Megumi Kato is a person who doesn't understand competition, not because she doesn't need to compete, but because she never thought about fighting for something.

Just like Ying Li Li and Shi Yu, when they have the appearance and natural talent of the campus goddess, most of the things are at their fingertips, so they don't need to compete. But this does not mean that they do not understand competition, and in areas that their talents cannot easily reach, they will still put in their 120,000 efforts to compete.

Otherwise, Ying Li Li will not be able to continue to grow the community after her mother gradually fades out of egoistic-lily, and Shiyu will not move forward step by step in the field of light novels and become such an excellent writer as she is now.

Therefore, when the tacit understanding of Kazuya is broken, and there is a real crisis to compete, as long as they make up their minds, they will give full play to their strongest talents to compete.

However, Kato is completely different from them, she has no concept of competition at all, from childhood to adulthood, she is an inconspicuous factor in the crowd, inconspicuous, which means that no one will ever compare with her, maybe people who ranked behind Kato in elementary school will pay attention to Kato's name, but even this kind of competition and comparison is gradually ignored with Kato's kind of passerby aura. After all, there are many students in the middle of the grades, and they will never be anyone's long-term target. The only people who can become goals are those who can be called excellent.

On the other hand, Kato never wanted to grab anything from others. Kato doesn't have anything particularly precious, if there is, it may be family, but, for her, family will not be snatched away, family will not disappear out of thin air, this is an eternal deserve to be precious to herself, but there is no need to worry about the existence of others.

So, because Megumi Kato has no desires, no kind of thing that is worth maintaining at any time that may be lost at any time, therefore, from childhood to adulthood, she has no concept of competition at all.

That's how Kato spent his elementary and middle school, and if possible, high school, in his own realm that seemed to be somewhat detached.

However, when I went to high school, everything changed. I have the space I want to keep, I have the friends I cherish, and even the object of my own hazy feelings.

Kato admits that for Kazuya, she only looked at that guy as an interesting object of observation at first, although there was a more or less envy of the other party, but the so-called observation and learning are not the same as the final person who wants to be that person. Human beings do a lot of things a lot of times, not much for purpose, but simply because of interest, and Kato's observation of Kazuya is just that.

Of course, human beings are such an awkward species, they will do something because they are interested in it and do not think about the return at all, but at the same time, they also want to get feedback, even if this feedback is not what they want to achieve by doing it, and even, because of this feedback, they will change their original intention.

This is like a person who publishes an article on the Internet, at first it may be because of his own interests, but in addition to his interests, he also wants to be affirmed by others, and after actually receiving feedback and affirmation from others, he will even continue to write because of the feedback of others instead of because of his original thoughts.

The same is true for Kato, who once considered that he could always face Kazuya in a way that only he knew about the other party, and then secretly looked at each other on various occasions, and then made his own predictions, and even sometimes casually said some facts to scare him.

But what Kato chose in the end was to tell Kazuya the truth, and to tell Kazuya the truth in an active way, Kato felt that it was not because of the feelings between men and women, but because I was observing you, so I expected your feedback.

If he had a choice, Kato didn't know if he would have done it again at the time, maybe he wouldn't change his approach because he couldn't bear the feeling of wanting recognition, or maybe he would have been a little dissatisfied because he felt that doing so had caused the kind of sadness and hesitation he shouldn't have for his future, and finally gave up. But the choice at that time was irrevocable, and after the choice at that time, Kato felt that his behavior had become out of his control after that.

I gradually fell in love with Blessing-Software, which is generally very lazy and unreliable, but in the end it can bring a lot of peace of mind to myself; Gradually, I had good friends, although Eiri always blushed and said, "I only asked you to come to my house to preach to Kato!" But the smile he showed in the process of getting along with himself was not deceiving, of course, and Ayase, who showed a mature demeanor different from her age in front of all kinds of people all the year round, showed a more delicate little girl in front of Kato than in front of Kazuya, which also made Kato feel his own sense of existence.

Of course, the most important point is that Kato is a little frightened and a little worried to find that his feelings for Kazuya Aragaki are deteriorating.

Many girls' admiration for boys starts with the simplest interest, and after contact with each other, or because of various events, this interest may turn into boredom, or it may turn into a further concern, and there is no doubt that Kato's change in attitude towards Kazuya belongs to the latter.

To be honest, Kato doesn't quite understand what the so-called affection of admiration is like, or at least her so-called affection for love at this stage is not so deep, so she can't clearly feel that emotion.

However, Kato at least knew that he wanted to help Kazuya now, even if it was in such a self-explosive way to guide his thinking; For example, on the night when the two of them spent time together at the bottom of the valley, Kato felt Kazuya's efforts and had a look that could be called happiness.

However, this feeling is not clear after all, and it is also unclear, and Megumi Kato, who is not clear about his affection, will not give up the sense of stability and happiness that he has determined to have, cherish, that belongs to his own community and small group because of this feeling, and will not cut off the friendship that may be difficult for him to obtain because of this feeling.

Therefore, Kato chose to give up, this is not a so-called virgin-style self-sacrifice and perfection of others, but a kind of true thoughts in her heart, Kato is a rational person, when a rational person deals with emotional problems, she will not take that subtle uncertain factor into the scope of reference.

When Kato told these words to Eiri and Shiyu to herself, she didn't care about the other party's reaction, but when she told Kazuya these words in front of Kazuya, she was rarely out of proportion, because, when she said these words naturally, the feeling of pain and sadness in her heart was about to overflow, and it was the first time in her life that she experienced this feeling.

So, for the first time in her life, Kato chose to run away in the face of the decision she made, because, for the first time, she began to doubt the correctness of her approach.

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Is your judgment accurate or inaccurate in your understanding of feelings? For the first time, Kazuya's mind thought of such a question.

When Kato showed that rare sad look in front of him, and then left, Kazuya suddenly felt that everything he had done before was.

The meaning of Kato's last expression, Kazuya could clearly feel the helplessness and sadness of the other party's swollen eyes, but he was helpless, because all the words he could say, Kato used his accurate prediction to block what Kazuya might say next.

Just as Shiyu seems to be able to accurately anticipate her reactions in the face of various situations and then make a date plan based on her reactions, Kato has done the same, but Kato's approach is different from Shiyu's approach, where Shiha is pulling Kazuya to her side, while Kato is pushing Kazuya away from her.

For a while, Kazuya seemed to feel that his understanding of himself was not as profound as these girls, and even not as profound as Lun, and for his own behavior pattern, Kazuya felt that he seemed to be the walking dead, completely playing according to a script he didn't know.

And when Kazuya was in a daze in the dessert shop for a long time, he slowly came to his senses.

"No, but that would be weird!" Thinking of Kato's words at the last moment, a nameless anger suddenly rose in Kazuya's heart, "Why do you feel like all of you are telling me what to do from your own point of view, why, it feels, from the very beginning, I have entered the context you have set up, and I can't extricate myself from the environment you have set up, I didn't think like this at first!" ”

"What's 'Aragaki-san' can't do it.,Now,It's just for me to help Aragaki-san' or something?,This kind of talk is completely self-talking! If you really understand what I'm doing, then there's no need for you to say that! ”

I don't know why, there is a special anger towards Kato's criticism of himself, and there is also a special anger, perhaps because Shiyu's guidance to Kazuya was imperceptible before, and Kato is in a more decisive way that does not conform to Kato's style, forcibly bringing Kazuya into his own words, which brings dissatisfaction.

"What I'm going to do now is to maintain the integrity of this community! Instead of what you said, what I am doing now is causing a split in the community, and you have broken this logical premise from the beginning, how can I think calmly? The more Kazuya thought about it, the more he felt that Kato's previous words were very inducing.

The current situation of Blessing-Software is very simple, because of Kazuya, everyone seems to have lost the motivation to continue working in the community, and the community itself has become a place with a very awkward atmosphere. Therefore, Lunye's purpose is to use this quick knife to cut through the mess, so that Kazuya can solve the emotional confusion situation that different people are in an ambiguous but do not make a choice, and finally achieve the goal of reuniting the community. This is also the ultimate goal of Kazuya's current series of practices.

In the context of Kato's explanation, she acquiesced to a premise, that is, if Kazuya made a choice, it would inevitably lead to the discouragement of others, and then further promote the split of the community, so Kato chose to launch it, and showed a mentality of "even if you choose someone else, I will never leave for the unity of the community", which seems to be for Wazuya to reduce the pressure.

"However, Lun's expectations for me and the goals I set myself for are definitely not this premise!" Kazuya shook his head, facing the position of Kato, who was no longer on the other side of him, leaving only half of the pudding, and said secretly, "From the beginning, my purpose was to solve this embarrassing atmosphere for everyone now while maintaining the integrity of the club, right?" If someone leaves or something, then go and grab it back, if everyone's bond will break because of my emotional choice or something, then it's really ridiculous, right? ”

Kazu, I don't know if I'm taking this idea too seriously, or if he's proposing a plan that he can't achieve, but at least out of disgust with Kato's self-talking, Kazuya reinvigorated himself with a sense of anger.

Although, he himself does not know whether this kind of cheering up will achieve a good purpose in the end.

"But, at least, I won't agree with your philosophy, Kato!" Slowly standing up from the chair, Kazuya gently waved his fist at himself, "Or, I'm sorry, I'm just a bit of a rebel against this overly tough attitude!" So, I don't need you to decide what to choose for me, I don't need you to tell me what I can give up, I just need to find that clear answer at the end. ”

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How to say it.,It's written here.,It's basically an original plot.,The character setting of the heroine in this article may not be completely in accordance with the original work.,So if there's an original party that's particularly entangled in whether Hui will think so, then take care of it!

In addition, you can guess for yourself what the plot of this chapter means, although it may also be a trap for me or something (set up a big flag)