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Murder is such a thing as a rebirth and a second life, and even if Litmus still appears in his dreams with a bloody face, he has already learned to ignore her existence, and even be able to make eye to eye with her with a slight banter. Everything that can't kill you can make you stronger, and Zhu Feng used his own personal experience to understand the profound philosophy contained in this sentence.

The pain of being abandoned by his mother, the anger of being ignored or even despised by his relatives, and the hazy interest of a young boy in the opposite sex, all kinds of complex emotions combined, he has no one to tell, he can only be more silent day after day, seemingly submissive, all kinds of dark emotions in his heart continue to ferment, and one day burst out like a volcanic eruption.

Directly bearing his anger were several innocent women in G City. How they met Zhu Feng and how they were brutally killed, the truth has long been impossible to find out with his death.

But what can be known is that when he was 17 years old, because of the panic caused by the successive murders in G City, adult men spontaneously formed a patrol team to patrol the streets and alleys of G City day and night. The last time he struck, he had just killed the victim and was discovered, he was clever enough, this piece is also familiar, he fled from the small road and rushed back to his uncle's house, and his captors missed him. But it was enough to frighten him, and he didn't dare to go out for ten days and half a month at home, when it was the most serious. Even when someone knocked on the door, he was scared to go directly to the wall, always ready to jump off the wall and escape if something went wrong. At the age of 17, he already understood that the law stipulates that the starting age for sentencing for criminal offenses is 16 years old, and if the circumstances are particularly serious, he can be investigated for criminal responsibility over 14 years old. To be caught is to die.

He really didn't want to die. One more day in G City, there was more fear in his heart, those bulls and horses were full of murder, and it was definitely not a joke to say that the patrol team that caught him and was going to fight him to death. He set himself on fire again. It's only a matter of time before you get caught. City G can't stay any longer. He had to go home.

The brothers and sisters have raised the child for Zhao Xia for several years, and they are already a little dissatisfied in their hearts, but it is for the sake of the child's innocence. Reluctantly allowed him to live at home, in fact, he had long wanted to send him away, and finally waited for Zhu Feng to propose to go back, the relatives didn't even say a few more polite words on the surface to let him stay for a few more days, and happily bought him a train ticket and sent him on the train, as for so many years later, whether he can find his own home when he returns to Y City, it is completely out of their consideration, as long as they can send this little ancestor away, everything will be fine. It's best that they don't come back for the rest of their lives.

After taking the train for more than 30 hours, Zhu Feng, who had not stuck to his teeth, held the only two old clothes, dressed in tatters, and returned to his hometown where he was born and raised. He followed his old memories and finally found his door, the dusty tube building, which contrasted sharply with the nearby and several high-rise buildings he saw when he got off the train. This piece of old town, like a bald man's head, is extremely ugly and incompatible with the bustling city.

He raised his hand and knocked on the door, and when he waited for the door to open, he thought with great irony, when he went back to his home, he still had to knock on the door like a guest, I don't know what kind of embarrassed expression his mother would have when she saw him, she must not want to come back, right? Otherwise, why did you ignore him for so many years? How free a person is, in the past four years, has she ever thought of herself? Did she ever think about how she would live if she was penniless and kicked out of her home by her relatives?

This is his mother, selfish and cold, except for loving himself, everything else is an illusion, he used to love himself! It's nothing more than hoping to be rewarded when she is old, he is just an emotional investment for her, and once she does something against her wishes, she will also be ruthlessly abandoned every minute. If it weren't for the fact that he was really uneasy to stay in G City, 110,000 would not want to come back.

He originally thought that he was about to become an adult, and the world was everywhere, and the result of so many years of hard work and training by his relatives was that he would do a lot of work, and it was not difficult to go out and find a job to support himself. But he hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to return to Y City, why did he obviously have a mother-in-law, and he still lived like a weed, but his mother-in-law could leave him to eat, drink and sleep. He was unwilling, he knew that when his father died, his mother got a lot of money, and during that time he was led by his mother to cry at his father's unit every day, and his memory is still fresh. For so many years later, his mother never went out to work, although they were not well dressed, but they never treated him badly in terms of food, where did he get the money, not all of which his father bought with his life!

Why should he, his own son, go out and work hard to earn a living, but this woman who bears his mother's status can enjoy everything from his father? He would never cheapen her, he had to get his share.

The mother was really at home, asked who it was through the door, and then opened the door unhurriedly. Zhu Feng half-raised his head and looked at her quickly. She is still the same, even the wrinkles on her face seem to have faded, and her dress is becoming more and more fashionable, her hair is permed, she is wearing a brand new red sweater, and the whole person looks very energetic, and she is like two people who used to be gray, and the years have not left any traces on her body, and she has lived even better than when he was there. Zhu Feng looked down at his body, the jacket that had been patched was old and did not fit, this was eliminated by his uncle, but it was the most decent clothes he could get his hands on. He couldn't forget that he was wearing this dress, resisting the wind and snow in G City, as long as he stayed outside for a little longer, the knife-like cold wind would take away all the heat from his body, making him gradually cold and numb. He saw his mother's hand, although the complexion was dark, but it was delicate and smooth, compared to the ten calluses in his palm, with a few frostbitten spots. If you look at just one pair of hands, no one will think that your mother is older than him.

In the nearly four years of suffering in G City, he has never given up missing his mother, he will look forward to it from time to time, expecting his mother to suddenly appear and take him home to love him, without him continuing to do heavy labor, let alone being frozen awake in the middle of the night, and then jumping to wait for dawn. But he waited day after day, in exchange for nothing but despair. Mother never came to G City again.

Zhu Feng stood silently at the door. He wished his mother would hug him crying, and then tell him that she had done something wrong, that she had been thinking about him all these years, and that she had always wanted to take him back. It's just because of some objective reasons. It can't be done. As long as she says a word. He preferred to believe the white lie, because he was so afraid of feeling alone, and he desperately wanted to have his own home. End the miserable life under the fence. Several of his uncles and aunts would be noisy because of whose meal he had eaten for an extra day on the 31st of a certain month, and looking at him was like looking at the unpleasant leper dog on the street corner. He also wants to experience what it's like to be loved and cared for.

However, his mother's next words easily shattered all his illusions. He thought about how mother and son would have mixed feelings when they reunited countless times, and it turned out that he really thought too much. Zhao Xia looked at the short man outside hesitantly, the other party lowered his head, she couldn't see his appearance clearly, but when this person stood at her door, a sour smell came to her face, the clothes on her body were dirty and she couldn't see the original color, a pair of hands that were clasped together were coming out from time to time with some yellow and white pus, and then looking down, it was a trouser tube full of mud, and a pair of torn cotton shoes that had exposed their toes. Zhao Xia couldn't help but show disgust, and said angrily: "Go, go, go, our family has no leftovers, we have to go to someone else's house, go quickly!" Then she pinched her nose and tried to close the door.

The action of closing the door froze on the spot, and the other party slowly raised his head, making Zhao Xia unable to close his mouth in shock. Although his facial features have grown over the years, his general eyebrows and eyes are still the same as before, who is it not his son Zhu Feng?

Zhao Xia didn't know what to say for a while, she didn't expect that her longing son was standing in front of her now, she wanted to pounce on her and cry twice to express her longing, but she was frightened by the body odor and dirty clothes on her son's body, and she really didn't have the courage to play a play of mother-son love. She regretted what she had just said, treating her biological son as a beggar, and she couldn't wait to slap herself in the mouth, so she could only smile awkwardly: "Feng'er, why are you back?" Come in, come in. She opened the door wide and desperately beckoned Zhu Feng into the house, but she didn't dare to step forward to pull him.

Although Zhao Xia carefully hid the little disgust in her eyes, she was still caught by the sensitive Zhu Feng. Mount Everest is no longer sad, he should have thought of it, a selfish and selfish person who left his own son in an unfamiliar place, ran home alone, and lived her chic life, which is something that he can't do with his son even if he has the slightest sincerity. His expectations are not so much the hope that he will be rewarded from his mother, but rather a little delusion about him, the delusion that supports him to live. thinks she is dirty, what kind of clean character is she?

Hehe, now that he is back, his mother's good life has come to an end, and the pain she inflicted on him will definitely be repaid tenfold, hundredfold or even thousandfold. I'd rather be responsible for the world, than let the world bear me, life is just a few decades, why should I feel uncomfortable with myself, all the people who make him feel bad, he will definitely not let go.

Zhu Feng did not follow Zhao Xia's intention to enter the house, he came back this time to block his mother, that is, to ask for money. I haven't been by her side for so many years, so I have to let her do her best to be a mother. He said to Zhao Xia without a smile: "Mom, aren't you excited to see me at all, or do you not want me to come back at all?" ”

"Where can I be, I am just your son, and I have to count on you in the future, why don't I want you to come back? I was still dreaming of you yesterday, do you say that this is my mother and son have a heart-to-heart connection? Quick, come inside, it's cold outside. ”

Zhu Feng deliberately looked down at his outfit in embarrassment: "I'm not afraid of your jokes, I'm just such a dress that I can wear." Let's buy a set now. ”

"Oh, look I'm confused, you wait for Mom to get the money." Taking advantage of Zhao Xia's return to the house, Zhu Feng took a look into the house, a big dressing mirror, a semi-automatic washing machine, and a brand-new refrigerator, filling a small room, the windows in the house are as bright and clean as ever, with a good smell of laundry detergent, Zhu Feng's sarcastic smile on his face can't be hidden, thinking of him, it's strange! I'm afraid that if she doesn't wait until she is seventy or eighty, she can't walk or crawl and needs to be taken care of, she will never think that she has an abandoned son.

The role of herself and her is equivalent to an endowment insurance! Raising children to prevent old age, you first have to raise children in order to prevent old age! I don't even want to raise it, I just want to take advantage of it in the future, why don't you grab such a good thing?

Zhao Xia quickly changed her clothes and came out with a coat, a cashmere coat with a good texture, Zhu Feng has done a lot of wool pulling work in G City in the past few years, and his eyesight is definitely enough, and he recognized at a glance that the coat on Zhao Xia's body is worth a lot of money, and it may be worth a person's salary for several months. Where is the mother who used to be diligent and thrifty and felt distressed when she spent a penny?

"Son, let's go. Go shopping. Zhu Feng stood still, just stared at her pockets that were not bulging at all and asked, "How much money did you bring?" Zhao Xia was stunned, after all, the mother and son hadn't seen each other for three or four years, just at first glance, she felt that Everest's personality had become more gloomy and introverted over the years, his face was like a dead fish that others owed him 8 million, and when there was no smile, it was really scary, plus his eyes swept over him from time to time, he could make himself feel cold, is this person really her son? Why did this familiar and strange man standing in front of her make her feel inexplicably trembling?

Zhao Xia smiled a little flatteringly: "I loaded 200 yuan, let's buy you a few good clothes today." ”

"Two hundred yuan, what about those who ask for food? Just the coat you have on you, it's more than a few two hundred yuan, right? How did you get to me, that's all there is left? Mom, you wouldn't even want to spend some money on your son, would you? I still have a share of the money left by my father, I haven't eaten a penny at home in the past four years, and now if you buy me a few clothes, you will cut it like this. ”

Zhao Xia just wanted to say the words of hush and warmth, but all of a sudden choked in her throat. 200 yuan is not too little, that's the average person's salary in a month! However, Zhao Xia didn't argue, she was a little unreasonable, so she had to go back to the house and take a few hundred yuan, and when she went out, she was sarcastically ridiculed by her son again, this time she learned to be obedient, gritted her teeth and bled heavily, and directly loaded two thousand.

Zhu Feng didn't say more, obediently followed her to the mall, there was only one principle for picking clothes, only choosing the expensive ones and not buying the right ones, turned around a lot, bought two sets of clothes, a few pairs of shoes, and spent all the money Zhao Xia brought, and then returned home satisfied.

[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, and it must be better! (To be continued.) )