Such food stalls always fall in a not prosperous, but there are a lot of people at night, the seats of the food stalls are pulled apart, placed in front of their own stores, although the tables and chairs are ordinary, but they are better than clean and hygienic, which makes people look affordable, the popularity is very hot, and the atmosphere is very good. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, the closer you get to the corner, the worse the line of sight of the lights, and it is difficult for the service staff to walk in, so naturally few people sit on the periphery of the corner.

In the corner sat a middle-aged man, bearded, with a single table, with few dishes, but a table with a draft beer cup, very gloomy, with a silent expression.

His gaze was very hollow, he just drank alone, and he didn't move a few chopsticks for a long time, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him, which seemed quite out of place with the lively atmosphere of the food stalls.

Zhao Lin happened to be facing this direction, paid attention to the guest, and asked Mu Feng with affection, "Why is he alone?" ”

Mu Feng looked at it and gave an answer that was not an answer, "Because he needs to be alone!" ”

"Why?" Zhao Lin asked puzzled. "How lonely it is to drink alone!"

Mu Feng's eyes became a little gloomy, "Loneliness is just a feeling, Zifei knows the joy of fish!" ”

It's really lonely to drink alone, but if you're a lonely person yourself, even if you have countless people drinking with you, the loneliness won't be alleviated.

Mu Feng explained far-fetchedly: "Maybe he lacks a confidant friend, so he can only choose to drink by himself." ”

Zhao Lin was obviously dissatisfied with this answer: "Isn't it just to find someone to drink with you, is it so difficult?" ”

Mu Feng smiled, "It's really simple, but sometimes it's these seemingly simple things, and some people just can't do it." ”

Mu Feng thought about the second uncle who had been in the mountains for 20 years, and he understood the feelings of that person now, the second uncle seemed to be full of red light every time he came back from the mountain, and occasionally showed off his little tender hand that touched the tofu Shih.

But Mu Feng knew that the second uncle would have to be so tenacious and determined that he would not be able to go out of the mountain for twenty years!

"That's what they don't want to do at all, and I think we can do it if we want to."

Zhao Lin has her own reasoning, it is better to sit and think than to stand, what Zhao Lin said is not wrong at all, instead of thinking nonsense, it is better to act immediately.

"These are two concepts, I said, you can be lonely, and that's because you feel that your loved ones don't care as much as you think."

Mu Feng's voice was a little low, "If you have experienced a lot of things, you suddenly realize that everything has become a thing of the past; If you have received many things, and suddenly you realize that it is all in vain; If you want to see someone, but you find that it is impossible for a lifetime, if you miss someone, but find that there is no image of her in your impression, in the dead of night, you are the only one left......"

Mu Feng's voice suddenly became a little soft and slow, "At that time, you will understand what loneliness is." ”

Zhao Lin blinked, "You think I don't understand loneliness, you do?" ”

Mu Feng didn't seem to hear what she was saying, and was slightly stunned for a long time, "At that time, you may not have thought about anything, just sitting there alone and being stunned, only to feel that your heart is empty, and you can't find a place to go, and sometimes you even want to scream and go crazy......"

Zhao Lin was puzzled and said: "There is no need to do this at all, I can find something to do to enrich myself, to think of something interesting, or simply to do what I want to do the most, even if this thing is unreasonable and deviant." ”

She thinks that the problem is simpler, because she is a relatively simple, pure person, or she is simply a child who does not know what kind of life she has.

However, after meeting Mu Feng, she found that she had changed, this change made her very uncomfortable, the time that could be spent in the past became long, and the things that used to be fun became boring.

Mu Feng was a little desolate, "The biggest pain of human beings may be that you can never control your thoughts, if you desperately want to recall those interesting things in the past, but what you think of is always those bitterness and pain, and what you want to do the most is often the thing you dare not do the most, and even think of the things that are afraid, then you will feel as if there is a needle in your heart." ”

Zhao Lin said mockingly: "Like a needle is stabbing it? That's just a literati description......"

"Perhaps, that's just the literati's overdescription, but the real feeling of loneliness, even the literati who know the most rhetorical words, can't describe the feeling at that time."

He smiled a little sadly, "I want to say, if you have ever felt that way, you will understand why that person ran to this mess alone in the middle of the night to drink alone." ”

Zhao Lin seemed to understand something, and was silent for a long time, "Even if he is afraid of loneliness, he doesn't have to come here alone." He can find a friend at random, and he doesn't have to be so lonely. ”

Mu Feng smiled, "Friend! A friend has his own problems to solve, and a friend may have other more important things. Yes, friends can be with you when you are in pain, for ten days and half a month, but you can't always ask friends to be with you for a lifetime. Besides, most people's pain cannot be shared, and you will not really want your friends to share your pain forever. ”

Just like Zhang Hui lying in the hospital, he also has unknown pain in his heart, Mu Feng wants to take the initiative to share part of it for him, but Zhang Hui forced a smile and hid it in the deepest part of his heart every time.

Zhao Lin's eyes flickered, "I know that there is another place to go, where there will be many people to accompany people like him." ”

Mu Feng smiled, he knew what place Zhao Lin was talking about, "Yes, he can go." But if you go to that entertainment place too much, sometimes you will feel very tired of it, and you will be tired of it to death. ”

Zhao Lin knew that what Mu Feng said was right, and he also adopted this method to solve the problem, but the effect was not obvious, and in the end it became a psychological burden.

Zhao Lin didn't ask anymore, "But he came here alone to drink alcohol, but it is definitely not the solution to the problem." ”

Mu Feng also agreed, "Yes, this is not the solution to the problem, but he is not alone here, here he can feel the existence of others, he can feel that he is still alive, and even see some people who are more painful than him...... He could at least feel his presence. ”

Zhao Lin's eyes widened, "Do you mean that if a person sees others suffering more than him, his own pain will be reduced?" ”

Mu Feng did not deny it, "Sometimes it is. ”

Zhao Lin thought thoughtfully, "People are indeed very selfish! ”

Mu Feng smiled lazily, "Because people are inherently selfish." ”

He himself does not deny that he is like this, and if he is not selfish, he will not choose to run away.

People think more often about their own feelings, Mu Feng is like this, and Zhao Lin is the same, compared to Zhao Yushan, they seem to be more selfish.

Zhao Lin realized, "Mu Feng, are you hinting that in fact, what my father did was not wrong?" ”

Mu Feng smiled, "But I don't think there's anything he did to show off, at least in my opinion, if he didn't arrange it like this, it might be better."

It's a pity that the old gentleman is very confident in himself, the desire to control is too strong, and he wants to grasp everything in his hands, otherwise he seems to have no sense of security, don't you know, many things are like sand, you need to hold it, grasp it hard, and it will only slip away more. ”

Zhao Lin tilted his neck, as if he had discovered a new continent in the Americas, "I didn't find it, you are quite philosophical when you speak." ”

Mu Feng said: "Don't praise me, I'm easy to be proud." ”

Zhao Lin's mood was a little better, a big reason for this was Mu Feng's company, she sighed, "My dad is very stubborn, no one has ever been able to change the decisions he has made over the years, I'm worried about ......"

"You don't have to worry. Worrying that you won't be able to solve anything, what you have to do now is to face your life happily every day. ”

Mu Feng told Zhao Lin very formally, "What your father wants to see is such a you, not the current you, the love of parents for their children is the simplest and most complicated, but I hope your father can understand that the love for children is not for the purpose of control." ”

The sooner the child lives independently, the more successful the parent's cultivation and education of the child, which is the foundation of human progress, otherwise it is a regression.

Zhao Lin looked at Mu Feng sadly, "Are you my father......?"

Mu Feng smiled, "I don't need to know your father's thoughts and decisions, it doesn't mean anything to me in the first place, you are you, people, each has his own aspirations, each has his own thoughts, each has his own desires, you have your own way of living, as long as you are happy, it is most important to be yourself." ”

Zhao Lin was silent, she realized that no one else could help in this matter, and only she could solve this problem, she had to face these things head-on, and she had no choice.

When chatting, especially chatting with the people you like, time will always pass quickly, and Zhao Lin did not get the imaginary comfort and support from Mu Feng.

But Mu Feng's words made him understand a truth, people can only rely on themselves, in fact, many people in this world, including relatives, are unreliable, love is sometimes a burden, and it will also make people want to be charming.

When Mu Feng moved Zhao Lin to go back, Zhao Lin stared at Mu Feng after getting out of the car and asked, "Mu Feng, do you like me?" ”

Mu Feng had to admit that he liked the feeling of being with Zhao Lin, Mu Feng smiled and nodded, "I like it!" ”

"Do you love me, then?"

Zhao Lin's expression became extremely solemn, "You have to be honest with me, I don't want you to say it to me against your will, I know that your boss is very beautiful, and I also know that your boss is very good to you." (To be continued.) )