Chapter 123: Confused
In a small wooden house, there are only a few things, and simple things are not enough. On a simple bed, a beautiful woman, covered with a plain quilt, lay quietly with a peaceful look.
Her face is ruddy, plain and faceless, and she has no color, but she is still beautiful and makes people's hearts ripple. Her hair is scattered, and her jet-black hair makes her even more fair and bewildering.
There was no one else in the cabin except her, perhaps because everyone else consciously did not bother.
At some point, a hint of discoloration suddenly appeared on that originally calm little face, she frowned, as if in pain, a sweat appeared on her smooth forehead, and her thin lips were pursed, and a trace of paleness appeared.
I don't know how long this situation lasted, but finally at a certain moment, her closed eyes opened suddenly, with intense pain and confusion.
It took a long time for her to slowly come to her senses and come out of that sad emotion, and that look was also retracted, leaving only a flat face.
She looked at the roof quietly, there was no movement for a long time, a trace of complexity appeared in her eyes, and that picture appeared in her mind again, how long had it been since she remembered that picture.
Thinking about it, it's been a long time since I came to this world, and I wonder if those people are still doing well? I don't know if 'Luo Xue', who has exchanged identities with me, will adapt to life there? Her weak and kind nature, I don't know if she can live a good life in that world again?
That's right, the person lying in this room now is Luo Xue.
The reason why I was awakened just now was because the images before I died appeared in my mind again. Her own sister's questioning almost made her unable to maintain the indifferent look on her face, it's just that she has been dependent on each other for so many years. The absolute intimacy of blood relations is not as close as a man.
She didn't want to dwell on it anymore, she was really tired.
Luo Xue looked at the roof of the wooden house, thinking about everything that had been in her mind over and over again, and couldn't help but feel a little sentimental, wondering if her 'death' would make them sad?
After a long silence, his mind returned to his present reality. Luo Xue sighed softly and began to organize her thoughts.
The last image in her mind was that she finally collapsed beside the brown bear with all her strength, but she was not afraid that the brown bear would hurt her. Because before she passed out, she had destroyed all the limbs of the brown bear, and the rest of the beasts in Cangshan had also run away, so she let herself pass out.
Now she's in the cabin. It should be Zhu Xue that they found her! Luo Xue was not surprised. When she was alone to look for the brown bear, she thought that Zhu Xue would immediately come to her.
The battle with the brown bear seemed to be very easy, but in fact, she used all her skills and skills, and every movement and every bit of strength was calculated by her. Not to mention the others, the two times she stabbed into the brown bear's arm, the force and position had to be accurate, not one more or less.
And the brown bear's flesh was very hard. The few knives she landed had almost exhausted all her strength, thinking about it. Luo Xue couldn't help but be discouraged, it seemed that she was still not strong enough.
Perhaps because of this body, although Luo Xue also practiced martial arts in the past, she paid more attention to piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, just like ordinary women, far from meeting her requirements for herself.
In that era, there was no such thing as internal force, there was only physical fitness and fighting skills, and in the same way, in this era, Luo Xue is still a little unaccustomed to using internal force, and she is more accustomed to being direct, which can be described as a trick that can be described as hard.
But sometimes you have to use internal force, for this time against the brown bear, if there is no internal force, I'm afraid she won't even be able to get close to the brown bear's body. However, Luo Xue still believes that with a good physical fitness and enough fighting skills, she will always be able to take a big advantage.
People in this era, there is always a move and a style, although there are also flexibility, but there are many moves on weekdays, and it is inevitable that when you do it with people, it will be easy for people to find out the flaws, and she is not strong enough now, and the internal force is not good, she must be changeable when she is fighting against the enemy, and there can be no rules, otherwise she will suffer.
Luo Xue was lying on the bed, it was rare to have such a time, she could stay quietly and quietly by herself, thinking about some things. Gently closed his eyes again, but this time he didn't fall asleep, but was used to thinking about things in the dark, with the calmest and most rational attitude.
In fact, Luo Xue has been very confused recently, because she has been doing these things like this, reaching an agreement with Sikong Cangling, taking revenge on Luofu, and establishing the Charm of the Emperor, what are these things for?
Originally, she swore that she wanted to do something, but what were these things made for? She suddenly felt that she had no purpose, and suddenly she felt a deep sense of confusion.
In the last life, she has been living in the thought of revenge, everything she does is to avenge her parents, and in order to achieve this goal, she has become cruel and ruthless, and she does not know how much blood she has on her hands.
But what about after taking revenge? She remembers that during that time, she was also in such confusion. She resolutely took the lives of her enemies with her own hands, and indifferently watched them lose their lives at her own hands, and she was undoubtedly happy at that moment, but what about after killing them?
She refused to be accompanied by everyone and returned home alone, locked in her room, her mind blank.
The great revenge was avenged, and the stone that had accumulated in her heart was finally put down, but what followed was full of confusion.
In the past, she relied on revenge to survive strongly, and no matter what difficulties and dangers she encountered, she saved her life. But after taking revenge, she couldn't find a reason to keep her alive, like a lost person who had lost her way and didn't know where to go.
How did she find a reason to live again? Oh, yes, it's because of the sound outside the house, her sister! Yes, she has a sister. She also has to watch her grow up completely, she has to watch her find a man who likes her, and she has to watch her get married and have children. Have a happy life.
At that moment, she found the meaning of life again, she wants to protect her most cherished sister and protect her life safely, her sister still needs her escort, doesn't she?
So after that, her only purpose was to make her sister happy, even if in the end her sister didn't want her. Hating her, she still killed the man who tried to hurt her sister, even though her sister couldn't understand her.
At last. Her sister didn't need her anymore, but she didn't complain at all, and chose to leave very calmly, didn't she? Fine, that time. The little girl who once needed her protection has learned to live. Even if she is gone, she can live well, and she will have peace of mind.
Luo Xue thought about her previous life, and suddenly found out to her horror that in that era, she had lived for so many years, and after her family was ruined, she didn't do anything for herself. She didn't live for herself for a moment, for revenge, for her sister, for those brothers. It's just not for yourself.
And when the people she used to sustain her life didn't need her, she could no longer find a reason for her to continue to exist in the world.
And what about this life? And what is she going to do it for?
The reason why she chose to exchange souls with 'Luo Xue' was because she wanted to free 'Luo Xue' and didn't want to be disappointed by herself, so even if she knew that her life would be very difficult in this era, she didn't feel anything.
After arriving in this era, she met the people she once cared about 'Luo Xue', and felt their kindness to her, the warmth that she didn't feel in her previous life, made her can't help but want to give everything she has in return.
I was unjust in the Cangwang Mansion, so I want to create a force of my own, so that I can be strong enough to protect the people around me, just like in the previous life, I must not let the people around me get hurt, right?
After deciding to create the charm, she met Hong Ge and Xiaoying on this road, and she guessed how heavy the things they were carrying, so she was more determined to have more powerful power to protect them.
And for yourself? What did she do for herself?
Oh, by the way, she wants to leave the Cangwang Mansion, she doesn't want to be imprisoned in that courtyard forever, and she doesn't want to have anything to do with Sikong Cangling, this is for herself, isn't this a kind of progress, but how much has she really done for this purpose?
Luo Xue began to face up to this problem, she never thought about what she wanted, never thought about what kind of life she wanted to live, every change was because life was forced, every change was because she had to do it.
Now, just such an opportunity, she suddenly wants to think about something for herself, she doesn't want to live so passively anymore, she doesn't want to live like this at a loss.
Creak......
With a soft sound, Zhu Xue gently pushed open the door, stepped into the cabin, and looked at Luo Xue with her eyes closed, she sighed slightly, Luo Xue had been asleep for two days, if it weren't for her own medical skills, and Mo Wen also assured that Luo Xue was not injured, but if she was out of strength, she probably wouldn't believe that Luo Xue was fine.
That day, she saw Luo Xue lying on the ground covered in blood, her face was pale, and even her breathing was inaudible, she was really frightened, Luo Xue was like that, like Zhu Ren was seriously injured and dying, she didn't dare to approach Luo Xue, she was afraid that the truth was just like what she thought, so how could she accept this matter. She really is, can't even think about it.
Later, Cui Ying and the others went to investigate Luo Xue's injuries, Cui Ying frowned and walked to her, she was ready to hear what made her collapse, but she didn't expect Cui Ying to say: Master Mo Wen said that Sister Yun was just too tired and fainted, and there was no trace of injury.
She still remembered the strange expression on Cui Ying's face and the uncontrollable shock in her eyes when she said this, not to mention Cui Ying being shocked, after listening to Cui Ying's words, she stiffly twisted her neck to look at Cui Ying, she couldn't digest the news for a while.
Zhu Ren saw how much the brown bear was injured in her eyes, Cui Ying could only escape with Zhu Ren after the brown bear was seriously injured, and she didn't dare to stay too long, the violent roar of the brown bear, and the animals fled in a panic, from which you could feel the strength and horror of the brown bear.
And today is the day when the strength of the brown bear reaches its peak again, which means that today's brown bear will be a hundred times more difficult than when they encountered it that day, but I didn't expect Luo Xue to solve the brown bear, but he just fainted out of strength and was not injured at all!
This made her not shocked, but the reaction was more of an incomparable pride and excitement, this is her young lady! It made her happier than letting her deal with the brown bear herself.
But after the shock, she didn't believe it was true, she quickly ran to Luo Xue's side, checked her body, and only after the examination did she feel relieved.
After that, they went to see the brown bear that fell to the ground, and they focused on whether Luo Xue was injured, although they saw the brown bear that fell to the ground, but they didn't care.
But when they saw the tragic state of the brown bear, there was only one expression left on their faces, and that was seriousness. Shock is not enough to describe their mood, the brown bear's claws were all removed by Luo Xue, blood continued to flow out from the severed finger, the brown bear saw Zhu Xue and them, even if the eyes were vicious, but under the premise of weakness, he could no longer raise his strength, and could only hiss in a low voice.
They observed that two of the bear's toes had fallen at a distance, and the rest had fallen neatly next to its forefeet, meaning that they had been cut off before the bear was incapacitated.
Several people glanced at each other, and they all saw the incredulity in each other's eyes.
They didn't see with their own eyes how Luo Xue subdued the brown bear, but the process can be imagined.
It's just that what they didn't expect was that although Luo Xue didn't have any traces of injury on her body, she hadn't woken up after being in a coma for two days. Her pulse was also very calm and strong, and there was no sign of weakness, but she remained asleep.
During this period, Zhu Ren also woke up, and her wounds were also improving, although the pain was still unbearable, but it was past the unbearable stage.
Zhu Ren always wanted to come over to see Luo Xue, but her body couldn't get out of bed yet, so Zhu Xue never allowed her to come over. She placed Zhu Ren and Luo Xue in different rooms, first, because she didn't want to disturb Luo Xue, and because she didn't want Zhu Ren to feel uneasy when she saw Luo Xue falling asleep all the time, after all, Luo Xue went to find the brown bear alone this time for Zhu Ren! (To be continued.) )