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Zhou Xiaoan gave up after struggling for a while, there are too many powerless things in life, if he keeps holding on to these things, he won't be able to live that day.

So we can only try to think about good things.

Fortunately, there was good news soon. Zhang Gong was transferred back to Peizhou from the third line, and he also worked in the steel mill, and he was also the deputy chief of the technical department!

And he knew from Sister Ning that Zhou Xiaoan likes machinery, has been self-taught, and is very supportive, not only sorted out some of his own professional books to lend her, but also instructed her that if she has any questions, you can ask him, he is welcome at any time!

Zhang Gong is very easy-going, and even with a little bit of innocence and stubbornness unique to intellectuals in this era, he listened to Zhou Xiao'an talk about the mobile phone, and immediately found information and studied it with Zhou Xiao'an.

He respects the opinions of Zhou Xiaoan and his co-workers very much, and does not despise them at all, let alone feel that they are making trouble.

Zhou Xiaoan finally breathed a sigh of relief, with Zhang Gong here, she didn't have to fight with that machine anymore, as long as she guided him at the key node, she could quickly complete the transformation.

So Zhou Xiaoan's life is much better than before.

During this time, others are 24 hours a day, and she has to study in the space for more than ten or twenty hours in addition to the 24 hours, although she will not feel tired in the space, but the serious imbalance between sleep and rest makes her very mentally exhausted, and she can feel that her weight and spirit are declining.

The most tricky job was taken over by Zhang Gong, and Zhou Xiaoan only needed to be busy with the writing she was good at, and she could finally live her previous life again.

She also finally realized that people's energy is limited, even if she is a traverser and has space as a cheat, she is not superhuman, and there are many things she can't do.

This realization did not make her depressed or discouraged, but it made her more focused and made her life easier.

When you know what you can't do well, you can devote yourself to what you can do well. At her age, being able to recognize this is already a very rewarding thing.

Zhou Yuehai also noticed that she was not in good spirits recently, and tried to find time after work, even if she couldn't stay with her all the time, she would definitely eat with her before going to work overtime.

Zhou Xiaoan knew that now was the critical moment for the evaluation of the military region, so he didn't dare to distract his uncle too much, and he would often consciously go to him after work, not letting him waste time running back and forth.

So Gu Yunkai easily stopped her on the road.

Since the last time he met Gu Yunkai, Zhou Xiaoan's resentment towards him has completely disappeared.

Neither of them owes anyone anything, it's just that they make people and have no fate to be friends again.

So Gu Yunkai wanted to talk to Zhou Xiaoan in a farewell tone, and Zhou Xiaoan happily went to the street garden with him.

Gu Yunkai looked thinner than the last time they met, and his originally handsome facial features had been so thin that he had a mean sharpness, but his words to Zhou Xiaoan were very gentle, "Xiao An, I'm here to say goodbye to you, I'll leave tomorrow." ”

When he said go, of course, he went to the battlefield.

Zhou Xiaoan nodded, "You take care." Although she felt that Gu Yunkai's current state was not suitable for the battlefield, she was not even a friend anymore, and she had no position to say such things to him at all.

The two of them were relatively speechless for a long time before Gu Yunkai took out a letter from his pocket, "If I can't come back, you can open it and read it." ”

Then he laughed self-deprecatingly, "If I sacrifice, it will be a big trouble to leave you this letter as a suicide note, and the organization and my mother will misunderstand you, so I can only give it to you now." ”

If he sacrificed and left Zhou Xiaoan a suicide note, everyone would think that the relationship between the two of them was not simple. That will cause great inconvenience to Zhou Xiaoan's future life.

Zhou Xiaoan was so frightened that he put his hands behind his back and didn't dare to answer the letter, "If you have anything to say, come back and say it to me, if you can't come back, there's no point in saying anything to me!" ”

Gu Yunkai smiled bitterly, "Xiao An, I'm a coward, if I can come back, I won't be able to say these things to you for the rest of my life......"

Zhou Xiaoan interrupted him loudly, "Then why are you coming to me?" Tell me you're ready to sacrifice? Gu Yunkai, you're right, you are not only cowardly, you are also selfish! If you're ready to sacrifice yourself, why do you have to tell me? I'm not interested in your suicide note! I would never want to have anything to do with this kind of thing! ”

Zhou Xiaoan knocked down the envelope that Gu Yunkai insisted on handing to her, "If you really can't let go of these words, come back and say it to me in person!" ”

Zhou Xiaoan remembered the **** nights when her uncle's life and death were unknown on the battlefield, and it was Gu Yunkai who told her at least one phone call every day that there was still hope, she was still looking for it, and she didn't give up.

Even if she doesn't want to admit it, but Gu Yunkai really accompanied her through those days, she didn't give up, Uncle didn't give up, is he going to give up now?

Zhou Xiaoan's tears flowed down, "Gu Yunkai, if you can come back safely from the battlefield, I will listen to whatever you want to say to me." You're a very hateful person, but I don't hate you, really, although I wanted to kill you with a knife at that time, but I found that I didn't hate you at all......"

Gu Yunkai's pale face was moved, and his lips trembled with excitement, "Xiao An, you, you really don't hate me?" ”

Then he was afraid that Zhou Xiaoan would regret it, so he quickly shook his head, "You don't have to answer, you don't have to answer." I know you're so kind, I'm glad you could say that......"

Zhou Xiaoan nodded affirmatively, "Really, Gu Yunkai, we can't be friends, but I really hope that you can live a good life in peace......"

Gu Yun smiled, and a warmth slowly welled up in his eyes, "Xiao An, I believe it." You're so kind, you won't hate me at this time. ”

Gu Yunkai picked up the letter and put it in his pocket, his eyes were calm and expectant, "Xiao An, I know it's despicable to say this now, but I really want to fight for another chance for myself." If I could come back, would you forgive me and let me be your friend? ”

After speaking, he laughed self-deprecatingly, without being sarcastic, with confidence and determination, and with the shadow of the high-spirited Gu Yunkai in the past, "Xiao An, I know I messed up many chances. One last time, can I ask you for one last chance? ”

Zhou Xiaoan nodded, "It's just a friend." ”

Gu Yun laughed, "It's just a friend." It is enough to do a clever fool once. ”

When saying goodbye, Gu Yunkai solemnly gave Zhou Xiaoan a military salute, "Xiaoan, thank you." ”

Zhou Xiaoan didn't know what to say to a person who was about to go to the battlefield, so he could only smile at him as best he could, "You have to take care." ”

Gu Yunkai took out a whistle made of bullet shells from his pocket, "This is the bullet case that I hit ten rings when I hit the target for the first time, it is my lucky object, leave it for you to play!" ”

Zhou Xiaoan shook his head, "You take it with you, and give it to me when you come back." ”

She had nothing to give him, so after looking for a long time, she took out a box of chocolate beans from her backpack, which was given to her by Pan Mingyuan back then, and she was never willing to eat them.

"A friend of mine gave it to me, and he said that if you eat one when you're in a bad mood, you'll feel better. I'll give it to you, eat one when you can't think of anything, and there will be no life that you can't get by.

My friend has been through many, many hardships and is now living the life he wants, and I hope you can have his luck too. ”

"Gu Yunkai, I hope you can find what you want on the battlefield." (To be continued.) )