Chapter 43: The Day the Rose Bloomed
The sky of September is in full swing, and the sky of nine days is full of stingers. A rainy and hazy drunk the world, and when I woke up from my dream, I was reincarnated, the sun was shining, and the sun was still scorching.
Under the telescope, the slightly chubby girl, in the hot sun, kept running, as if there was no end, and the male policeman's heart seemed to be stabbed by something, and it was very uncomfortable.
Time passed slowly, and the girl's running figure began to slow down, perhaps she had exceeded her load, and the male policeman looked at it in a daze, this girl who had no friends and everything, what made her so persistent?
Finally, the girl's figure fell, and when he saw this figure on the high platform, he gritted his teeth in pain, and even faintly flowed a few drops of crystal water in his eyes. But in a moment, she stood up again, facing forward, fearless, but this time, the girl only ran a few dozen meters ahead, and fell to the ground again, her eyes were tightly closed, her chest was constantly panting, she struggled several times, but did not let herself get up.
On the high platform, the body flashed, the body rushed forward, even when the criminal was caught, the speed was no more than that.
"Why are you so reckless, do you know that if you continue like this, sooner or later you will be crippled." The girl seemed to have a dream, dreaming of a police uncle in a police uniform, accusing her in her ear and caring for her, which had not been seen in her world for a long time.
Her classmates didn't like her, the people in the dormitory didn't like her, he didn't like her, and even the teachers didn't know if she was in their minds.
She smiled sweetly at the police uncle in her dream, a pair of white teeth, which made her smile with a sense of holiness, and after a while, her face returned to calm, and she murmured in a low voice: "I know that he doesn't like me, and his classmates also take me as the object of ridicule, whether it's Da Bo Mei or Deng Lanxin, I can ignore them, but I can't stand his indifference, I just hope that he can look at me squarely." I only eat two meals a day, and they are all three points full, as long as there is no class, I run on the playground, just to lose weight as soon as possible, you don't know, he doesn't know, I have lost 15 kilograms in half a year, I believe, soon he will like me".
After finishing speaking, she narrowed her eyes, carefully fumbled for a piece of letter paper from her arms, showed a sweet smile, and said to herself: "Do you know, this is the 300th letter I have written, every day I will write my thoughts in the letter, and when I have collected a thousand letters, I will tell myself to be brave enough to show it to him."
As her words fell, the letter slipped to the ground quietly, facing the slightest breeze, constantly running and running, is this because it understands the girl's thoughts, wants to find its owner, and tells her heart?
School Infirmary.
A doctor in a white and flawless shirt properly treated the comatose big wave girl, looked at the male policeman who came with her in his arms suspiciously, and said reproachfully: "Are you her boyfriend?" I know that you are usually very busy as a police officer, but her body is seriously deteriorating now, and your boyfriend is very incompetent, so you should care more about her in the future, do you know it?"
The male policeman opened his mouth, and the last sentence he spit out was actually to say to the counselor of the big wave girl next to him: "You go back first, I will stay and take care of her, thank you for your cooperation today."
In the room, the white bed, the white futon, the pale face is like a blank piece of paper, the eyes are tightly closed, even in a coma, her brows are still slightly wrinkled, the bed is at the end, dripping, falling bit by bit, this ordinary-looking girl gave the male policeman too much shock.
Looking at the palm of his hand, this white letter paper that was already a little wrinkled, he had the idea of looking through it in his heart, although it was very immoral, but the budding thoughts kept lingering in his heart.
"Tuesday, September 10, the weather was fine.
After writing this letter, it is exactly three hundred letters, and it is also my three hundred days and nights of thinking about you, and I once told myself that when I have collected a thousand letters, I will give it to you without reservation.
Yesterday, I went to a trip outside the school, walked for a long time, to a place that sells scales, the owner of the store thought I was going to buy scales, and warmly entertained me, but he didn't know, I just wanted to weigh me down a few pounds these days, fortunately, God did not let me down, ten days, I lost another pound, although not much, but there are still 700 days and nights of time, I believe that then you will find that I have changed completely different from the original.
In the evening, when I came back, I happened to meet you, and I wanted to say hello to you, but you didn't pay attention to me hiding in the corner, and left with a few students talking and laughing.
After you left, I stood in the corner of the school, just to create the illusion that I was passing by, to make you realize that I was slowly changing, and then to look into your surprised eyes.
After waiting for more than two hours, my feet were already sore, but you came back, which made me ecstatic, but in an instant I fell into the abyss again, because there was another girl next to you, and at that moment I wanted to cry, I turned my head and ran desperately, just not wanting you to see that back, at this time there were silent tears.
You only love beautiful faces, your wind and snow are fleeting, don't you see? I stood in the wind, in the rain, in the snow, waiting for you for a long, long time.
I don't know how long I ran, when I stood on the high platform of the school playground, the sky was raining, and in the blink of an eye, it was pouring down, and I was silently looking at the sky alone.
You won't understand how I felt when I saw you for the first time, that chubby girl, holding the luggage a little tightly, not far away a tall boy suddenly ran over, did not speak, just showed his white teeth, smiled sweetly at her, just that glance, my eyes never left.
I have looked at your back countless times, the person standing behind me grinning like a nymphomaniac, the silly girl who slept with a doll in her arms is me, and the person who is trying to lose weight for you is me.
You participated in the basketball game organized by the school, I bought two ice creams and stood outside the court waiting for you, the ice cream is about to melt, why haven't you run to me yet, I am almost gone, is it still too late?
Whenever it rains, whenever I open an umbrella, I will think of you, my eyes are raining for you, but my heart is holding an umbrella for you.
You know me? I lost weight not to be pretty, but to make you look at me more.
In order to lose weight, I only eat two meals a day, and only eat some fruits, whenever I have a feeling of collapse, I tell myself, you like slim girls, as long as I lose a few pounds, it will become a melon seed face, and when I become beautiful, can I be your friend? Can I give you an umbrella? I just want you to look at me more, even if it's just for you......
On my empty ring finger, I am forever waiting for your ring. ”
The male policeman held this seemingly light and fluttering letter paper, as if it were ten thousand catties, and at that moment, his body did not move, only his heart trembled slightly.
Suddenly, his eyes once again stared at the girl at the head of the bed, although she was not as charming as Xi Shilai, not as cold and glamorous as Diao Chan, and not as gentle as Xiao Qiao, but they all had the same persistent beauty.
"Ahh
The girl smiled sweetly and murmured, "Uncle policeman, why did you appear in my dream again, is it that God has mercy on me?" ”
The male policeman was stunned and didn't speak, and after a long time, he sighed: "After all, there is a day when I wake up, as a policeman, although it is very cruel, but I have to tell you that Yan Shikai is dead, and we are investigating his case."
"Did you lie to me? You tell me it's a dream, tell me quickly". The girl was stunned for a moment, and then struggled frantically, even the drip of the hanging needle was torn and deformed by her, and a large bag immediately swollen on her hand, but she was unaware, these were far less than one ten-thousandth of the pain in her body and mind.
The male policeman gestured softly, pulled out the drip she was hanging, and said unbearably: "I don't want to lie to you, but this is a fact, sooner or later you have to go through this day, I hope I will tell you personally, because you have the right to know."
The girl kept crying, crying, hugging the quilt, curled up at the foot of a bed, so pitiful, so helpless, three hundred days and nights of missing, even if there was little hope, but at least there was hope, but in the twilight, everything turned into nothingness.
When the tears had cried, she seemed to have turned into a floating corpse, and the male policeman said expressionlessly: "I'm sorry, I have to perform routine police duties."
The girl raised her head, looked at him without joy or sorrow, and lowered her head again.
The male policeman only felt lost, and had no courage to continue asking, and suddenly, his body moved, held the girl's shoulder, let her eyes meet it, and said gently: "As a policeman, I know that I can't be rash, but I am not merciful, so I decided to withdraw from this interrogation and let other colleagues take my place, at this moment, we are one, just because I found out, I have fallen in love with you, and when I have written a thousand letters, I hope that the day when the roses bloom, I can hold your hand and walk in the rain together, and I can hold an umbrella for you!"