When was the long time spent alone with Ei Pear before? Wait Kazuya recalled the last time the two of them were a little unscrupulous, and even lay on the ground without any image to do something together, it should have been before Ayase's childhood illness, in fact, Kazuya always had a feeling, since Lun also joined his own relationship with Eiri Pear, he used a slightly unhappy feeling.

If it's a child, it can be understood as a child's unique possessiveness, but Kazuya's psychology at that time was not a child.

"That's a bit scary!" Carefully recalled his psychological state at that time, and swallowed his saliva, "With what I thought at the time, if I showed this attitude, was it a sign that I had a good impression of Ying Li Li at that time?" The conscience of heaven and earth, am I Lolicon? ”

In fact, after determining a concept, it is a normal thing for people to constantly strengthen and confirm this concept, just like the current Kazuya, although he will feel very hesitant before making a choice, but after making a choice, all his thoughts, all his practices, are deepening the impression that he "likes Sawamura Eiri pear the most". Whether it's the memories of childhood memories on the train, or the secrets that tell Ying Li Li Li as if they were outbursting, and even the idea that they have a longing for Ying Li Li in their childhood.

Of course,It's not that Kazuya's thoughts are all made up by himself.,It's just that these ideas and details that are not so clear.,Under the premise that Kazuya decided that he likes Ying Li Pear,He was infinitely clear.,In a sense,Kazuya confessed to Ying Li Li because he likes Ying Lili.,But at the same time,He is also self-constructing a self-impression of "I like Ying Lili". It's a two-way process, certainly not self-deception, just a mutually reinforcing process.

And now, looking at Ying Lili, who was dressed in clothes in front of him, who was becoming more and more ungraceful, he had no choice but to smile bitterly. Although he doesn't know what the progress of Ying Lili is now, he knows more clearly that a total of twelve CG drawings have passed through his hands, and there are as many as ten, and the last two CGs may be completed at any time, and this period of time for the two to live together will soon reach the end.

And at this time, Yingli pear and Kazuya, in fact, the atmosphere has reached a very harmonious level.

The two people who came into contact with each other at the beginning,Generally speaking, it is still more embarrassing.,This side of the river has also confessed.,But the pear pear on the other end didn't give a clear answer.,This makes him unsure of how he should treat the pear pear.。 Of course, the young pear on the other end behaved even more single, and after dropping the sentence "You follow the previous practice to see if there is anything you can do that can help me", she locked herself back in the room, and only appeared outside the room when she was eating, leaving Kazuya alone in a daze in front of a pile of somewhat messy papers.

Of course, after this situation lasted for two days, Ying Li Li finally realized that it was a little inappropriate for her not to arrange a task for Kazuya, and it seemed that it was because she had figured out what she had figured out and put on an attitude that there was no difference between Kazuya and Kazuya, and began to arrange for Kazuya to do this and that. If it was before, in the face of Ying Lili's arrogant tyrannical behavior, and would definitely be furious, but, after being left idle for two days and not being able to go home, and also suddenly felt that Ying Li Li could arrange things for herself, which was really a perfect thing.

You know, in the past two days, he has maintained contact with Ayase, although Ayase didn't ask more about his current situation, but she still mentioned a little "accidentally": Kasumigaoka-senpai and Megumi-senpai, both "by the way" to inquire about their own situation, why their illness is not healed or something like that.

Although Ayase said that she did not tell Shiyu and Kato Kazuya the specific location, she also revealed a feeling between the lines that "if the other party continues to probe, then she will not be able to hold on".

Of course, from Kazuya's point of view, although he would prefer to be able to make the final decision to Shiyu and Kato after Eiri accepts him, he feels that this is also a helpless thing if he explains the situation in this way in the end.

What worries him even more is actually a vaguely dangerous feeling expressed by Ayase in the email, although she didn't explicitly express her concern about Kazuya, but her last email "That,Although my brother will definitely think I'm a little nosy.,But if I can,,I also want to go to Sister Yingli Riri's place to have a look.,Of course,It's just to take a look!" But Kazuya's heart immediately lifted

Although he finally calmed down Ayase with kind words, this tendency shown by Ayase made Kazuya a little nervous.

Of course, he would never say these words to Ying Lili, because at least gradually, Ying Lili and his relationship, although carefully replied to the most important question, already seemed very casual.

For example, the kind of picture that many people will think is a welfare scene now, is a situation that Kazuya has often found in the past two days.

"Sawamura Spencer Eiri, can you tell me if you're a girl or not?" Carrying a piece of pajamas stained with paint that Yingli had thrown away somewhat casually, Kazuya said angrily.

"Huh? What is it? Ying Li Li glanced at Kazuya boredly and said, "Isn't it just a pajama?" What's all the fuss? ”

"No, no, no, if it's a pajama, I won't make a fuss!" Kazuya gritted his teeth and said, "The key problem is that you have changed your pajamas every night these days and have not washed them, and although your room is very large, don't you think it is very disturbing to throw things like this and make this room look like this?" ”

"Kazuya, do you know it's troublesome! You must know that the most important thing for a painter when he is in a hurry is efficiency, as for the trivial things like pajamas, why should we think about it, come, good, come and help my sister with a color, don't complain! ”

"No, no, no, the cleanliness of the working environment is very important, and I can't stand this!"

"So, let me tell you, because you're here, I've been paying attention to my dress, you see I had a good change of clothes and a shower a few days ago!"

I remembered the solemn appearance of the first few days when the pear pear got along with me, and then looked at the current sloppy childhood sweetheart for a while, and was also a little angry, I was still a little restrained and troublesome for the pear pear to get along with myself at the beginning, but considering the current situation of the pear pear, and also suddenly felt that there was nothing bad about returning the cold pear pear at the beginning to himself.

"Then you change your clothes like you did at the beginning!"

"Well, that's going to be a lot of trouble! If it's just me, I basically won't change my clothes, just a set of clothes until the end of the painting, and my sleep time will be irregular, basically don't sleep, there is time to set an hour and a half alarm clock to take a nap, all because of you, all of my work status is disrupted! ”

"If I let you do this kind of thing, then I think it makes sense for me to come here! And it's still a long time before the deadline, right? You don't have to turn on your deadline mode, do you? ”

"Hawkers,This is too.,But and also.,It's really helpful that you're able to come over.,It's really nice to have an experienced assistant! I'll have to ask you for more help in the future! Ying Li Li stretched, took off the glasses on the bridge of her nose, squinted her eyes vigorously, as if to soothe her somewhat sore eyeballs, and then said.

"If you promise me, then everything will be settled, right?" Kazuya replied casually.

As soon as the words came out, He also realized that something was wrong with the situation, and looked at Ying Lili, whose face was a little pale, he hurriedly explained: "No, uh, this is just a casual remark, I just, um, yes, time, give you time, I understand." ”

Then, he didn't care about Ying Lili, who was a little in a daze, and quickly picked up Ying Lili's pajamas on the ground, turned around, didn't dare to look at Ying Lili's expression, and said: "All in all, of course you can think about it, I'm okay now, let's go wash your clothes first-"

"-Don't go!" When Kazuya turned around, a small hand suddenly reached out from behind and grabbed Kazuya's clothes.

Then, a somewhat warm body leaned into Kazuya's body.

"Well, Ying Lili, didn't you say that you still have to consider-?" Kazuya, who wasn't sure what he was thinking about now, asked uncertainly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm selfish, but I don't want to think about it anymore." Holding Kazuya's body, Ying Li said in a trembling voice.

"So," listening to the soft words of the girl behind him, Kazuya subconsciously wanted to turn his head away. However, his neck was pressed against Ying Lili.

"Kazuya, don't turn around, don't look at me, listen to what I've to say!" Ying Li Li said softly.

"Well, well!" Nodding heavily, Kazuya turned his head back again.

"Na, Kazuya, I don't know, I don't know about what you said, I don't know what is similar to the setting of the crossing, what is similar to the truth I brought to you, I don't know! What the hell did you say, you guy! ”

"Those words are true—"

But I don't care if it's true or not, because I'm scared! If those words are true, doesn't that mean that you always have a sense of identity with other worlds, and don't see me as a living person? What if you treated me like a human guide like a game? If you finish my strategy and think I'm boring, then what will you do if you feel indifferent and abandon me? ”

"Absolutely not, as I said, it was you who made me realize the reality of the world, so for you, how could I be a virtual person?"

"But I can't believe what you said!" Ying Li Li used her arm to wrap Kazuya tighter, "If you have memories of other worlds, what if you suddenly disappear, you think this is the real now, when do you have a dream and find that the memory of the previous world in the dream is more real?" What you said is reassuring! ”

And also stunned, it turned out that he thought that he told Ying Li Li Li these words in order to show Ying Li Li Li as a manifestation of his honesty, but I didn't expect that this declaration seemed to add more pressure to Ying Li Li, because, although he has determined the current truth, but for Ying Li Li who suddenly accepted this setting, it is not necessarily acceptable.

"Sorry! I was wrong, you just take those words as my nonsense! Kazuya muttered.

"You're just talking nonsense!" Ying Li Li hammered Kazuya's back a little hard, bit the flesh on Kazuya's back, and said fiercely, "It's just nonsense!" What a crossing or something! It's something that doesn't exist! It just doesn't exist! ”

"Well, it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, I was just coaxing you to play at that time!" Feeling the emotional instability of the Ying pear behind him.,And also try to comfort each other.。

"Yes, it doesn't exist, but even if it does, what if it does?" Ying Li Li said softly.

"Huh?" In the face of the repeated changes in the reaction of the British pear on this day, Kazuya felt that he was already a little confused about the situation.

"Because, Kazuya, you like me, don't you?" Ying Li Li said softly.

Then, before He didn't react, she also said to herself: "Yes, I know you like me, and the state you have embodied when you get along with me these days will not lie!" As long as you really like me, then those so-called worries are absolutely nonsense, right? ”

Kazuki didn't speak, he felt Eiriri's complicated emotions, but he didn't know what words to use to respond to him.

"Actually, I'm just too timid, I was too scared at the time, and the fear I said before wasn't because I really had this kind of worry, but I was still scared, I'm afraid that if I ran away, how would Kasumigaoka Shiyu react, and how would Megumi react? However, it's not necessary, is it? Like is like, winning is winning, even if, even if the worst happens, what will happen? Because, because, in the end, I just won, Kazuya Aragaki, I paid so much, even if I ran away and won in the end, what would happen? What if the worst outcome comes out? What if they blame me in the end? Because I won! I just won, I gave the most, I was the one who deserved to be rewarded! Ying Li Li hugged Kazuya and shouted hoarsely.

"It's not going to be the worst." Kazuya replied subconsciously, however, he quickly realized that Sawamura Eiri was stronger and more just than he imagined.

"Yes, it won't be the worst outcome, not only do you not want to, but I don't want to," Ying Lili replied very calmly, "I know I can be very selfish, as long as I win, I can do nothing, but, this is not right, what is the difference between this and the fear of my previous escape?" ”

"So, Kazuya, I won't be afraid, next, I will accompany you to face Hui them, because, I am the childhood sweetheart who has paid the most for you since I was a child!"

"Kazuya, you can turn around!"

Kazuya turned around and saw his childhood sweetheart, although his face was stained with tears, and the tears were mixed with the paint sticking to his face and looked a little dirty, although the beautiful blonde hair from before looked a little fluffy and messy because it had not been washed for a long time, and although her pajamas were just hanging loosely on her body, this girl was more beautiful than any girl he had ever seen.

Ying Lili's blue eyes flashed with tears: "Na, Kazuya, I like you too, I can be your girlfriend!" ”

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Let's explain the update of this book a little.,After all, I said that I've moved to Happy Bookmaker.,So this book is still based on that side as the main battlefield.,So there's going to be updated a day earlier.,But considering that many book friends will feel that Bookmakers don't have a web version to be uncomfortable.,So I'll still upload it here at the starting point.,It's just a day late.。

As for the possibility of signing a contract for this book,I'm definitely not going to sign a contract here at the starting point.,It's too likely to be inexplicably banned here.,But if you sign a contract on the book's side, it means you have to delete the book here.,So at least I won't sign a contract with that side before the bookguest comes out of the web version.,That is to say, I'll always update it a day later at the starting point before the bookguest comes out of the computer version.,Don't worry about the book friends who read the computer version.。