Chapter 14: I envy you

After breakfast, Li Xiaohui pretended that nothing had happened; In the morning, I went to Fang Junda's house to continue to make up lessons for Fang Xinyu; After returning to the hotel at noon, after eating, Li Xiaohui rushed to the school and brought his change of clothes and a few books to room 208 of the hotel; Turn on the color TV in the room and change the channel aimlessly; Thinking about what happened yesterday, that terrible question came into my mind again, and I said, "What should I do if I am pregnant?" Thinking about this question, Li Xiaohui was a little panicked and had no intention of watching the program on TV.

Got up to a glass of boiling water, sat down on the sofa from the new, sighed and said to himself: "I don't want to, it's like this anyway, and the shameful thing has been done, so let's talk about it in case there is anything in the future!" ”

After tutoring Fang Xinyu in English in the afternoon, Li Xiaohui returned to room 208 of the hotel early; Eating and living in the hotel, Li Xiaohui is still very satisfied, he has never lived in such a room since he was a child, the heat wave outside is pressing, but the room is unusually cool and comfortable; The life in the cafeteria is also very good, there are many kinds of dishes, and you can take whatever you want; Li Xiaohui sometimes thinks to himself: "I want to live like this in the future!" ”

Although the food and accommodation are very comfortable, Li Xiaohui just feels blocked in his heart, since what happened yesterday to now, his heart has always felt empty, and he always feels like crying; Feeling unusually lonely and helpless, thinking about how nice it would be if I went home for the summer; If I had gone home, I wouldn't have happened yesterday; You can also help your family and brother with farm work, although you have poor food and housing, you can be with your relatives; The mood is always happy and happy, no matter how bitter and tired, I feel very warm in my heart; Looking around the room again, Li Xiaohui lay down helplessly, staring at the ceiling and being stunned for a while; After being stunned for a while, Li Xiaohui got up from the bed and sat up again.

When the eye sweeps to the telephone on the bedside table; suddenly remembered that before leaving for the summer vacation, Cheng Ziying left her home phone number for the sisters in the dormitory; Looking at the telephone, Li Xiaohui had a feeling of wanting to talk to Cheng Ziying, turned over and got out of bed, found a notebook in the room from the satchel he brought over, and found Cheng Ziying's phone; Sitting at the head of the bed, my hand trembled a little when I picked up the phone, and I thought about putting the phone down.

Li Xiaohui sat at the head of the bed, thinking of talking to Cheng Ziying on the phone, he was a little panicked and nervous; As if Cheng Ziying knew about her embarrassing things yesterday, Li Xiaohui couldn't face her good sisters; Sitting at the head of the bed, calming down his mood and letting out a sigh, Li Xiaohui picked up the phone again and dialed the number; After the phone rang a few times, I heard a female voice with a Beijing accent on the other side: "Hey, hello! Who are you looking for? ”

It wasn't Cheng Ziying's voice, stunned for a moment, Li Xiaohui hurriedly replied: "Hello! Is it Cheng Ziying's house? I was her classmate. ”

At this time, Li Xiaohui heard the female voice with a Beijing accent shouting: "Ziying, come and answer the phone, my classmate called." At this time, Li Xiaohui heard Cheng Ziying's cheerful response, and the sound of running footsteps also came. I heard Cheng Ziying's voice on the phone: "Hey! Hearing Cheng Ziying's familiar voice, Li Xiaohui's heart tightened and said, "Ziying, I'm Xiaohui, what are you busy with!" ”

Cheng Ziying on the other side of the phone said: "I was cleaning up my things in the room, it was my sister-in-law who just answered the phone, we went to Huangshan to play for a few days, and just arrived home; Xiaohui, you're alright! ”

Listening to Cheng Ziying's question, Li Xiaohui's heart tightened again, and he felt like crying, so he endured it and said: "Ziying, I'm fine, I just miss you a few days a lot." ”

Cheng Ziying said: "Didn't Meixia go home too?" You're not together? ”

Li Xiaohui said: "On the second day of Meixia's holiday, I went to Chunjiang with Wang Wenbin to play, and I haven't returned to Jianghan yet!" ”

Cheng Ziying said on the other end of the phone: "Your tutor is doing okay, how is the family?" It's a holiday, and it's not very convenient to eat and live at school. Listening to Cheng Ziying's concerned greetings, Li Xiaohui's tears flowed involuntarily; I endured it, sniffed and said, "It's okay, it's just that I'm not with you anymore, and I miss you in my heart; Ziying, didn't you contact Hanzi during the holidays; I envy you guys! ”

Cheng Ziying said: "I talked on the phone, and he didn't call me, it's better for Xiaohui!" Alas, call again tomorrow and ask what he is doing? ”

Talking to Cheng Ziying on the phone, feeling that Cheng Ziying was happy and happy, thinking about himself, Li Xiaohui couldn't help but feel sad again; Thinking about it, he sighed and said: "Ziying, I've been so homesick for the past two days, I didn't go home during the summer vacation, I regret it a little!" ”

Cheng Ziying, who was on the other end of the phone, listened to Li Xiaohui's sighing voice, wondered, and asked with concern: "Xiaohui, you really don't have anything to do in Jianghan, just say anything about it, don't hold it in your heart, we are like sisters, what can't we say?" ”

Hearing Cheng Ziying's anxious and concerned questioning, Li Xiaohui could no longer control his feelings; Holding the earpiece, he began to sob, sobbing and saying, "Ziying, I, I, I just suddenly felt very uncomfortable; I miss you all and I want you to go back to school early! ”

Li Xiaohui almost told Cheng Ziying about his experience and the grievances of the past two days on the phone, but he couldn't bear it but still didn't say it; I didn't know what to talk to Cheng Ziying about next, and after Cheng Ziying comforted her for a while, she said goodbye to Cheng Ziying and hung up the phone in a hurry.

Dinner was still eaten in the hotel cafeteria, and after eating, Li Xiaohui went back to his room, turned on the TV, and sat bored watching TV programs; At this time, I heard a knock on the door; walked over and opened the door, and saw Fang Junda standing at the door with a smile; Li Xiaohui didn't pay attention to Fang Junda, turned around and went back to the room, and sat down on the sofa again.

After Fang Junda came in, he closed the door of the room, walked to the other sofa and sat down, and said, "How is it?" Are you still used to living here? Tell them what you need. ”

Li Xiaohui still didn't talk, he sat there with a serious face and didn't move, in fact, Fang Junda was able to come and see him today, Li Xiaohui still felt a little comforted in his heart; If this man doesn't come today, it's really a big problem with his character, and if you want to ask him for help, eighty percent of them will be in vain.

Fang Junda saw that Li Xiaohui didn't speak with a straight face, so he said, "Are you still angry?" I said I would be responsible for you, I would do what I said, please trust me. ”

Seeing that Li Xiaohui still didn't speak, Fang Junda didn't say anything more, the two sat quietly for a while, Fang Junda got up and walked in front of Li Xiaohui; Stretched out his hand and pulled Li Xiaohui up, hugged Li Xiaohui, and kissed her on the face, Li Xiaohui struggled for a while, but Fang Junda's hug was too powerful, seeing that he couldn't break free, Li Xiaohui didn't struggle anymore, and let Fang Junda hug himself and kiss him. After a while, Li Xiaohui pushed Fang Junda away again and said, "Let's sit and talk, the place you got me yesterday still hurts!" Seeing that Li Xiaohui finally spoke, Fang Junda let go of Li Xiaohui and returned to the sofa to sit down.

After sitting down on the sofa, Fang Junda said: "Xiaohui, I really like you so much, don't mind, I also thought about it for a long time yesterday, I will definitely do my best to help you and be responsible for you!" ”

Li Xiaohui said: "You really like me, then do you dare to divorce your wife, divorce your wife, I will marry you after graduation, do you dare?" ”

Listening to Li Xiaohui's question, Fang Junda was speechless for a moment, and after a while, Fang Junda spoke: "Xiaohui, in fact, you don't know me, don't look at me as a deputy director; In the eyes of others, he is decent and glamorous, and his size is also an official; But my heart is also bitter! ”

Hearing Fang Junda say this, Li Xiaohui raised his eyes to look at him; Fang Junda took out a cigarette and smoked it on the fulcrum, took a hard puff of cigarette and said: "Actually, I was also born at the bottom, my parents are workers in a small factory, I am the eldest in the family, I went to the countryside at the age of 16 to be informed, and later a year before the resumption of the college entrance examination, I was recommended to go to university, and after graduation, I was assigned to the current unit; I don't have a backstage, and it doesn't matter if I'm second, and later after being introduced by others, I married Tian Xiao, and you know Tian Xiao's appearance; I said that you don't laugh, I was trying to have a good family and wanted to find a backstage for myself, but after I got married, I didn't know that Tian Xiao, Zhang is not very good, I don't say it, I have been pampered since I was a child, people are very domineering, and they are unreasonable; In fact, we live as a husband and wife, and we can't live a few times a year; I'm so depressed! ”

Listening to Fang Junda's introduction to his situation, Li Xiaohui faintly felt a trace of sympathy for the man in front of him; Didn't he want to change his fate, so he took that step and dedicated his innocent body to the man in front of him.

At this time, I heard Fang Junda say again: "If I can divorce Tian Xiao, I would have left a long time ago, I don't want others to scold me, the old father-in-law will abandon other people's daughters when he retires, people are terrible, and at my age, I am in the rising period of my career, isn't everything over?" ”

Listening to Fang Junda's words from the bottom of his heart, Li Xiaohui fell into deep thought, he didn't expect that he was a big director, and he also had unknown hardships, it seemed that he wanted to get ahead and kill people!

Fang Junda continued: "That day at my house, when I saw you for the first time, my heart was not at peace; I really like you from the bottom of my heart, you are so energetic, so beautiful, after seeing you, I think about you every day, but I know, I am married, what can I give you? The only thing I can help you with is to support you financially; In the future, when you graduate and are assigned, I will do my best to help you; Actually, I feel very sorry for you.

Listening to Fang Junda say this, Li Xiaohui's heart was calm and comforted a lot, and his heart would no longer feel so blocked; got up and took the boiling water bottle in the room, and poured a glass of boiling water for Fang Junda and himself; Then sat down and said: "As long as you are really good to me, I don't want to affect you, but why are you so impulsive, although I am almost 23 years old, I haven't even talked about friends until now!" In this way, you have taken possession of my innocent body; I'm sulking when I think about it! I don't want to live anymore! ”

Fang Junda looked at Li Xiaohui and said, "I'm not afraid of your jokes, I actually married Tian Xiao since I never fell in love; Tian Xiao and I are like this, I can't talk about feelings or feelings, the child is not small, for the sake of the child, that's it; Except for the marriage I can't give you, anything else, as long as I can do it, I will do it for you. ”

Fang Junda's thoughts are true, after he and Tian Xiao were introduced by others, that is, they watched a few movies, and finally got married with their own plans; Tian Xiaoren Zhang generally doesn't say it, his personality is not good, and Fang Junda is very depressed; So after seeing Li Xiaohui, seeing Li Xiaohui's youthful and energetic appearance, his suppressed heart couldn't help but release, in fact, Fang Junda is not a bad person; In the hall, he not only relied on his old father-in-law's connections to reach the post of deputy director, but his father-in-law was only one aspect; His own ability is also good, and he usually handles the relationship between people very well, and now Fang Junda's upward momentum is still very strong.

Listening to Fang Junda's heartfelt words, Li Xiaohui felt that he was not so disgusted with this man, and sighed and said: "I will still do my best to counsel your children, I will live here for a while, it won't affect you, right?" ”

Fang Junda said: "It doesn't matter, you can live there, it's just, don't mention living here when you tutor Xinyu, the rest, it's okay." ”

Li Xiaohui said: "I won't be so boring, I told them what to do, I will move back to school before the start of school." ”

Fang Junda said: "Xiaohui, I think after the start of school, you still come over to tutor my children every week, although your recent tutoring time is not long; But the child has obviously improved, and my Xinyu's child is also quite close to you! Also, when I have time, I want to chat with you. ”

Li Xiaohui said: "Let's talk about it when the time comes, I'm about to graduate, and many courses will be completed, I'm afraid that there will be no time by then!" ”

The two chatted again, and Fang Junda saw that the time was not early, so he stood up and said, "You rest early, it's not early, I should go home too!" ”

After Fang Junda left, Li Xiaohui rinsed and lay on the bed to watch TV shows; After chatting with Fang Junda tonight, Li Xiaohui felt a lot better, and he didn't feel so blocked......