Chapter 9: On the correct way to rectify the brother who does not return at night
On the last day of March, five days before the end of spring break, Ayase Aragaki received a notice to work at the office.
When did you decide to work as a model? Ayase doesn't remember her original thoughts, all she knows is that she went to model to prove herself to her brother, she has an extraordinarily dazzling brother, and her brother is extremely cautious in front of her.
Extremely concerned about his own thoughts, extremely concerned about his own life, he simply regarded himself as a girlfriend, a daughter, or even a part of himself, saying that he was a sister control, Ayase always felt that it was not enough to describe his brother's concern for him. Although in the eyes of others, she usually takes care of her brother in housework, but Ayase knows in her heart that her brother is the one who takes care of her.
Compared to her friend Kirino, who always complains about her stupid big brother who doesn't even dare to talk to her, and is otherwise so ordinary that she can't be more ordinary, Ayase feels that she is lucky to have a brother who is radiant and takes care of her meticulously. Therefore, Ayase also has to do her best to prove to her brother that she is not just a burden to her brother.
So, when the firm wanted to sign him, Ayase felt that it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. After asking for the consent of her parents and older brother, Ayase began her career as a model. It doesn't look as dazzling as Kirino but, at least, I'm already catching up with that man, Ayase thought.
Overall, my brother is a sister control, although he doesn't admit it himself, but this is a recognized fact other than himself, although Ayase feels a little ashamed, but subconsciously, she always has a feeling of joy, my brother is a sister control, so can I be with my brother forever? It would be even better if you added Kirino well, well, I allowed my brother to find Kirino as his girlfriend, and my two favorite people live with me, so happy!
My brother doesn't have a girlfriend.,He never responded to the girl's confession.,My brother doesn't have a particularly close female friend.,So there's no possibility of long-term love.,If you go on at this pace.,Then my brother can continue to go on according to my ideas.。
The first fourteen years of Ayase Aragaki lived happily.
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However, the situation has changed recently, and after entering high school, my brother's situation has changed, and although I still care about myself as always, I still go to the soup at various times for myself, but it seems that the number of women around my brother has increased.
First of all, Sawamura Spencer Eiri Riri, that brother's former childhood sweetheart. Ayase doesn't hate Eiri Pear, on the contrary, she still likes her very much, and she also remembers the care she took of herself when she came to her house to play when she was a child, according to her brother, the school boredom in kindergarten was cured after following Eiri Riri's advice. So,Later, when her brother became estranged from Ying Li for some reason,,Ayase once felt very regretful.,Keep in touch with Ying Li Li in private.,And from time to time to provide her with her brother's information.。
However, when she progresses to high school, Eri Riri's formulaic relationship with Kazuya slowly transforms into a situation where she can have some normal conversations, and Ayase feels an inexplicable threat. In Ayase's view, the closest relationship between himself and his brother is the bond of time, and Yingli is the person who has been with him for the longest time except for himself, although there is also a disgusting otaku named Aki with them, but Ayase has always regarded that guy as a bedbug, since his brother is willing to associate with him, it is his brother's choice, but Ayase has always ignored him.
In short, the easing of the relationship between Eiri and Kazuya makes Ayase feel like the past that belongs to her brother alone has been divided.
Then there is a senior named Kasumigaoka Shiyu, and Ayase met her on the day she went to her brother's school to find her brother on the previous white ** festival. It was a terrible woman, the kind of eyes that saw through everything, and the amazing words that spit out casually, coupled with that kind of personality that looked at everything, it felt like a queen who ruled the world. At that time, Ayase, who was in a blackened state, couldn't help but feel a trace of fear after making eye contact with her. That person, if he attacks his brother, his brother will definitely be eaten to death, somehow, Ayase has such a feeling.
"No, no, my brother's abnormal white ** festival gift of Yili chocolate has proved this, otherwise with my brother's character, how could I give chocolate back to a girl, you know, in the past 5 years, since I gave him chocolate, the only object of my brother's chocolate gift is me." In careful recollection, Ayase discovers a terrifying truth.
Moreover, she has the same straight black hair as Ayase, and this kind of sister-like person must be very good at taking care of people, if Eiri Pear is mainly a friend to Ayase, Kasumigaoka Shiha, in Ayase's eyes, is a terrible enemy.
Recently, my brother has also mentioned a girl named Megumi Kato many times, although I don't know the specific situation of that girl, but Ayase has keenly noticed it, and my brother is smiling happily when talking about that girl.
"Kato, she's so non-existent, I laugh at her every time, if it weren't for the fact that you were my tablemate, wouldn't anyone in the class know you?"
"Kato, this guy, I always think she will be good when she dresses up, even if her expression is a little richer, it's good, but she will always have that plain expression, I can't say it's bad, but I always feel that there is a lack of change."
"I found out that Kato is actually a very good guy, he doesn't get angry when he asks her anything, and he often says something unexpected with a serious complaint!"
Compared to the look of always being a little cautious about offending himself when looking at himself, Ayase is a little envious of this seemingly ordinary Kato Megumi, maybe in front of that person, my brother is unrestrained!
"Mmmmmm, what's going on lately, I'm thinking about my brother more and more, and I'm getting more and more angry when facing my brother, and I'm more and more suspicious of my brother's actions, which will make my brother sad, so Ayase also has to work hard, do her own thing, and can't let my brother worry." Ayase didn't realize that her own self-talk was like a wife who was worried about her husband's ** and didn't dare to interfere too much with him.
"Ayase, you seem to be a little lacking in energy lately?" Kirino came from the side, "Isn't your brother like my brother, who has become a dead fish-eye, a big wood and a big fool?" ”
"No, my brother is still as good as me, but there are a lot of girls around him recently, and I'm a little worried!" Ayase couldn't help but feel that her true thoughts were exposed.
"Hey, Ayase, didn't you become a brother, did you?" Kirino asked, half seriously, half teasingly.
"Why, I'm a lily, I like Kirino the most! I'm going to marry Kirino in the future" I tried my best to adjust my mentality, squeezing out a reluctant smile, Ayase responded, "Well, don't think too much!" ”
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At five o'clock in the afternoon, after a day of filming, Ayase returned home.
"So, my brother still hasn't come back?" Ayase knew that her brother had a date with someone today, but she didn't want her brother to feel that she was controlling him too much, so Ayase didn't deliberately ask about her brother's date today, although she knew that if she had to ask, her brother would definitely know everything.
However, remembering his brother's somewhat neurotic and excited expression last night, Ayase was still a little worried: "Yes, it shouldn't be a date with a girl, my brother can't lie, he has to laugh when he lies, and he shouldn't have called a girl recently, so it's okay, Ayase has to believe his brother." ”
"So, let's start preparing dinner, it looks like Mom and Dad won't be back today!"
At seven o'clock in the evening, after answering the phone, Ayase was in a daze in the foyer for a long time.
My brother said that he didn't come back for dinner, and he was planning something with that guy at An Yilun's house.
"Originally, Ayase could have eaten with her brother, but today I specially fried my brother's favorite steak and omelette!" Staring at the food on the table in disappointment, Ayase was still a little sad, "But, the good news is that my brother went out with a boy today, not a girl, although that one named An Yi is a damn bed bug otaku, but at least my brother is safe by his side." ”
Nine o'clock in the evening
So, is my brother coming back tonight? Even Mom and Dad have come back, but they all seem to be very relieved of their brother, and even say something 17 years old, and it's normal to not return home once at night at the same school, do they really treat their brother as their own son? Is it so reassuring to him?
"Why don't you call and urge you?" Ayase picked up the microphone, "Well, it shouldn't be like this, I've been taking my brother too hard lately, and he seems to be a little scared, so Ayase shouldn't urge him." Ayase now has her own part-time job and her own life, so after seeing Ayase grow up, my brother feels relieved, and it will definitely be a little different from before, so it's okay. ”
Eleven o'clock in the evening
"So, hasn't my brother come back yet?" Ayase picked up and put down the microphone in his hand many times, "Okay, just make a call, just one, and I'll ask about my brother's situation." ”
"Very good, my brother said that although it was late over there, he would still come back, so rest assured," Putting down the microphone, Ayase gently breathed: "Yes, my mother is right, my brother is 17 years old and has his own life, even if he doesn't return at night, it doesn't matter, it definitely doesn't matter." My brother never lies, and my brother doesn't have that much courage, and if he goes out with a girl so late and doesn't come and misses the train, he will definitely go crazy, so he must be in that Anyi's house. Ayase should be strong, if Ayase does not urge her brother tonight, then it will be a big victory! Let's sleep! ”
However, just as Ayase, who had pressed her heart, was about to go back to her room, the phone rang again.
"Eh, brother, why did you call back again? No more trams? Don't you have any money with you? ”
"Ah, that's right, isn't it? It's not really coming, is it? ”
"Okay, okay, I'll tell my parents, and my brother has to take care of himself at Anyi's house."
Putting down the phone, Ayase smiled bitterly, in the end, he still didn't come back, then again, he went out to work early this morning, and he didn't see him when he came back at night, and he hadn't seen his brother for a day.
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Aragaki was also angry, and at the same time scared, angry naturally for the sake of Lunya's damn plan that had pitted him for a day and had no results. Afraid, is worried that his behavior of not returning home at night this time may be judged by Ayase again.
So, when he walked into the house with trepidation, and then found that his sister was already waiting at the door, he seemed to have expected the end.
"Brother, welcome back!" Ayase, with her head down and unable to see her eyes, spoke in a very steady tone, as if nothing had happened.
"Well, I'm back," and suddenly realized that something was wrong with the situation in front of me, "Eh, no, what's wrong with you, Ayase?" ”
"Welcome back, brother, Ayase has prepared breakfast!"
"That, Ayase, I didn't come home last night, aren't you angry?" After discovering that Ayase's tone was completely normal and there was no hysterical feeling, Kazuya asked cautiously.
"Ah, Ayase knows, Ayase won't be angry, because, Ayase trusts her brother very much!" Ayase replied with a smile.
"Uh, that's good, don't worry, Ayase, I didn't do anything dangerous yesterday, I stayed at that guy's house for a day, he was going to ask me to make a game, and he was going to pull in Ying Li Li and Shiyu Senpai, but he couldn't even do this plan himself."
"Is it possible to play games with Eiri Riri-senpai and Kasumigaoka Shiyu-senpai?"
"Well, you see, it's not anymore, Lun Ye's stupid guy hasn't come up with anything, this project has been stillborn, so it's not! Don't worry, you haven't met them or spoken to them! Ahaha. "I feel that Ayase's reaction to mentioning other girls in front of Ayase recently is always a little strange.,Kazuya decisively vetoed the previous words.。
"So, my brother won't hate Ayase, right?" Without warning, Ayase raised such a question with a trembling voice.
"Absolutely not, why do you think that?"
"Because,Recently, I always feel that my brother is getting more and more restrained in front of Ayase," different from the gloomy atmosphere that seems to be blackened, but with a performance similar to emotional catharsis, listening to Ayase's voice in front of me, I don't know what's going on, and I can also feel the huge pressure in Ayase's heart, "In the past, when my brother saw Ayase, he always had that kind of heartfelt concern and smile, but since January, especially in the past two weeks, my brother has seen Ayase, his eyes are dodgy, and his smile is gone. ”
Well, I'm actually a little worried about your blackening lately, so I've been hiding a little bit.
"Ayase has a problem with herself, and Ayase realizes that in the past, Ayase has always restrained her concern for her brother, trying not to make everyone think that the Aragaki brothers and sisters are a strange pair of brothers and sisters. However, after January, since Ayase said those words in front of her brother, Ayase felt that she was particularly prone to falling into that crazy state. ”
You mean it's easy to get addicted after blackening, right?
"Recently, my brother and Yingli seniors have talked again, and my brother and Shiyu's seniors have been interacting more and more, and Kato-senpai, there are more girls around my brother, so Ayase is also worried about whether my brother is going to be taken away by them."
Don't make me look like a scumbag in the comics, although I once had such fantasies, but reality tells me that even if I am a traverser, I may not be able to open it!
But Ayase tells herself to endure it as best she can, and Ayase tells herself to fully respect her brother's life, especially if Ayase herself already has a modeling assignment. So, last night, even though she was worried about her brother, Ayase tried very hard to endure it! ”
Hearing this, Kazuya was a little moved, he could imagine that Ayase was holding the phone and waiting for his news, unable to alleviate his guilt, and Kazuya had to pull his friend out of the pot to divert his shame: "Ayase, don't be angry, it's all TM Ryan Yilun!" I'll fix him when I go back to school! ”
"Ayase originally thought that this kind of performance would make her brother change a little back, but this morning, Ayase simply asked about the situation of Eiri Riri-senpai and Shiyu-senpai, and was interrupted by her brother, who was still as worried about me as before, or afraid of me. So, Ayase wondered, is she really hated by her brother? ”
Kazuya fell into deep thought, indeed, in recent days, he has paid too much attention to Ayase's attitude, and Ayase does have a tendency to blacken from time to time. But most of the time, she is still her own sister, or, in fact, the sister who cares more about her than before, blackening is not Ayase's daily life, it is just a manifestation of her in special circumstances.
"I forgot Ayase's sick and delicate attributes before, and then led to the mishandling of the outbreak in January, and now I realize that in the future, I will be wary of Ayase as a girl with only sick and delicate attributes, and I am really easy to fall into extremes!" Kazuya laughed at herself, "Ayase has endured a lot of hardship, after all, my change is still obvious, and my attitude towards her has indeed changed a lot." Yesterday's incident and this morning's conversation are probably the last straw that crushed Ayase, but fortunately she vented it to me now, otherwise something serious would have happened again! ”
"I see, Ayase, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm overguarded against you, for me, you should still be my cutest sister, I shouldn't feel that you've changed, you really haven't changed, you've been even better to me for a while, I can feel that you care about me. However, I did not respond, only further deepened my vigilance against you. I was really wrong, Ayase is Ayase, the former Ayase and the current Ayase should not be separated, and I should not have a different attitude towards you. You've been under a lot of stress during this time, so I'm really sorry! ”
Although he has always disdained the Japanese way of kneeling and kowtowing to ask for forgiveness, this time, in order to express his sincerity, Kazuya chose to kneel in front of Ayase to express his repentance.
"Really? Didn't my brother hate me? ”
"Of course, I don't have to emphasize that I'm a sister again, right?"
"So, my brother won't be afraid of me anymore, will he?"
"Absolutely not, after all, my Ayase is still the cutest thing!"
"Then," Kazuya suddenly felt the long-lost and familiar black gas gushing out, "Let my brother tell me why he didn't go home at night yesterday?" And what the hell is that game all about? What happened when I was going to let Yingli Seniors and Shiyu seniors join? Let Ayase worry for so long yesterday, resulting in compensation for lack of sleep, but it's not enough for my brother to kneel down! ”
"Sure enough, I still haven't dodged," looking at Ayase, who was in full blackening mode, Kazuya sighed heavily, "But, it's nothing, explain it well, and then compensate Ayase and don't let her worry about me anymore!" ”
Although it is still blackened, Kazuya can feel that Ayase does not have that feeling of depression and murderous in the true sense. On the contrary, you can feel the joy and relief that pervades her body.
I feel that the crooked hit is on the ground, and the annoying behavior of that guy Lun Ye helped me solve a big problem yesterday, so I won't teach him a lesson when I go back to school! Kazuya thought so.
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Today's second update,It's still close to 6000 words.,Try to clarify some things from Ayase's point of view.,In addition,I feel like I'm describing the Aragaki brothers and sisters.,I pay too much attention to Ayase's sick and delicate attributes.,In the text, I also borrowed a little reflection from the psychological description of Kazuya.。 I still hope to write the side of the little angel's soft girl.,This chapter is a small transition for Ayase's character.,In the future, the daily life between brothers and sisters should be a little sweeter.,Otherwise, I can't bear to abuse the little angel all day long.。