Chapter 221: Confused Cognition and Determination
Kazuya didn't have any special intentions when he proposed a simulated scene, and he didn't even think anything was wrong until Eririri's hand was on his waist. Although I am aware of the other party's feelings for me, these things will not become the fuse when both parties have not broken it.
And in fact, after Ying Li Li quietly hugged him, the two did not have any too superfluous conversations, and he just put his hands on Ying Lili's hand that seemed a little cold because of the weather or because of mood factors, and shook it slightly, and then signaled that he had found his state, and then let Ying Li Li let go of his hand.
Of course, for this matter, even Ying Lili herself will feel that this is just a struggle that she showed because of her previous dissatisfaction, and she didn't think of anything else.
However, sometimes, some seeds are planted inadvertently, and when the young pear recalls her performance at this time with some sweet and complicated emotions, she will think of Kazuya's opinion at this time, and her own determination to make up for herself unintentionally.
Of course, in the current situation, whether it is Kazuya or Yingli Lili, they are just taking this matter as the goal of the two of them finally trying to do some "serious things".
"Well, this, Ying Lili, let me feel it a little bit first, I feel like I can roughly grasp the situation." When Ying Lili's arms wrapped around his body, Kazuya didn't know why, and suddenly the whole person became hot, strictly speaking, the previous contact with Kato under the valley was more intimate.
But the current situation is still very different from the situation at that time, no matter what, when the two of them depend on each other for their lives in the valley, and Kato is still in a more serious crisis, Kazuya is not thinking about that kind of beautiful thing first, but how to help Kato, or in other words, even if he has some impure thoughts in his heart, he will be confused with the words "hurry to do the right".
However, Yingli Li's feeling is completely different from Kato's feeling, her mind has always been so easy to guess, even if I don't know why she is showing such a stubborn expression of not admitting defeat now, but that basic firm look is not fake, although she has turned around, but Kazuya can still feel the feelings from the girl behind her.
Then, when Kazuya held Ying Lili's hand, although he didn't know it, a certain rod in his heart had turned the scales in one direction, and tilted slightly to the other end.
Ying Lili's hands are not big, or very small, of course, Ying Lili's whole person is also relatively small, not to mention Saori's strange height, Shiyu, Kirino, Ayase such a model body girl, is Kato, and even the black cat who was born in middle school is taller than Ying Lili, so, the small size of Ying Lili's hands is still expected.
What Jean and Lai didn't expect was the calluses on Ying Li's hands due to long-term writing, and Kazuya rarely held a girl's hand, but, in his cognition, a girl like Ying Li Li should be perfect from all angles, and a few unexpected bumps on her smooth palm smashed Kazuya's thoughts. Ying Lili has been working hard, he knows, but, to what extent, or how much effort she has put in behind her reputation as a genius painter, and although she has expected it, there is no concrete concept.
Sawamura Eiriri, she always seems to be a fiery person, and her emotions are easy to ponder, but in a part of her heart, there is always something particularly firm, and this firmness is reflected in her efforts to paint, and of course, in her ten years of waiting.
Of course, anyone can make this kind of effort, if Kazuya shakes Shiyu's hand, he will definitely be able to feel the band-aid on the front of Shiyu's fingers because of long-term typing, if Kazuya looks at Ayase's heel, he can also see the scars on his sister's heel when she wears high heels that he is not used to, if Kazuya can see Kato's diary firmly locked in the drawer at home, He was able to realize the maintenance and awareness of the entire group of the girl who was usually inconspicuous and didn't talk much.
No matter who it is, it has its own unknown persistence, but, now for Kazuya, what he realizes is only the persistence of Sawamura Eiriri, according to the girl's own words, that is, she let her into her life a long time ago, and then alienated and isolated her by herself, without considering her thoughts at all, and in the past ten years, what she has done has been waiting.
If the final choice is not Yingli pear, then will she continue to wait?
When Kazuya thought so, he suddenly realized that something was wrong with his emotions, because, his childhood sweetheart was a little unexpected, and when the hidden side that he had not been aware of suddenly appeared in front of him, his emotional orientation was deviating sharply.
stabilized his mind for a while, and also laughed at himself: "When I was separated from Senior Sister Shiyu, all I thought about was Senior Sister's efforts and dedication, and when Kato left directly, all I thought about was Kato's efforts, and now, have all of it become Yingli Li's persistence?" Touched by everyone's behavior, if it sounds good, it's called being good at understanding other people's feelings, but if it's not good, it's a flower! ”
Of course, it is never an exaggeration to give him a flowery name now, and Kazuya himself is aware of this, so according to his current thoughts and his current efforts, he has been working to end this situation.
I can still feel the coolness of Ying Lili's hand in the palm of my hand, but after the emotional impulse just now, Kazuya finally calmed down a little. After stabilizing his mind for a while, he asked casually, "Well, are you very cold?" ”
From Yinglili's point of view, Kazuya seemed to be holding his hand suddenly a little harder, but soon relaxed again, telling himself that he could let go of his hand, and then, Kazuya, who was facing away from him, lowered his head, and didn't know what he was thinking, just when he felt that the other party was brewing the feelings in the lines, he asked a little nonsensically: "Well, Yingli Li, are you cold?" ”
In this regard, Ying Lili could only subconsciously reply: "Ah, it's not cold." ”
"Well, that's probably because your body temperature has been relatively low for a long time, which is a little weirder than a normal human." Kazuya opened his mouth and said a joke that wasn't a joke, leaving Eiri a little unsure of how to react.
"Huh?"
"Ah, all in all, it's okay, the hugging posture you just now is very good, you should have used emotion at that time, why can't you say it when you speak?"
"Eh, is that so? I think I just hugged it a little, a little," Ying Lili looked at Kazuya who seemed to be praising her for the action she had just done just now, and thought about her feelings at the time, and found that there seemed to be no emotional investment related to the script except for complex psychological reactions and relatively clear determination, and I don't know where Kazuya felt her feelings from again, but the other party's praise at this time still made her a little happy, and then she admitted it," Probably my emotions at that time were somewhat similar to the patrol glass in the script! It's the kind of consciousness that although the mind is in turmoil, but you must let yourself do something. ”
Then, looking at Kazuya, who was adjusting his state, Ying Lili said to herself in her heart: "If this is really the case, it will be better if you work harder!" ”
"Well, that's probably fine, right?" At this time, Kazuya's voice also reached the ears of Ying Lili, and the boy, who had been thinking about it for a long time, turned his head to look at Ying Li Li again, his eyes were clear, but it was still more or less complicated.
"Well, this, after all, you still have to draw CG pictures, so do you want to cover up the scene again?" Ying Lili looked at Kazuya and said a little hesitantly.
And Kazuya just looked straight at Ying Lili, and finally said in a daze: "Are you a painter, or you decide for yourself!" ”
"In that case," Eiri nodded and said, "Just try again, and this time, don't turn your back to me, look at me face to face, this, although I know that your current expression is acted, although in the CG picture, it is expected that the patrol glass was holding Seiji with his back to him, but because I still have to draw Seiji's expression, you have to let your expression show me." ”
"Well, it's not too much of a problem." Kazuya nodded.
Then, for the second time in a short period of time, Ying Li Li hugged Kazuya with a hint of nostalgia.
If you are a little nervous the first time, the second time the pear pear is also somewhat ripe, but the hug with the back to the front is still a little different, because, although it is separated by relatively thick clothes, the breath exhaled from Kazuya can also be transmitted to the body of the pear pear.
"Seiji, you've been working hard, and next, you should work hard for me! I'll definitely do my best! And at this time, the lines that were embarrassing to Ying Lili before were said relatively easily.
"No, just leave it to me, the current situation is not so difficult, and I am not bad enough to let the girl resist the danger for me." The so-called rehearsal of the action is actually added to Ying Lili's body, and he only needs to say words and express the feelings on his face, but at this time, his hand is a little involuntarily wrapped around Ying Lili's waist.
"However, I don't want to be behind Seiji anymore as a drag bottle, that memory has been forgotten for so long, and now, it's time for me to face it directly, isn't it?"
"So, it's not time yet, I didn't consider your idea before it was my problem, but, now, it's really not time for you to go directly to me to bear it on my behalf, if you have a request, wait until this matter is solved before mentioning it, is it okay?"
"But, now, I still have to work hard in my own way!"
"Patrol Glass—"
"-Stop!" Just as Kazuya was about to say the next lines a little seriously, he was shouted to stop by Ying Lili, which also made Kazuya feel a little strange.
"Don't you have to continue?"
"There's no need to continue, I've seen your expression, and the CG is roughly impressed." Ying Li Li nodded and replied simply.
"Uh, so, next, it's time to move on to the next CG scene, right? What's next? Of course, in fact, Kazuya was also a little glad that Ying Li Li had stopped him, because at that time, the relationship between the two seemed to be a little invested, and he didn't know what would happen next.
"No need.,Although the other scenes are a little troublesome.,But I also have some concepts.,And,Those CGs are all personal scenes of Xunli's own eyes.,You can't help much.。
"Well, but, in theory, we still have time, right?"
"By the way, Kazuya, the heroine of this script at the beginning is Megumi, right?" At this time, Ying Lili suddenly asked a little unreasonably.
"Kato, yes, lately, everyone has been busy with the rationality of the plot of the script itself, and it seems that they have forgotten that Kato is the heroine, and in the end she is ignored by everyone in the case of being the heroine, and she is really pitiful." Kazuya said a little funny, but then he remembered his previous somewhat unpleasant date with Kato, and his face sank.
"Well, so Kazuya, do you think that conversation we just had didn't look like something Megumi did? Although it usually seems to be careless, I will work hard in the end, and I will insist on implementing my ideas after being rejected by the other party. ”
"Feeling, yes?" Kazuya remembered Kato's conversation with him just now, and suddenly felt that Kato's performance was strikingly similar to the patrol glass here, but he didn't understand the reason why Ying Riri said these words at this time.
"Yes, if you have to say it, Megumi is very cunning in doing this! Strive for your goal or something," Ying Li said like a dream, "But, you know, if you quit first, then you will never fail, but you will never win, I have thought about this kind of thing, so, in the end, Megumi's efforts-"
"Well, this, Ying Lili, what are you talking about?" Although he knew that Kato had told Eiri and Shiyu about the so-called renunciation declaration, Kazuya still didn't know what Eiri Riri's thoughts were now.
"It's nothing," Ying Lili smiled lightly, "It's just that I have made up my mind in my heart!" ”
Until this time, he also noticed that his childhood sweetheart, for a long time, seemed to show a different look from the past.
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I always feel that the style of today's chapter is a little different.,A feeling that I want to imitate other people's style but I don't like it.。 And then the English pear in this chapter is definitely not the English pear I am familiar with!