My Confessions

I stood on the commanding heights of the city, looking down on all the people. The underground is so dense and rushing to and fro, and the kind that exists like ants in my eyes is so disgusting to me. The so-called laws, the so-called rules, are themselves made for people who are born without any constraints, but no matter how strict the laws are, there will be loopholes, and there will be fish that slip through the net and try their best to get out of these loopholes, and then they are complacent, thinking that he is the smartest person in the world and can challenge any law, but they forget that when they play with the rules of the law in applause, they have long lost the right to be blessed by these laws. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

What face do they have to live in this world? I have never considered myself a defender, I can stand on the moral high ground, criticize other human nature, and I have never been a practitioner and enforcer of the law, I am me, and I should belong to an inconspicuous member of the crowd, but now I stand here, hoping to inject a trace of clarity into this filthy world through my own small actions.

Because I have also been a victim of legal loopholes, watching my loved ones die in an instant, I grieve, I despair, I control my anger, and I yearn for justice and justice for the law. Then, apart from a large pile of cold bills, the people who hurt my loved ones quietly calmed the matter. Could it be that human life is inherently noble and cheap, and some people are born superior to others? Thousands of years ago, the voice of the prince and the prince Xiang Ning had a kind of shout, ending the first feudal centralized state in Chinese history, and a hundred years ago it was also the call of the little people, awakening the enthusiasm of Chinese patriots, and there was a vigorous revolution.

All the little people have the same dream in their hearts, that is, to live happily and happily, when their dream can be reached, they will behave obediently, well-behaved, flies and dogs, bow their heads and be willing to obey the mercy of others, just ask for food and clothing, and protect their families, but when their dream is out of reach or recallable, they will also use their meager strength, and gradually the spark will become a prairie fire, and then it will be out of control.

When a person has nothing to lose and does not know what is terrible about death, he is destined to have nothing in this world that can threaten him. I'm such a person.

"Hey, what are you doing, get down from there, I don't know the danger, it's such a big person, come down quickly." The sharp screams of the security guard on duty pulled me back from my memories again, I came up three times in total, and finally he caught it once, I can only say that this security guard is really dutiful, because I have carefully avoided all the monitoring equipment when I came up, and he can not be used to patrol the top floor at all.

The top of the 20-story building, even if the ground is so hot that it does not move, there is often wind here, and the wind speed is not low, and the top floor here is not an imaginary platform, there are chairs and parasols and the like to take a nap, it is an empty roof, dusty, the wind blows, people can't open their eyes, so no one who is full of food will come up. Although it is the duty of security guards to inspect every floor, including the roof, this security guard is the only one who abides by this rule and makes constant patrols every day. Disciplined enough, obedient enough, he has been working in this job for ten years, he is a complete little person, with a salary of more than 3,000 a month, he has to support his parents, and he has to take care of his wife and children, and his life is tight.

Pathetic? Wretched. But the poor man must have something to hate, because his life is difficult, so he has to find ways to earn more money to supplement the family, he wears two hats, in addition to working as a security guard in this building, he is also a part-time courier, one person works two jobs, delivery during the day, and comes to the building as a security guard at night, so as to provide a family to live in M City without losing dignity.

Such a man who works hard to make money to support his family should actually be very good, everyone praises him for his affection and righteousness, never abandons his sick and weak wife, and is a rare good husband, good son and good father. But who has ever thought that behind this hard work and hard work, whose sadness and tears are hidden?

I took two steps back slightly, away from the edge of the room, turned my head and smiled at him: "I'm sorry, it's too hot, I'm sorry to disturb your work." He was stunned for a moment, obviously didn't expect me to apologize to him, this job has been done for a long time, after all kinds of people have been encountered, the little self-esteem in his heart is gradually fading, who can afford a little security guard who wants to have no education, no looks, no money? The chances of someone saying thank you or sorry are low.

He was usually reprimanded and locked up, so because he heard a word of sorry, two blush appeared on his face, and he rubbed his hands with a little embarrassment: "That, I'm sorry, my attitude just now was also a little anxious, it's very dangerous to be windy here, so I can't help yelling at you twice, don't take it to heart." If you don't stand on the side, lean on the middle, you want to take advantage of the cool no problem, but don't be too late, after all, it's the roof, it's not safe, then, I'll go first, don't hinder you. ”

"Don't be in a hurry to go, your circle of inspection to the top of the building has been completed, the next time you need to inspect is more than an hour later, since you have come up, don't worry about going down, come, let's two brothers, drink and smoke and chat." I took out the two cans of beer and a box of cigarettes that I carried with me and handed them out, I could clearly see the desire in his eyes, but he still stubbornly shook his head and refused the beer in my hand: "Brother, I'm still at work, I can't drink alcohol according to the regulations, it's not easy to find a job now, we can't smash our own jobs, you can keep it and drink slowly." ”

"If you don't drink alcohol, then smoke a cigarette, you can always smoke it, right?" I pointed to the yellowed smoke-stained mark between his right index and middle fingers, and handed him the cigarette.

This time he did not refuse, took the cigarette and lit it skillfully, then found a pipe with the bare roof exposed, and motioned for me to come and sit: "It's safe here, there won't be any accidents, you have to come up to blow the wind in the future, it's best to move around here, it's still very dangerous on the side." To tell you the truth, some time ago, there was a jumper who went down from the place where you stood just now, more than 20 stories high! He was stoned to death on the spot, not only did he die, but it seemed that he also smashed two passers-by when he fell, ouch, that death was terrible! The piece of blood and brains underneath, white and red, mixed together, how scary and scary it is. ”

I listened to him in silence, lit a cigarette, took a few deep breaths, and asked, "Did you see that?" ”

"No, no, I've been working the night shift, I'm not there during the day, I didn't see it, fortunately I didn't see it, I'm a timid person, if I see it, I have to be scared to death. When I came, the blood on the ground was washed away, and only a few watermarks remained. ”

"Oh? Are you still timid? The timid person saw that there was a car accident and turned around and ran, and sure enough, he was very timid. But the accident happened because of you, don't you feel a little obligated to stop the car and take a look at the injured person? ”

"I was also panicked...... Wait a minute, you, who are you, how do you know about me, you, you are that family, right, the traffic police have sentenced him to full responsibility, it's none of my business, I'm innocent, your hundreds of thousands of cars are all under insurance, just ask the insurance company to compensate. I, I'm a poor courier, riding a small three-wheeler, I really didn't deliberately want to cause that car accident, I thought ......"

"You think no one will know, no one will find you. Two cars collided, what does it matter to you an electric tricycle? Because you are poor, you are reasonable, you are poor, you are the most horizontal, you are poor, you are the uncle, and the whole world should let you. How can there be such a cheap thing, two lives, because you disappeared from this world, you don't have a little regret? I'm still interested here, you can talk and laugh with strangers, people like you are the most damned! You have so many excuses, unintentional, sorry, unable to repay, it's not my fault, it's the result of poverty! People like you don't deserve to live! "The gentle and elegant face of me suddenly changed, and the harmonious atmosphere of the friendly conversation between the two people, like a dream, suddenly became tense.

The security guard stared at me stunned, then snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and wanted to leave without looking back. No matter how good his temper is, he is exposed by others, and he is pointed at his nose and scolded that he should not live, and he does not wave his fists, it is not easy. He thought it would be okay to avoid me, but when he turned around, it meant that his time of death was coming!

It is taboo to give the most dangerous back to his enemy, I rushed up to lock my throat, and then quickly took out the towel that had been prepared and stained with ****, and blocked it on his mouth and nose until he stopped struggling. He lay down quietly and looked innocent, but this innocent person was related to the death of two people.

I pulled out my usual dagger, pried his mouth open, gave him a few tablets of sleeping pills, waited patiently for the sleeping pills to work, and then picked up the dagger and began to cut it deep in his face.

People like them can no longer be called people, and if they do shameless things, what do they have to do with shame? Only by dismantling this face can they restore their true face.

The feeling of cutting flesh with a blunt knife can be imagined, even if he is in a coma, he still unconsciously wants to resist and is easily suppressed. I picked up the whole piece of his severed face and looked at it, and found that it was better than the previous two times, so I rolled it up and sealed it in the plastic bag that I had prepared with me.

These are trophies, they need to be well preserved, and their existence is a constant reminder that there is one less scumbag in this world.

Then I carefully stood in the opposite direction, and the sharp dagger pierced his throat so hard that blood splattered out, and he pulled out two more times, finally motionless.

Listening to the beer twice, pouring it on his head and face, making sure that even my fingerprints were destroyed one by one under the influence of the water in the beer, carefully sweeping the cigarette butts and ashes left behind at the scene, I returned the way I came.

After doing all this, I didn't feel any nervousness, only regret, regret that such a wonderful rooftop, a landmark building in M City, a place overlooking the whole city, I'm afraid I will never be able to set foot on it again.

Passing through the back door, I deliberately lowered my head and pulled my collar deep to hide myself in the shadows so that the camera could not capture me. This famous building, with its many surveillance holes like a sieve, allows me to come and go as I please, even if there is really any image left, and the computer whiz like me is just the rhythm of cracking the password running in the background of their administrator in minutes.

Maybe I'm unknown in real life, but in the time of hacking I had a resounding name, the King of Hearts. There are many legends about me circulating in the rivers and lakes, how I hacked the website of a foreign dignitary media overnight, how I flew a bright five-star red flag on it, how I hacked into the traffic surveillance camera, restored the video that was deliberately erased, told the truth of the matter, gave a resounding slap in the face to the people who tried to use power and money to settle the sins they had done, how to wash the bank accounts of more than a dozen people in one minute, and then returned to the same after a day, and I didn't beat my heart when I played.

I've never admitted to being a hacker. The dividing line between black and white is not very clear, I only do what I think is right, and sometimes I will occasionally do some small evil because of the need for entertainment, but these are harmless, so in essence, I am a slightly blackened red guest.

From otaku to murderer, it only took me two years to go this way. If I could, I wanted to keep walking until one day, I couldn't walk anymore, or someone stopped me. This is the path I chose and I don't regret it.

When I got home, I took a shower, and looked at the blood stains on my hands that had already dried up, slowly melting and merging into the sewer, and the wisps of light red disappeared, leaving only pure water, just like the sins committed by these people, the moment they paid for it with their lives, they died and disappeared, and the future and past should be able to be dealt with, which is also a relief.

A good night's sleep, early the next morning, I deliberately waited in front of the computer, wanting to watch the moment his body was found in real time, a faceless person, flesh and blood blurred, very terrifying, the first person to find a person, I'm sorry, I hope it won't leave you a lifetime of psychological shadows. Human beings are so strange and full of feelings, when he is alive, the name of this security guard may not be able to be called by the staff who enter and leave the building every day, but after his death, he will definitely be widely known to everyone, especially when he is still so miserable.

Taking advantage of the calm on the Internet, I carefully unfolded the harvested human faces, scraped off the excess fat and bloodstains, rinsed them with potion, soaked them in formalin solution, and placed them at the top of the Bogu shelf, a position that I could easily enjoy while lying on the bed. (To be continued.) )