Chapter 142: Rather Never
"That's right, he took out my heart and buried me in the yard, he thought that there would be no future trouble, but I am not reconciled, I want revenge, I want him to know what it is like to have my heart taken out?!"
Gui Gu's eyes flashed with tears, gritted her teeth, hatefully, her eyes were not staring at Mo Nianning, but looking in the direction of the door, and it took a long time to turn back. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"You...... Like Liu Ji? It wasn't until this moment that Mo Nianning understood what was going on.
Gui Gu likes Liu Ji, so all this can be explained, because she likes Liu Ji, so she knows that Liu Ji will drink her blood in order to cure madness, and she also voluntarily stays by Liu Ji's side; That's why after being killed by Liu Ji, he didn't blink an eye.
As soon as these words came out, Gui Gu's eyes turned sideways, and she glared at Mo Nianning fiercely: "No, I hate him, I want him to ......"
"You hate him, but you still can't kill him." Mo Nianning interrupted Gui Gu's words.
She couldn't understand this tangled emotion very well, obviously hating herself, but she just didn't want that person to have an accident.
Two years later, Liu Ji went crazy, I'm afraid it was only because he saw the deceased suddenly appear in front of him, and he was weak for a while, and he lost his mind.
Before some people die, they remember that they were once loved, while some people remember that they once loved. But neither of these, Gui Gu is not, she saw the person she loved deeply before she died.
She is just an ordinary peasant girl, all she longs for is a stable relationship and a peaceful life, but since she met Liu Ji, everything has changed.
She is a natural child, some people say that she is auspicious, and some people say that she is a bad star, so she has no father and mother, and killed her relatives, but Liu Ji wants to use her blood to cause her own illness.
This feeling is only known to people who have been lonely for a long time, and after staying in the darkness of eternity for a long time, they suddenly become the people who are needed, even if they are broken, they feel happy, because only in this way can they have value and feel alive.
But she didn't expect that she would not get anything in return for her blind giving, Liu Ji deceived her feelings for herself, and even ended her with her own hands.
The so-called "scum" is probably like Liu Ji.
Mo Nianning believed that if Liu Ji and the others hadn't appeared, Gui Gu might really have a peaceful and happy life, just like when she first broke into Gui Gu's dream that day, the kindness in Gui Gu's eyes was definitely not faked.
"Kill him? Of course I'll kill him! Gui Gu was stunned for a while, then turned her head around again, and said fiercely, "Like something?" It's all fake, it's a lie! Men are all brutes, and in their eyes there is only profit, and for the sake of profit, anything can be used. ”
Gui Gu said, glanced at Mo Nianning, who was silent, and quickly withdrew her gaze, her eyes rolled around, and she smiled strangely: "Miss Mo, what do you say?" ”
Mo Nian lowered his eyes, the poor person must have something to hate, and the hateful person will eventually have a pitiful place.
"I sympathize with you, but I can't understand you, because of my own misfortune, I want to pull everyone down to accompany you, which is selfish and your most pitiful place."
Gui Gu was poked by her point-blanket words, gritted her teeth and tightened her fists, her black nails pierced into her palms, and her eyes glared at Mo Nianning with hatred.
"Life is like walking in a thorn bush, it hurts to enter, it hurts to retreat, and even if you stop in place, you will be stabbed with blood, but only by gritting your teeth and moving forward, can you see a little hope, for that little hope, someone is willing to use their lives to grasp, so they will look so powerful that they are invincible, but no one knows that he has already been covered in bruises."
Mo Nianning stared at Gui Gu's eyes, and when she said these words, she didn't know who she was thinking.
Is it Brother Sheng? Is it Bai Chen? Is it Li Tang? Or is it herself?
"But some people will stop because they can't bear the pain, watch the road under their feet turn into a mire, watch themselves sink and can't climb up, and then want to drag those who are still enduring it down to accompany themselves, isn't it sad what?"
Mo Nianning's expression was very calm, but Gui Gu's eyes flickered, her mouth was slightly open, and she felt that there was another mouthful of turbid air in her chest, and she couldn't spit it out, she couldn't swallow it, and it hurt faintly.
"Why...... Who are you to say that? Do you know what pain is? Do you know what it means to have nothing? Gui Gu's mouth muttered, her expression looked like she was about to cry, but there was not a single tear in her eyes.
Mo Nianning looked at the door, his lips scrolling up and down: "I don't understand what it means to have nothing, but I know what it means to lose, what it means to love and part, to resent, and to beg, just because I have nothing, so I want to protect it with my life when I get even a little warmth." ”
After being silent for a long time, Gui Gu's eyes were full of puzzlement, she didn't understand, Mo Nianning had everything she didn't have, what else was there to be sad about?
"You are not the only one who suffers in this world, and you are by no means the special one, no one." Mo Nianning got up and walked out of the house as she spoke, but as soon as she turned her back, tears rolled down her eyes, hot.
There were so many words just now, and she not only said them to Aunt Gui, but also to herself.
After so many years, why is she still feeling sorry for herself? Li Tang wanted to leave, she stopped, Li Tang wanted to stay, she drove him away, she said that she believed Li Tang, but Li Tang was good to her, but she never dared to believe it.
She was so afraid that everything was fake, no matter how beautiful the dream was, there would be a day when she woke up, and she really wished that those warmth had never come compared to having it and losing it again.
Although the two parallel lines do not intersect, they will always be that distance, they will always be able to see each other, they will not have it, they will not lose it, and once the two straight lines intersect, they will go farther and farther until they can no longer see each other, and they will not stop.
Ten years ago, her dream had already been shattered.
After going out of the door and turning left, I found that I couldn't get out of this street after walking for a long time, and then I looked carefully, only to find that I had returned to the original place where I started, Gui Gu was standing at the door, her hands hanging at her side, tilting her head, and staring at the front fixedly.
"You can't get out." Gui Gu sneered, her shoulders shrugged slightly, she turned her head, and looked at Mo Nianning with a cold gaze, "Don't think about saving him, you can only live with him." ”
This is Gui Gu's consciousness world, Gui Gu doesn't want her to get out of this path, she will never be able to get out, but if Gui Gu wants one to die between her and Li Tang, there are only two possibilities for the ending, either they are both alive or she is dead. (To be continued.) )