true...... No way. ”
Eighth Elder Brother looked at Yinzhen in surprise, watching him bend down, holding his head, trembling all over.
For some reason, Eighth Elder Brother suddenly felt a burst of pity in his heart.
He sighed: "The fourth brother really can't sing, and I ...... it It's not reluctant. ”
"Why don't you ask something else?" Yin Zhen raised his face, and he smiled reluctantly, "Maybe something else, I can help you." ”
Hearing him say this, the eighth elder brother sat back in the chair, he pondered for a moment, and suddenly a shyness appeared on his face: "There is something, I want to ask the fourth brother, but it is only ......"
"Just what?"
"It's just that you might be laughed at by the fourth brother."
"What's the matter?"
The eighth elder brother lowered his head and took out a stack of papers from his arms, and there were words written on the paper.
"I found this in my study, in a lot of books."
Yin Zhen grabbed it and looked down, he couldn't help laughing.
It turned out to be written, "I like Hatsune Miku so much!" I like it, I like it! ”
And on each of those papers, Hatsune Miku's name is written, and some are in Japanese, either "I must listen to the next concert" or "Hatsune Miku is the cutest girl in the world...... Etcetera.
As soon as he smiled, Eighth Elder Brother was even more embarrassed, and his face turned red!
He was very embarrassed: "I just said that the fourth brother would laugh......"
Yin Zhen couldn't hold back a laugh, he shook his head: "I'm not laughing at you, I'm sorry, I really didn't expect people like you to like Hatsune Miku." ”
When the eighth elder brother heard this, he frowned and said, "What do you mean by a person like me?" Does the fourth brother look down on me? ”
"Well, I didn't mean that, but I actually listen to Bigbang and EXO occasionally...... Mainly, you look quite tall on weekdays, like classical music or something, and run abroad all day long, I thought you weren't so homely, and I didn't expect you to bet enthusiasm on such a little girl. ”
"Hatsune Miku...... Is it a little girl? ”
"Not personally, exactly." After Yinzhen finished speaking, he didn't feel like talking, he coughed, "She's a ...... Well, it should be said, it looks like a human and not a human. ”
Eighth elder brother frowned and stared at him, that means, fourth, you have started talking nonsense again!
Yin Zhen was secretly worried, how should he explain Hatsune Miku to Eighth Elder Brother?
"She's a fictitious character, that is, she doesn't exist in the real world, there's no such person in the world......"
"Why do I like it when there isn't one in the world?"
"She's a virtual character, and the so-called virtual is fiction." Yin Zhen thought hard about it, and suddenly said, "Does Sun Wukong exist?" ”
Eighth brother was stunned!
"Fourth brother is saying that she is a monkey?"
"I didn't mean that!" Yin Zhen was angry with him, "Hatsune Miku is a very beautiful girl, and she sings well." ”
"Since she is a legendary character like Sun Wukong, how can the fourth brother hear her singing?"
Yin Zhen thought for a long time, and suddenly stood up: "Gao Wuyong!" ”
Gao Wuyong hurriedly ran forward: "Lord Wang? ”
"Go to the study and bring me my piano!"
Gao Wuyong didn't understand, but he decided that whether he could understand it or not, he just did it!
After a while, the piano came, Yinzhen sat in front of the guqin, he thought about "A Thousand Sakura" again, and then played a few tunes.
After all, playing the piano is not as good as singing, with the help of tools, Yinzhen can express it smoothly.
"I've heard that! Heard! Eighth Brother jumped up suddenly, and he hurriedly circled, "I've definitely heard of it!" And I've heard it many, many times! Infinite loops many times! ”
Yin Zhen stopped, and he looked up at the eighth elder brother: "Of course you have heard it, people who like Hatsune Miku, it is impossible not to have heard of Senbon Sakura." ”
"This song is called Senbon Sakura?"
"It's not a song, it's a song. Sorry, I can't really learn her songs. Yinzhen thought about it again, "That's it, in a few days, I'll make a Hatsune Miku to show you, and you will remember it when you see it." (To be continued.) )