Zhong Min has been in a good mood for the past two days, so good that he makes breakfast for everyone every day.

Heng Heng and Xuanxuan liked the breakfast he made very much, holding the soy milk and saying, "Uncle is the best~"

Xuanxuan also said: "Uncle is the most handsome!" ”

Zhong Heng deliberately asked, "What about me?" ”

Xuanxuan immediately said: "Dad is the most handsome, uncle is second!" ”

Zhong Min stretched out her hand to take away the xiaolongbao in front of her, she immediately hugged the plate, so anxious that she wanted to cry, and she didn't know what to say at all.

"Who called you wallgrass?" Heng Heng snorted coldly, not saying that he was the most handsome!!

Everyone couldn't help laughing, Zhong Min patted Xuanxuan's head, and went out with a crisper box full of food and a thermos cup.

Father Zhong asked, "What's wrong with Ah Sheng?" Only Zou Sheng will influence his feelings.

"Looks like she broke up with that high school classmate of hers!" Zhong's mother is very happy, looking at Zhong Min's current love, she always feels that she is expected to marry her daughter-in-law.

"No wonder." Zhong Heng said.

Zhong's mother said: "A few days ago, it was like a dead mother, and these days it's like picking up money!" ”

Zhong: Your metaphor is too good, but you're it!! Is it really okay to curse yourself like this?

Zhong Min was more attentive and proactive to Zou Sheng. I used to want to do it but didn't dare to do it, but now I ...... In the process of slowly approaching, he was not rejected, and he had to inch in.

He almost invaded her life, sent her to work in the morning, would bring her a piece of food made by his own hands; invited her out to dinner at noon, but she basically refused, and he did not force it; After work, she is invited to go to the movies and concerts, she has nothing to do at night, she is bored, and occasionally agrees.

It was ten o'clock after watching the movie, Zhong Min drove slowly and leisurely, and the two were speechless all the way.

The car passed by Zhong's house, and Zou Sheng said, "I want to go back." ”

Zhong Min slowed down: "Then I'll park the car in first?" ”

"Hmm."

Zhong Min drove the car into the Zhong family's garage, and then took her slowly to the Zou family.

"Is it cold?"

"It's not cold."

Then, again, there were no more words.

Walking all the way to the gate of the Zou family, Zhong Min stopped knowingly.

Zou Sheng opened the door, walked in, turned around and said, "I want to have a baby." ”

Zhong Min looked at her, didn't understand for a while, and after a few seconds, his eyes widened, and he was a little anxious: "You...... You ......"

What should he say? She really should have had a baby, and she should have given birth a long time ago. But...... But what about him?

"Are you going on a blind date?" He asked sadly, in fact, he really wanted to ask, can you give him a chance? He really didn't know how he would survive once he lost her completely.

"I don't want to get married." Zou Sheng leaned against the door and said sadly, "I don't think I can get married." Whoever you marry, you feel that you owe someone ......"

"Ah Sheng!" Zhong Min's heart ached.

Zou Sheng looked at him: "I just want to have a baby, can you help me?" ”

Zhong Min's brain froze: "Help you?" ”

"Can I have surgery ......"

"......" he thought about it a lot.

"You can have your children too."

Zhong Min: "......" He didn't think much about it!

Zou Sheng continued: "But this child can only be mine. ”

"Then give birth to me!" Zhong Min said eagerly. The child is his, even if only the two of them know, it is a blood connection. Even if she doesn't let him recognize the child, it's a sign of intimacy between them. Maybe...... Maybe one day, she will forgive him?

Zhong Min hugged her violently: "Ah Sheng-"

"Don't sue anyone else."

"I won't say that."

"That'...... Is it surgery or? ”

Zhong Min stiffened, slowly let go of her, and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed. He was so embarrassed that he didn't know how to speak. He...... Of course, he preferred not to have surgery, but he didn't know what steps to take.

The two of them stood silently for half an hour, and Zou Sheng rubbed his arms: "I'm cold, I'll go back first." ”

"Hmm...... You...... If you think about it again, do you want to give birth? If you don't want to give birth to me, I-" Zhong Min paused, "It's better to give birth to me, I'm genetically good." We'll go for a physical examination another day, and then give you folic acid supplements, and you'll be able to ...... If you want to have surgery, I'll arrange it. ”

"Hmm." Zou Sheng slammed the door, turned around and quickly entered the house.

Zhong Min's heart was a little happy and a little worried. But that's good. Until the lights in the villa came on, he pressed the corner of his eye, and touched a piece of wetness. He turned and walked home, the remorse in his heart covering every cell and molecule in his body.

If he had calmed down back then, he wouldn't be like this now. He ruined her, ruined himself, ruined the happiness they might have.

Can broken things be restored?

His heart trembled, hoping that they would succeed in having a child. Even if she doesn't let the child know who her father is, even if she is alone forever, it is a gift to him. At least...... At least these things that others can't get, it's all his, and he is alone, which proves that he still has a chance.

After a month, there was not much progress in getting along between the two people, the only difference was that Zhong Min began to take care of Zou Sheng's three meals a day. As long as he doesn't go to work, he goes to her house, does it for her personally, and repeats to her over and over again what the body should pay attention to. If he goes to work, he goes to the health restaurant to order food for her, and sometimes he simply borrows someone's kitchen to cook it for her.

His cooking skills are not very good, and he is improving while learning, grasping her preferences and satisfying her stomach without problems.

When he went home in the evening, Zou Sheng asked, "At my age, what are the chances of conceiving naturally?" ”

Zhong Min panicked, the car tilted a little, and said calmly: "This depends on the individual's physique......" In fact, these conditions, the doctor made it very clear during the physical examination. She mentions it now, yes...... Invite him to spend the night, right?

Zhong Min was a little nervous, in fact, he had never dared to conceive naturally, which meant that he would meet her again and be in harmony with her. He didn't dare to expect her to agree, he knew how deeply he had hurt her.

Zhong Min's fingertips were hot, and he drove the car into the gate of Zou's house. Stopping the car, he asked, "Do you want me to go down?" ”

"I don't like to do it in the car!"

Zhong Min immediately got out of the car.

Zou Sheng's face was a little bad, and he was mostly angry with himself. It was uncomfortable for both of them. Mentioned again, he was also injured.

She sighed and walked towards the villa, Zhong Min gently following.

He's been here a lot lately, but he hasn't been to the upstairs room, and he hasn't been there for more than ten years. Stepping into her room, he was almost stiff on all fours.

On the bed, he took her into his arms and found that she was also stiff, and suddenly felt mentally balanced and relieved.

He put his arms around her, slowly caressed her arm, and lowered his head to kiss her on the top of the head, but didn't go further.

Zou Sheng waited for a long time and looked at him puzzled.

"Is it ovulation today?"

Zou Sheng was stunned: "It doesn't seem to be." ”

"Then we won't do it today, let's get familiar with it like this."

“…… Well. ”

Zhong Min hugged her tightly, feeling that his whole heart was full.

Zou Sheng frowned, but didn't push him away.

The two of them hugged and slept all night, and when they woke up the next day, Zhong Min looked at the ceiling and was reluctant to let go at all. If you can go on forever, let him die at this moment!

Zou Sheng also woke up, didn't move, didn't make a sound, only felt that today's quilt was unprecedentedly warm. She suddenly felt that she should have found someone a long time ago. More than ten years of loneliness have swallowed up her vitality and vitality, and she feels that any warm and normal life is a luxury. Even if Zhong Min was willing to give her this kind of life, she felt extravagant and felt that her lonely self was not worthy.

She was afraid, afraid that loneliness would infect people. People who haven't experienced it don't understand how uncomfortable it is. That kind of despair and decadence, how can she infect others? Even if that person is Zhong Min, it is Zhong Min that she has hated for many years......

The two hugged each other like this, thinking that the other party hadn't woken up yet, until Zou Sheng's stomach screamed, Zhong Min hurriedly lowered his head, found that she was awake, and let go of her weakly: "It's late...... It's eleven o'clock, what do you want to eat? I'll do it. ”

"It's good that expectant pregnant women can eat, whatever."

Zhong Min smiled, quickly put on his clothes and went downstairs.

After resting at Zou Sheng's house for several nights in a row, he didn't touch her. He was nervous that day at first, so he made an excuse, and later found out that he ...... I'm afraid I can't.

Of course he is fine! The physiological reaction every morning is enough to prove it, but when facing Zou Sheng, he always thinks of the events of the year and does not dare to touch her again. He was afraid, afraid to remind her of those nightmares. She hated him so much at the time, and he didn't want to give her another chance at disgust.

However, this kind of thing is too hard to talk about! How did he talk to her?

Moreover, he did not want to admit that it was his own psychological disorder, so much so that he ......

Seeing that Zou Sheng's ovulation period is getting closer and closer, he can only keep doing psychological construction for himself and doing practical things at home alone......

Zou Sheng really wanted a child, carefully calculated the ovulation period, took his temperature, and ate completely to listen to Zhong Min's words.

Zhong Min got up in the morning and saw her draw a red circle on the calendar, hugged her from behind, and kissed her behind the ear: "Is it these two days?" ”

Zou Sheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly had a feeling of time and space confusion. When they lived together in college, he would also hug her on the bed like this, kissing her lightly, without any color, but containing all tenderness and affection.

"Hmm." She said yes softly.

Zhong Min stretched out his tongue, licked her skin, and then kissed slowly, moving inch by inch.

Zou Sheng was shocked, he wants it now?

"Is it okay now?" He asked.

"Yes, yes." Zou Sheng hurriedly put down the calendar, turned over and lay down.

Zhong Min was a little speechless, he hoped to do enough foreplay and make it a matter of course. She just lay flat, as if to complete some kind of task.

Well, they were indeed for the task, for the sake of the child she wanted.

Zhong Min covered her, lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows, his thin lips trembled: "Ah Sheng......"

Zou Sheng stiffened, a little annoyed and angry: "Hurry up." ”

"I'm afraid you'll hurt." He said, bowing his head and kissing her, and take his time. He moved gently, restrained his instincts, and guided her step by step until she was wet enough to accept him, and he entered.