Chapter 35: Really tired
Yan Jiaxin and I stood under the building next to the gravel road, at this moment, she really made me have a sense of strangeness that was drifting away, I don't understand, why she can do it so unscrupulously from the hands of others to get the plan.
5 years ago, the changes around Shizi Road have been taken down by the developer, and it was originally half rebuilt, but it was stopped because of the sudden addition of people, and the person who suddenly joined to win the project was actually her.
My eyes were filled with so much incredulity, what had changed in her.
She walked over to the gravel path, took the seal down, and said, "Is there anything you want to say?" β
I shook my head and replied, "I don't have anything to say, since you want to know everything, the decision-making power is in your hands, and I don't have any reason to stop you, to be precise, I don't have any power." β
Yan Jiaxin smiled and said, "Tang Xiao went to find you, didn't you?" β
"You know?"
"I don't know, but I've guessed that since you're going to do whatever you want to do together, I'll do it all, but I'll still use everything you can to defeat you, and the body of the defeat is incomplete."
I laughed at her, "Don't you think you're a lot arrogant, sometimes, people are too arrogant, and they will suffer." β
Yan Jiaxin looked at me nonchalantly and chuckled, "If you have to say that I am arrogant, then I think that I have the ability to defeat you, because in my heart, everything you do is just a child's play, as long as I make a change, your efforts will be in vain." β
I looked at her, from her body, there was a little more arrogance like Tang Tian, she was really like a business queen, confident, it seemed that as long as she wanted, many things would change with her thoughts, I wasn't sure if what we did was just a childish joke, but if we didn't even dare to do childish things, let alone fight for no reason in this world.
Yan Jiaxin picked up happiness and walked on the stone road, the street lights here can still be lit now, even in the daytime, the lights here have a slightly different mark under the reflection of the sun.
She had a foot injury, so she walked very slowly, and I could catch up with her and see what she was expecting and thinking, but I didn't do it, and even if I was keeping up with her now, what could I do? Can you get the desired answer in her? No, we can't, because we're not as naΓ―ve as we were then.
She didn't look at me coldly, but every word and sentence of her was more helpless and embarrassing than her cold eyes.
I got her a taxi, and it was just after she walked around the gravel road that the car carried me here and waited.
She got into the car, pulled the window open and said to me, "If you have anything to be nostalgic for, cherish these last moments, and in a month, everything will be gone." β
After saying that, Yan Jiaxin closed the window and left in front of my eyes with the taxi.
My heart is as if there are a lot of cold and numb ice cubes in my heart, even if the temperature of the sun is so high, there is no way to melt the ice cubes in my heart, and the red heart that was reserved for her has been frozen because of what she has done.
"We really don't have a future, it's over, right?" I looked up at the dazzling sunlight in the sky, and at the fluttering clouds, and I couldn't see the real touch, the touch I had when I walked on the gravel path with her.
Finally, I turned around and went back to my lodgings, but, the moment I walked back, I seemed to see a familiar figure, sitting in the car looking at me, she looked at me through the window, what was she thinking?
I walked over to see who she really was, but she left before me.
When I returned to my accommodation, Chen Yao had already made dinner in my room, and as soon as I came in, she said to me, "Change your shoes, wash your hands, and you can eat." β
I nodded, changed my shoes, ripped off my tie and set it aside, washed my hands and sat down at the table, she seemed much haggard after not seeing her in the past few days.
I picked up the chopsticks and ate a bite of the dish, the taste was very delicious, and I was also very attentive, maybe it was to see me come back, specially made such a sumptuous meal, she changed the most, for me, changed a lot, and did a lot of things that I didn't want to do.
As I ate, I asked her, "Have you been busy lately?" It looks a little bad spirited. β
She glanced at me and replied, "It's nothing, it's just that there's been a lot of going on lately, by the way, what about you, how things are going over there, there shouldn't be a big problem." β
I nodded, "There shouldn't be much of a problem, the planning can be restarted, and many people will help me." β
She smiled and said, "That's good, you can finally have peace of mind." β
Suddenly, she stopped talking again, and it seemed that there were many words in her mouth that she didn't dare to say, which made me feel very strange, after eating, I wiped the table, picked up the bowl, and after finishing the work, I found that she was sitting on the sofa watching TV, but there was such a blank look in her eyes.
I walked over to her and sat down and asked, "Is there something wrong, I see you've lost your mind all night." β
Chen Yao took her eyes off the TV, turned her head to look at me and asked, "Where have you been this afternoon?" β
"I didn't go anywhere, I just walked around."
She bit her lip and said, "Is that really the case?" β
I pulled her over and looked at her seriously, and she turned to me again and asked, "You two met again, didn't you?" β
I was stunned for a moment, very surprised why Chen Yao would know that I met Yan Jiaxin, and it was such an accident, I nodded, "Yes." β
Chen Yao broke free of me and said, "You make me very tired like this, understand? β
"But there's nothing wrong with the two of us."
"But what if something happens?" Chen Yao asked me rhetorically, I really didn't expect her mood to change like this.
I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, smoking it very complicatedly, she turned her back to me, looking at the night scene outside the window, I took the cigarette and finally said to her: "Whether you believe it or not, the two of us have no relationship, I don't know how you know, whether someone else tells you or you see it with your own eyes, if you want to believe me, we will live well, if you don't believe it"
"We're going to break up, right?" Chen Yao directly snatched my words and said.
I didn't reply to her, she said again, "Have you been thinking about this for a long time?" β
I looked at her earnestly, "Because I don't want the two of you to have suspicion between you, it's tiring, and if you want to know something, I can tell you, but if you want to think about something dispensable, I don't have anything to say." β
After speaking, I got up and walked towards the room, Chen Yao suddenly called out to me, "Lei Hao, are you worthy of me for saying this, what am I in your heart." β
I turned my head to look at her, took a deep breath, and replied, "You're the only woman I have the desire to get married right now, but I really don't want to think about it too much right now, so I hope you can also give me some space for the time being, quiet after busy work, I'm really tired." β
Chen Yao didn't speak again, while I came to my bed and lay down.