"Didn't do anything?" Zhou Sinian sneered, "Did you really do nothing?" He suddenly had a stern expression and said sharply: "Did you poison your father, or your mother?" Stop quibbling! I said hatefully, "What right do you have to question me like this, you have already found out that your father has been poisoned, why don't you stop it?" Zhou Si said contemptuously, "When your father was in power, the outside was chaotic, and the inside was a chicken Sichen." If there is such an ugly thing in the palace, he can endure it, such a wimply person, living is uncomfortable to watch. ”

I sneered and said, "No, you want him to die soon, so as to make room for Li Chaozong." He replied, "So what?" The throne should have been inhabited by virtuous and talented people. This imperial uncle of yours has nothing to be sorry for you, he is much better than your father. Don't you think that after the imperial uncle succeeded to the throne, you lived like a woman? Dog vigil, chicken Sichen, now it's finally all yours. ”

I was choked by him and couldn't speak, and I was afraid that he would continue to ask about the poisoning, so I was worried and aggrieved, and cried out: "You came to me so far to tell me this?" Does it matter if I understand this? Now it's a foregone conclusion, and I don't want to do anything, why are you teaching me like this. Zhou Sinian's tone softened, he took my waving hand, and said gently: "I came to take you home, I didn't want to teach you a lesson," he smiled embarrassedly: "I talked too much, I originally wanted to apologize to you." ”

"What apologies?" I cried and said, "You can treat me like that, it only shows that in your heart, I am a tainted person who can be humiliated at will." But what bad things have I done? It's true that you've been out for two years, but we've never talked about marriage, have we? It's my father who has to ask me to marry you. I've always told you I don't want to marry you, right? ”

Zhou Sinian's face was pale, and he said: "The marriage is a big matter, the parents should have been in charge, and the father gave the marriage, can you say that you will not marry?" I laughed angrily at his strong words again: "When I didn't want to get married, why didn't you say that your parents were in charge?" "I also want to say, didn't you still promise to help me return the jade mystery? Why didn't you do it when you said yes? Fortunately, there was still reason, and he didn't say any more.

Zhou Sinian said sadly: "Why don't you want to marry me? We used to travel together for two years, we were so good, you believed in me so much, but what happened later? You don't believe what I say, you still made our big wedding like a battlefield, and there are samurai ambushes everywhere in the palace, you are trying to force the palace to usurp the throne, right? Why do you want to choose a wedding? It's good now, I said a salute and you ran away. ”

"I didn't do any of these things, I don't know." I cried and said, "All I know is that you've killed a lot of people!" You killed my mother! How do you know that the queen mother's child is not the father's, I asked Yu Xuanji, and he didn't know about it at all. ”

Zhou Sinian said: "The child's matter is said by the father himself, whether the child is jade mysteries or not, it is not royal blood. If I don't kill her, she will still die when the new emperor enters Beijing, and then the death will be even more ugly," he paused, and then added, "It will also affect you." ”

"The new emperor?" I sneered, "The new emperor knows the news so quickly!" My father had an accident the first day, and he came the next day. Zhou Sinian said: "What do you want to say?" Conspiracy? He smiled, "It's a pity that it's not, it's my father who thinks that his limit is approaching, so he summoned King Chen to Beijing, and King Chen was ordered to enter Beijing." ”

I don't want to argue anymore, it's too frightening to talk about the emperor like this, the winner will always be the righteous party.

When he saw that I didn't speak, he gentleen, took my hand, and whispered: "I remember I said before, the thing I regret the most is to go back to the capital, I think I am too important to myself, and I always feel that I should do something." Don't let go of such happy days, and push the people you love the most into the whirlpool of power. ”

My heart was sour, and the past came to my heart. pushed him away, cried and said, "I don't want to go back to Beijing at all, you persuaded me to come back!" It's all you! It's you! When you come back, my queen mother is gone! You killed my mother! You killed my mother! "I was in a hurry and didn't know what to do, so I picked up a laundry stick from the laundry basket and smashed it headlessly.

Unexpectedly, he didn't dodge or dodge, this stick hit his eyebrow bone squarely, and blood gushed out at once, overflowing his eyes, dripping on his white robe, drop by drop, more and more.

I was frightened, threw the stick in my hand aside, hurriedly covered it with a handkerchief, and cried, "Are you a fool?" How not to hide. He took the handkerchief and pressed it against the wound, and said, "If this beatings make you feel better, you can hit me a few more times, as long as you don't hate me." ”

He took his feet out of the water and placed them on the stones beside him, and the droplets on his legs and instep were crystal clear. I just watched the droplets slowly disappear in the heat.

"What do you have to regret? I'm afraid that if you start all over again, you will still come back. I said sadly, "You are the Zhu family, and you want to help your cousin become the emperor." ”

"I don't want to help my cousin become the emperor, I want to help a Ming lord become the emperor." Zhou Sinian said, "I am the Zhu family, so what? In this world, it doesn't have to be anyone's house. ”

I just felt that my head hurt terribly, and I was upset and said, "I don't want to talk about these court things, it's so annoying." He smiled and said in a coaxing tone: "Let's not talk about these boring things, let's go home and see Ruyi and Xue'er, they have grown up again, and if you don't go back, you won't recognize your own child." ”

I shook him off and said in annoyance, "I can't go back with you." You said what ugly things I used to do in front of the people of the house, but I didn't do anything, I didn't say that I wanted to marry you before I got married, who I liked was my own business, and when I got married, I was also a complete body, and I didn't feel sorry for you after I got married, but now it's good, I've become a stained woman. ”

Zhou Sinian said: "The people who went with me that day were all lifelong friends, and they didn't mean to be contemptuous of you at all." They are all people who have followed me from beginning to end, and they understand very well what is going on between us, don't worry, even if they really have a slander, they will definitely laugh at me, not you. After a pause, he sighed deeply and said, "When my father gave me a marriage, you refused to accept the decree in front of so many people, so I really have no face." What do you dislike about me? ”

I saw his depressed appearance, and I couldn't bear it, and said: "I don't look down on you, I just think that you are different from the people around me, and you always do things unexpectedly and frighteningly." When he heard me say this, he laughed: "I am a wanderer, a pirate, how can I be like the noble children around you?" They were born with gold and dignity, and I was born an outcast, a criminal. ”

He said affectionately: "A few years ago, when I saw you for the first time, I thought that I must marry you in this life, and everyone advised me not to force it, but I didn't believe it, and I wanted to force it. ”

I said in frustration: "What do you mean is that when you came to the capital, you threw money everywhere, made friends with powerful people, and did everything possible to come to me, that is, you didn't believe in fate." ”