Chapter 354: Loving You Hurts My Heart
Since March when Li Yongjie escaped from the home where he and Tong Xin lived together, avoiding everything that had shared memories with Tong Xin, no one mentioned Tong Xin's name anymore, and everyone used her for fear of touching Li Yongjie's already scarred nerves. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
This is the first time Li Yongjie has heard these two words since March, although he has thought about it, read it, and muttered it countless times at night, but it is the first time that it has been said so directly.
Seeing Li Yongjie's state as if he had been struck by lightning, Dean Zhang sighed again, although Li Yongjie came back this time because he had thoughts after his debut, and his eyes were full of color and light, and time also made him dare to touch the past carefully. But now it seems that there is still a distance from him being able to face it calmly. But at least there is progress, time is the antidote, and one day he will be able to face it calmly.
Dean Zhang shook his head and left, it is useless to say anything to Li Yongjie now, and at this time, he is afraid that what he needs is a person, as for the words he heard along the way about Li Yongjie's 'betrayal' and 'traitor', he would not think about this kind of thing when he asked Li Yongjie, if a person who was ambitious and spent several hours describing the blueprint of leading Chinese brands to the world after class would betray, then it is estimated that there are few people in this country who will not betray. As for the reason and what is the matter with him, he only hopes that his students can live well, as for the country, if a country needs to rely on a person who has debuted for less than half a year to save face, then I am afraid that the loss will be even greater.
Li Yongjie didn't notice Dean Zhang's departure, no, in this environment, I'm afraid that as soon as the loud and thunderous name appeared, he had lost the ability to think and fell into the past.
When I was a freshman, I just returned to China, and the two understood each other's intentions at that time, but they were not in a hurry to pierce it, and at that time, the splendid was not yet formed, and they had to live an ordinary student life honestly, and there is a thing called one thousand meters in student life, and eight hundred meters for girls. And every girl's 800 meters is a nightmare, especially for a girl who doesn't like sports and runs into the darkroom when she has nothing to do, it is a terrifying event that she doesn't want to face.
Li Yongjie had already experienced physical training before his debut before returning to China, and 1,000 meters was as easy as playing, and finally Li Yongjie decided to help Tong Xin practice 800 meters, and urged her to run downstairs out of the dormitory every day a month before the physical fitness test.
"Yongjie Yongjie, I'm so tired, let me take a break, just take a break, I really only take a break."
"Yes." Li Yongjie pretended to groan behind him: "Is it really just a moment?" ”
"Really, really." Chicks peck at rice.
"Okay, then we're done running later, let's take a break and continue."
"Ahh Li Yongjie! I quit! The old lady is going on strike! ”
"Okay, if you don't run, I'll go to have supper, many classmates ask me out to eat, hey, why are they all female classmates......"
"You!" In his memory, Tong Xin frowned at the time, clenched his little fist, turned his head, and stared at Li Yongjie viciously: "Ah, why do you look so attractive to bees and butterflies!" Don't be so handsome if you don't make your debut. ”
"It's ...... Can I decide? Li Yongjie also watched her play helplessly, and the corners of his mouth were always doting smiles, this kind of smile was funny to say that he would leave Tong Xin aside and go to dinner with others.
I gave a health ball angrily, "Go ahead of me." ”
"There are so many leaders, why do you have to be me." I want to keep an eye on you from behind.
"Less nonsense, you don't let me run before me, how can I have the motivation to run."
When she finally finished the 800-meter test on the last night before the test, she was immediately full of confidence and asked Li Yongjie to take a picture of her 'heroic posture' when she arrived at the finish line before the finish line tomorrow.
But the next day, when Li Yongjie held back a smile and showed her a photo of her tired and loveless expression, Tong Xin, who had just finished running 800 meters, should have no strength, immediately chased Li Yongjie and ran around, and finally Li Yongjie deleted the photo and showed her another photo taken at a deliberate angle, which saved her from death, but Tong Xin was still not satisfied, and kept teaching Li Yongjie what angle, what light and what focal length and other things to stuff Li Yongjie, so it seems that Li Yongjie is now sensitive to the lens, Being able to accurately find the camera on the stage and keep handsome at all times is also thanks to such a photography enthusiast girlfriend who popularizes all kinds of photography knowledge with herself every day.
However, when Li Yongjie asked her who ran 800 meters and was a little proud if she wanted to continue exercising in the following days, the other party immediately became dumbfounded, pretending not to hear anything, and talking about him, his eyes did not look at Li Yongjie, and kept looking at the camera, as if there was something in the camera that particularly attracted her.
However, after that, as long as the two of them allowed, Li Yongjie would still call Tong Xin to go downstairs for a run, and she was obviously too weak because she didn't have enough exercise at that time.
Of course, Tong Xin is 10,000 unwilling, always playing a long tone, sometimes in a good mood and even coquettish, Li Yongjie increased the frequency of coming to her after discovering this benefit. But fortunately, Tong Xin is reluctant to speak, as long as Li Yongjie shouts, he basically doesn't let Li Yongjie wait for a long time and pouts downstairs, looking arrogant and doesn't want to pay attention to Li Yongjie, but every time Li Yongjie looks at her arrogant with a smile, she is the first to can't help but speak first, chattering with Li Yongjie about what happened today.
It's strange that the days at that time were not magnificent, and there was no comparison with the later development of splendor, but I don't know why, in the original days, there were so many things to say, so many topics to say, and so many laughter.
How sweet the past is, how painful it will be to lose this sweetness.
The runway is still there, and there are still many young figures on the runway, but the figures that the runway once ran before and after have not crossed the long river of time and reappeared.
Li Yongjie sat on the ground next to the track and field, looking at the track and field, as if the sentence "Li Yongjie, you wait for me, how can I chase you if you run so fast." It rang in my ears again.
In the dark place on the side of this track and field, this Li Yongjie, who was hotly discussed, thinned, and never cried after being misunderstood like that, supported his face with one hand, and looked at the track and field motionlessly, but tears slowly flowed from his fingers.
Memories are a bad guy, when he feeds you a mouthful of sweetness, the bitterness that spreads after that is heartbreaking.
Li Yongjie muttered, "I'm back, can you see it?" I'm tired, you know? I miss you, do you miss me? ”
Tears flowed wildly.
It hurts to love you.
(It's hard to write, this kind of place.) I continued to write with the power of the wilderness)