Chapter 34: Courage
It is not easy for people to live in this world, there are too many hardships to experience, and there are too many choices to face. If you want to live well, if you want to achieve your goals and dreams, and if you want to protect everything you love, you need courage first.www.biquge.info
He had just experienced Ayala's death in the Rutan Star Domain, which was a huge pressure on Fengyu, making him feel a heavy responsibility.
As a director of the Awa-ker, as the direct boss of the "Storm Blue" fleet, and as the initiator and executor of the "Quasi-Ace Squad" plan, Ayala's profile Fengyu has seen it.
This young pilot is not like Fengyu who has lost his parents, not only does he have both parents, but he also has a younger sister, but these people are not awakened, and they don't know what Ayala has been doing outside all these years.
When Ayala left home, she said that she wanted to go out into the world, maybe to become a space sailor, maybe to become a pilot. Then, when the ship carrying his dream is attacked by pirates, who board the ship to plunder and slaughter, he finally realizes that life is not easy, and dreams are even harder.
He cowered in a corner of the cabin, praying that the pirates would turn a blind eye to him, and he awakened to the ability to be a "shadow". The pirates killed all the others and pulled the ship back to its lair. Ayala mingled with the pirates, and found another opportunity to escape from the pirates' lair by sneaking out on a transport ship that was out to buy supplies.
Anyway, the whole process was quite bumpy, until he was discovered by Awa-Ker's intelligence officers and brought back to the pilot's school.
Although Awa-ker's affairs need to be kept secret, Ayala still sends a message to her family from time to time to tell them that she has embarked on the path of her dreams.
But now that he's gone, he can't keep his family safe. Although Ayala's family has no idea about Awa-Ker at all, and even if no one talks about it, they can't find the head of the organization, but after all, they still have to tell his family about this kind of thing, and it is their responsibility. As his direct boss, Fengyu felt that this job should be done by himself.
Tell the other person's parents that your child is dead, and face the grief-stricken relatives of the deceased...... It takes courage.
However, this matter is not a top priority, and it can be dealt with later. Another thing that requires courage for Fengyu right now is to make up your mind to go to the Galaxy Shipyard.
The Earth Federation has two famous shipyards, one is the Federation Shipyard famous for building warships, located in the heliosphere, which is the first space shipyard in the human space age, and was created by the predecessor of the Earth Federation, the United Nations, and belongs to a government-owned enterprise.
The Galaxy Shipyard is the first private shipyard with a good reputation in the field of civilian spacecraft. It stands to reason that there is no reason for such a company to be in the company of no, but people always have reasons for greed and self-depravity.
It all started with the independence movement in the colonies. At that time, the emerging industries affected by the independence of the colonies were not only the Rutan consortium, but also the Galaxy Shipyard. However, the specifics between the two are different.
The colonial independence movement made a war fortune for the government-run Federation shipyards, which quickly grew into the strongest shipyards in the Earth Federation. However, the privately-owned Galaxy Shipyard was unable to get the government's warship order because of the sharp decline in civilian spacecraft orders, so it lived a few years of tight life.
This is not the fault of the Galaxy Shipyard, but the system at the time. But the damage to the Galaxy Shipyard is real. It was then that the Rutan consortium approached the shipyard's board of directors and invited them to form the NO organization in the name of mutual benefit.
So the Galactic Shipyard is also one of the initiators of NO, and privately builds warships for the organization.
Whatever the company's original intention for joining NO, they have been deeply involved in it in later years. They can't escape all the evil deeds they have committed, and they have no hesitation in attacking them.
For Fengyu, what requires courage is not whether to fight the Galaxy Shipyard, but when to fight. Just after suffering Ayala's sacrifice, Valkyrie's car can't fight, Haifeng's "Turret AM" can't use particle beam sniper rifles, and the strength of the "quasi-ace team" is still relatively large.
In this case, the decision to attack the Galaxy Shipyard immediately is likely to result in more sacrifices, and the pressure on Fengyu is not ordinary.
But this time he didn't back down and showed the courage of a leader. After the battle of Rutan, he deeply realized that time waits for no one, and the number of ace pilots in NO's hands is becoming more and more, and if the "quasi-ace team" cannot grow up as soon as possible, Awa-ker will fall into the upper hand in an all-round way.
He can't afford to waste another two months on the Galactic Shipyard, and he must attack this target right away.
While Fengyu plucked up his courage, another person lost his courage, and that was Valkyrie.
Knowing that she would miss the next battle of the Galactic Shipyard, coupled with Ayala's sacrifice and the fact that half of the number of crashes she had received in Rutan was given to Hong Juxing, several things combined to make her feel quite depressed.
At this time, Valkyrie went to watch the battle video from the perspective of Hong Juxing according to Fengyu's request. As you can see from the main control screen, this brunette is basically paying attention to her most of the time, so it's a good third-person perspective.
Although she was reprimanded by Feng Yu at the summary meeting, the Viking girl didn't take it very seriously. It wasn't until she witnessed Hong Juxing's perspective with her own eyes that she realized that she had walked back and forth several times unknowingly on the edge of life and death. Indeed, as Feng Yu said, if there was no Hong Juxing, she would have died a long time ago.
In the past, when I was driving a mass production machine, because of the average performance of the airframe, Valkyrie was still restrained when fighting, and he knew how to look ahead and look backwards. After changing to the AM prototype, her mentality began to over-inflate, to the point of self-esteem.
Speaking of which, there is also a certain responsibility of Fengyu. He fights against the Awakened pilots on the simulator every day, which makes these young pilots feel that the difference in strength between them and the ace is not so obvious.
As everyone knows, this is a delusion at all!
First of all, they see Fengyu as a super trump card, thinking that he must be much stronger than ordinary trump cards. But in fact, the Super Ace is just a matter of data, and before the Super Model is obtained, the Wind of Consciousness can only be regarded as a relatively strong trump card in martial arts. Being able to play a few tricks with Fengyu does not mean that they have the strength to be close to the ace pilot.
Secondly, practice against the same ace every day, no matter how strong the opponent is, you can always feel more relaxed after being familiar with the opponent's style. Just like Fengyu is now facing "Zeus" in the simulator, although the process is very embarrassing, it is not a problem to support it for a few minutes. But if he is allowed to drive an unupgraded car against another super trump card - "Black Hole", it is estimated that nine times out of ten he will be killed in seconds.
Valkyrie, who thinks too highly of himself, only wants to fight with ace pilots, and looks down on those mass-produced machines at all. Previously at GM49, the number of opponents was almost negligible, so that one couldn't even be considered a fight. Then there is the battle of the precision foundry in the Rutan Star Domain, and the opponent is only a mass production machine of four squads, and in the face of the strength of 10 prototypes facing the crushing level, they have never thought of fighting back.
So when they arrived at the Scarlet Frost Days, where the final assembly plant was located, Valkyrie's problems erupted in full force.
In the initial scuffle, she only cared about headshots and crashes, and didn't even notice whether she was being targeted. It's just because Hong Juxing has been silently paying attention to her and protecting her that it didn't cause a tragedy.
Then encountered the "Gemini ♂", Valkyrie, who took the lead, was almost killed in seconds, and at the critical moment, he still escaped by Hong Juxing's "must flash".
Now looking at this battle through the perspective of Hong Juxing, Valkyrie suddenly had palpitations. Feng Yu's words instantly returned to her ear, "You are clearly going to die!" With your combat style, there is only one way to die! ”
After over-inflating self-confidence, if you suddenly suffer a blow, it is like a balloon that has been punctured, and it will deflated in an instant.
This is the case for her now, and she suddenly loses her courage for the future battle.