Chapter Ninety-Three: My Favorite Little Girl
"My phone is out of battery, give me your phone."
Yan Jiaxin helped me get into her car, and then handed me the mobile phone, I immediately took out the mobile phone and called Chen Yao, but the phone was turned off.
I called my dad again, and as soon as I got through, I shouted to him, and when he heard my voice, he yelled at me, "Where are you bastards?" ”
Daddy rarely lost his temper with me, I squirmed my Adam's apple and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, is Chen Yao okay?" ”
Dad still scolded angrily: "Yao girl, she is gone, she has been waiting for you for a day and a night, do you know?" One day and one night. ”
I suddenly felt an indescribable discomfort, and my father scolded again: "Come back to me, you bastard." ”
After hanging up the phone, I said to Yan Jiaxin, "Go to my house." ”
Yan Jiaxin looked at me complicatedly, didn't say anything, and finally drove the car, drove the car, and came to the bottom of the rented community, Yan Jiaxin helped me up, and when I came to the door, I slowly took out the key from my pocket and opened the door.
When I went in, my dad was sitting on the sofa with a black face.
"Daddy, I'm back."
Daddy's face turned around with anger, and when he saw that I was injured, his mood finally changed.
He walked up to me, quickly helped me up, and asked, "What happened, why did you get hurt like this?" He raised his head and looked at Yan Jiaxin.
Yan Jiaxin said to him apologetically, "I'm sorry." ”
I was helped to the sofa by them, and my father finally asked me again, "The reason why you left and suffered such an injury is related to Xin girl?" ”
I nodded without a word, and my father put on a look of hatred for me, and then he slapped me in the face, and I only felt like my face was on fire.
"Uncle." Yan Jiaxin was suddenly surprised.
I shook my head and said, "It's okay, it's something I have to bear." ”
Dad suddenly had a thought of crying, he lowered his head, choked up, and said, "Yao girl is gone, and she left alone." ”
"Did she tell you anything?"
Daddy took a deep breath, then took out a letter from his pocket, handed it to me, and said, "This is what Yao girl gave me this morning, and she wants me to hand it over to you." ”
I took this letter from Chen Yao, and my father left here without saying anything, I slowly opened the letter, and there were still some wet traces on it, so you can imagine what kind of emotions Chen Yao was when he wrote this letter.
"Lei Hao, I'm leaving, I don't know if I won't come back if I come back, I think: I won't be with you again, so, before you look any further, you have to promise me to take good care of yourself This time, it's not that you don't want me anymore, but that I Chen Yao dumped you, and I really dumped you I don't need you to blame yourself for anything, because in my opinion, with the relationship between the two of us, self-blame is bullshit, are you right Yesterday, I have been waiting for you to come back from outside me, but when I look at the moment you leave from me, I know, Our fate has come to an end, and I, and I, just in a self-deceptive way to tell myself, insist, you will definitely come I waited for you this day and night, and it is also this day and night that makes me understand a lot, if two people who are only together because of responsibility, they will not be really happy Your feelings for me have exceeded the lack of love, just like what I said at the beginning, we are suitable to be relatives, the kind of closest person and, Daddy is not in good health, take care of him more and the last point, and the most important point, don't come to me, don't come to me, because as long as I want to hide, you can't find me in anything, I wish you happiness the boy I love the most. ”
I suddenly felt an indescribable discomfort, and I forced myself to hold back my tears and not fall any more.
Yan Jiaxin seemed to have understood my emotions, and said apologetically to me: "I'm sorry, if it weren't for me." ”
I shook my head, "I don't blame you, everything is fate at work, maybe it's really as she said, our fate has long been over, you go, I want to be alone." ”
Yan Jiaxin looked at me with complicated eyes, and I said to her again, "Let's go." ”
She finally didn't hesitate any longer, opened the door and walked out, and as soon as she was gone, I slowly stood up and walked to the balcony.
The sunlight at this moment did not show its glare, but shone in a gentle way on every corner of the land.
I owe Chen Yao too much, it's too much, from the beginning, to now, I don't remember how much I was taken care of by her, she wasted the best of women on me, and put all her last expectations on me, and I was like a thief who deceived others with lies, stealing things and giving a promise, but this promise was not realized in the real sense.
I slowly raised my head and looked at this somewhat gentle sunshine, Chen Yao, if you really leave, I will definitely bless you, and bless you to find your most suitable happiness on the journey of life that does not belong to me.
I closed my eyes, and there were so many memories in my mind, memories from childhood to adulthood, and if these memories could all be connected by time, they would be enough for me to write a book, to write a story between us.
I believe that she will be happy, she is a lucky girl, but at an age of emotional ignorance, she met someone like me who is not very sure.
I took out my wallet and looked at the group photo inside, this one belonged to the youngest group photo between us, she pulled my face, I hugged her body, the two of them joked with each other without any trouble, this is also the most familiar way of getting along with each other.
I took the envelope out of my pocket, and the two rings just fell out, and I bent down to pick them up and hold them in my hand.
It was the only invisible red rope that could connect the two of us, but there was no way to think of it now.
I held the ring on my hand to the sun, and I could see a light guiding somewhere on the earth.
Chen Yao, if you are now walking on the road to happiness, I hope you can feel this last blessing to you, I hope you are happy.
Farewell, the girl who accompanied me from youth to maturity was the natural girl in my mind, the little girl I loved the most.