Chapter 283: A different Kato and a different Ayase
This conversation between Ayase and Ying Ri Li, for Ying Ri Pear, did not make her heart fluctuate too much, on the contrary, looking at Ayase trying to help herself and reconcile with Kazuya, her heart was even a little more moved, but, only with this point of emotion, it is impossible for Ying Li Li to temporarily ease the relationship with Kazuya, so it is natural to think that Ayase will go back to persuade Kazuya to take the initiative to contact Kazuya because of this matter.
And Ayase, who made a declaration of challenge without Eiri being completely unaware, naturally didn't let her thoughts be known to Kazuya, and after returning home, although she looked deeply at the still flickering lights in Kazuya's room for a long time, she still walked back to her room firmly.
Completely unaware that his sister had done something so cared about after leaving, the light in the room was on all night.
Rather than thinking about the question that Ying Li Li gave him, it was better to say that he was slowly recalling all his interactions with Ying Li Li, from the initial meeting between the two to the last conversation. Human beings are good at psychological suggestion, and when Kazuya thinks that Yingli Li's words make sense, his memories begin to move in the direction that conforms to Yingli Li's description.
At the beginning of the meeting with Ying Lili,At that time, and also with an obvious "strategy" of some play ticket attitude,And this practice,In the eyes of the current and also,It's a kind of absolutely impermissible,Playing with Ying Lili's feelings-And even began to wonder,His feelings for Ying Lili,Whether it has not changed,It has always been a childhood development game with the goal of "Raiders" a childhood sweetheartγ
In the villa, Ying Li Li revealed his identity,It was understood by and also understood as a kind of practice under his own great pressure,Hope that someone will share their thoughts.,Although he hasn't mentioned this topic since then.,Ying Li Li's performance at the time didn't look like he was completely convinced.,But as far as Kazuya himself is concerned,,It looks like there's one more companion who can share his secrets.,So,In this regard,,I seem to be using more ingredients for Ying Lili.γ
Under a panicked self-suggestion, Kazuya combined all the behaviors of being invested in real feelings by himself with purposeful use and playing tickets, constantly deepening his doubts about himself, and in the process of deepening his doubts, he began to spit on these behaviors of himself.
Although there was still a subconscious insistence on telling him to make him believe in his true feelings more, and Kazuya tried his best to persuade himself to accept this attitude, however, a fear that he had never invested in his true feelings at all in Eiri Riri, inevitably appeared in Kazuya's mind.
Kazuzu didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he regained consciousness, he could only see Ayase's face enlarging in front of him.
"Ah, it's really embarrassing, it's never been like asking Ayase to come to the bedside and wake me up, right?" In a daze, Kazuya thought of it in a low mood.
"Well, I knocked on the door outside my brother's room for a long time and found that my brother didn't get up before I came in without permission!" Looking at Kazuya's eyes that had just opened, Ayase subconsciously jumped up, twisted her hair, and explained a little embarrassedly, "I didn't come in last night, and my brother said don't bother you, and I complied, but it's the next morning, right?" The next morning, it shouldn't be counted as last night, right? β
"yes, it wasn't in the scope of last night." Kazuya looked at Ayase, who was a little frightened, subconsciously reached out, rubbed his sister's head, and said dotingly, "Thank you, Ayase." β
The moment Kazuya's hand touched Ayase's head, Ayase seemed to be a little surprised, like a frightened kitten, subconsciously shrank her head back, but soon, she showed a very comfortable and enjoyable expression and relaxed.
"Uh, I'm sorry, Ayase doesn't like this now, right? After all, it's all in the country, and I haven't done this for a long time. Realizing Ayase's subconscious embarrassment just now, Kazuya showed an apologetic expression and said.
"No, Ayase likes it very much! It's better to say that the strength of my brother's head rubbing just now is really nostalgic! Even if there was before, it was just that kind of gentle stroke, and this kind of head rubbing practice is really not seen for a long time. Ayase shook her head, revealing a quiet and serene expression, and said.
"Well, that's good," looking at his sister's serene face, Kazuya's somewhat uneasy heart slowly calmed down, and then, remembering what he said to Ayase when he lost his temper last night, his face became embarrassed again, "Uh, Ayase, about last night-"
"-It's okay, Ayase understands, there are some things that boys better solve by themselves, right?" Ayase took Kazuya's words empathetically, and said as if her own frustrations last night were completely non-existent.
"Well, how can I say it, although I say that my understanding is a little biased, but it's good that you can understand it." Kazuya smiled bitterly and said with an embarrassed expression, and then, as if to hide his embarrassment, he put his hand on Ayase's head again and rubbed it vigorously.
"This time it's too much!" Ayase showed a dissatisfied expression, and her mouth flattened slightly.
"Uh, sorry, sorry." And also vaguely feel that there seems to be something wrong with Ayase today, but this kind of abnormality does not bring him a sense of disobedience and strangeness, but an obvious feeling of comfort, so, he is resigned to this kind of wrongness, after a night of self-torture, he is now facing Ayase's healing appearance, and he is exceptionally defenseless.
"However, if my brother wants to rub it more, I can bear with it!"
"Then there's no need, right?" This time,And also finally a little aware of the source of his strange sense of disobedience.,Now Ayase.,In addition to a feeling of healing herself.,There's always a feeling of attracting yourself like nothing.,And you can't tell what kind of attractive feelings this is.,But,He's sure it's not the kind of feeling that he usually cares about his sister.γ From the restless movements of his hand that always wants to rub Ayase's head, and the inexplicable urge to always hold Ayase in his arms, he feels that today's Ayase, I don't know why, is particularly attractive to him in terms of overall temperament.
This attraction is no longer the attraction of family members to take care of each other, but more of an attraction of women to men.
"Damn, can not getting enough sleep cause this?"
After realizing this somewhat dangerous subconscious of himself, Kazuya withdrew his hand and tugged at his cheeks a little to make himself more awake, and to his delight, it seemed that at the same moment when he pulled his cheeks, the different attraction that shrouded Ayase's body disappeared.
"I'm sorry, Ayase, I'm going to change my clothes, so can I go out first?" Just in case, to distance himself from his sister, Kazuya said to Ayase.
"But, brother," Ayase said, pointing to Kazuya's clothes from yesterday, which he hadn't changed at all, "didn't my brother change his clothes when he went to bed last night?" β
"Uh-" Suddenly he felt like a drunkard with a hangover in every sense of the word, and Ayase felt like his wife, who was doing her best to take care of his morning dress, and there was a subtle feeling of overwhelm.
However, Ayase didn't seem to want this weird atmosphere to continue, she nodded lightly and said, "But my brother still has to change his school uniform, right?" Then Ayase won't bother. β
"Uh, yesβ" Kazuya muttered.
"--My brother's school uniform, Ayase, is already at the head of the bed."
"Okay, thanksβ"
"-In addition,"When leaving Kazuya's room, as if remembering something important, Ayase turned around and showed a sincere smile, "The relationship with Eiri Riri's seniors, my brother must work hard to deal with it as soon as possible!" β
- Otherwise, you'll have to leave your seniors, brother!
Kazuya, who was stunned, didn't know this whisper in his sister's heart, and when he knew that Ayase left the room, he was a little surprised to find that from the moment he woke up, the rhythm of his conversation was completely controlled by Ayase, and he seemed to be just perfectly following the other party's pace in every answer.
"Am I too careful?" After laughing at himself, Kazuya slapped his face again and said, "Even Kato can't do this, right?" That's Ayase, what kind of monster do you think Ayase is! β
"However," he looked at the quilt that he hadn't opened the night before but was a little messy because of his dazed sleep, and sighed in his heart, "It's better to really have someone to discuss the problem of Ying Lili." βββ
Dividing line-
The direction of Toyonozaki Gakuen and Cherry Gakuen is different.,So Kazuya and Ayase barely went to school together.,After Kirino knew the location of the Aragaki family.,I don't know why.,Kirino often comes to Ayase to go to school with him-obviously the Takasaka family and the Aragaki family are not very close.γ
After yesterday's incident, Kazuki didn't know what kind of expression to use to face Kirino, but Ayase was a little interested because she could give Kirino a gift that satisfied her. Although I don't know if Kirino, who is in a depressed mood, will come to go to school with Ayase today, but, I don't know how to face Kirino at all, and Kazuya still left the house a little evasively.
It's just that, this time, the eyes of Ayase, who saw him leave, looked a little awkward to him, and he even had an incredible idea: why is the Toyonosaki School and the Cherry School not in the same direction, so that he can take Ayase to school with him like he did in elementary school.
However, like countless strange thoughts before today, Kazu also blamed this state of his own on a mental trance after a lack of sleep at night, and did not take it to heart.
What's more, no matter from what point of view, thinking about the problem of Ying Li Li is what he needs to do now.
And the best person to consult with Ying Lili is sitting next to him, in the school in front of him.
Megumi Kato is not a house of everything, and it is impossible to help herself solve everything, and Kazuya knows this deeply, but no matter what the situation, whether she can give herself advice or not, Kazuya still feels that as long as she talks to her about the existing problems a little, then her troubles will not be so obvious.
Although I feel that my recent conversations with Kato seem to be a life negotiation for her own troubles and I am a little sorry for her, Kazuya still feels that if there is one person who can really give him a wise and sincere advice for his relationship with Eiri, it is only Kato.
Fortunately, today's Kato is not surrounded by a bunch of people like the last time she came to her because of Shiyu's problem, and as usual, she silently shielded her presence in that inconspicuous corner of herself.
But unlike usual, today's Kato is not holding a book, but silently alone in a daze.
And when Kazuya approached her and was about to speak, gently, and without warning, Kato's calm voice with a slight change of emotion came: "Now, Aragaki-san, blessing-software, it's been a long time since you've been active, right?" β
"Uh, I don't think you should ask Lun about this, right? And this is the third semester, and preparing for exams is the focus, and there are no clubs active at this time, right? If it weren't for Kato's words of calling herself in front of this sentence, Kazuya would never have thought that her sentence was said to herself, but, even if he realized that the object of this sentence was herself, Kazuya still felt a little inexplicable about Kato's sudden question, so he could only give a seemingly orthodox answer.
"Yes, before spring comes, winter always has to be spent alone!" Kato pursed his lips slightly, revealing an expression that seemed to be smiling lightly, but it made people unclear what the curvature of the corners of his mouth represented, "So, Aragaki-san, what happened when you came to me today?" β
"I feel like you're the priest I used to confess," Kazuya sighed helplessly at Kato's even somewhat holy expression, "But don't talk about it, I'm sorry, but as you said, there are still special circumstances that came to you today." β