Chapter 54: Returning to the Village 2

"Auntie." Chun Ge put all his energy into calling, he had hope, a hope that he cherished. Is Aunt Li still alive, he still has a memory, Chun Ge muttered in a choked voice: "At home, must be at home, go find, go find." ”

Chun Ge looked up at the sky, he hoped that the sky could collect all his tears, wipe away his timidity, and give him a bright light. He stopped in place for a long, long time and finally walked back to his own house with a glimmer of light, and he had a hunch that Aunt Li was at his house and must be waiting for him at his house.

Chunge soon arrived home, pushed open the door that had been lost for a long time, there was no one in the yard, just a little chaotic, but Chunge didn't care, he walked forward, but for some reason his steps became heavier and heavier, his heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and his breathing was getting heavier and heavier, until everything was gone.

"Hehe, hehehe, hehehe." Chun Ge laughed all of a sudden, and the tears that he hid in his stomach kept flowing out: "Why, why, why did you leave me, is it that I won't complain, won't you hate, so you can all leave me." Chunge couldn't accept the belief that had always supported him, so it collapsed, and it was gone in front of his eyes. The land where he was born and raised, is like this, the people who accompany him, love him and warm him are gone. Is it a glance for ten thousand years, when he left, Chun Ge always thought that he would come back earlier, who would have thought that this farewell would be separated forever. Chunge's strength was drained in an instant, and he knelt beside Aunt Li, looking at Aunt Li blankly, like a madman.

I don't know if it's providence or coincidence, a gust of wind blew away Aunt Li's hair, only to see two blood words on Aunt Li's face, Chun Ge recognized those two words, or he taught Aunt Li's family to write, Aunt Li didn't learn very well when she was old, when Chun Ge still saw clearly, it should be left by Aunt Li with her last strength, only two words, alive.

Chun Ge seemed to be stunned, slapped the two words with one hand, his body trembled uncontrollably, he gritted his teeth tightly, and his eyes seemed to pop out: "I'm just doing such a little favor, you can't help what is the use of begging you, what's the use!" "Junge almost reached the point of hysteria.

But how could the sky answer, Chunge looked at the sky and sobbed: "It's me, it's all me, I think I'm smart, what do you have, what do you have, why are you so conceited, what are you." Your self-righteousness, this is the price of your self-righteousness, see, do you see! ”

Chunge laughed again, it was a smirk, and he laughed for a long time: "Retribution and retribution, you saw it, I know you saw it, you must have seen it." Chun Ge's self-talk was very terrifying, if anyone was there, he would definitely be scared to death by the way he was now.

This kind of question and answer lasted for half an hour, during this time, Chunge said himself decently, there is a good saying, often the only one who can hurt himself the most is himself, Chunge is not venting when he does this. He can't go with his relatives, and the expectations that Aunt Li left behind with her last life, Chunge can't go against it, so he suffers, and his current powerlessness makes him hate himself very much, maybe only in this way can he regain a little reason.

"Guan Chunge, do you know what is the most wrong?" This time the question was asked by Chun Ge after his emotions calmed down a little, he didn't answer it immediately, but let himself enter into thinking, he wanted to come up with the most objective answer, when his breathing became more and more stable, he spoke: "You rely on heaven and people, but you never think of relying on yourself, resulting in all external causes, all external forces are powerless, and the rest is just despair, endless despair, you have to change, you must change." ”

This is Chunge's last self-question and answer, and it also means that although this blow is heavy for Chunge, it also opens up an opportunity to break and stand up, and Chunge will eventually embark on an extraordinary road.