Chapter 15 The Good He Is My Own
It was very late in the evening, and Zhou Sinian came back, and he didn't speak, lying on the couch with a heavy heart, his brows furrowed.
I poured him a cup of tea, saw that he was tired, and walked over to help him massage his scalp and shoulders.
"I look tired today."
He stretched hard, patted my hand that was relaxing his shoulder, and said, "When did you learn to do this?" It's very comfortable. ”
I smiled and said, "Qing Yang paid attention to it when he pressed it for me." ”
He said, "You're just smart, you can learn everything." ”
I said, "I'm mainly thinking about giving you a massage, you look tired every day right now." ”
He sighed helplessly, and said self-deprecatingly: "Xiangye, Xiangye, it sounds good, but in fact, it is a gas barrel, a mouse in the bellows, the emperor's thoughts, it is too difficult to guess." ”
I smiled and said, "Didn't they all say that the prime minister can hold a boat in his belly?" ”
He smiled.
I helped him press the acupuncture points on his head, and he changed his posture comfortably, saying, "Listen to Manager Xu, you summoned him?" ”
I said, "There's nothing else, I just want to ask him where Qingqing has gone." ”
"Qingqing?" He said disapprerovingly, "That little girl from Meng Lang? ”
"Brother Nian, Qingqing is still a child, let her come back, what's wrong with her, I'll teach her well."
Zhou Sinian sat up and said, "You don't think I sent her to the dance club, do you?" He slapped me on the head and said with a smile, "Are you still thinking about forcing Liang to become a prostitute or something?" ”
I was hit by him, although he didn't use his strength, but he was still stunned, rubbed his head, and said dissatisfiedly: "It hurts, Brother Nian." ”
Zhou Sinian hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry," stretched out his hand to pull me to sit on the couch together, and said, "Come and let me take a look." ”
I said, "It's okay," and continued the topic just now: "I know you didn't force her, but she must have seen that you didn't like her before leaving, she was still young, and she stayed in that kind of place, even if she didn't" I couldn't say the word "pick up customers", and paused, "How can I marry someone in the future?" ”
Zhou Sinian looked at me for a while, laughed, and said, "Shenglan, you are not the same as before. ”
"What's the difference?" I asked strangely.
He smiled and said, "It's nothing, it's just more delicate than before," he rubbed my hair, "Maybe it's grown up." ”
I leaned into his arms and whispered, "We're all married, and it's always a little girl." ”
Zhou Sinian gently rubbed my forehead with his chin and said with a smile: "You have always been a distressing little woman. ”
His words warmed my heart, and I ran my fingers through a lock of his hair hanging down on his chest, and said, "You must remember your words in the future, and you must not hurt me anymore." ”
His eyes were full of gentle smiles, and he said like a child: "Okay, I will love you for the rest of my life." ”
We hugged each other for a while, and he said, "Tomorrow my father will come out of the spirit, and people will turn over on their backs, don't you go?" ”
I sighed in my heart, my father and queen mother, I am really going to disappear from my life from now on. I said, "You have to give it to you to feel at ease." ”
He pondered for a moment and said: "Tomorrow out of the spirit, you have to pass by the dance club where Qingqing is located, you go to the Qingqing dance club tomorrow, I think, the spirit is all in your heart, you are there, you can cry if you want to, no one will disturb you." The dance club will also wait for the mourning period to pass before it can open, and you can also talk to Qingqing. ”
I said yes, didn't say anything more, he didn't say anything more, lay down again, squinting his eyes.
He didn't mention the concubine, and I didn't know how to ask.
After a while, he fell asleep and snored softly, and I took the quilt from the bed and covered him.
I sat next to him and watched him. Under the candlelight, there was a hazy glow on his face, his eyelashes drooped, his thin lips pursed slightly, and he slept so sweetly. I don't think I'm crazy.
He's such an incomparably wonderful person, does he really want to share it with others?
Lowered his head, lightly imprinted on his thin lips, and went back to the bed to lie down, he was not used to the emptiness around him, and he was not sleepy at all.
I simply got out of bed, knelt down in front of his couch, lay on the couch, smelled the faint fragrance of flowers on his body, and my heart calmed down a lot, and I fell asleep.
The next day, I was woken up by Zhou Sinian, only to find that my legs were numb and unconscious.
Zhou Sinian hurriedly got out of the house, picked me up, and patted my leg with his hand, while complaining: "You are a fool, why did you fall asleep like this?" ”
After a long time, I felt a burst of heat surging in my legs, and my consciousness was restored, and I felt that he had so much strength, and I gasped in pain: "Okay, Brother Nian, it hurts."
He was still not at ease and continued to pinch, although the strength decreased, it still hurt so much that my tears flowed out.
"I know it hurts, take care of myself next time." He complained softly with pampering.
Where does he know what is on my mind, the princes and grandsons will marry a few concubines before they officially get married, but he is different, he has to belong to me alone.
"I can't sleep on my own!" I listened to his grumbling and pouted.
He looked up at me, stopped his movements, a gentle smile appeared on his face, took me in his arms, rubbed his chin against my face, and said, "Fool, can't you just wake me up and sleep with you?" ”
Then he jokingly said, "You can't keep the empty room so much?" ”
His words stimulated me, made me endure it for so long, and my determination to be a generous and virtuous wife was gone, and I cried: "I can't keep the empty room, I don't want you to have another woman!" ”
Zhou Sinian's movements froze.
His gentle stop made me even more uncomfortable, I didn't dare to look at his face, for fear that he would be angry, and if he was angry with me because of other women, I would die of sadness.
"Didn't I sue you already? I don't have any other women now. Zhou Sinian said seriously, and said the word "now" very seriously.
Only then did I understand the meaning of what he said that day, he didn't take concubines after he got married, and he didn't count before he got married.
"But they're all there!" I cried and said that I didn't know how to phrase my heartache, so I just did what I wanted: "Even before they got married, they are still there!" Everybody says they're your women! I don't want anyone to share my husband with! ”
I just covered my face and cried, crying for a while and feeling comfortable, but thinking that the problem was not solved at all, I started crying again.
Zhou Sinian looked at me a little helplessly, and said seriously: "Since the day we met, I haven't been able to pretend to be other women in my heart, and now, it's been more than five years, right?" Those women are all concubines who were accepted a long time ago, you can let them go, otherwise where will they go? ”
Zhou Sinian said that he didn't pretend to be another woman in his heart, this sentence made me feel a lot more comfortable, and now, I can only nod aggrievedly, accompany him to dinner, and help him change clothes.
He patted me on the cheek and smiled and said, "That's great." ”
I felt a sour feeling in my heart again, put my arms around his waist, and tears fell again: "I don't want you to go back, unless they are not there!" ”
When he thought that there were other women in Sun City, and there was more than one, his heart ached: "Promise me, okay?" ”
He gently patted me on the back and said, "Don't worry. ”