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When the police at the police station introduced Wen Mo to Qiu's mother, it turned out that she didn't react at all, and she still sat still until she heard the sentence, sent by City B.

Qiu's mother suddenly became nervous, she quickly stood up, and walked outside without looking back, no matter who called her, she didn't hear it.

"What's wrong with her?" Wen Mo was a little puzzled, why did she suddenly have such a big reaction? Who did she think she was just now? These four words from city B have such a big effect on her......

Qiu's mother hurried home all the way, rushed into her room and locked the door, no matter how her wife knocked on the door, she wouldn't open it, silently, making people scratch her head.

Qiu's father was helpless in the end, so he had to call his eldest son and ask him to come back to see, recently, he knew the behavior of Qiu's mother who went to the police station every day, but there was no way to persuade him, the death of the younger son gave Qiu's mother a big blow, and he was clear about the pillow person.

I especially remember that when Qiu's mother was pregnant with her little son, she was already in her forties, and she had suffered from gestational hypertension since she was five months pregnant, and her legs were swollen twice as thick as usual.

After nearly five months, Qiu's mother spent nearly five months in the doctor, and she and her youngest son stubbornly survived day after day. It wasn't until more than eight months ago, which was too dangerous, that after the doctor promised to let the fetus survive as much as possible, Qiu's mother agreed to have a caesarean section and let him come to the world a month early.

For a long time after Qiu's mother was discharged from the hospital, Qiu's father didn't even want to look at his youngest son, in his eyes, it was not his son, but the enemy who almost killed his wife. So from childhood to adulthood, Qiu's father was indifferent to his youngest son, and he couldn't get close to him no matter what. He knew that a thorn in his heart would never be removed.

But for Qiu's mother. Qiu Feihe is almost a child she exchanged for her life, she can feel her little son growing in her body little by little, every fetal movement makes her extremely moved by the magic of life, and she tried her best to keep her son. It's a little bit old when it's born. Same as other premature babies. Weak and helpless, she couldn't help but want to put all the best things in the world in front of him. The old son, the eldest grandson, the lifeblood of the old lady, she has no eldest grandson, so this little son is really her lifeline.

It's a pity that the youngest son is no longer there. Death is a fact that as a mother, she can't get it back, even if she gives up her life, it is impossible for her little son to throw himself into her arms and call her mother again.

So she couldn't accept this fact, she chose to adapt in her own way, going to the police station, so that she could reminisce about the little life that her youngest son had told her at the dinner table before, she desperately thought, why didn't she find his abnormality in time for her youngest son from the beginning of his joy to the last desperate jump off the building for so long? She thought that her youngest son was becoming less and less talkative at home because the work of the police was very tiring, he was just too tired, he was doing the job he had dreamed of since he was a child, and everything should be going well.

It's a pity that she understood too late, she is not a qualified mother.

Qiu Feihai was also quite helpless after receiving the call, settled his wife and children, and drove back to his parents' house.

Through the door, he knocked a few times: "Mom, I'll come back to see you, can you open the door?" "The voice is very soft, as if she is coaxing her daughter.

There was no movement in the door.

Qiu Feihai knocked again, but there was still no movement.

Qiu's father sat on the sofa, smoking cigarettes one after another, he was a little irritable, but there was nothing he could do with his old wife, he was a father, and in a Chinese-style family, the role of the father in the child's growth process was just a symbol, and the father who really participated in the child's life was pitiful, plus he had never been waiting to see this unconscious little son, so he couldn't experience Qiu's mother's grief at all, and he couldn't help at all.

Qiu Feihai looked at his father's hair that had turned a lot gray overnight, and his heart ached, so he continued to knock on the door without giving up.

Suddenly, the door opened, Qiu's mother's eyes were red, and she obviously cried, but at this time she was very calm, and she didn't look at her eldest son who was raising his hand to knock on the door, and said lightly: "Get out of the way." ”

Qiu Feihai was a little embarrassed to get out of the way, Qiu's mother walked into the kitchen, and after a while, she fiddled with four dishes and one soup, and beckoned the two men who looked at each other to come over for dinner.

Qiu's mother unconsciously put four pairs of dishes and chopsticks, but no one reminded her.

Different from the excitement of the past, Qiu's mother no longer served vegetables for anyone, but only ate silently with a bowl by herself, and soon ate a bowl of rice before she opened her mouth and said the second sentence since she came back: "There is nothing to do in the future, you don't come back to the sea." ”

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Qiu Feihai was a little flustered, what kind of trouble is my mother doing? There is such a big thing at home, the parents are not in a good state, people in their sixties, the body can not withstand the joy and sorrow, he is worried these days, but unfortunately his mother seems to have been reluctant to see him, so unless necessary, he has not dared to come back easily, I hope that after a while my mother's mood improves, he will take them to take care of them, recently his company has good benefits, there is no pressure to change a larger house, the family lives together, how convenient.

"I'm fine, it's fine, don't worry, I won't learn what your brother can't think of. From now on, as long as your father and I can still move, we won't need you to care, and you won't come back if you're fine, just go about your business. Qiu's mother looked down at the bowl that was eaten cleanly, and her mind was full of the figure of her little son, she closed her eyes painfully, I'm sorry, son, you forgive your mother's selfishness.

Qiu Feihai sat at the table, and was kicked out by his own mother, which made his fat face flush at the age of forty, and the food on the table instantly became difficult to swallow, he put down the bowl in embarrassment, couldn't say a word, and then left in embarrassment.

Qiu's father looked at Qiu Feihai's appearance and was a little unbearable, but in order to take care of his wife's feelings, he endured it and didn't say a word until Qiu Feihai left.

"What do you think you're doing? The sea didn't provoke you, you felt uncomfortable, came at me, our old husband and wife have been for a lifetime, I won't hate you in my heart, but the sea is different, you have been strict with him since you were a child, and you can't get along with your daughter-in-law, if I am not there in the future, you still have to follow them, why bother to die to offend him? ”

Qiu's mother was bitter in her mouth, and she now regretted that she had eaten a whole bowl of rice just now, because the contents of her stomach were trying to jump up. She couldn't answer her wife's questions, and she even envied his sluggishness, how good it would be if she didn't know anything either.

Because of Qiu's mother's abnormal behavior, Wen Mo began to pay attention to Qiu Feihe's suicide.

With the complete suicide note in her hand, Wen Mo couldn't help frowning, she found the director and asked him about Qiu Feihe.

A very good young man, who can endure hardships, is patient, is passionate about his work, and makes extraordinary contributions in an ordinary position in the real sense, he will commit suicide, which is beyond everyone's expectations.

As if there were no signs, after the accident, the director himself reflected on whether he usually didn't care enough about his subordinates at work, so that a police officer was under tremendous pressure and finally had to choose death as the end. But Qiu Feihe really didn't have any obvious changes, he was just a little silent, and it was a normal change for the director.

The work of the police is like this, no matter how much enthusiasm and patience you have, it will be slowly consumed in the same boring work, and after a long time, you can only learn not to care too much, do enough of your own work, and let the rest go.

"Then, what is the relationship between Qiu Feihe and his family? Who are the people in his family? ”

"His parents are alive, and there is an older brother who is more than 20 years older than him, it seems that he has a good relationship with his brother, because of age, his brother almost raised him as a son, and he has loved him since he was a child, his brother is married, and it seems that he has two children, but I haven't seen it, it seems that his brother's wife and in-laws are not very compatible, and there is relatively little contact, let alone come to the police station."

"Oh, I see, I see, thank you."

There is a problem, there must be something wrong.

Wen Mo received a call from Jia Fengqing and asked her to go back immediately, and after she asked the director for his opinion, she took away the suicide note of more than 500 words, along with the handwriting appraisal report of the judicial organ.

I don't know if it's the reason why the inspection team came, Jia Fengqing has been very honest recently, basically moving between various sub-bureaus and police stations, putting on a look of caring comrades, of course, Wen Mo is like a humanoid prop who follows him, acting as a psychiatrist, listening to some old policemen's feelings about life and work in a temporarily vacated room, and helping them as much as possible, although what she can do is actually to judge from their stories whether they need a real psychologist for long-term treatment.

Twenty floors high, four sides of the fully tempered glass structure, this ballroom-sized office 360 degrees without dead ends, sunlight can pass through without hindrance, a middle-aged man in his forties sits on a swivel chair, closes his eyes and enjoys sunbathing.

There are more and more smog weather, and such sunshine is precious. This time of day in the afternoon is his personal time, and no one is allowed to disturb him.

As the CEO of a listed company, Fei Lianli's life is more comfortable and comfortable, even if the real estate has gradually declined, it does not affect his quality of life at all.

The secretary's voice suddenly came out of the internal intercom: "Mr. Fei, Sister Fen is here." ”

It turned out that he was still a little dissatisfied with being suddenly disturbed, and as soon as he heard Sister Fen's name, Fei Lianli immediately jumped up like a chicken blood and ran to the door to open the door in person. (To be continued.) )