A farce finally came to an end, my ponytailed hands, slowly walking on the red carpet, my expression was calm, and my eyes were firm. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info but, my heart is still churning with pain, reluctance, and so helpless.

The ponytail may have felt my trembling, and she grabbed my hand hard, this moment. She seemed to convey to me the strength of her fight against the disease, let me work hard to be strong, my steps were steady, I carried my golden legs, step by step, step by step, moving forward.

Every step seems to be stepping on my life and Xu Nan's life, no matter what my current situation is. No matter how capable the ponytail is, but after all, it can't change the fact that Xu Nan wants to get married, in the eyes of others, my love did not lose, but won a rare woman, but in my own eyes, my love lost, lost too completely, I can't keep the heart of the woman I love the most, and I don't have the courage to witness her wedding, no matter what, I can't stand it, she became someone else's bride.

However. I tried hard and retained, but after all, I did the most painful useless work, and as a result, I could only bridge my so-called girlfriend's hand, pretending to be strong but leaving with great sadness. No one kept us, no one stopped me, but. I felt that my back was hot, as if there was a pair of eyes, staring at my back tightly, and the hot light in those eyes shot into my heart through my back, making my heart constantly change.

I didn't look back, but I could feel the power of the light emitted by these eyes, perhaps, this is the feeling of having a heart, I secretly told myself in my heart, as long as Xu Nan's voice sounded behind me, as long as she opened her mouth to stop me, even if it was just to call my name, I would not hesitate to turn around, desperate to rush back and hug her.

But, everything seems to be my delusion, it is my own amorous heart, because, until I walked the red carpet and walked to the exit of the back garden, behind me, there was no extravagant voice, my heart, complete despair, desperate, I couldn't help but raise my head, looked at the sun out of the dark clouds, the sun pierced my eyes, I reflexively squinted, revealing the most bitter smile in the world, and then, I quickened my pace, With the ponytail, he strode out of the huge Imperial City Villa.

Walking outside the courtyard wall of the villa, I faintly heard the sound of wedding music from the back garden, at this time, the wedding seemed to continue, and the atmosphere inside returned to festivity, and I, the moment I heard the sound, my footsteps, involuntarily paused.

Ponytail saw my abnormality, she didn't make a sound, just quietly accompanied me, waiting for me, waiting for me to recover from the desperate situation.

At the moment when I came back to my senses, I realized that I was still holding my ponytail hand, so I immediately let go of her and said apologetically: "Sorry! ”

Ponytail smiled indifferently and said softly: "It's okay, let's leave first!" ”

The ponytail smile is fresh and beautiful, like a flower, but it is a flower that is about to wither, but, even if it is about to wither, she is still strong and alive, from the ponytail, I clearly feel the courage and strength to fight against fate, she brought me a feeling, very different, and it is precisely because of her, I was hit so hard, I did not fall.

I pursed my lips and nodded at her, and then I went to the place where I had hidden my package, took out mine, and left with my ponytail.

On the way, I walked side by side with a ponytail, and behind us, a black sedan followed slowly, and the surroundings were empty and silent, and the atmosphere was a little cold, just like my heart at this moment, sad and painful.

After walking for a while, the ponytail suddenly opened up, breaking the silence: "Wu Lai, pay more attention in the future, beware of the sixth master, he gave me face in front of people today and let you go, but today this matter, he will definitely remember, I am afraid that he will secretly attack you!" ”

The ponytail's words didn't surprise me much, I can see from the performance of the sixth master today, he regards himself as the heaven of this city, and his majesty is unquestionable, and I swept his face in front of so many big people, he must have a grudge against me.

In front of the ponytail before, it was also on the occasion of his son's marriage, he endured it and didn't treat me well, but this doesn't mean that he won't deal with me in the future, our beam is completely concluded.

However, I am not afraid, although the momentum of the sixth master makes people inevitably panic, but from beginning to end, I am not afraid of the sixth master at all, in other words, today I am here, the only person I care about is Xu Nan, the only thing I care about is Xu Nan's change of heart, Xu Nan marries someone else.

Thinking like this, my heart hurt a little more, and I couldn't help but murmur out in my mouth: "People's feelings, why are they so fickle, the so-called vow alliance, is it really so vulnerable, even if I make a big mistake, she has to listen to my explanation first, why didn't she give me a chance at all, and sentenced me to death?" Women, is it really so easy to change their minds? ”

At the moment, I am a little demented, and my speech seems to be talking to myself, and it is like asking questions about my ponytail.

And, Ponytail listened to my words, paused slightly, and then said with deep meaning: "It depends on how much that woman loves you, anyway, if it's me, I'm willing to wait forever!" ”

The ponytail's words, it seems that there are words in the words, and they have a very connotative look, I am a little ignorant when I listen to it, but from her actions and words to save me, I can feel that she does not seem to be optimistic about Xu Nan's empathy and farewell, I remember that on the night I separated from her, she also took the initiative to find me and asked about Xu Nan, and she envied the love between me and Xu Nan.

But now, this enviable love has ended inexplicably, and the end is too painful and depressing for me.

When I was immersed in pain, the ponytail persuaded me again: "Wu Lai, forget it, no matter what, you have to let go, after all, she has become someone else's wife." Besides, the sixth master's ability is not ordinary, if you go against him, there will be no good end, this person, you can't afford to offend! ”

The ponytail is all kind, and it is also said with a pertinent and objective attitude, I listened to it, but the pain in my heart did not dissipate so quickly, the love for Xu Nan does not mean that you can let go of it, and for Xu Nan, I may really not be able to fight for it anymore.

For the next part of the road, I and the ponytail didn't make a sound, time passed slowly, we were getting farther and farther away from the Imperial City Villa, gradually, my scarred heart was also calmed down, I was trying to accept the most difficult fact, Xu Nan, has married another wife. I have fought for everything, and I can only keep this irreparable love as a heartache in the future.

Thinking about it, I suddenly raised my head, took a heavy breath of fresh air in the suburbs, and then, exhaled deeply, paused, I turned my head, looked at the ponytail, and said sincerely: "Xuanxuan, thank you for your help." ”

I don't know anything about this sick girl who has helped me many times but never asked for anything in return, I don't even know my real name, today I heard the sixth master say that her surname is Tang, I know that her name at school, Zhang Xuanxuan, must be fake, but I can only call her Xuanxuan, since people deliberately hide their identity, I don't want to get to the bottom of it.

And Ponytail, after listening to my words, just replied very casually: "It's okay, I appreciate your dedication to feelings, so I will help you." Originally, when I went back to school this time, I wanted to see how you were, but I didn't see you for several days, and I only got news of you today, so I came over! ”

The ponytail said it very casually, but I feel that she pays attention to me, and it is not an ordinary concern, otherwise, she would not appear at this right time, and she is also willing to pretend to be my girlfriend, you know, the most taboo thing for a noble child like her is a scandal, but today, in front of so many big people, she calmly said that I was her boyfriend, and she didn't feel at all at a loss, this atmosphere, I was moved.

Although I knew that the ponytail must have something to do with me, I also knew that what she didn't want to say, she wouldn't say anything if I asked her again, so I didn't gossip too much, but asked with concern: "By the way, I heard that you left school urgently last time because of physical reasons, how is your illness?" ”

I thought that when I mentioned this topic, the ponytail would be unhappy, but I didn't expect that this girl full of aura saw everything very openly, she didn't care about it at all, she just stuck out her tongue and said to me playfully: "I almost lost my life, but Lord Yama heard that I had an unfulfilled wish, so he deliberately let me live for a few more years, so he let me go back!" ”

is sick to this extent, but the ponytail can still be so relaxed, it is really admirable, this girl who is not very old, but full of wisdom, is really not simple, it's just, why does such a smart and kind girl suffer from illness? Moreover, her situation feels like she has been plagued by illness for a long time.

Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered my stubborn illness, if there was no Grandpa Han, I might not live long, the most powerful miracle doctor I have ever met in my life, I'm afraid it is Grandpa Han, maybe, he can cure the disease of the ponytail?

So, I hurriedly said to the ponytail: "Xuanxuan, I know an old Chinese medicine doctor who is very skilled, maybe he can cure your disease?" ”

After listening to the ponytail, there was almost no hesitation, and he shook his head helplessly, and said: "It's useless, since I was a child, I have searched all the experts of Chinese medicine and Western medicine, and at most I can only find a way to suppress it, and I can't eradicate it!" ”

Her voice, with a little desolation, this is the most real emotion for her own illness, who doesn't want to have a healthy body, especially those who have been tortured by illness since childhood, what they want most is health, but on the contrary, health is a luxury for her.

I also know that people from families like her are not short of money, but they are not well connected, and what kind of doctor they are looking for can't find it, but I still trust Grandpa Han's medical skills, so I didn't say anything more, but I silently remembered in my heart that when I had time, I would ask Grandpa Han about the situation.

Putting this aside for now, I chatted with Ponytail about some other things, but they were all things that didn't involve privacy.

Through a chat with Ponytail, my mood has also eased a lot, not as depressed as just now, at least, I was not destroyed by Xu Nan's affairs, and I can still walk and chat like a person.

Before I knew it, the sun was about to go down, and the sky seemed to be getting dark, and then the ponytail said to me: "It's not early, I should go back to school, you can come to school to find me if you have anything!" ”

I nodded at her and said, "yes, okay! ”

Ponytail didn't say anything more, just turned around and got into the black car that had been following us.

After getting in the car, Ponytail asked me, "Where are you going?" Do you want to go back together? ”

I looked at the driver in the car who was staring at me coldly, and quickly shook my head with interest, and said, "Thank you, no need, I won't go back to school for the time being!" ”

Ponytail listened to my words, nodded his head, and then he said hello to the driver, and the car immediately left.

I stood in place, staring blankly at the car with the ponytail going away, and my heart fell into a desolate state again, and when the ponytail car disappeared completely, I suddenly felt a cold wind blowing in my face, and I couldn't help but shudder, and suddenly returned to reality. Wai Le Jiecai.

Although after chatting with Ponytail, I slowly accepted the fact that Xu Nan had changed his mind, but when I thought of this, I couldn't control the pain in my heart at all, it was like a very, very terrifying tumor, eroding my heart and making me have to hurt.

Today, I have told myself many times, I believe in Xu Nan, I don't think the Xu Nan I love will not change my mind, at least it won't become so fast, I used to be, no matter what mistakes I made, even if Xu Nan was sad, as long as I coaxed a little, she would forgive me, even if, this time my mistake was a little bigger, her heart was too sad, she hated me, but she didn't fall in love with someone else so quickly, it's just that I fought again and again today, and even offended the sixth master, and almost died on the spot, in the end, I still haven't waited for the result I wanted, and what I have waited for is the cruel truth.

I really don't understand, what happened to Xu Nan in the past three months, how did it suddenly become like this?

Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered the Bull Demon King, yes, I remember that before I followed Grandpa Han to the countryside, I asked the Bull Demon King to secretly protect Xu Nan, so, the Bull Demon King should know best about Xu Nan's affairs, right?

It's just that Xu Nan got married, I was almost deposed, and the Bull Demon King didn't appear, which obviously shows that he has no longer protected Xu Nan, so where did he go?

No matter what, the Bull Demon King must know something about Xu Nan, and I want to find him as soon as possible to ask, so I immediately took out my mobile phone, and at this time, I remembered that the mobile phone had already run out of battery.

I hurriedly put my phone back in my pocket, took a taxi, and went back to the headquarters of my Zhongyi League, the Zhongyi Hotel in the east of the city.

When I arrived at the road in front of the hotel, it was already dark, and the hotel signboard was shining with dazzling lights.

Although I haven't lived here for a long time, I have made it like home, and as soon as I return here, a familiar breath immediately comes to my face, which makes my spirits a little brighter, but I don't have time to sigh, I just want to charge my battery quickly and make a phone call.

So, I didn't make any stops and walked straight to the hotel.

However, as soon as I walked to the door of the hotel gate, I was stopped by the hotel guard: "Stop, where did you come from to ask for food, get out of the way!" ”