Chapter 226: After Calming Down
Hotel plot,Under normal circumstances, it should be the so-called "welfare scene",Lonely men and widows are in the same room.,Although the urine male protagonist according to the normal animation must be Megumi Yanagishita.,But the kind of bathing benefits after the girl takes a bath.,Everyone likes to see it.。
Kazuya hasn't experienced such a scene, although I have the impression that the plot of going to Wahe City six months ago to look for Shiyu was finally "caught" by Ayase and then locked in a hotel room, although it was impressive, but it was also a long time ago.
casually found a roadside hotel, and when Kazuya came out of the bathroom with his head rubbed, looking at the empty bed, he couldn't help but smile bitterly: before, he took the initiative to reject Kirino's application to help him, on the one hand, because he really felt that Kirino could not play a role in this situation, and would only produce an awkward atmosphere, on the other hand, he also wanted to give himself a space to calm down.
However, looking at a missed call from Ayase on his phone, he still frowned slightly.
From this single missed call, even if you can learn a lot of information, such as your sister is still not so relieved of herself, so she called to ask, but, under normal circumstances, if you don't explain your whereabouts, Ayase's phone is not just that simple, and it is normal for the mobile phone screen to be covered by Ayase's missed calls. But this time, Ayase only had one phone call, which more or less reflected Ayase's tangled emotions.
After the quarrel with herself, Ayase herself shouldn't be how to get along with herself, right? Although he verbally said that he had forgiven himself, after all, the quarrel just now was the first quarrel between the brother and sister, so it could be seen that even Ayase himself didn't know what he was going to do after making the call, so after making a phone call, Ayase gave up trying to contact Kazuya.
However, thinking that his parents accepted this explanation like this, Kazuya suddenly rolled his eyes, should he say that his parents are too comfortable with this situation, or are they too trusting of themselves, in short, for Kazuya's family management, the two of them are relieved to hand over to Kazuya himself, and occasionally let 14-year-old Ayase take care of it a little, this is more or less an unprecedented situation, right?
However, whether it is his sister's mentality or his parents' attitude towards him, it is not the focus of Kazuya's attention now.
Kazuya is now thinking about it, and it is also the most important purpose for him to refuse Kirino to take care of himself, which is to calm himself down and think about his final choice.
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It is actually a very difficult thing to make a decision as soon as the date is over, because it is at this time that Kazuya has the deepest memories for everyone, and it is at this time that the pain and difficulty of making him make a decision are much higher than usual.
However, Kazuya felt that he still wanted to cut through the mess quickly, because he knew that continuing this state would not be beneficial to himself, to other girls, or even to the entire club itself.
So, what is the choice?
Getting along with Kasumigaoka Shiyu,It's a high-spirited process of getting along.,In the previous date.,Obviously, Shiyu also wants to try to let Kazuya think back to the best period of the relationship between the two.,It's a kind of conversation between the same cutting-edge characters.。
Shi Yu is a genius, her creative skills, her thinking mode, all the time embodies a kind of amazing creativity, at the same time, her grasp of the delicacy of feelings in the writing process, but also completely does not make people realize that this is a person who is theoretically completely inexperienced in love.
On the other hand, although Kazuya is not a genius, he is better than having more and richer experience, this experience is not the kind of social experience, but from the mastery of other knowledge in the reading process of the previous life, although to a large extent Kazuya's creation comes from "plagiarism", but it is undeniable that the use of the plot that does not exist in this world, but has been recognized as a classic, and has reached a point of pure love. So, sometimes, even Kazuya himself thinks that if he really wants to create a light novel, maybe it's not a simple process of plagiarism, but a process of integrating the resources he has read and recreating at the same time.
Therefore, the dialogue between Shiyu and Kazuya is the feeling of the collision of inspirations, and the two can discuss many things very seriously and intensely, just as Shiyu will feel that Kazuka is also a person on a par with himself, Kazuya will also feel that Kasumigaoka Shiyu is a person who can stimulate all the memories and inspirations that have been sleeping in his mind for a long time.
In the process of helping to write before, and even helping to adapt Shiyu's script later, Kazuya experienced this feeling again, and when he saw Shiyu's work, when he tried to adapt Shiyu's work, Kazuya often used "Ah, that's what it should have done!" It was a sense of accomplishment that my previous memories had been rediscovered.
So,When I'm with Kasumigaoka Shiyu,Kazuya feels that he has a sufficient sense of accomplishment and a positive feeling.,This feeling doesn't come from the superiority of Shiyu.,It's a feeling of pride in your own excellence and display because of the other party's excellence.。
The so-called opponent, the so-called feeling of the person who can support him to continue to work hard, is probably like this. Kazuya thought so.
At the same time, getting along with Shi Yu is not the kind of process that makes people feel a little depressed, although Shi Yu likes to tease people, but, in the end, there is still a gentle and empathetic side to her character, so, when teasing people, she will always stop at the necessary moment, and when she is also teased, there is always an idea that although she feels that she is at a loss, it doesn't matter if you want to accept it.
Thinking of the other party's eyes that looked away and let go when he left Shiyu in the morning, Kazuya suddenly had an uncomfortable feeling, if he didn't understand it wrong, it was a gesture that Shiyu wanted to give up, but this gesture made him feel that he hadn't done well enough.
If getting along with Shiyu is a feeling that invigorates one's spirits, then getting along with Kato is a soft and ordinary comfortable feeling.
If you have to start with character, Kazuya feels that he is not the kind of person who is particularly ambitious, although he has more abilities in this world than before, and has obtained potentially more resources, but Kazuya has never wanted to achieve much here, because, in essence, he is a person who looks forward to stability and hopes to see the end sooner.
Therefore, although he has received invitations from many professional clubs, he is still very cautious in choosing to become a professional footballer, because professionalism, in fact, also means a big risk, and he only regards football as a hobby, and in a certain sense, he is not willing to take that risk. So, when writing light novels, Kazuya just regarded this kind of work as a certain sense of interest, and the purpose was just to earn a little extra money for himself, earn some pocket money, that's all, so, for Shiyu, it was inconceivable that the light novel stagnation after the failure of the debut, in Kazuya's opinion, it was very simple, and he didn't particularly want to use this way to achieve a so-called "successful" goal.
Kazuya's goal, in fact, has been set since she was a child, to take good care of Ayase and not let her get hurt, at least so far, Kazuya feels that she is very successful.
And to a certain extent, from this point of view, Kazuya feels that Kato will be the most suitable choice for him. Although girls want their boyfriends to be motivated, there are also girls who are used to that kind of unhurried pace, and Kato is such a person, who is unhurried in the process of getting along with other people, talking, and slowly moving forward when trying to change himself.
At the same time, getting along with her gives Kazuya a very comfortable feeling, and many times, in club activities, this is the case, when he wants to say something, Kato will listen patiently, and then show a satisfied smile like "ah" from time to time. And this emotion doesn't seem too perfunctory, because, when she is needed when necessary, Kato is the kind of person who definitely makes people feel reliable.
Therefore, if getting along with Shiyu is a very inspiring and spiritual process at all times, then getting along with Kato is a very simple, very calm feeling like water.
In fact, Kazuya himself has a general feeling, if he has to make a choice in the end, he will choose Kato to a large extent, because, this kind of personality fit, and the tacit understanding of getting along, is a kind of talent that does not come from the acquired cultivation of the same process, which makes him feel very happy.
Until the afternoon date, Kazuya felt like he would make such a choice. However, on the afternoon date, Megumi Kato, who showed different feelings, made Kazuya feel that his previous thoughts were so nonsense, and he felt that Kato fit him, but, is this really the case? This girl's thoughts always seem so easy to guess, but, in the end, does he know Megumi Kato? In the end, he was wishful thinking to lean on her in the direction he wanted, ignoring her true thoughts and true character, and he also felt that he might be completely mistaken.
For the feeling of the British pear, and also feel that it is the most complicated, for the British pear, and there are also, first of all, guilt, whether or not the British pear is chosen in the end, and also knows, at least for so far, the British pear pear has suffered the most damage to herself.
In a more exaggerated way, how many decades are there in a person's life, ten years of waiting, ten years of complex mentality, and never thought that he was a little child's play at that time deliberately "created" the childhood sweetheart, can really wait for the reconciliation with their relationship for ten years, if you can really predict this heavy pressure, and also feel that you will never use that somewhat despicable way to want to set up a flag on the pear pear.
However, the fact is irrevocable, although the two have now reconciled, but, to a certain extent, and also see the pear pear, you can think of this girl's ten years of dedication, although the feeling and guilt may not necessarily affect the final decision of the person, but this is also a big factor that affects the decision of the person, although the pear pear does not necessarily want to use this way to get the final victory, but for and also, this kind of compensation is a necessary factor.
At the same time, is Ying Li really the character who gets along with herself a little stupid? When Kazuya calmed down, he knew that it was definitely not the case, the title of Her Royal Highness the princess of the beautiful woman in the school, and the absolute popularity in fact, behind this, what was implied was Ying Lili's own efforts and her dedication, but in the process of getting along with herself, Ying Lili was somewhat weak to hide all of her self intentionally or unintentionally.
As shown today in the process of dating herself, Ying Lili is also a character who can make people feel very comfortable getting along, her character may not be the kind of particularly docile character, but she also has that kind of considerate side after all, and, although there is some awkwardness in the expression of feelings, but, these awkwardness, how can it not be a little cute side of her?
The hard work of Ying Li Pear, the talent and talent of Ying Li Li are also very clear. In ten years, Ying Lili has changed from an awkward girl who plays with herself, to a certain extent, she actually feels a little dazzling existence, which is definitely not something that can be done just by relying on her appearance.
If Shiyu means the ideal of creation, Kato means a stable reality, then Yingli pear, for Kazuya, means a past that is difficult to let go, although the memory of the past is always so vague, but, once you see some people, remember some things, the memory of the past, is still very clear.
Therefore, it is not easy for Kazuya to let him make this decision now.
It was at this time that he received an email unexpectedly: "Na, Kazuya, I remember that you promised to promise me a condition at that time, right?" ”
"Huh? So, what do you mean? ”
"I'm not going to let you do things that directly dominate your choice, but, if you can, Kazuya, can you postpone your decision a little bit and accompany me to the retreat to complete the final CG diagram during the last period of time?"
Ying Lili's mail came suddenly and announced abruptly.
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Anyway, the next plot is something I've thought about a long time ago, but it feels like it's going to be a little tangled, anyway, that's how my writing style is.