Chapter 178: Don't forget your original intention
"This is also what I'm most worried about, Mao Feng is out of the house, and my little brother is also turned upside down by zombies, but now there is no one around me who can help."
Zixuan was also very anxious.
I looked out the window at the scenery, it was spring, and many branches had begun to sprout new branches and young leaves, and the peach blossoms were in full bloom.
"Let's go find Brother Miaoji." Zixuan proposed.
On weekdays, I would have refused, but last night he suddenly appeared beside me, I think it must be God's arrangement, God is hanging the curtain, and the fate between us is not over. On weekdays, I would have denied it if I didn't even dare to ask, or I didn't want to trouble him, but after what happened last night, I thought of him and couldn't wait to see him, because only in this way can I have special and beautiful memories with him, and have exclusive memories between us.
I gently patted Zixuan's shoulder, twice. "I'm leaving, I'm going to ask him for help now."
I met him in the courtyard because I didn't want to see his wife, that is, Luo Siyu's sister Luo Sisi, and I also saw the sleeping girl in the attic, and I also dreamed of her, it seems that I woke her up, if I knew that my voice could wake her up, I would not have called her dead.
"You wait for me here, I'll come back after catching the ghost."
That's the first thing he said to me when we met. At this moment, I suddenly regretted a little, I felt that I was left out, I felt that he didn't seem to be interested in me before, we haven't seen each other for so long, and the first thing I said after meeting was to catch ghosts? Very disappointed, wondering if he didn't love me as much as he used to? I started to think cranky. I don't think women are fickle, they just care a lot about it, so there will be comparisons, and there will be gaps when they compare.
Before he left. I didn't say a word, I didn't have a chance to say it, he left in a hurry when we met, and I really regretted it to the heel, and I suspect that he may have fallen in love with Roth. He waited from evening to dark, and he had not returned. "Isn't he coming back?" I'm negative. Really, never felt this way before. Wondering if it was wrong for me to come to him?
"What are you thinking?"
I looked up. I saw my little brother appear in front of me.
"Are you thinking about Chen Clever Scheme?"
At this time, no matter who comes to ask me, I will say it endlessly. "Shouldn't I bother him?" I asked my little brother.
"Did you think it yourself, or did he tell you after you asked him?"
"Do you still need to ask this kind of question?" I was depressed and fell on the table.
The little brother is cleaning up the yard while helping me analyze. "Do you want to eat 'fish without bones' or duck now?"
Just now, I was obviously talking about me and Chen Miaoji. Why did the little brother suddenly ask this at this moment? "I don't want to eat, I don't have an appetite."
"I'll go cook some for you." The little brother continued: "Don't you like to eat 'fish without bones' the most? ”
I shook my head. "I ate so much at night that I couldn't eat."
"You don't ask him how he knows what he's thinking?" Little brother back to business. "Like if I hadn't asked you if you wanted to eat, I thought you would have eaten before. I've always treated you like that. Your habits. What's your favorite food? What is the most fearful? What is your favorite fruit to eat after a meal? I always know my favorite pastries, I thought you wouldn't change, but I just asked you, and you gave me a different answer. "The little brother looked at me seriously." If I hadn't asked you just now, I really don't know if you'd be thinking the same way I thought I was. ”
I was stunned, had I changed?
"Man grows up." The little brother touched my head and went on to clean the yard.
"We've all grown up and we're not the same as we used to be?" I curiously followed behind my little brother. asked, but there was a trace of melancholy in my heart.
"It can be the same. It can also be different, depending on whether you can do 'don't forget the original intention', do you know exactly what you want? ”
"Don't you forget your original intention?"
"Think about it, did you feel the same when you were with him when you first started and when you want to be with him now?"
"But after all we have been through, can we still be the same as before?"
"It's up to you to choose, you can choose the same, you can choose the different."
"How is it the same? He's already married to a wife, and if he doesn't have a wife, maybe it'll be the same. "I have a very low self-esteem because he chose someone else.
"There are some things that we can't change, like who we are, what if he asks you to break off with Amarne? Some things can be both, and there's no need to choose just one, just like you love to eat 'fish without bones' and eat some fruit after eating, just like you want to eat white rice and side dishes, which obviously complement each other. Do you feel about him the way you used to feel about him? It has nothing to do with whether he has already chosen someone else, just as you can't choose between Amma and him, he can't choose to marry Rosisi, that's the holy decree. ”
'Don't forget what you wanted?' Yes, I didn't ask him, what did he think? Even if what he says is different from what I think, I prefer to believe what he says, because I will believe whatever he says.
It was a little late, and the little brother had already cleaned up the yard, and he went back to the hall to clean up.
After I sat in the courtyard for a while, I sat on the stairs at the entrance of the hall, and the floor was a little cold at night, and my feet were already cold, and my hands were cold. It's better to stand up and walk, and what I want in my mind is: 'He will come and hug me as soon as he comes back.'" Because hugging is an amazing thing.
The first moment I stepped out of the door, I saw him slowly coming from not far away. Soon it was close to me, and I entered the house a little shyly, and then came out to look at him again, and he came close again. I looked at him when he was in front of me, and then smiled silly, with my head down; In fact, I'm still quite afraid to face him, I don't know why.
"So happy?"
I didn't answer, I was very excited, I went up and hugged him, the little brother was right, I seemed to have forgotten my original intention. The way I am now is the real me, not afraid, not cowardly, not evasive, brave enough!
The reason why Chen Miaoji walked slowly was because he was in a hurry when he was catching ghosts, thinking that he wanted to come back to see Ai Xiaoman and wanted to accompany her more, but he accidentally flashed his waist.
"Why did you come back so late?" I couldn't bear to ask. (To be continued.) )