Chapter 159: I don't understand
"And then?" Luo Xue said.
"Later......" Wan Hongge said softly, and after a pause, he sighed slightly, "Later, I'm afraid my mother didn't expect that she had been persuading the girls in Wanhualou not to take the old road of coral, and had been taking revenge on those men who left their wives and children at home and went to Wanhualou in disregard, but in the end, she was also harmed by the love she never believed in." ”
Hearing this, Luo Xue probably understood, but she didn't understand, could it be that the old man who even Sikong Cangling respected was the same as Xu Zhiheng?
Xiao Shangshu Xiao Feng also knows a lot about Luo Xue's personality, she doesn't believe that if Xiao Shangshu's personality is really the same as Xu Zhiheng's, the shrewd Sikong Cangling will respect him more than his father. Moreover, Xiao Feng is Sikong Cangling's teacher, and she doesn't believe that a person with a bad mind can teach such an excellent disciple, although she doesn't want to admit it, but Sikong Cangling's excellence is beyond doubt.
"Father, he...... I don't really know about my mother and my father, in fact, I have never even met my mother, and I have only seen my mother's appearance from paintings. When Wan Hongge said this, the bitterness in his tone was obvious, and of course there were some indescribable emotions.
Luo Xue was also slightly stunned when she heard Wan Hongge's words, "What do you mean?" ”
Wan Hongge got up again, and then after putting away the painting in his hand, he went to the bookcase again, and after putting the scroll away, he gently pressed an inconspicuous place in the corner, and then saw a dark grid suddenly appear out of the bookcase. A scroll appears again in the dark grid.
In Luo Xue's slightly surprised gaze, Wan Hongge took out the scroll and returned to Luo Xue's side. After sitting down, he opened the scroll, "This is my mother." ”
Wan Hongge said, reaching out and gently touching the painting, Luo Xue also looked at the painting, to her slight surprise, the woman in the painting was wearing a bright red gauze skirt. On his head was a simple but generous bun, with a crimson glazed vermilion hairpin on it, and the colorful red amber swayed down. The slightest movement is full of thousands of styles.
Her appearance is very gorgeous, and she looks very similar to Wan Hongge, the only thing that looks very different is her eyes, the woman's eyes are very attractive. Seductive fox eyes. The corners of the eyes are upturned, and a rose-red plum blossom is painted at the end of the eye, which looks extremely enchanting and elegant.
And Wan Hongge's eyes are very rippling peach blossom eyes, which look like aura in a flash, not like the extreme enchanting charm of the woman in the painting, but there is a lot of aura.
The woman in the painting seems to be particularly fond of red, and her lips are also painted with a bright red lip color, which looks very beautiful and seductive. Long big red tassel earrings hung from her ears, which made her neck even more white and slender. She holds a plum blossom branch in her right hand. She seemed to be looking at the plum blossoms in full bloom very seriously, the smile in her eyes was clearly visible, the corners of her mouth were beautifully curved, and she also wore a crimson agate bracelet on her right wrist, and her fingers were slender, which made people can't help but want to be pitied.
Anyway, the woman in the painting, that is, Wan Hongge's mother, looks like a very charming and confident woman from this painting.
"Auntie, it's beautiful." Luo Xue looked at it for a while, and then said such a sentence.
Wan Hongge listened to it and smiled dumbly, of course she knew her mother's beauty, but unfortunately, she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, "I heard about my mother's things from the nurse's mouth, and then the nurse died, and I never heard about my mother's affairs again, and my mother didn't leave me anything else, just a book and this Wanhualou." ”
Wan Hongge stroked the painting, and then continued: "This painting was given to me by a strange man when I was eight years old, if it weren't for that strange man, I'm afraid I wouldn't even know what my mother looks like, because my mother burned all the things about her, and didn't leave a trace, this painting was secretly painted by the man who admired her, my mother didn't know, and then the man got married, and one day he turned out this painting, and then remembered my mother, but because he didn't live in the capital, So I didn't know that my mother had passed away for many years, and I originally wanted to give this painting to my mother, but I didn't expect my mother to see me, but he only saw me when I was only eight years old. ”
"Actually, I have always felt that my mother is very ruthless all these years, I even hated my mother at the beginning, since you don't love me, why did you give birth to me, since you gave birth to me, why don't you stay with me, let me grow up alone. Together I used to feel that being in such a fireworks place made me feel faceless, but after a long time, I felt very comfortable and happy, because with these sisters with me, at least I will not feel too lonely and lonely for the rest of my life, at least these sisters are really good people to me. ”
Wan Hongge said, unconsciously laughing at herself, perhaps because she felt that the helplessness of such a life also made her feel a little breathless.
"Auntie, how did you die?" Luo Xue was silent for a while, and then asked softly, it could be seen that Wan Hongge was a little resistant to her mother's affairs, but Luo Xue still wanted to know, because she could also see that Wan Hongge still wanted to find someone to talk to, but she hadn't met the right person who could make her open her heart and say what was in her heart over the years.
Hearing Luo Xue ask this, Wan Hongge was silent for a moment, and her mood seemed to become more depressed all of a sudden, and it took a while for her to speak: "Liyun, you should know what's wrong with my body, that's right, eyebrow marks, I was poisoned by eyebrow marks." Anyone who knows the eyebrow marks knows the symptoms of the eyebrow marks, the methods and methods of eyebrow marks, but few people know that the eyebrow marks are poisoned, after the poison, not only the fetus will be poisoned, the mother is also a poisonous body, and every mother who has eyebrow marks on her body will die of dystocia when the fetus is born. ”
As soon as Wan Hongge said this, Luo Xue was shocked, indeed, she knew about the eyebrow marks, but just like Wan Hongge said, she didn't know that the mother who was hit by the eyebrow marks would die, that means. The mother is trading her life for a chance to take revenge.
Luo Xue couldn't help but ask in her heart, doing this just to take revenge on a man. Is it worth it?
Whether it's worth it or not, no one can answer her question, but there is no doubt that regardless of whether the man will be retaliated against or not, it is certain that the child is destined to bear a lifetime of sins from birth. Because she not only had to drink her father's blood in order to detoxify, but also because she was the direct murderer of her own mother. There are a few people who can really bear it.
"Hongge ......" Luo Xue called softly, her worry was endless, at this moment, she felt sorry for the woman in front of her who had been pretending to be strong.
Wan Hongge smiled indifferently. "Actually, it's nothing. All these years have passed, and even if there has been resentment, it has passed. To be honest, I did hate my mother at the beginning, but when I thought that she could use her life to hate someone, from another point of view, it was nothing more than because she couldn't get love, in the end, my mother was just a poor person. I am her daughter, and what right am I to hate her? She gave me life. It is already my greatest luck that I can come to this time to experience the joys and sorrows of life, at least she didn't erase me in the midst of extreme hatred, did she? ”
Luo Xue looked at Wan Hongge and didn't speak, she had always felt that her background was already pitiful, she had never been loved by her father, and her father regarded her as a chess piece at most. But at least, her mother loves her, and Wan Hongge was an unblessed child from the beginning, and even her mother only saw her as a pawn to take revenge on her father.
"Liyun, you know? I didn't understand why my mother burned everything but left Wanhualou and that book, until I learned everything in that book, I didn't know that my mother just left me capital to take revenge on. The book my mother left me, the information about the eyebrow marks is also on it, it is a book of refining poison, I used to think that it was the only thought my mother left me, so I studied hard, and finally found out that the original result was like this. However, I still have to thank my mother, because of the book she left me, I have the ability to protect everything in Wanhualou, so that everything in Wanhualou can be safely preserved. ”
Wan Hongge smiled bitterly, and Luo Xue couldn't help but reach out and hold her hand, giving her silent comfort.
Wan Hongge shook his head and continued: "I also used to hate my father, it was because of him that I lost my mother, and I never felt a day of maternal love, let alone father's love, I also thought about going to my father to take revenge according to my mother's wishes, but when I went to check on my father and learned everything about him, I knew that it was impossible for me to get that hand." ”
Luo Xue suddenly asked tentatively: "Your father, it's Xiao Shangshu, right?" ”
Wan Hongge looked at Luo Xue in some surprise, obviously surprised that Luo Xue knew about this, but he didn't have the slightest suspicion, "How do you know?" ”
Luo Xue knew that she had guessed right when she heard Wan Hongge ask this, and she didn't hide it, "Actually, if you don't say it, I'm also ready to let Xiao Ying confirm it, since I knew that you were hit by the eyebrow marks, I asked Xiao Wu to pay attention to your usual behavior, you looked at Xiao Mansion in a daze and was seen by Xiao Wu, and then Xiao Wu investigated the matter of Xiao Mansion, and now in the entire Xiao Mansion, the only one who meets your father's conditions is Xiao Shangshu alone." ”
Wan Hongge nodded helplessly, "That's right, Xiao Feng is my father." It's just that he doesn't love my mother, and the reason why he and my mother have me is really just an accident, and I'm afraid even he doesn't know that I exist. ”
Luo Xue looked at Wan Hongge and waited for Wan Hongge to continue.
Wan Hongge paused for a moment before continuing to speak: "My father was a poor scholar when he first came to the capital, and he also met my mother when he came to participate in the scientific examination, and he also liked to come to Wanhualou, but she came to Wanhualou not because of anything, but simply because the students who live in Wanhualou don't have to spend money. Because most of the people who come to Wanhualou are rich sons, my mother doesn't need to make money on it, but only my father will use this place as a place to stay. My mother probably thought my father was very interesting, so she noticed him. After the scientific examination, my father surprised everyone and was admitted to the champion of that year, because his name was really unheard of by everyone. As soon as he came to the capital, he lived in Wanhualou, and he didn't go out much after he lived, as if everything outside was isolated from him, and he didn't talk to others, he always read silently alone, if he didn't happen to meet my mother again, and turned a blind eye to my mother, I'm afraid my mother I wouldn't find out that there was a person who lived in vain for a long time in Wanhualou. ”
When Wan Hongge said this, he also smiled slightly, I am afraid that anyone who meets such a person will lose their laughter, it is the first time that someone has regarded Hualou as a place to stay.
"When my father won the championship, my mother was also very surprised, but I didn't pay much attention to it, until my father took the gold rewarded by the emperor to pay for those days, my mother really began to like my father's temperament. Because my father didn't do it for the sake of face, but simply didn't want to owe anything to others, my father's temper also made my mother smile bitterly, and at the same time, he also had a good impression of my father when he accepted the gold. ”
"My father has never liked my mother, because he already has a wife, that is, Mrs. Xiao, who has passed away a long time ago, they are childhood sweethearts, and Mrs. Xiao loves my father very much, my father has only one wife in his life, in his eyes, maybe he is only Mrs. Xiao a woman."
"My father and my mother...... It's because once my father was framed, and then he was poisoned, and he originally wanted to threaten my father with this, but he didn't expect to be met by my mother, so he had a night with my mother. After the incident, my father didn't remember anything, and when he saw his mother, he only thought that his mother had saved him, and his mother didn't know that his father already had a wife, so he only found out when he went to find his father. ”
"In the days that followed, my mother had a hangover almost every day, and it wasn't until she knew that she had me that she came to her senses. In fact, I have never understood, if my mother poisoned herself because of hatred, but then she never went to her father again, nor did she mention revenge, what happened back then, I don't know, but the eyebrow marks can only be poisoned by my mother herself, and others can't poison my mother, so I haven't been able to understand why. (To be continued.) )