Tomorrow is 515, the anniversary of the starting point, and the day with the most benefits. In addition to the gift bag and school bag, this time's "515 Red Envelope Flip" must be seen, how can there be a reason not to grab the red envelope, set the alarm clock high~

Jin Ruyi seemed to forget the pain and fear, and said with a reminiscent expression: "At that time, he went out to work every day, and I cooked and washed at home, and every day was warm and plain. Later, we had our first child. It was a boy, except that he looked like a little golden man at birth, and he looked like a normal child in the future. ”

Mi Li'er suddenly couldn't bear to listen to it.

Because she can already foresee how Jin Ruyi, a simple and defenseless monster, will suffer.

"What's that look on your face?" Jin Ruyi looked at Mi Li'er and asked with a complicated expression, "You also thought about what will happen to me in the future, right?" ”

Mi Li'er nodded and didn't speak.

"When the child was ten years old, his father took him out, and when he came back, he said that the child was lost." Jin Ruyi said, "I'm very sad, but I was gradually coaxed by him." Then we had another child, this time a daughter. As my daughter grew older, I got better. ”

"Guess what happened?" Jin Ruyi tilted her head to look at Mi Li'er, the expression on her face seemed to cry and laugh, "When my daughter was five years old, she disappeared again. This time I lost it at home. I was so sad that I went mad and went to look for her, but there was no trace of her, and I didn't even see a hair on my daughter's forehead. ”

Mi Li'er vaguely guessed something, and she closed her eyes slightly. Some sympathy for Jin Ruyi.

"He told me every day that if I had another child. I'm going to feel a lot better. I thought so too. I started going out shopping, not wanting to think about my kids all the time. That was until I found out that he actually had an outer chamber. Jin Ruyi closed his eyes. When I opened it again, it was full of coldness: "I found him, and he not only confessed it, but also said it to me. ”

Mi Li'er continued: "He told you that you are just a monster, and when he is with you, he naturally asks for something, but he never treats you as a wife. ”

"Yes." Jin Ruyi gritted his teeth and said, "He said that the child I gave birth to is full of gold, and it can be sold for a lot of money after being killed." He also said that he would wait for the day when I could not give birth to a child. Kill me too, and then he will have a lot of money. ”

Jin Ruyi's eyes were red, after so long had passed, after things were wrong, he still couldn't let go: "He must have recognized that I have never had any mana, and I am no different from an ordinary woman, so he is so unscrupulous." It was also from that day that I learned that I was capable of killing people so easily. ”

Mi Li'er sighed and said, "You must have killed a lot of people that day, right?" ”

"That's right." Jin Ruyi had a happy expression, "I killed a lot of people that day. He, his outer chamber, the outer chamber is born of the child. His parents, brothers, neighbors. Or even people walking on the road. Then I got out of there, and my sanity came back. But I got sick. Guess what it is? ”

Mi Li'er shook her head.

"I have a disease called a cold heart." Jin Ruyi's face was full of smiles, but it made people's hearts sour. "I'm always cold, cold like a piece of ice. No matter how thick the quilt is, I can't eat any tonics. There is only the human heart. A heart every day can make me comfortable. ”

"One a day?" Mi Li'er asked coldly.

"That's right," Jin Ruyi's spirit seemed to be abnormal. "I have to eat porridge boiled by people's hearts every day, and after eating it, my heart is much hotter. Of course, I don't kill everyone, I only kill men, the kind of men who seem ungrateful. At first, he only killed foreigners, but gradually he began to kill locals. Every time, the government looked for it for a while and then stopped looking for it. ”

"That's why you reported to the official?" Mi Li'er asked.

Jin Ruyi nodded and said: "Yes, the government is too useless, and the demon hunters are all wine bags and rice bags that only fool people, who will you play with if you don't play with them?" I just didn't calculate, and in the end it was planted in the hands of a yellow-haired girl like you. ”

"Since you have taken revenge, why do you want to make the mistake later!" Mi Li'er is very sad. If Jin Ruyi just killed those people in front of her, taking advantage of Mu Fanchen's absence, she would let Jin Ruyi have a way out. It's just that now, Jin Ruyi has done too many wrong things, and she can't be let go no matter what.

"Are you going to kill me?" Jin Ruyi raised his head and asked Mi Li'er. There was a bit of pity on her face.

Mi Li'er answered her with silence. She didn't want to reason with Jin Ruyi, because everyone has a bunch of truths. She just wanted to use her attitude to tell Jin Ruyi that she didn't approve of what Jin Ruyi did later.

Whether it's a human or a demon, you can get angry and out of control and do things that hurt others, but when reason returns, you still can't realize your mistakes and continue to make mistakes, which is an unforgivable sin.

The sound of the women shouting came from outside the door, and Jin Ruyi said, "I ask you two things." The first is, when I die, you melt me and fall to the ground. I don't want anyone to spend my body like money. Second, what I do has nothing to do with any of them, so don't embarrass them. ”

"I know what you mean, I'll do the first thing. As for the second case, it still needs to be investigated by the government. They haven't done anything and they won't be implicated. Mi Li'er said.

Jin Ruyi smiled slightly and said to Mi Li'er: "If I were you, it would be fine." When I didn't know I was a monster, I met a person who took you and taught you wherever he went, never thinking of harming you. In that case, I would have become a good person, wouldn't I, and my heart would not have been cold and sad. ”

While talking slowly, Jin Ruyi leaned closer to the whip that was still glowing red in Mi Li'er's hand.

Jin Ruyi's whole body trembled violently because of the pain, but his expression was unprecedentedly relaxed.

Mi Li'er suddenly understood why Jin Ruyi wanted to alarm the government and the demon hunters.

She has lived enough, and she will live in painful memories for the endless years to come, and she will not be able to be freed no matter what, what is the meaning of living?

She also has a conscience, otherwise how can she feel that what she is doing now is not happy?

Lao Wang pushed the door in, saw Jin Ruyi, who had turned into gold and flowed, and stopped loudly: "Miss Mi, quickly withdraw your hand, what a big piece of gold!" ”

Mi Li'er looked at him coldly and said, "Jin Ruyi gave you so much gold, it's not enough!" ”

Lao Wang's face was only a flash of uncomfortable expression, and he continued to say confidently: "If such a large piece of gold is used to help the victims, how many people will be saved!" ”

PS.5.15 "Starting Point" is raining red envelopes! Starting at 12 noon, grab a round every hour, and a large wave of 515 red envelopes depends on luck. You all go and grab it, and the starting coins you grabbed continue to subscribe to my chapters! (To be continued.) )