Chapter 331: I Never Heard Your Rejection
When Kazuya arrived at the reserved café, he reluctantly found that Kasumigaoka Shiyu appeared in the café early again, waiting for his arrival, which made him somewhat disgraced, after all, three dates, although he was not late, but let the girls wait, which also seemed to be a very humiliating thing. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Of course, Shiyu looked much more relaxed than he was, and smiled very childishly, and when she greeted him, Kazuya felt somewhat relieved - but only slightly, for he immediately thought of the upcoming parting between the two of them.
"It's late again! Kazuya-kun! Shiyu looked at Kazuya with a smirk.
If it was in the past, Kazuya might have defended Shi Yu with something like "It's obvious that you came too early, not that I came too late", but this time, he honestly admitted his mistake: "I'm sorry, Sister Shi Yu." ”
Looking at Kazuya's rare obedient appearance, the smile on Shiyu's face slowly solidified, and she was careful and sensitive, and she already understood the meaning of Kazuya's statement.
"Kazuya, I'm looking for you this time to go on a date!" Walking forward, she shook Kazuya's hand and said sincerely.
Shiyu's hands can hardly be called beautiful, and the calluses left by long-term codewords are even more difficult to get rid of, but there is a strange warmth in her palms - which makes Kazuya have to look up at Shiyu with some surprise.
He saw Kasumigaoka's relaxed smile.
He didn't know if this smile was sincere or disguised, but he was indeed infected by this smile.
If Shiyu-senpai's goal is to have a happy date, then I'm going to do my best! He also raised his head, re-revealed a strong smile, and took Kasumigaoka Shiyu's hand instead.
Then, he saw again, the childlike smile that Shiyu had shown at him when they first met.
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After a long time, Kazuya thought back to that date, and he probably didn't remember where he and Shiyu had gone - unlike the previous time, Shiyu didn't choose to go to those places full of memories of the two of them this time, just as Shiyu promised Kazuya that this time, it was a date, and dating, it didn't need to take on any other heavy meaning.
But, of course, Kazuya will remember the scene of the final parting.
"Finally, take me to the airport, okay?" This is a somewhat abrupt but not excessive request from Shiyu to Kazuya.
"Senior sister's things don't need to be sorted out, do you?"
"Oh, those things, I'm a well-known writer! There will always be a staff member to take care of these things for me! Shi Yu showed a sly smile, which couldn't help but make Kazuya also hold his forehead a little helplessly.
"Then I'll go with you!" He shrugged his shoulders and replied naturally.
"Do you remember the novel you wrote when I first met you?" In the airport hall, Shiyu asked for no reason while looking at the screen showing the flight number.
"Well, of course I remember, after all, it was the closest I've ever been to my debut in the novel! I thought it was well written, but in the end, it was evaluated as 'not suitable for middle school students', because of this nonsense reason, I was finally won by the senior sister, and I was depressed for a long time at that time! ”
"Isn't there a lot of problems with my novels? It's just that your problems are more exposed. ”
"I suddenly think of a more conspiracy theory point of view now.,Maybe the quality of the novels of the two of us is about the same.,It's okay to choose either person's novel to be published.,But,Because the senior sister is a beautiful girl.,'High School Student Beautiful Girl Writer'The name debut,Compared with the name 'High School Student Writer' debut,It's always more gimmicky.,This is probably an important reason why Wenku chose Senior Sister at that time.,Not choosing me!"
"That's the privilege of a beautiful girl.,There's no way around it.。 Shi Yu nodded elegantly and replied with a smug expression.
"What the hell is your 'I just like to see you angry at me but helpless at me' expression, hey!"
"Well, when it comes to your novel, I don't want to discuss how you were trampled under my feet at the time - it's already a fait accompli, and it's your own problem how many reasons you have to find as a loser. Actually, I just suddenly thought of the plot of your novel. Shi Yu stroked the sideburns in his ear and said, "In the novel, there is also a plot, which is at the airport, right?" ”
"Yes, in the end, Haruki and Yukina, go to the airport to find the plot of Kazusa-after being adapted into a game, that plot is a classic scene!" For the novels that I plagiarized, there is no pressure to evaluate them.
"Actually, the first time I read the novel, I liked the plot very much - I remember that the manuscript you submitted to the library at that time ended with this plot, right?"
"Well, after all, it's impossible to write all the follow-ups, can you?"
"Actually, at that time, that story could have ended, right?" Shi Yu smiled softly and said, "If you want, that story can be ended, right?" ”
"Why—do you say that?" Kazuya looked at Shiyu a little blankly, at this time, Shiyu suddenly mentioned the story again, which already made Kazuya feel a little surprised, and this time, she even said "This story can end" This kind of thing, for Kazuya, the entire writing of the "Winter Snow" novel is the process of plagiarizing "White Album 2", so he didn't think about the idea of ending it at that time.
"Really? And haven't you thought about it either? I thought you'd consider it. Shi Yu showed a surprised expression, but she then smiled with relief, "Ah, by the way, that's the case, of course you haven't thought about it, because you said that you are biased towards Yukina, and if it is closed at that time, you will not be able to give Yukina a perfect ending." ”
"It's not for that—"
"But if you had to rewrite the story, Kazuya, do you think that if Haruki didn't watch her leave after saying goodbye to Kazusa, but decided to go to Vienna with her on the spot, would that be a possible option?"
"With Chunxi's character, he can't do it." Kazuya shrugged and replied.
"Hawkers, you're the author, you know the character of the hero best, you say you can't do it, you can't do it!" Shiyu smiled lightly and said, "By the way, if you encounter a situation like Haruki, will you chase after it?" ”
Somewhat carelessly, Shi Yu asked.
Kazuya looked at Shiyu in a daze, and he felt that he knew what Shiyu meant.
"Or if you're in that situation, will you say something like 'stay'?"
This time, Kazuya is already more aware of Shiyu's thoughts.
He knew that the time had come to make his attitude clear.
"If you really want to hear my answer, Shiyu-sanpai-"
"-I'm sorry, so that's it?" However, Shiyu raised her hand and stopped Kazuya from continuing, "I've already seen the flight number, see it off, that's it, right?" Also, thank you so much for having a nice date with me before I left. ”
She turned away, not giving Kazuya a chance to continue talking.
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Kazuya stared blankly at the soaring plane outside the window, and the somewhat casual topic before Shiyu left echoed in his mind.
It's the same at the airport.,It's the same thing silently looking out the window at the plane - of course, the difference is that there is no girl behind Kazuya who silently hugs him and gives him warmth.。
And this is not needed either.
However, this should be the most inexplicable goodbye he has ever experienced.
The moment Shiyu asked that question, he almost felt that the time had come to tell her the answer - but she ran away, and Kazuma didn't understand that, he didn't understand why Shiyu was leaving.
That's probably a sign of reluctance to hear your final answer, right? Is my true heart really being so clearly exposed? He sighed slightly.
He would eventually reject Shiyu. Even though Shi Yu may be the one he hurt the most among all now, and maybe Shi Yu is the hardest working and most tenacious of all now, he will still refuse her, because, for him, he always feels that Shi Yu lacks a very weak bond with himself—even he himself can't tell what that bond is.
So he finally rushed forward and rejected her, and he also vaguely saw Shi Yu's answer, but the mouth shape of that answer looked more like "I didn't hear it".
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In the end, I ran away!
Shi Yu put her hand on her chest again, and her heart was beating "thump". There, two tickets were put there - the other ticket belonged to Kazuya, and without anyone knowing, Shiyu secretly bought it for Kazuya.
If Kazuya is willing to go with her, then she will give him the ticket. That's what she thought at first.
However, she didn't end up giving away that ticket either.
Even, she didn't try to listen to the answer that Kazuya gave herself.
Because she was scared to hear that answer.
Before her, she had a trace of expectation, and before her, she also felt that she had a chance. But when Kazuya said his choice in the novel, the anticipation in her heart was shattered.
He hadn't thought about himself in the end, and she could feel it in his eyes. If he really thought about himself, he wouldn't have said that answer easily.
"However, I was obviously prepared for the worst, I was obviously prepared for failure, and I thought at that time that if he refused directly, I would give up, why, I didn't dare to listen to his answer?"
She thought so, and of course she understood: because, deep down, she still couldn't give up. Even if Kazuya rejects her this time, will she not like Kazuya? Not really, right? Even if Kazuya rejects her this time, will she really give up?
She won't, it is precisely because she has experienced a self-righteous abandonment, so she knows the pain when she gives up, and it is precisely because she grabbed the straw that she worked hard to get out of the first time when she gave up, she will desperately want to grasp it, so she will not give up. But if she really heard his refusal, Shi Yu knew, then she would never have a chance again.
At that time, Kazuya, who had been left behind by herself, tried to separate the crowd and prepare to get closer to her, but Shiyu sped up her progress, and she entered the security checkpoint smoothly, and then, she saw, far away, Kazuya seemed to shout something at her.
Maybe it's sorry, maybe it's a refusal, but she closes her eyes, she doesn't hear, she doesn't hear anything.
"I didn't hear anything, Kazuya-kun, because, I don't want to, and I won't give you another chance to refuse me!" Quietly, she thought.
Now, she had made her way through the bustling crowd and boarded the plane. Ten hours later, she would wait silently outside the seven-hour time difference.
She didn't give up in the end, and she won't give up in the end. If Kazuya's departure is an escape, then her departure is to wait for a new future.
"I didn't hear your rejection anyway." Thinking so, her lips turned up, revealing a slight arc, and Kasumigaoka Shiha curled up on the plane like a child.