Chapter 133: Shadows

Lin Xiaoshu's eyes were firm, her hands were in front of her chest, and she had a non-negotiable tone.

Look, this unconscious action is a manifestation of the little woman's excessive sense of defense and self-protection, Yan Qicheng sighed helplessly. As soon as the man's long arms were retracted, he said that his little wife hugged him into his arms, and his tone was full of relief and doting.

"Wife, we are husband and wife, I am your closest person. Husband, I want to understand you on a deeper level, if you tell me your story, why is it related to selling miserably. Wife, I love you, give me a chance to touch your memories, okay? ”

If a man comes after her, she will ignore it. But when a man irons her with finger tenderness, she can't stand it. Lin Xiaoshu's body was encircled by the man, slowly softened, and her head gently rested on the man's body.

"Why do you have to know, it's not a moving story, it's boring, and you're already some."

"You are my wife, the mother of my children, and the love of my life, so I want to know you more completely." Yan Qicheng is now in front of the little woman, and he will reveal his heart more bluntly. The little woman is insecure, and he has to give her honest and firm affection to rely on.

Miss Lin's pretty face was slightly red and pushed the man away. "I will pick up good things to say. Let's make it clear first, I'll talk about the ones I haven't mentioned, and if you feel bored, stop at any time. The man responded with a gentle smile.

"My adoptive father has never been able to find a decent job since he cut ties with his family. He tried several times to start a small business on his own, but all of them failed. So he began to drink and gamble, and within two years, he squandered all the money his grandmother gave him.

When he was drunk or lost a gamble, he would beat and scold my adoptive mother, who was my aunt, and my grandmother and I could only cry secretly. Later, my adoptive mother gave birth to a cousin, and she was a daughter, and my adoptive father had a worse temper, thinking that it was a room of women who dragged him down.

When he didn't like me, he also started to beat and scold me, and my adoptive mother didn't like me in the first place, and she couldn't take care of me every day at home and abroad. My grandmother has to take care of the young Erya, so I can only bear it. Afterwards, my grandmother would comfort me and give me medicine.

His adoptive father also began to look for women outside, and his adoptive mother hated him for a long time. The year I graduated from high school, my adoptive father died unexpectedly and my adoptive mother remarried, leaving me alone in a rental house without saving a dime. Since then, this girl has been living a life of self-reliance.

But it's nothing, anyway, I've been working as a child worker outside since junior high school, washing dishes, picking up garbage, carrying vegetables, carrying coal, no problem, and supporting myself. What's more, now that I'm in college, I can also do easy and lucrative jobs like tutoring and drawing. ”

Yan Qicheng's long fingers rubbed against the thin cocoon in the palm of his little hand, and there was a throbbing pain somewhere in his body. What kind of life did his little wife live when she was a child? She spoke briefly and easily, and the blood and tears she paid behind her back were unbearable for many people, and she would be defeated by those hardships.

He wanted to beat the adoptive father who beat and scolded Xiaoshu, and wanted to question the ruthless adoptive mother who ignored Xiaoshu. Then he thought that he was not qualified, who let him not guard her when he was a child. Without those two vicious people, there might not even be Xiaoshu.

The man's eyes were so hot that he almost burst into tears. Lin Xiaoshu noticed his mood swings, and hurriedly said, "Eh, it's all over, you see that I eat and drink well now, and I'm still with you, God has already compensated me." ”

The man lovingly scratched the little woman's small nose, "What does it have to do with God, my wife earned it with her strength and bravery." Wife, thank you for surviving the hardships so that I can still have you. I won't let you endure hunger, poverty, and destitude anymore. ”

At this moment, the man really understood why the little wife would give up her full-time job as a high-paying designer and choose a mediocre salary as a teacher, and why she had to buy herself a nest even if she was in debt. She longs for home, for stability.

It's really a shame to think about it, if he grew up in an environment like his little wife, he would probably be bad at school or mediocre all his life. Then he would not be worthy of such a good woman as a little wife. The man's heart is rolling in the waves, and he wants to embrace his little wife into his arms.

Unexpectedly, he was quickly dodged by the little woman, "We've hugged it twice just now, and we're still hugging." On the street, it's immoral. ”

"Lin Xiaoshu, you are ruining the atmosphere again!" The man gritted his teeth and complained. Every time the love atmosphere is good, his little wife's thinking is always off the line, and she is not on the same channel as normal people.

Well, Miss Lin realized that she had gone astray again, and it seemed that the man had raised this issue with him a few times. "Okay, okay, people habitually jump out, compensate you, compensate you." As she spoke, she took two steps forward and put her hands around his neck.

"That's pretty much it," the corners of the man's mouth curled, and a triumphant glint flashed in his dark eyes. His arms hugged his delicate body tightly. He just likes the feeling of being so face-to-face with a little woman, and it's a satisfaction that has the whole world.

"Husband, when something specific happens, I will retreat or get obstructed. For example, in terms of relationships, I am afraid of losing what I have and then losing it, so I often leave a safe space for myself to hide.

That beating Qin Xue was so hard that she couldn't stop it, and drug control was one aspect. But there must be psychological reasons for me. At that time, my mind was full of the murderous image of my adoptive father beating my adoptive mother, and I was scared and angry, so I fought back.

Husband, I'm mentally ill, when I'm alone, I often feel inferior because of this. Now that I've told you all this, will you hate me for it? ”

The man was overjoyed, and the little wife finally revealed her most secret heart to him. "Wife, what I gave you is not a complete me, and I am also a little inferior, will you dislike me?" The man's big palm rubbed against the little woman's waist, so that she could understand what he was implying in seconds.

"Poof," Lin Xiaoshu smiled, "I don't have anywhere. The male plot, the baby is in my belly, how can there be any dislike not dislike. ”

"In the same way, you are my wife, my love, how can I dislike it. Your hidden uneasiness is all related to me, because I didn't do well enough in the past, and those things won't happen again.

You're not serious enough to be mentally ill, so you should call it a psychological shadow. I believe that as our family's days become happier and happier, your psychological shadow will automatically disappear. Let's work together, shall we? ”

"Okay," Lin Xiaoshu took a deep breath from the man's body. This is the man she loves, and he loves her.

"Hey, I said you two, if you want to make out, can you go home and make love behind closed doors? I don't know that most of the people on the street are single, and they are just deliberately hateful! ”

This book was first published in Reading Books