(The song "All of a Sudden" reminds me of the past, which is also my story)

On this day, Sun Feng and the four girls went to the playground to play around, but they were hi. In the evening, He Minyi also returned, so a group of people went out to rub it. Next, Sun Feng and He Minyi took Xiao Shuai Shuai to participate in the birthday banquet of the cheap old man. Then I stayed at the house of the cheap old man for a few days. Sun Feng plans to stay in China for another month and then return to Newfoundland to deal with the affairs of Ye Feng's oil field. Preparations are still being made, and mining is not going so soon. So I can't do anything when I go back. The mining equipment that Sun Feng is responsible for is basically ready. So the rest is a matter for Filas and Yang Zhi. When the time comes, Sun Feng can go over and take charge of the real mining. After all, to open the special machines in those devices, Sun Feng's permission is required to start.

But I have to say that it is better to live in China, to be on guard against everything, whether it is boring to talk or eat, every morning, Sun Feng's family of three goes out to eat breakfast. There are pork offal porridge that Sun Feng likes to eat, soy milk fritters, and various snacks and so on.

On this day, He Minyi went crazy with their girlfriends again, the old man originally wanted to take care of his eldest grandson, but he happened to be busy with important things in the company, so Sun Feng could only take the child hard.

Sun Feng and the child squatted at home for a day in the morning, and now Sun Shuai is more than a year old, and he can already say some simple words, such as eating meat, mom and dad, etc. In the afternoon, Sun Feng took his son to a nearby park to play. It's also good to go out and bask in the sun.

In Haitian City, except for Song Jie and others. Sun Feng didn't seem to have any friends here. He used to study in Haiyan City. However, there may be some of my classmates working in the city. However, after graduation, everyone rarely communicates, so where are the students and what are they doing at present? Sun Feng didn't know how he was doing.

After going to the park for two or three hours, Sun Feng planned to find a place to sit and eat something by the way. After coming out of the park, his son Sun Shuai made a fuss: "Baba, drink grandma, drink grandma." Sun Shuai struggled in Sun Feng's arms, twisting his little head to look at Sun Feng. looks like I'm crying if I don't give it to me, it's cute.

"Okay, Daddy will buy you milk." Sun Feng knew that his son should be thirsty. So I went to a big supermarket to buy milk for my son. Of course, little kids can't drink iced milk. That is, frozen. So Sun Feng went to a place where it had not been frozen, got a bottle of milk, and went to check out. However, at the time of checkout, Sun Feng met a stranger who was not a stranger!

"Wang Guimei?" When Sun Feng walked to check out, he saw a back that he was very familiar with! His first love, Wang Guimei. Although they haven't seen each other for four or five years, Sun Feng can still recognize him at a glance. At this time, Sun Feng was very sure and sure! The woman standing in front of him and checking out was his first love. First love in high school!

Wang Guimei, who was checking out at the moment, heard as if someone was calling her. She turned her head to look at Sun Feng, and when she saw Sun Feng, she was also stunned, obviously she also recognized Sun Feng. The two of them were a little caught off guard here. It stands to reason that the two are no strangers among strangers.

"Sun Feng?" Wang Guimei asked tentatively.

"Hehe, it's me, I didn't expect to meet you here, I really didn't expect it. Uh, how are you doing all these years? After Sun Feng saw his first love. Feelings fluctuate a bit. looked at the familiar goose egg face and looked at Wang Guimei's appearance. Let him fall into memories, memories of youth. He remembered that it was the second year of high school, and he and Wang Guimei were both in high school art, because if you study art, even if you have a low cultural score, you can be admitted to the undergraduate. That's it, the two slowly got acquainted. Because it's the same art class, it's also the same art group. In this way, after more than a semester of getting along with each other, the two quickly became very good friends. Later, before the art exam in the third year of high school, the two naturally walked together and became boyfriend and girlfriend. Sun Feng loves Wang Guimei very much, and Wang Guimei also likes Sun Feng. The two get along very sweetly, and there are no major contradictions. Wang Guimei looks good, but she is not too beautiful, but she is not bad either. There are still people chasing her.

However, at that time, both sides were a little conservative, so they did not break through the last step, and both of them were rural people, so they did not have any lofty ideals. At that time, Sun Feng thought that it would be enough for him to have a house and a car in the city after graduation, and she would be enough. Similarly, Wang Guimei does not have any lofty ideals, almost the same as Sun Feng. If you can live a peaceful life, you don't have to go home to farm.

Later, Sun Feng went to college, but Wang Guimei was unsuccessful! She didn't go to college, she didn't go to college, and her family didn't send her to study, so she had no choice but to work. Therefore, the two became a long-distance relationship. At that time, Sun Feng was very reluctant to her, and she was also very reluctant to Sun Feng. But in the end, it was defeated by reality. She chose to go to work anyway. Sun Feng went to Haiyan City to study, and she went to Donghai City to work. However, Sun Feng still borrowed money to see her once during the period. At that time, Sun Feng liked to call her every day and weave dreams of the future with her! This dream is a happy dream, Sun Feng and Wang Guimei both dream of waiting for Sun Feng to find a job after graduation. Then save up for a down payment. Then I will have two children with her, a boy and a girl. Especially Wang Guimei, at that time, she often said that twins are the best. At that time, Sun Feng and Wang Guimei were only nineteen or twenty years old. That is youth, at that time, Wang Guimei often asked Sun Feng, will you pick up girls at school? Of course, Sun Feng replied that it was impossible. It's true that he didn't do it, and he couldn't soak it. At that time, Sun Feng also liked to ask if you would leave me? Wang Guimei said firmly at that time, as long as you don't take the initiative to abandon me, I will never leave you for the rest of my life. However, one semester later, one day Sun Feng called Wang Guimei as usual. I talked to her about the little dream of the future - getting married and having a baby.

At that time, Wang Guimei suddenly said: "You think too much." At that time, Sun Feng felt that there was nothing wrong with this sentence, and felt that Wang Guimei deliberately teased Sun Feng. But at that time, Sun Feng thought about it carefully, and felt that Wang Guimei would never say this kind of thing before. How could you suddenly say this today. So Sun Feng became suspicious in an instant!

So Sun Feng asked her tentatively: "Do you have something to hide from me?" As soon as Sun Feng's words came out, Wang Guimei on the other side of the phone was silent and did not speak. When Sun Feng heard this, he felt that she was hiding something from herself. So Sun Feng continued to ask. But Wang Guimei didn't say a word. Finally hung up the phone. This situation made Sun Feng panic instantly. hurriedly called Wang Guimei again, but the other party directly refused to answer. After calling several times in a row, Wang Guimei still answered the phone.

"Are you hiding something from me? Can you tell me? Even if it's the worst, let me die clearly! Sun Feng finally mustered up the courage to ask. He knew that according to the current situation, it must be more than lucky.

"Feng, I'm in love with someone else. Let's break up! Wang Guimei's words made Sun Feng fall into an ice cellar! Wasn't it good a few days ago, but today something like this suddenly happened? This thunderbolt on a sunny day made Sun Feng's brain a little unable to turn!

"Why? Aren't we all right? How do you fall in love with someone else? Sun Feng took a deep breath. The voice is a little hoarse.

"This was two months ago and I found it fun and fun to be with him. I think it's bland and too bland to be with you. I don't see the future! The life I want is not high. Just want to own a house. When you have free time, you can go shopping and buy your favorite clothes. On Saturdays and Sundays, you can go to KFC to sit and eat what you like. However, in my current job, I can't even meet these simple requirements, I only have one day off a week except for going to work, and I have nothing but rest for this day off. I don't want to do anything else, I'm with you, I can't see the future. So let's break up. Originally, I didn't want to tell you that I liked other people, but at that time, for the sake of our love, I confessed. I'm sorry for you, Feng, break up. Don't call in the future. With that, Wang Guimei hung up the phone.

In this way, Sun Feng fell out of love.

Later, Sun Feng became more diao, and later, he heard that Wang Guimei was married, and then she seemed to have a child, and then there was no news. I didn't expect to meet my first love here today. Sun Feng didn't tell anyone about this story, and he didn't admit that he had been in love since he fell out of love. Because he doesn't want to think about this relationship, and he doesn't want to be someone who has been in love. Because when he thinks about that little bit, his heart hurts, it hurts! In this relationship, Sun Feng chose to delete it from his memory at the beginning. Unexpectedly, after meeting the person concerned today, it reappeared in my brain again.

However, when they met again a few years later, Sun Feng found that the two were like a pair of familiar strangers at the moment, and the two of them stood here like this, and they didn't know what to say. In the end, Sun Feng held back a sentence: Have you been doing all these years? In fact, this sentence is also what Sun Feng wants to ask in his heart. He didn't want to know how bad the other person was, he wasn't that kind of villain. On the contrary, he hoped that Wang Guimei would have a good life. Because everyone has their own choice, there is no right or wrong in this. It's just this damn society that's wrong. Yes.

"Fortunately, you have a stable job and your children are in kindergarten, what about you? Where to work, this is your son? When Wang Guimei saw Sun Feng, her heart was also touched, but this touch was not a touch of feelings, but a touch of youth memories, she had long passed the age of love. She also knew that she and Sun Feng had already come to an end, and if she could, it would still be okay for both parties to be friends.

"It's good that you're doing well, oh, that's right, this is my son Sun Shuai, hehe, as for work, just eat casually." Sun Feng smiled slightly.

"Oh, your son is very handsome, it seems that you are also married, I wish you happiness." Wang Guimei said with a smile. Seeing that Sun Feng seemed to be married, she was still a little comforted in her heart.

"Why don't we find a place to sit and talk?" Sun Feng asked.

"Yes." Wang Guimei nodded.

Soon, Sun Feng took Wang Guimei to a café, ordered two cups of coffee and some snacks, and chatted. Chatting and chatting, we talked about family.

"My husband is a worker, the salary is not much, but it is enough to support the family, when I got married, I bought a house, the down payment was given to us by my parents-in-law, I also have a job now, and my life is okay. For a woman like me, who graduated from high school, it was quite satisfying. "Wang Guimei is still the same as her, and she doesn't have big dreams. It seems that according to her current situation, she has indeed achieved her dream at that time. If you have a house, you don't have to go home to farm, and you can do what you want in your spare time.

Suddenly, if Sun Feng didn't get the golden finger, maybe this kind of life wouldn't be able to give Wang Guimei! Sun Feng secretly blessed Wang Guimei in his heart at the moment, she did it, she lost! She did what she wanted in life, and Sun Feng himself did lose and lost Wang Guimei. However, this is all in the past. Sun Feng just felt it in his heart.

"Yours, how are you doing?" Wang Guimei asked Sun Feng.

"Me, it's okay, I have a wife and children, enough money to spend, money to smoke and drink, it's okay, haha." Sun Feng said. Sun Feng didn't ask, and asked Wang Guimei if she was very happy with that man, after all, what Wang Guimei just said just now was all superficial things, and Sun Feng didn't know if she was happy in actual life. But he decided not to ask. There's no point in asking about this thing. After all, it's just a lost memory of youth.

At least, Sun Feng can be regarded as a wish now, as long as he knows that Wang Guimei is doing well.

In this way, after chatting for more than an hour, Sun Feng invited her to a meal, and the two separated like this, with nothing to keep and nothing to say goodbye. Sun Feng knew that even if they met again in the future, they would probably be just ordinary friends. Sun Feng didn't deliberately show off how rich he was now. It's a slap in the face or something, so that this Wang Guimei proposed to break up with herself later. None of this is necessary and meaningless! Perhaps, to love someone is to hope that she is doing well. At least Sun Feng thinks she's doing well.

After the separation, it was already the beginning of the lanterns, Sun Feng hugged his son, walked on the bustling street early, there was an inexplicable touch in his heart, remembering the bits and pieces of the year, about the story of that youth, he felt that a song was very suitable to describe, that is, Karen Mok's "Suddenly".

"All of a sudden, the sky is dark, the world can suddenly have nothing, I think of you, and then I think of myself" Sun Feng walked on the street, humming this song he liked to pay tribute to the lost youth, it was a story about youth. (To be continued.) )