Chapter 254: Just Like Us
In the living room, Qiu Yun looked at the two red lines on the pregnancy test stick, and her face was full of despair: "Feifei, what should I do......"
Lin Xuefei smiled bitterly: "This ...... You shouldn't ask me...... You're going to have to make up your own mind! ”
Qiu Yun also understands that the core issue of this "make your own mind" is that this child "wants it or not". After being silent for a while, Qiu Yun took out her mobile phone and searched for the impact of abortion on her body. When Lin Xuefei saw Qiu Yun's action, she sighed in her heart, and she couldn't say anything more to her.
From an adult's point of view, there are pros and cons to whether the child is born or not, and it cannot be directly labeled as "good" or "bad". After all, today's folk customs are not twenty years ago, Qiu Yun gave birth to children out of wedlock, and it will not reach the point of being spurned by thousands of people, nor will it be impossible to get married.
But from a child's point of view, that's the difference between life and death.
Qiu Yun watched them one by one on her mobile phone, extra attentively, and after watching it for a while, she sat aside and was silent.
"How?" Lin Xuefei saw Qiu Yun's low mood and asked with concern.
"Whether it is a human abortion or a medical abortion, it will cause great harm to the body......," Qiu Yun sighed, "There will be many serious consequences." ”
In fact, this topic is not to be said, it is clear that a good child is beaten like this, of course it is harmful to the body! But Lin Xuefei couldn't figure out what Qiu Yun's plans were at the moment. I had to say, "Or...... Let's talk to the creeps. ”
Qiu Yun nodded. The relationship between the three of them has developed to this point, and Qiu Yun has regarded Shuai Xiaobing as the biggest reliance. But she felt uneasy again, and asked nervously, "Will he ...... What are your thoughts on me? ”
"What can you think? You've been best friends with him for more than 20 years, and he doesn't know you yet? Lin Xuefei said briskly, "I bet his first instinct is to help you solve the problem, and he definitely doesn't laugh at you or blame you." ”
This is a fact, and Qiu Yun has to admit it. But what Qiu Yun is worried about is that now that gender has changed, the feelings between each other have also changed a little subtly......
Seeing Qiu Yun's hesitation, Lin Xuefei said briskly: "Otherwise, Xiaobing must be in the gym now, why don't we just ask him for an idea?" ”
In fact, Qiu Yun had already agreed in her heart, but she still didn't have the courage to face Shuai Xiaobing like this, so she excused: "It's almost dinner, or ...... I'll talk about it tomorrow when he comes......"
"You've decided?" Lin Xuefei stared at Qiu Yun and asked in an accentuated tone.
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Shi Xiuzhu's refusal made Shuai Xiaobing's heart a little sad, but after being sad, he then understood that there were too many impossibilities between himself and Shi Xiuzhu. In other words, after the drunken impulse, Shi Xiuzhu regained her calmness and wisdom, understood the gap between ideals and reality, and stopped doing that kind of useless work.
Seeing Shuai Xiaobing's loss, Shi Xiuzhu didn't say anything, just took Shuai Xiaobing's clothes from the bedside table and stuffed them into Shuai Xiaobing's arms. Shuai Xiaobing looked at the clothes in his arms and was a little stunned. "I'm thirsty, you put on your clothes and bring me that bottle of water," Shi Xiuzhu raised her chin and said, "The clothes are also dirty, go buy me a new set first." ”
Shuai Xiaobing was stunned for half a second and had an epiphany. Shi Xiuzhu didn't explain anything, but she showed her attitude in this way: the location of the water is less than five meters away from the bed, and Shi Xiuzhu can come down and get the water by herself in a nightgown, but she must be handsome Xiaobing to do it, obviously to let Shuai Xiaobing serve her; Let Shuai Xiaobing buy clothes for her again, the attitude is self-evident.
It's just that there are thousands of rivers and mountains between the two, and some things are destined to be impossible to say publicly.
Shuai Xiaobing didn't think about "occupying" Shi Xiuzhu for a long time, he just felt that when this kind of thing happened, as a man, he should always take his own responsibilities and always do something for Shi Xiuzhu to feel at ease; Now Shi Xiuzhu asked him to do things for her, which was exactly what he needed. So he quickly got dressed, walked to the TV cabinet and took the remaining bottle of pure water, and then handed it to Shi Xiuzhu, Shi Xiuzhu unscrewed the bottle cap, took a small sip symbolically and put it down, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV and said, "Help me buy clothes!" ”
"Oh!" Shuai Xiaobing immediately put on his shoes and walked to the door.
At the moment when Shuai Xiaobing left, Shi Xiuzhu breathed a sigh of relief, but suddenly felt that her face seemed to be burning to death, and her heart was pounding non-stop, so she couldn't help but drop the remote control and take a deep breath to calm her heart.
But in less than ten seconds, Shuai Xiaobing came back with a bag, and his face was a little unnatural. Shi Xiuzhu hurriedly returned to normalcy and asked, "Why did you come back?" ”
Shuai Xiaobing said: "This ...... Hanging on the handle outside the door, it's full of new clothes......"
"Oh......" Shi Xiuzhu nodded, but then asked in a panic, "Outside?" Who sent it? ”
Shuai Xiaobing said embarrassedly: "It should be Sister Li......"
Shi Xiuzhu was not calm for a moment, the amount of information contained in such a bag of clothes is not ordinary! This at least shows that Alili sent the clothes just now, and it seems that she didn't come in, so she hung the door directly.
"And...... I didn't close the door when I started...... It's all locked now......" Shuai Xiaobing continued.
Shi Xiuzhu felt that she was about to faint: someone helped close the door and sent clothes! What to do? I could only stare at Shuai Xiaobing. After staring for a long time, Shi Xiuzhu said, "Give me the clothes!" ”
"Oh!" Shuai Xiaobing hurriedly gave Shi Xiuzhu his clothes, and he left in a hurry.
went downstairs, and Shuai Xiaobing found that Ai Lili and Ye Zhenzhen were sitting at the bar drinking flower tea. Seeing Shuai Xiaobing going downstairs, Ai Lili and Ye Zhenzhen glanced at him at the same time, and both of them showed strange smiles. Shuai Xiaobing felt that he was about to be stared at, but he had to walk to the bar and say, "Sister Li......"
Ai Lili smiled: "You kid is in trouble, is Xiuzhu awake?" Did it bite you? ”
"Uh......"
Ye Zhenzhen helped: "Lili, what are you talking nonsense! Is that kind of person a creep is? Shuai Xiaobing immediately nodded beside him, but Ye Zhenzhen then said: "You can understand it if you look at the posture, it is obvious that Xiuzhu took the initiative!" In the second half, the soldier's face was so ugly! Shuai Xiaobing immediately felt embarrassed.
Eleli continued with a nervous voice: "You kid is awesome! This is the first time, and I didn't get out of the line of fire for a whole hour and a half! Will that be there in the future? You go and look in the mirror yourself, and the circles under your eyes are ...... dark."
"Come on, come on, I have milk here to make it up for you?" Ye Zhenzhen said with a grin.
Shuai Xiaobing didn't know what to say.
Ai Lili smiled and said, "Just do it in moderation." You're still young, and you're going to have a lot of days ahead, so don't mess with your body on this. I've seen a lot of people, I didn't cherish them when I was young, I can't do it when I'm thirty years away, I don't even have five times a month, and in the end my wife came to me to ask for medicine, it's a shame......"
What else can Shuai Xiaobing say? Nothing can be done but promises.
Ye Zhenzhen was curious, and turned to ask Ai Lili, "It's really strange, why did you tell Xiaobing about this?" I thought you were going to teach him a lesson, tell him not to mess with women, and then ask him what he was going to do to Fei Fei, but I didn't expect ......"
"He? And Fei Fei? Arili shook her head and said, "I bet, let alone one, even if there is another one, as long as the body is not sick, Fei Fei will not mind!" ”
Ye Zhenzhen suddenly fell into doubt, and after a while, as if she had realized something, she hesitated: "Could it be ...... Fifi is 'the one'? ”
"What's that?" Arili was confused by Ye Zhenzhen's question.
"Oops! It's the kind of woman who likes women and doesn't like men, and needs a man to be a shield......" Ye Zhenzhen said in a low voice, "The night we were at the beach last time, Fei Fei didn't ...... Isn't that crazy? You, in particular, are as excited as ...... something."
"you! What nonsense! Alili smiled and pushed Ye Zhenzhen, and said half-angrily, "She is the same as us." ”
"Oh!" Ye Zhenzhen suddenly realized.
Ai Lili turned to Shuai Xiaobing and asked, "Where is your mobile phone?" ”
Shuai Xiaobing touched his pocket, took it out and looked at it, and said helplessly: "It is estimated that when Mr. Beishi went upstairs, he touched the power button and forcibly turned it off." ”
"No wonder!" Ai Lili nodded, "Fei Fei called just now and said that Xiao Yun is really pregnant, and they are rushing here at this moment, you have to prepare." ”
"Oh...... Yes! Shuai Xiaobing was startled and hurriedly asked, "Xiao Yun is really pregnant?" ”
"There's no need for Fei Fei to lie," said Eliri, "and you've seen that today. Besides, after you left, Fei Fei helped her buy a pregnancy test and tried it, and she was indeed pregnant. They are coming to you right now to discuss countermeasures. Do you have any plans? ”
"Me?" Shuai Xiaobing was a little confused and didn't know how to answer.
"Don't think it's too complicated," Elili reminded, "the so-called consultation is actually to let you make up your mind, whether this kid wants it or not." ”
"This ......" Shuai Xiaobing was a little anxious, "This is a life!" How do I get an idea? ”
Ye Zhenzhen smashed her mouth: "Okay, your attitude is already obvious." ”
"What attitude?" Shuai Xiaobing asked rhetorically, "I don't even know what to do myself, why did you know first?" ”
"When you emphasize that this is a life, you already have the idea of beating the child out," Ye Zhenzhen said, "You are struggling with this 'life', not 'whether you want it or not'." ”
Shuai Xiaobing was silent, after Ye Zhenzhen's point, he also calmed down, that's right, his first reaction was that this child couldn't stay, and if he stayed, it was likely to ruin Qiu Yun's life; The second reaction is that this is also a life, just flow away, it's too cruel.
(Explain the attitude of the heroine.)
First of all, I would like to state the author's own position, this book is a part of what I have seen and heard over the years, focusing on a few people, focusing on realism, and I try my best to write close to the facts. Although I myself am very straight and straight in terms of sexual orientation, but there is no straight male cancer, careful friends should find that the female images in my book, no matter what happened before, but in the end they are all self-respecting, self-reliant, and self-reliant women, not the kind of women who are coquettish and cute, and are attached to men; This is by no means a complication machismo of straight male cancer, on the contrary, what I advocate is a continuation of the "new woman" concept of the "May Fourth" lineage.
In my opinion, women should be the kind of Zhang Youyi, Yang Jiang, Shi Liang, Sheng Aiyi, Wu Jianxiong, Ling Shuhua...... This kind of top person, not prostrate under the knees of a man to vassal vine. However, the values of today's society are very deviated, and in an era of laughing at poverty and not prostitution, many new generation of girls have given up their culture, cultivation and their own talents, and instead pursued appearance and figure to please men. So, the body exchange is just an introduction to the book, and the purpose is to write about women.
In this book, Ai Lili, who has been a junior all her life, Ye Zhenzhen, who runs around to support her husband and children by herself, Qiu Yun, who travels among men to earn her first pot of gold for herself, Qin Yue, who is disliked by her in-laws because she is better than her husband, Shi Xiuzhu, who puts her career first and loses her family, Gao Guizhi, who has endured countless hardships to pull her son into an adult, Mrs. Shi, who still remains calm under the huge blow of losing her son and supports the entire company to raise Shi Xiuzhu's sisters and brothers, Mrs. Lin, who is about to appear and who regards power and status as insignificant, And then there is the heroine who was strong and brave to fight for control of her own destiny after exchanging bodies with cowardice, no matter how good or bad, beautiful or ugly, they are all representatives of all strong women, and they are all superior characters.
Then you can talk about the heroine's values.
In order to write this book, I asked my wife these questions carefully.
The first is what would she do if I physically swapped with her?
She replied: Go and flirt with her sister first, she has coveted a female colleague in the unit for a long time......
Then I asked: Aren't you afraid that I will be jealous and divorced?
She replied: You can leave your own mother.
When I think about it, it's true. No matter how much I am wronged, I have to stay, because I can't guarantee that I will change my "daughter-in-law" and be more filial than me. In the same way, my wife, who occupies my body, will definitely not be separated from me, and she will also be her own father's son-in-law.
Then, under the premise of not breaking up, I, who has become a woman, would definitely rather look for cucumbers than wild men. The reason is very simple, as mentioned above, I am a man with a very straight sexual orientation, and I feel sorry for my chrysanthemum, and I don't want to be a stirring stick. Normally, when I see a hunk on TV, I definitely don't want to give up my chrysanthemum; When I saw a male star who couldn't tell the gender, I didn't want to stab him, but I felt super disgusting. I can't stand a man throwing a mess on me, and I'm sure most men do.
But after I become a woman, I will definitely not reject women, everyone understands.
So, in the end, I found out that if I swapped bodies with my wife, first of all, we would never be separated for the rest of our lives, secondly, I wouldn't go to wild men, and thirdly, if I ...... other women I knew, as long as there were no infectious diseases, I could also take it as my "welfare", and there were so many female tools on a certain treasure, and it didn't cost money......
So, the heroine's idea should be my idea. )