Chapter 11: Goodbye or Farewell?
Today is the second day of the fortress rest, and the logistics staff on the MGAS-01 ship are already busy after a short day of rest. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 As the main combat force, the mobile team naturally does not need to worry about these trivial matters, but they only have a little more than one day left on their vacation.
Bidding farewell to Li Xingyan and Lieutenant General Li Rui, Feng Yu suddenly didn't want to go anywhere, sitting in the only small park in the living area of the fortress, his heart was in a mess. The irritability for no reason made him depressed.
He wanted to comfort Shirley, but he was afraid that Li Xingyan's father and daughter would know. And as Shirley said, he's a little half-hearted now. If you can't even figure out your own thoughts, what kind of face do you have to comfort the female pilot.
If a heart wants to hold two people at the same time, it is bound to be incomplete on both sides. Love is selfish and can only be enjoyed by one person, and few people can bear that half of the love they deserve is shared by others.
At this time, Feng Yu turned his face and said to Shirley, "Don't be sad, although I like Li Xingyan, I also care about you." "Even he looks down on himself.
Yes, he cares about Shirley. But after just having a relationship with the other party last night, who can accept the parent who put this aside today and went to see another girl?
He didn't have the face to see Shirley, he didn't have the face to comfort her. For the first time, he regretted his ridiculous behavior last night, "Maybe without last night's incident, I could continue to call her sister instead of being in the situation she is in." ”
Shirley said she had forgotten about it, but could she really forget it?
Shirley said this to comfort Fengyu, but can Fengyu deceive himself?
He couldn't.
Unknowingly, he sat alone in the small park until noon, and a figure suddenly appeared in front of him, it was Li Xingyan.
Fengyu, who was in a state of turmoil, became quite happy the moment he saw the girl, and the troubles in his heart seemed to have disappeared for most of the time, at least he would not think about Shirley's problem again at this time. I have to admit that Li Xingyan is indeed the heaviest weight in his heart, and when he laughs, he also understands his heart.
A person who can make you forget all your troubles for a while is the person who has the heaviest weight in your heart.
Li Xingyan sat down next to Feng Yu, lowered her head and looked at the ground, and suddenly asked, "We've known each other for five months, is there anything you want to say to me?" ”
Feng Yu's mouth instantly became dry, "Did she know about last night?" Then I realized that I was overreacting. If Li Xingyan really knew about it, with her temperament, she would definitely not come to ask, but would put Fengyu aside and ignore it.
Sneaking a glance at the girl's delicately contoured side face, Feng Yu suddenly understood what he had to say, "I like you, be my girlfriend!" ”
This is what he really thinks and decides. Although I am a little sorry for Shirley, if I choose her in the other way around, and I always think about Li Xingyan in my heart, I am even more sorry for her.
Hearing this, Li Xingyan finally raised her head, with a thick sadness on her face, "You know? I've watched every one of your battles. I love your graceful demeanor! Love your sunny smile! I like you to be as simple as a child! I also love that you finally bravely confessed to me today! ”
Feng Yu was full of joy when he heard this, but he didn't understand why the girl had such an expression.
Li Xingyan didn't intend to hang his appetite, "However, we are going to say goodbye." ”
"Goodbye!? Why? Feng Yu couldn't sit still anymore when he heard this, jumped up from the park bench where he hadn't left for a long time, and stood in front of Li Xingyan, as if he was afraid that she would walk away from him.
"I have been retired, and I will return to the Tianjing Star Field on a high-speed ship tonight, and I will no longer be the medical officer of the MGAS-01 ship in the future."
"Decommissioned? What does it mean to be decommissioned? Feng Yu sensed something unusual in her words.
"It was my mother, and she used her connections to forcibly retire me." The girl's sorrow was so thick that she couldn't dissolve, but not a single tear was shed. Maybe she hasn't experienced anything like Shirley, or maybe she's stronger inside.
"Does your father care?" Feng Yu can only think of Lieutenant General Li Rui at this time. In his opinion, a dignified fleet commander should have more say than Li Xingyan's inexplicable mother.
"Fengyu, sit down, calm down, you listen to me." The girl took his hand, and the two of them held hands for the first time.
Li Xingyan said so, Fengyu naturally could only sit down and listen to what she had to say.
After persuading Fengyu, Li Xingyan began to talk about her family.
Her maternal family is a very prestigious family in Tianjing, which operates the military industry and focuses on mobile suit research and development. On the contrary, his father, Vice Admiral Li Rui, came from a mediocre background, but because he was from a military family and made outstanding contributions when he was young, he quickly climbed to the position of captain of the capital ship.
Because his mother family is engaged in the military industry, he has always been close to military people, and advocates marriage with senior generals of the Shaozhuang faction to expand his influence in the military. Li Rui, who had become a brigadier general back then, became one of the young Zhuang officers in their photo, and married Li Xingyan's mother to him.
Later, their family also made a great contribution to Li Rui's career, and finally promoted him to the position of commander of the expeditionary fleet. However, there are unforeseen circumstances, and people have good and bad luck, and after the defeat of Taiya, Li Rui was forced to bear the main responsibility for the defeat and lost his real power.
Li Xingyan's mother had plans to let her daughter repeat her life path before, but at that time, Li Rui was still in power, and Li Xingyan's mother's family still had a lot of weight in speaking, so she suppressed the matter, and transferred her daughter to the expeditionary force as a medical officer, so as not to be forced to marry by her mother in Tianjing Mountain.
But after losing power, Li Rui could no longer suppress Li Xingyan's maternal family. His mother immediately used her family connections to go through the retirement procedures for her daughter and forced her to return to Tianjing's family.
On this trip, Li Xingyan will face a situation that can be imagined, it will be a political marriage arranged by the family, married to a new general in the army.
This is a powerful family, and even Vice Admiral Li Rui, who is the deputy commander of the fleet at this time, is powerless to compete, let alone a small lieutenant in Fengyu.
"If I become an ace pilot, will your mother give me a chance?" This is the only way Feng Yu can think of.
Li Xingyan looked at him for a while before replying, "I don't know either." But at present, there is not a single woman in the family who is married to an ace pilot. ”
Feng Yu was anxious when he heard this, "Can't you talk to your mother?" Didn't your family build mobile suits? Why can't you accept an ace pilot? Let her give me some time, and I'll be an ace pilot to show her! Doesn't the ace pilot have the right to use exclusive custom models? I chose your family to build it for me! ”
Li Xingyan suddenly stretched out her hand and gently stroked Fengyu's face, "You are really a simple big boy, but I like you like this." I hate the purposefulness of my family's actions. Since I was a child, I have been cultivated as a tool for the future marriage of the family, to be quiet, to be cold, to be proud, to be like a princess...... I don't even understand, aren't we a republic? Why should I be like a princess? Why do you think I am so cold on weekdays, this is the result of being suppressed by family education since I was a child. ”
Feng Yu wanted to speak, but the girl reached out and pressed it on his mouth.
"Don't say anything, just listen to me. Ace pilots are indeed powerful and strategically valuable. But it was all on the battlefield, and after leaving the battlefield, the ace pilot was just an ordinary person. My mother's family wanted a son-in-law with political influence, not a man who could fight. It's true that ace pilots have custom models, but what my mother family needs is a powerful person who can make decisions and give large orders. Just like my father, when he was the commander of the expeditionary fleet, he could influence the decision-making and procurement of the military's armament department. That's what my mother family wants, and an ace pilot will never give it. ”
Feng Yu instantly felt that his heart was cracked, it turned out that his efforts all along were so worthless in the eyes of the big men in Tianjing. That's right, he's just a civilian kid in the Lanthanum Deonos L4 Mining Space City, how can he delusionally imagine a princess-like girl deliberately cultivated by the Tianjing surface family.
"Fengyu, in fact, I came today just to hear how you feel about me, and at the same time I want to tell you that I also like you and like you very much! And then, maybe it's not just goodbye, maybe it's goodbye......" Speaking of this, Lee Sung-yeon's tears finally flowed. "I will remember you for the rest of my life!"