At night, the weather is bone-chilling, the streets are full of traffic, and the pedestrians are in a hurry, whether it is an office worker rushing home or a student who is in a hurry to get home after school, everyone's face is more or less eager to go home quickly. A thin, weak figure leaned against the bridge over the river, looking at the river as quiet as stagnant water, and its colorless lips trembled slightly, not knowing whether it was cold or sad. Ye Ran's empty eyes didn't have the slightest anger, if it wasn't for the fact that the sky was getting darker, I was afraid that others would mistakenly think that she wanted to jump into the river.

Maybe it's good to jump.

She said this to herself so sarcastically. The right hand tightly dragged a mobile phone, the most popular fruit model at the moment, large screen, super smart, she occasionally glimpsed the style of mobile phone he used, for the sake of careful thinking in her heart, in order to anesthetize herself at least with him is a couple of mobile phones and quietly bought: his is champagne color, and hers is white.

The hand holding the mobile phone was already sweaty, she knew that she had been standing here, blowing the cold wind for more than an hour, no one understood her inner struggle at this moment, the mobile phone screen was a string of numbers she memorized upside down, 11 digits, is his phone number, in the past ten years, she has deleted this number countless times, but none of them have succeeded in completely erasing this set of numbers from her heart, just because she loves too deeply, too heavy, too strong!

Trembling down the dial button until the call was connected, until a cold, magnetic, clean voice came from the phone.

"Hey."

The owner of the voice didn't seem to be surprised at all who was calling, there was no emotional fluctuation, not even a negative mood of disgust and impatience, Ye Ran swallowed his saliva nervously, and then secretly laughed in his heart, it turned out that he was a stranger to him, and he couldn't arouse him at all.

"It's me." Ye Ran replied softly, the other party didn't reply, she should be glad that this time he didn't hang up the phone as immediately as before, maybe, he was in a good mood, after all...... After all, he's getting married...... With that arrogant, dazzling, powerful girl.

"I wish you a happy wedding." Ye Ran desperately restrained the bitterness in his heart, and said in a calm tone.

"Thank you."

Just two words, but the tears in her eyes quietly flowed, since he knew his mind, he was almost no longer so polite to himself, every time he got along, he made himself uncomfortable and unbearable, although she clearly knew that he did it to her best, because he didn't love her, and couldn't respond to her dedication, emotion and dependence. Over the years, she has always paralyzed herself, as long as she has patience, as long as she has determination, he will always see himself silently guarding him, one day, he will accept himself, and all these beautiful thoughts until the girl appeared was brutally crushed, she saw a different side of him, in front of that girl, he was so carefree, so happy, so simple, and so bright.

Ye Ran stopped talking, she cut off the call, this was the first time she hung up the phone before him, looking at the mobile phone that had returned to a standby screen, she felt that her heart didn't seem to hurt anymore, was it because it hurt to the extreme? Or is it because her heart is dead?

Looking back from the time she met him to the present, spanning several springs, summers, autumns and winters, she rejected one suitor after another for him, practiced her cooking skills for him, and traveled "Mythology" for him, he was the focus of her life and the source of her happiness, as long as he said something to her, even if it was a simple greeting, it could make her happy for a long time.

For this dazzling man, in order to be able to catch up with his pace, she is almost strict with herself, striving for perfection in everything she does, striving for the best, and then when another girl who is better than her appears in his life, she is scared, panicked, she thinks that he will eventually be her own, but she doesn't want him to fall in love with someone else, in order to make him notice herself, she does not hesitate to commit suicide stupidly, when she wakes up from the hospital, she is desperate to find that he has never even stepped into the hospital, let alone visited her, She was stupid enough to do it the wrong way, and in the end, not only did she not get his love, but even their mutual friends gradually did not understand what she was doing, and eventually drifted away from her.

In this life, you can really fail by yourself!

Ye Ran summed up her footprints for more than 20 years, and was shocked to find that she had never really lived a day for herself, she didn't love herself well at all, so how could she ask for the love of others?

She was like a wretched worm, who had lost her friendship and never received love, even if she had a stunning appearance and the characteristics of a good wife and mother? On the battlefield of love with that girl, she lost without a fight, without any suspense, looking at the two people who kissed outside the bathroom that day, she felt that she was a ridiculous clown, and after acting in a bitter love scene for so long, she finally ended up in a tragedy.

A bleak wind blew and lifted the ends of her hair, making her shiver involuntarily, maybe it was time for her to go back. She turned around sharply and prepared to leave, maybe she was in a daze for too long, or maybe she blew too long of a cold wind, Ye Ran felt her head dizzy, and then she lost consciousness.