This is the first time Jia Yi has come to Changya Hospital, located on the outskirts of N City, and the surrounding scenery is very pleasant, but there is no scenery in her eyes, only medical staff wearing white and green coats, and a bronze plaque at the entrance of the hospital that reads: "Anke Group is Preparing to Build".

How she wished that Gao Qu's arrival was only related to this plaque, but she did not see anyone else, and she could not hear anything about him from the hospital.

She could only rush back to the flower girl from the suburbs, who knew that Ding Siyao was already waiting for her there.

"I heard you went to the hospital, are you okay?" Ding Siyao looked at her and asked.

"I'm fine, it's a friend who got married last time, and she accidentally fell while pregnant."

"Oh-" Ding Siyao frowned and thought for a while, as if she was wondering about something, and immediately said, "Okay, then let's get down to business!" I've got the information about the Mark project, and his side is mainly about the integration of the city's humanities and architecture, and he may need some ...... in the store then" She stopped suddenly, because she saw that Jia Yi had been turning through the materials restlessly, and her eyes had never really focused on any page.

"Jiayi, what's wrong with you?" She couldn't help but ask.

"It's okay......" Jia Yi squeezed her forehead, her hand almost rubbing her eyebrows.

"You must have something, I studied psychology abroad, and you can't hide this action from me."

Gao Qu had also taken similar courses abroad, and Jia Yi couldn't help but think that her mood had become even more chaotic.

"It's because of Gao Qu, right?" Ding Siyao forcibly pulled the name out of her tightly twisted mandrel, stained with tropical blood.

She looked up at Ding Siyao in surprise, but the other party said with a clear face: "It's really him, no wonder he didn't let me tell you." ”

Jia Yi was suddenly frightened, and immediately grabbed Ding Siyao's hand and asked, "Tell me what?" ”

"He just came to the store and asked me ......" Ding Siyao hesitated, but when he saw Jia Yi's eager eyes, he still said it all, "He asked me for Mark's contact information!" ”

"Why?"

Ding Siyao shook her head and said, "I don't know much about this, he said that he had something to ask Mark, but I think it is always related to you." ”

Gao Qu walked out of front of the gate of Changya Hospital, his head hung weakly, but he was holding a report tightly in his hand, and when he was about to step down the stone steps in front of him, he suddenly heard someone call him, and his footsteps unconsciously retracted, looking up ahead.

Standing in the shade outside the hospital, dressed in a beige dress, with two delicate arms, a string of blue agate and a silver ring on her hands, and on the ring finger of her left hand was wearing his marriage proposal ring, which sparkled in the sun.

"Jia Yi......" he shouted softly, but shook his head in denial, "how could she be here......

The cicadas were chirping and the sun was scorching, he thought it was a hallucination, and his hand kept caressing his abdomen, he thought it was the dull pain there that made him hallucinate.

Just as he was about to bow his head and continue walking, a figure continued to spread diagonally towards his feet, gradually covering his shoes and legs, and he couldn't help but look up, still wearing a beige dress, still the string of agate and the silver ring, still the ring, still the Jiayi.

His eyes widened, and he looked at her with great surprise, but suddenly remembered something, and immediately hid the report in his hand behind him, lowered his head, and large beads of sweat appeared on his forehead.

Jia Yi only smiled and said, "Let's go home." ”

She took Gao Qu's empty hand and urged him to stay where he was, saying, "I'm going crazy with heat, go to the car and blow the air conditioner!" ”

He had no choice but to let her lead him, and the report in his hand was deformed by him, and as soon as he got in the car, he stuffed it into his bag, Jia Yi saw it, and he knew that she saw it, but she still didn't ask, only said, "Let's go!" ”

She played Adele's "chasing-pavements" in the car and hummed to the rhythm with great interest, singing: "Even-if-i-knew-my-place-should-i-leave-it-there/should-i-give-up/or-should-i-just-keep-chasing-pavements......"

She smiled at Gao Qu as she sang, and sang it to him, and at the end of the song, accompanied by Adele's hoarse voice, she suddenly burst into tears, and the most tormenting line of "Evenifitleadsnowhere...... she was lying on her stomach in the car and crying bitterly.

Gao Qu immediately parked the car to the side, trying to comfort him, but his outstretched hand was hanging in the air, he closed his eyes and sighed, and suddenly gritted his teeth, turned his hand into a fist, and slammed it on the steering wheel, "I'm sorry, Jiayi, I'm sorry for you!" He cried out in pain.

The melody in the car is still Adele's, but with another "someone-like-you" song.

She looked up at him and said, "Of course you're sorry for me!" How can you hide it from me and secretly contact Mark, what the hell are you doing?! ”

She dangled the ring finger of her left hand towards him, and the diamond ring suddenly became dazzling, and she cried and said, "How can you break your promise to me now?" ”

"Jiayi, I ......" He choked several times, and finally could only vent all the words he swallowed back on the steering wheel, just as he was exerting, his abdomen suddenly swelled and hurt, he immediately pressed the sore spot, opened the car door and vomited.

Jia Yi got out of the car and patted him on the back and asked tremblingly, "It's the stomach, right?" ”

Gao Qu immediately clasped her hand and said, "It's okay, don't worry, I'm ......"

"If you dare to push me on someone else casually without having anything to do, I, Liang Jiayi, will never spare you easily!" She grabbed his hand tightly and said, "So how long are you going to hide it from me?" ”

Gao Qu's face turned pale, sweat broke out on his forehead again, and he wiped it with a handkerchief while saying, "It's stomach cancer......

Suddenly a cold wind blew in the mountains on the outskirts, extremely cold and extremely cold, as if the words of people had been shaped into ice edges, and the sharp arrow shot towards the shaft of her heart, without deviation, and suddenly the person who was twisted and twisted was suddenly shot through, and with a snap, the bones and the thought fell apart.

She finally found out, but she barely stopped, and the whole person was propped up on the front cover of the car.

The two of them were silent for no idea how long, only listening to the wind blowing in gusts, and the occasional vehicle whizzing away, carrying away the glow of the sky, leaving them only with the deep night. Soon a crescent moon rose in the sky, mutilated.

"Is it diagnosed?" Jia Yi finally asked.

"Hmm."

"That'...... Is it early, middle, or late? ”

Gao Qu shook his head and said, "I don't know yet, I'm waiting for further endoscopy reports." ”

"So, there's actually a chance!" She regained her grip on hope and looked at him eagerly.

"Jiayi! I have to do bad things, I can't delay you! ”

"Did you give me this love? I'll be with whomever you want me to be? Except that you don't love me, everything else is pure! ”

"Of course I love you, but in case of bad news, I just hope that you can have someone by your side to comfort you and make you rely on...... I'm not going to give up on treatment, but I may not be able to take care of you anymore. ”

"Is your girlfriend such a weak person? Her boyfriend is in such pain, how can she be taken care of by others with peace of mind! What she wants is to stand with her beloved, like two big trees, stand together, share the wind and rain, do you understand? ”

"Why do you bother? For my ......"

"Who made you so good to me at the beginning, who made you so attractive, who let you tease me......" She cried again, Gao Qu hurriedly hugged her into his arms, resisted the tenderness in his upper abdomen, hugged her tightly, and said, "I'm sorry, it's me who is bad!" ”

She immediately got out of his arms, wiped her eyes, and asked, "Then do you know what's wrong with you?" ”

"I ...... I'm not supposed to push you to someone else......"

"Wrong! If you push me to someone else, they might want me! What's really bad about you is that you're always trying to hide something from me, but you're not sure you'll not be found out! ”

"That's you're too smart...... Gao Qu squeezed out a pale smile.

"No, just as you love me and always find me, I love you and always find out what you're trying to hide."

"I don't want you to worry about ......"

"Have you ever thought about it, I am an insecure person, from overcoming the body's fear of intimacy to now being able to be with you, the sense of security has accumulated from nothing, very little and very fragile. Women are suspicious and easy to guess, and I am no exception, I have to endure not only your concealment from me, but also my own imagination and speculation, I am really uncomfortable! If you're not sure you can hide it from me, don't hide it, if there's something to say, we'll solve it together. Didn't you say I'm strong? Then you should believe me, I can help you bear it, I can give advice, even if I can't do anything, I ...... I can hold you tight! As she spoke, she burst into tears and laughed.

Gao Qu squeezed her hand and said, "Are you really not worried about your own future happiness at all?" ”

"Why, how can I not worry about being such a selfish person, the way I possess you is not to allow you to leave me, so Gao Qu, you must live well!"

Gao Qu laughed, nodded, and said, "Get in the car, it's getting dark." ”

That night they did not go back to their respective homes but went to the small stone building, she boiled some vegetable porridge for Gao Qu, and the two of them looked up a lot of information on the Internet, Jia Yi even planned to buy some books on cancer treatment, Gao Qu smiled and said: "Dad is a famous medical expert, a living walking textbook is there!" ”

"Then will you tell Dad about it?"

Gao Qu nodded and said, "The person I am most afraid of telling is actually you, if you and I can confess, tell him that he is not so worried, he is a doctor after all." ”

"Don't tell the old man yet, even if you want to say it, let me tell you." Jia Yi said, holding his hand.

Gao Qu leaned his head on her shoulder, leaned sideways and watched her look up information related to his illness one by one, his mouth chattering with words, his heart was extremely comfortable, he didn't have the fear and panic when he learned the results of the physical examination a few days ago, and he couldn't even notice the dull pain in his abdomen, he really didn't dare to imagine that he was actually suffering from cancer.

"Gao Qu, Gao Qu." Jia Yi called to him softly, and he opened his eyes dimly.

"If you're sleepy, just lie down on me and sleep for a while!" She patted her thin white thigh and smiled at him, but he shook his head and said, "Don't, it's definitely uncomfortable to press you." ”

"I know you're thinking, if you want, I'll be by your side, you just have to close your eyes and fall down gently, I'll hold you tight, you try to just listen to the voice of your heart, okay, Gao Qu?" She winked at him, a mesmerizing light shining in the depths.

Gao Qu smiled tiredly, he really closed his eyes, his body slowly leaned in her direction, and when he reached an arc that could no longer be supported, he fell down without accident, and his weak body immediately fell into a softness, he knew that he was in her arms, far away on the verge of birth, old age, sickness and death...... (To be continued.) )