In the past two days, Yue Haohan has been thinking about becoming a 'transfer student'; it seems that Yue Haohan is not afraid of going to the grassroots to endure hardships; now what he is most concerned about is what to do between him and Cheng Ziying after graduation? On the last date, the meaning of Cheng Ziying's words was very clear; It seems that there is no doubt that her family asked her to return to Donghai City to work; At that time, if you are assigned to work in a remote township under Central South Province; The two are on their own side, and the disparity is huge, can her parents not object to the relationship between them? Even if her parents don't object; With such a long distance, is it possible to get married in the future? Thinking of these troublesome things, Yue Haohan not only remembered what his mother Wang Sulan said to him last summer: "Love is emotional, but sensibility does not mean that you can do whatever you want, without considering reality; Love to a certain extent will require a long-term 'firewood, rice, oil and salt' couple, and you have to face a series of practical problems. "The real problem I am facing now is that I and Ziying will fall in love again, and what will happen if they will live separately after they get married in the future? What if I work in the township for the rest of my life? It seems that there should be a decision between him and Ziying, but how to tell her that he loves her so much, and Ziying loves herself so much; really remembered the topic of breaking up, Yue Haohan's heart hurt so much!

At dinner on Friday, Yue Haohan lowered his head alone, thinking about his thoughts, and walked towards the cafeteria; When he was about to get near the cafeteria, he heard Li Xiaohui shouting his voice: "Hanzi, what difficult problem are you thinking about?" ”

Yue Haohan raised his head and saw Li Xiaohui and Huang Yaru looking at him and smiling. Huang Yaru saw Yue Haohan raise his head, and said, "Hanzi, do you miss Ziying?" She's in the dormitory, I'll come over in a while, let's go, let's go eat first. ”

As they spoke, the three of them entered the cafeteria; After the meal was finished, the three of them had just sat down at a table and saw Cheng Ziying also hurriedly walk into the cafeteria; Huang Yaru saw Cheng Ziying and beckoned: "Ziying, the meal is coming, we are here." ”

Cheng Ziying saw Huang Yaru beckoning, so she also beckoned to eat. After Cheng Ziying's meal was ready, she came over with a smile and sat down next to Yue Haohan; then sandwiched a part of the fish pieces and shredded green pepper meat in his lunch box into Yue Haohan's lunch box; Only then did he say: "Why haven't I met you in the past two days, what are you busy with?" Have you passed the matter of exempting yourself from the examination for graduate school? ”

Yue Haohan smiled helplessly, looked up at Cheng Ziying and said, "I'll tell you in detail when the time comes!" Cheng Ziying saw that Yue Haohan was a little unhappy, so she didn't say anything more; He bowed his head and began to eat.

After eating, walking out of the cafeteria, Yue Haohan said to Cheng Ziying: "Ziying, see you at the old place after dinner tomorrow; I have something to tell you. Cheng Ziying responded with an "um"; smiled at Yue Haohan, and then left with Li Xiaohui and Huang Yaru.

Yue Haohan returned to the dormitory sullenly and saw that Li Weidong and the three of them had not yet taken a lunch break; What was being discussed there, and seeing Yue Haohan's sullen demeanor returning to the dormitory, Li Weidong looked at Yue Haohan suspiciously and said, "Hanzi, what's wrong?" I found out that you have something on your mind; Is there a conflict with Ziying? ”

When Wang Wenbin heard Li Weidong ask like this, he said: "It's too, what kind of contradiction can the two of them have, so affectionate; What will be the contradiction? ”

At this time, Liu Hongshan said: "Hanzi, don't think about unhappy things; I will tell you good news today, I was also selected by the Organization Department of the West Sichuan Provincial Party Committee, and in the morning, a comrade from the Organization Department of the West Sichuan Provincial Party Committee and Director Zhao of the Student Affairs Department had already talked to me in the teacher's office; After I graduated, I went back to the training. ”

Yue Haohan looked at Liu Hongshan, who was excited, and said, "Congratulations, Dashan!" ”

Liu Hongshan said: "Vast, I don't care; I am not afraid of the hardships of the grassroots, no matter how hard I am, I am not as bitter as the place where my family lives; I am afraid that I will not be able to do well in the future, after graduation, we must correspond often and communicate more; you are well-informed, and give more advice and advice! ”

Yue Haohan said: "As far as the relationship between us in the past four years is concerned, no matter where we are, we must contact us often." After speaking, he said to Li Weidong: "Dongzi, what are you going to do?" ”

Li Weidong smiled and said, "I don't have so many ideas, and we don't want to go to graduate school; It can be divided back to Meiyuan City, Shannan Province, as long as you can ensure that you can have two taels of wine per meal. ”

Wang Wenbin said with a smile: "Dongzi, I think you have read the wrong major, you should study winemaking, go to work in the winery; Lie down in a large wine vat every day and bathe with wine; Drinking wine as tea is so refreshing. ”

Li Weidong said: "That's, but we don't have that life; Haha, connoisseur, if you discover ancient wine in the future, you must ask me to taste it and help you appreciate it, I am an expert in this area. ”

A few people chatted for a while, and then went to bed for a lunch break; Lying on the bed, Yue Haohan still couldn't sleep, how to deal with his relationship with Cheng Ziying in the past two days has been tormenting him; I don't know how to tell Ziying tomorrow night, she definitely can't accept the idea of breaking up; Yue Haohan thought about it, so he sighed, and said in his heart, "Let's talk about it when the time comes!" ”

After dinner on Saturday, Yue Haohan walked alone towards Boya Lake, and when he arrived at the lake; Seeing that Cheng Ziying hadn't arrived yet, the lake was sparkling under the sunset, Yue Haohan went to the lake to find a lawn and sat down, looking at the lake Yue Haohan fell into deep thought: "Love is not possession, giving up sometimes is actually for love, since I love Ziying so much, I should think about her; can't let Ziying suffer with herself for the sake of her own selfishness; Suddenly, I thought of Cheng Ziying's family, my family conditions really can't be 'the right match' with Ziying, my parents are ordinary teachers, will Ziying's parents agree to her marrying her, who has no family background and works in a remote township? The more he thought about it, the more bottomless Yue Haohan's heart became, he got up and picked up the cool lake water with both hands, and after washing his face, his mood seemed to be much calmer.

Cheng Ziying arrived at the osmanthus tree by Boya Lake, but did not see Yue Haohan; When he raised his eyes and looked into the lake under the sunset, he found Yue Haohan sitting by the lake facing the lake; After laughing, he walked over lightly, and when he came to Yue Haohan's side, he bent his waist from behind, and quietly blindfolded Yue Haohan's eyes and said, "Guess who I am?" ”

Yue Haohan stood up and turned around and said, "Ziying, you arrived, I saw that you didn't come, so you went to the lake; Look at the beautiful water of the lake under the sunset! ”

"Then let's sit down and enjoy it!" After Cheng Ziying finished speaking, she pulled Yue Haohan to sit down facing the lake; After sitting down, he leaned his head on Yue Haohan's shoulder, and Yue Haohan naturally hugged Cheng Ziying's waist, and the two sat like this for a while.

Seeing that Yue Haohan didn't speak for a long time, Cheng Ziying leaned on Yue Haohan's shoulder and moved her head, and said gently: "Haohan, what are you thinking?" Recently, I noticed that you seem to have something on your mind. ”

Yue Haohan didn't answer Cheng Ziying's question directly, but asked, "Ziying, have you assigned your intentions?" ”

Hearing Yue Haohan suddenly ask about the topic of graduation assignment, Cheng Ziying's heart tightened; After a while, he said: "Haohan, I received a letter from my mother yesterday, in which she said that the work unit has been contacted; But I'm preparing for graduate school now, and I'm going to graduate school too, don't worry, vast, I won't leave you! ”

Yue Haohan hugged Cheng Ziying hard, sighed and said, "Ziying, I can't study as a graduate student." ”

Hearing Yue Haohan say this in a dull voice, Cheng Ziying raised her head leaning on Yue Haohan's shoulder, turned her head and looked at Yue Haohan with questioning eyes and said, "What's wrong?" Haohan, Professor Zhang recommended you without exams, but the school didn't pass? It's no problem if you don't pass, you can still pass the exam. ”

Yue Haohan sighed again before saying, "Ziying, the matter of studying for graduate school has already been passed by the school; But on Tuesday, the counselor called me to her office. As a result, a director of the Organization Department of the Central South Provincial Party Committee, and Director Zhao of the Student Affairs Department, told me that I was selected and transferred by the Organization Department of the Central South Party Committee. He also informed me that I would go to the Party School of the Central South Provincial Party Committee for training next Monday. ”

Cheng Ziying didn't feel anything when she heard the news that Yue Haohan told her, she leaned her head on Yue Haohan's chest, and said softly, "Then what's the matter?" It's good to select transfer students, but it's to train reserve cadres, so it makes you depressed? ”

Yue Haohan said quietly: "Ziying, you don't know, this year's 'selection and transfer students' will all be assigned to the grassroots level of remote and difficult places to exercise, I am not afraid of hardship to the grassroots level of training, but I think that we will be separated in the future; Have you thought about it? ”

Cheng Ziying hugged Yue Haohan tightly and said, "Haohan, it turns out that you have been bothered about this matter in the past few days?" As I said, no matter what work you do in the future, wherever you are, I will not give up; I love you, vast! ”

Yue Haohan said: "Ziying, my mother once told me that 'love is sensual, but sensibility does not mean that you can do whatever you want, without considering reality; Love to a certain extent will require a long-term 'firewood, rice, oil and salt' couple, and you have to face a series of practical problems. 'Ziying, we love each other sincerely, but in the future, we will face a series of problems in reality after we get married; Since I love you, I can't help but think about your happiness and your future life. ”

Listening to Yue Haohan's words, Cheng Ziying felt a chill in her heart, and then snuggled into Yue Haohan's arms, hugged Yue Haohan harder and said: "Haohan, I don't care, no matter what happens in the future, what kind of hardship I suffer; I can bear it, and I also told my mother during the winter vacation, even if you are in the ravine in the future, I will follow you, I am yours! Immense"

Looking at Cheng Ziying's appearance, Yue Haohan never had the courage to say anything about breaking up, hesitated, and finally seemed to have made up his mind, and said with a long breath: "Ziying, I have thought about it repeatedly, for your future, for your happiness; We, we',,, let's break up! ”

Listening to Yue Haohan babbling and saying the words of breaking up with himself; Cheng Ziying's body trembled, got up from Yue Haohan's arms, held Yue Haohan's shoulders with both hands, looked at Yue Haohan with his eyes in surprise, and muttered, "Haohan, what did you say?" How can you say something like that! ”

Yue Haohan said: "Ziying, it seems that God is destined not to let us be together; For your own sake, I think it's better for us to break up, although we will both be miserable to break up; But compared to the heavens that are far away in the future, compared to the heaven that cannot give you happiness; A short pain is better than a long one! ”

Listening to Yue Haohan say the words of breaking up again, Cheng Ziying's tears poured out in an instant; hugged Yue Haohan violently, and kissed Yue Haohan's lips feverishly with his moist lips; Yue Haohan was stunned, responded passively, and kissed for a while before Cheng Ziying used her tear-stained cheeks to stick to Yue Haohan's face, and murmured: "Haohan, how can I be happy without you?" Without you, I can't be happy in this life; I am yours, vast! As he spoke, he took Yue Haohan's hand with one hand and put it on his chest; Yue Haohan was also confused in his mind now, and after he mustered up a lot of courage to say the words of breaking up, his whole heart was as painful as a pinprick, and after that, he stretched out his hands and hugged Cheng Ziying tightly and said: "Ziying, it's been dark for a while, let's go, let's go to the chair next to the osmanthus tree and sit." ”

As he spoke, he picked up Cheng Ziying and walked from the lawn by the lake to the chair next to the osmanthus tree. After Yue Haohan sat down on the chair, Cheng Ziying put her arms around Yue Haohan's neck and sat in Yue Haohan's arms; looked up at his tear-stained face, and looked at Yue Haohan with a pair of beautiful eyes; The two hugged each other quietly and did not speak for a long time; In the end, Cheng Ziying broke the silence and said: "Haohan, why don't I tell my father and assign us to the East China Sea together; I'm not going to graduate school anymore, I think my dad just wants to; It can definitely be done, vast, I only told my mother about our affairs, and my father may not know it yet; You don't know, I've been afraid of my father since I was a child, and I tell my mother everything. ”

Yue Haohan sighed again and said, "Ziying, the requirement for the selection and transfer this time is that if you don't participate in the distribution; That would cancel all allocations, and a notice of criticism would be given; Besides, through your father, I will not participate in the 'selection and transfer' distribution of the Organization Department of the Central and Southern Provincial Party Committee, and then I will be assigned to the East China Sea, what will others think of me! Also, I want to prove my ability through my own efforts! ”

Cheng Ziying buried her face in Yue Haohan's chest and said, "Haohan, I'm so confused now; If you really want to abandon me, don't want me anymore, I won't be able to live! ”

Yue Haohan Lou Cheng Ziying said: "Ziying, next Monday, I will report to the Party School of the Central and Southern Party Committee for training for half a month; The two of us still have to calm down and think about it, I think it's better to break up; Even if we don't break up now, your family knows about our relationship, and for the sake of your future, they won't agree with the two of us. ”

Hearing Yue Haohan say about breaking up again, Cheng Ziying's feelings finally broke out, and she raised her head from Yue Haohan's arms and stared at Yue Haohan's eyes and said loudly: "No, Haohan, don't say it again, no one can separate us; Unless you really don't like me, don't want me anymore! ”

After speaking, he attached himself to Yue Haohan's shoulder and cried,,,,,, Yue Haohan put his arm around Cheng Ziying and let her cry and vent; After a long time like this, Cheng Ziying's crying changed from big to small, and finally turned into sobbing; Yue Haohan patted Cheng Ziying's back with his right hand and said, "Ziying, don't be sad anymore, in fact, my heart is also very painful and uncomfortable; I haven't had a good night's sleep ever since I found out I was a draftee; Ziying, I love you so much, and I don't want to lose you, but I can't be too selfish! ”

Cheng Ziying suddenly raised her head, looked at Yue Haohan and said: "I don't care about anything, Haohan, anyway, I'm yours, except for you, I won't fall in love with anyone else, don't you want me!" After speaking, he hugged and kissed Yue Haohan with his tearful lips,,,,,,