The effort to awaken Sjepan's memory was surprisingly thwarted. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Sjepan refused to admit that the photos were related to him, and his reason was that if they were related to him, why didn't he appear in them? If these are his pasts, why isn't he in the picture?

Yinzhen was speechless by him, where did Brother Jiu go to find the photos of Sjepan's early years?

"The minister knows that in recent times, Yun Yu Yun and others have frequently entered the palace, just to confuse Long Live Lord with tricks! I want to build momentum for Prince Lian's flop! Sjepan said indignantly, "Hooray, how can you believe these tricks! ”

Yin Zhen couldn't cry or laugh: "This is all true!" Even I know this, Sjepan! ”

Sjepan immediately said: "If the Lord Long Live knew about it a long time ago, why didn't he say it ten years ago?" ”

Suddenly asked Yinzhen.

Seeing that he was stuck, Sjepan was even more proud: "They asked the Lord Banzai to show these to the ministers, right?" Hooray! How can you believe their words! They are all uneasy and kind! ”

The result was good, Yinzhen failed to convince Si Jiepan, but was persuaded by Si Jiepan bitterly.

Including the imperial doctor he summoned in advance and asked people to wait outside, he also prepared in vain.

After persuading the angry Sjiepan to leave, Yinzhen brought the ninth elder brother and them over, and the tenth elder brother was nervous as soon as he entered the house and looked around: "Did you vomit blood?" ”

"Spit out." Yin Zhen didn't have a good breath, "He doesn't believe it at all." ”

The eighth elder brother was surprised: "The fourth brother didn't finish the information?" ”

"It's all said! He just wouldn't believe it! Yin Zhen said hatefully, "Said that we lied to him, said that it was all a forgery - I asked him, you don't know your parents anymore?" He said, it looks familiar, but I can't remember who it is, so it must be a pretence - he also told me to take someone else's house and convict them of bullying the king...... I can't make sense at all! ”

Eight elder brothers, they are all dumbfounded!

Brother Ten was puzzled: "How can this be? Hongyan didn't hesitate at all before he remembered, and the starling spit out two mouthfuls of blood and remembered, why didn't it work when he came to Sjiepan? ”

Brother Jiu, who had been silent, suddenly said at this moment: "Maybe, he doesn't want to think about it." ”

Brother Ten was even more confused: "Could it be that he has been living comfortably in the past ten years?" Did he ignore the academic career he had devoted himself to? ”

Brother Jiu walked to the window and said nothing.

Yin Zhen was also sad when he saw him like this, he said: "Lao Jiu, don't worry, this is the first round, I think, try a few more times, maybe I can give him a greater impact." ”

"I'm afraid it's useless." Brother Jiu turned around, he shook his head, "Fourth brother, he is different from the starling, the starling is bent on recalling, and he has a subjective wish." Sjepan didn't. His amnesia was not caused by simple external compulsion, but because he did not want to remember, and perhaps it was too painful for him to remember. ”

He took a deep breath and smiled slightly: "He obviously hates me, and this hatred does exist, so why should he let himself remember, and then have to forgive me with reason and everyone's pressure?" ”

"Old Nine ......"

Brother Jiu raised his face, he looked into the distance, and said softly: "If it is me, I will not forgive." ”

Brother Jiu's look left a deep impression on Yinzhen, and after thinking about it, he still didn't give up, so after two days, he called Si Jie Pan over again and told him again. This time, he simply focused on the events of Sjepan's arrival in the Qing Dynasty ten years ago.

The result surprised Yinzhen even more, Sijiepan heard half of it, suddenly jumped up, screamed and rushed out, Yinzhen couldn't catch up with him in the back, and the two of them ran around in the Qianqing Palace, scaring the eunuchs half to death.

Later, Yinzhen saw that Si Jie Pan was too scared, so he was also discouraged, and he didn't chase after him, so he called the two eunuchs, "Send Master Si back to the house." ”

After Julia found out, she blamed Yinzhen for being too strong, how could the emperor chase the minister around the palace and make the chickens fly and the dogs jump? I don't know, but when both of them are crazy.

Yinzhen thought about it himself, and he felt that it was inappropriate, especially when Sjepan refused to show up and claimed to be sick for several days, which made him even more annoyed.

So after retiring from the dynasty that day, Yinzhen changed into civilian clothes, asked Gao Wuyong to follow alone, and quietly went to Sjepan's mansion.

The place where Sjepan lives now is also the first reward given to him by Yinzhen, the big mansion with three entrances and three exits - but it always seems very empty, there are not many trees and flowers, and Sjepan only chooses low plants, he is worried that there are too many tall trees in the yard to hide the assassins.

What he does is the shadow of politics. I don't know how many people hate him inside and outside the court.

The little guy at the door saw that it was Long Live Lord coming, and his face was pale, so he wanted to report inside, but Yinzhen hurriedly stopped him.

He asked, "What about your lord?" ”

The little guy said, "In the study...... Lie down. ”

Yin Zhen raised his eyebrows: "Lying down?" At this time? ”

The little guy nodded: "I've been lying down for a few days, get up and eat two mouthfuls of food, and then go back to lie down." ”

"Didn't you ask the Imperial Doctor to see it?!"

"Please." The little guy paused, "The doctor said, it's not sick." ”

“……”

Follow the little guy inside, in fact, in this place of Sjepan, Yinzhen has been here many times before, and every time he comes, his feeling is the same: cold.

There are no furnishings, it is empty, there are no pen, ink calligraphy and paintings on the wall, there are only a few pens on the table, and an inkstone. There are only two chairs, and when there are no guests, the little maid also takes one and steps on it to dry the quilt. Sjepan's theory is that if there are more chairs, there will be more customers, and he will not leave when he sits, which makes him upset. He was unhappy that there were too many people in the family, and even the washing of clothes was handed over to the washerwoman outside.

Yes, he didn't even have a girl in the house, and the guests came curiously, and asked Stepan why he didn't buy two maids, and Stepan's answer was: he hates women.

There are also guests who don't deal with him, and after he goes back, he spreads gossip, and the man snorts: I hate women, and I don't like men, this guy is a lonely ghost.

No one knows what Stepan is pursuing, and those who hate him say that what he pursues is how to harm people, and that he is a Junchen of the Qing Dynasty; People who respect him say that what he pursues is the peace of the country and the people, and the worries of the world are worried.

Only Yinzhen understands what Sjepan is pursuing.

The cold is not the climate, but his heart.

When he arrived at the study like a snow cave, Yinzhen came in to see, Si Jiepan was lying in a daze on the bed, not changing his clothes, and his hair was not combed. ”

When the little guy retreated, Sjepan turned pale and said in a low voice, "Long live the lord." ”

Yin Zhen sat down next to him, and he sighed: "Don't be afraid, I won't force you to listen to those words today." ”

When Sjepan heard this, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes, and he said, "Hooray, I don't want to think about it. ”

When Yin Zhen heard him say this, he had mixed feelings in his heart for a while, and he thought about it for a long time before he persuaded softly: "But Sjepan, your original life was better than now, you used to have someone to accompany you and someone to take care of, and you were much better than being lonely now." ”

Sjepan looked up at him: "If there really is a Banzai Lord who said it so well, then why don't I want to think about it?" ”

Yinzhen was speechless for a while.

"Something bad must have happened." "I have nowhere to hide, so I have to forget about them. ”

Yin Zhen was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Hearing you say this, it seems that you remember something?" ”

Sjepan nodded: "It's all scattered fragments, like slush claws, which can't be connected, sometimes I recall vivid fragments, but if I try to think about it again, it's like an antelope hanging on its horns, and there is no trace to be found." ”

Yin Zhen couldn't help but say: "In this case, isn't it better to just think about it in one go?" ”

Sjepan bowed his head and was silent, and after a while, he said slowly: "Long live Lord, I read an ancient book last night, which said that Nan Bo Zikui asked Yu Nuwei in order to be able to attain the Dao, and the Nuwei said that he had taught Bu Liang the method of attaining the Tao, the so-called 'external objects after three days, external body after seven days, and external world after nine days, and then life and death have been extinguished, and then they can go to the end'...... All of these requirements of the maiden are to be able to let Bu Liang Yi get the 'Chao Che', and only after the Chao Che can he see the independence, and then he can see the independence and then he can have no ancient and modern, and only after the past and the present can he enter the state of immortality and immortality, and take the idea of the maid, that is, to get the 'Tao'. In fact, to put it simply, those who have attained the Tao just have to be 'selfless'. ”

Sjepan raised his head and stared at Yinzhen solemnly: "Only without self can we have no worries, people become flies and dogs, looking forward and backward, all the reasons are just for 'self', life between heaven and earth, are 'self', the so-called 'self', that is, there are life and death, longevity, wealth and poverty, nobility and cheapness, gains and losses, and reputation, which are all burdens on people's hearts, because of these burdens, people can't do it' I think it's very good now, it's because of the luck, people can't let it go if they want to, but I forgot it cleanly. Anyway, I can't think of anything, and the so-called self has disappeared with the past. So why bother holding on to the past that can't be changed? ”

Yin Zhen was stunned by him!

Ancient books, as expected, can't be read! I, an authentic Qing Dynasty person, can't talk about a foreigner who studies embryos!

He racked his brains and thought for a long time, originally wanted to persuade Sjepan that you are not selfless, your self exists, your subconscious has not changed at all, but you are stuck and can't rise to the level of consciousness......

But come to think of it, why bring in modern psychology again? Why do you have to say that Sjepan is not hiding? He's messed up enough.

Feeling that it would be useless to continue debating, Yinzhen nodded: "Okay, I won't force you anymore, in the future, you should live like this." (To be continued.) )