Chapter 048: Refusal
She served him vegetables, and he kept picking up dishes for him. until each other's bowls are stacked high.
"Eat, it's delicious!" She smiled at him and pulled the bowl up quickly.
He watched as she tried to eat, but he didn't take another bite himself. He can't eat it, even if he likes the dish anymore, eating it in his mouth at the moment is like chewing wax. The days when he and she were so together were like the last struggles before the end of his life, how could he be happy?
Put down the chopsticks in your hand, get up, and walk outside.
"Brother Haruka!" She nervously stopped him, "It's so late, where are you going?" ”
"I'm feeling a little tired and want to rest early!" He whispered, and turned to his room.
It's dusk, but it's still early. She knew he was just trying to escape.
Looking at the table full of dishes, except for the stacks in the bowls, there was not much movement at all. Ji Xiaoyao's abnormality all day made her feel faintly uneasy. Thinking back to what he said in the morning, I always felt that something was wrong.
Getting up, she followed.
Before Ji Xiaoyao entered his room, he heard her footsteps coming up. His steps stopped, he was silent for a while, and then suddenly turned around and looked at her fixedly!
Mo Qianzi was slightly shocked, looked at him with pain on his face in shock, and muttered: "Brother Yao......"
That's why he didn't dare to face her all day, he couldn't hide his pain anymore. In fact, he is also vulnerable. The last thing he could accept was that she was leaving him! He never imagined that one day she would marry someone else but him.
"Zhi'er!" His voice choked again, and he cupped her cheeks with both hands, rubbing lovingly, "We'll stay in Meiyuan forever, okay?" ”
This sentence, he has asked her for the second time.
"Brother Haruka......"
He asked again, and she didn't answer him. Her heart naturally wanted to, but she couldn't. In the same way, she can't cruelly say "no" to him.
He still couldn't face the fact that he couldn't face the pain of losing her. How reluctant he was, how reluctant she was!
She didn't want to be Long Xuanyuan's princess, and even instinctively hated Long Xuanyuan! But she didn't have a choice!
If she had to make the final choice, she would ......
She stared at him for a long time, and an impulsive decision suddenly arose in her heart. Standing on tiptoe, she kissed him on the lips! She wanted to give herself to him, to him completely, this was the only thing she could do in the end!
Mo Qianzi's actions made Ji Xiaoyao shake violently, and he stood in place and stiffened his whole body. He didn't expect her to kiss him suddenly, even though her kiss was so jerky, she still kissed him seriously.
He didn't know how to respond to her sudden move, but just let her soft kiss fall on his lips.
What is she doing here? Is it compensation for him, or a final goodbye!
"Brother Haruka, hold me ......" Feeling him stiffened, she whispered, wrapping her hands around his neck.
Hearing his soft call, feeling her soft lips, he picked her up uncontrollably and instinctively began to respond to her kisses. It's just that the kiss that should have been sweet was extremely bitter, and even tears slid down his cheeks. Salty and salty, sliding into each other's lips.
This is the first time they have really kissed each other, I don't know if they are too jerky for each other, or the bitterness in their hearts, they don't feel as good and sweet as they should be.
Even so, he was obsessed with her lips.
He carried her into the room and laid her on the bed, completely immersed in the kiss. Gradually, his heart felt like it was on fire, and something was stirring. It seems that such a kiss can no longer satisfy the thirst in his heart.
Instinctively, his kiss slid down her neck, his hands caressing her soft body. Naturally, they began to strip each other of their clothes......
When a gust of cold wind blew, Ji Xiaoyao's whole body was agitated, and his mind was instantly clear. looked at each other with wide eyes, and suddenly pushed her away!
No, what is he doing here? It's not what he wants, it's not! What he wants is to marry her, make her his wife, and be together happily ever after. They will have their own home, and they will have their own children.
She is pure and immaculate in his heart, and must not be defiled in any way. Even he can't blaspheme her in any way. They will have a perfect wedding and a wonderful night of candles. And now...... No!
"Zhi'er, I'm sorry!" He finally spoke, and in a panic he sorted out half of her clothes that had been half removed, "I'm sorry, I just ......"
He actually said sorry to her!
"Brother Haruka, I'm voluntary! It's me, it's me who wants to give myself to you. Don't you want to ......?"
He rejected her, didn't she want her?
Peeling off the layers of clothing on his body again, his soft arms wrapped around his neck, and kissed him on the lips jerky again. He grabbed her hands, removed them from his neck, and wrapped her whole body in the quilt.
"Zhi'er, we can't do this!" His voice was hoarse, and he looked at her like a stubborn child.
"Brother Haruka, don't you like me?" Knowing that this is not the case, he deliberately asks such a thing.
Ji Xiaoyao's bitter lips hooked, and the gentle kiss still fell on her forehead: "Zhi'er, how can Brother Yao not like you?" You are a part of my life, even more important than my life. Because of this, I will cherish you more and will give you the most perfect everything! ”
Of course she knew, and she also wanted to give him the most perfect everything, so ...... The only thing she can give him now is herself!
"Brother Yao, I don't want to have regrets, I ......" She doesn't want to have regrets, she just wants to be his woman once. In this way, she really loves him in vain.
"In this way, you are obedient, I will pour you a glass of honey water first!" He was really afraid that she would entangle him again, otherwise, he didn't dare to guarantee that he really had that kind of inhibition. However, he didn't want it even more. He won't let her marry Long Xuanyuan, absolutely not! He didn't want her to be sad, and he didn't want to lose her himself!
Mo Qianzi didn't say anything more, she waited for him to bring the honey water, and then drank it obediently. It's just that when she drank honey water like she was in her stomach, her consciousness gradually blurred, she closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Looking at her sleeping appearance, a smile finally appeared on Ji Xiaoyao's sad face. Slender fingers gently traced her soft, beautiful cheeks, bowed her head, and dropped a kiss on her forehead again.
"Zhi'er, get a good night's sleep! When you wake up, it's all over. ”
Tuck the quilt again for her and close the door. A swept body and disappeared at the end of the plum garden.