Chapter 222: The Wrong Man
Why is it like this?
Luo Qingchen knew very well that this had nothing to do with other people, the wrong person was just him, and it was he who made the mistake, Xiyuan Temple World and Gui Yanye, all of which were right.
liking this kind of emotion is not something that can be controlled by man, or in other words, there is nothing wrong with liking someone.
The world of Xiyuan Temple is just so simple to like it, what is wrong with her like this, I can't find any reason to blame her.
So, it's him who is wrong, if just now, retreated, wouldn't it be, nothing will happen, and no one will be hurt.
However, such thoughts now are also useless, and what has already passed cannot be returned to the past, it is just a frivolous complaint.
However, this is not the point, at that moment, Luo Qingchen finally understood what a bastard he was, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, probably talking about people like him, it was really disgusting.
He obviously already has Guiyan Ye, but he still hasn't let go of the Xiyuan Temple world.
When the lips met, Luo Qingchen understood that in his heart, there was not only Gui Yanye alone, but also other figures, which was really an unforgivable sin.
Perhaps, from the very beginning, he also saw the mind of the world of Xiyuan Temple, but he pretended not to see it, and deliberately did not respond to me, so he couldn't retreat like this.
Because of his indecisiveness, he caused such a situation, and everything was just his fault.
So, Yanye, please, don't do this again.
The body that was clenched in his arms slowly calmed down, perhaps because of what he said just now.
After a long time, Gui Yanye broke free from Luo Qingchen's embrace, and on his pale face, there were some water marks, which were traces of rain, and the black bangs were also attached to his forehead, looking unusually embarrassed.
"Light dust." Gui Yanye's eyes were still a little dazed, and his palms like white jade fell on Luo Qingchen's chest, which was where his heart was, "Do you really, like me the most?" ”
There was a glimmer of light in her big dull eyes, like a straw seen by a drowning man, and the girl's weak body, like a willow branch, fluttered in the drizzle.
"Yes, I like Yanye the most." Only this point, Luo Qingchen can say it confidently, because he does think so, although his heart is not pure, but this point has not changed, it has never changed.
Luo Qingchen looked at Gui Yanye, his pale and bloodless face was still very smooth and delicate, but he was very distressed and worried.
"Yes." Gui Yanye pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled reluctantly, she withdrew her palm, bowed her head slightly, and black hair fell from her ears.
"Ne, light dust, I'll be very well-behaved, don't abandon me, okay." The girl said this, her body trembling slightly.
"I just need to go back and sleep, tomorrow, tomorrow I will forget everything just now, I don't remember anything, nothing happened, I don't know anything, you say, okay?"
Gui Yanye raised his head, his eyes narrowed, revealing a big smiling face, but, it's just that the warm liquid still flowed out uncontrollably from the glands in the corners of his eyes, turning into two shallow traces, mixed with the rain, and he couldn't see clearly.
Luo Qingchen was silent, looking at the person in front of him, silent.
This is not right, it has already happened, it is impossible to go back to before nothing happened, that is just self-deception, there is no need.
Gui Yanye just wanted to sacrifice herself in exchange for that fragile feeling.
But, but, why, why, if you get hurt, it's me who is obviously wrong, why, why should you bear it, it's not fair, it's not fair at all.
"Words and Leaves ......"
"Qingchen, you don't have to say it, I understand, I understand......"
"Words and Leaves ......"
"Don't say it, don't say it!!"
“…………”
The black mist rises around the Guiyan leaves, and it is as black as ink.
"I've said it all, don't say it!!!" Gui Yanye raised her head and roared, and the cold rain fell on her face, converging into streams of water.
The guilt on Luo Qingchen's face became deeper and deeper.
The rain fell silently, fell on the ground, merged with the rain on the ground, and then flowed along the slope of the ground towards the water pipe.
People always choose to escape when they can't face it, but escaping can't solve the problem, but burying the problem deep in their hearts, however, one day, they have to face it.
This is something that both of them can understand.
"Words and leaves...... Really, I'm sorry. "Besides such words, Luo Qingchen really can't think of anything else to say, it's just that Gui Yanye, what she wants to hear, shouldn't be this.
"Qingchen, I'm a little tired today, I'll go back first, goodbye." Gui Yanye smiled reluctantly, turned around, and ignored Luo Qingchen's words.
"Words and Leaves ......"
"Leave me alone, calm down, okay......"
Gui Yanye's back, unusually bleak, walked into the corridor and disappeared in front of Luo Qingchen's eyes.
Quietly watching Gui Yanye's departure, Luo Qingchen once again realized that he was really a bastard person, if it was in a TV series or novel, he would probably be the guy who used the protagonist as a stepping stone, it was really sad.
The rain ran down the collar of the shirt, and it was very cold.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Luo Qingchen stood in the rain, looking at the edge of the rooftop and the pedestrians below.
In fact, there will be no pedestrians to be seen, only round objects, which are umbrellas above their heads.
At this moment, the time is not early, the academy festival has ended, although it is still a little earlier than the previous two days, but after all, it is raining, so they will go back early, and it is a little regrettable that they did not have fun.
Standing on the rooftop for a while, Luo Qingchen went downstairs, his head was in a mess, Gui Yanye, the figure of the world of Xiyuan Temple, appeared alternately in his mind, making him quite upset.
That's it, without an umbrella, walking alone on the familiar street, speaking of which, how long has it been since I went back alone, in the past, I said it with Gui Yanye.
Alas~
The drizzle was mixed with the cold wind, not only the coolness of the body, but also the coldness of the heart.