"Even I'm very envious!" Shi Yu's words made He also completely stunned.

Shiyu is not a person who is good at playing straight balls, and in general, the way she expresses her emotions is similar to the method of bringing a little personal feelings in flirting. Therefore, at that time, it took some time for Shiyu to roughly estimate Shiyu's feelings for him.

Therefore, this way of attacking with a straight ball, especially now that Kazuya has already chosen Ying Lili, still caught Kazuya a little off guard, and he even suspected that he had misheard the other party's words.

"That, Senior Sister Shiyu, what did you just say?"

"I'm also very envious of Ying Lili!" Shi Yu said calmly.

――That's right! And also covered his forehead with a little headache.

However, then he heard Shi Yu's next words: "I don't think there is a girl who doesn't envy this kind of thing, right?" It's a show of love in a game that is broadcast live across the country, and it's a pledge made in the dream place of all high school students who play football, so it's even more precious, right? This is unique, after all, no one knows if they will be able to come to the National Stadium next year and whether they will be able to score goals in the game! So I'm really envious of the pear! ”

"That's all?" Looking at Shi Yu, who looked as usual, and asked a little incredulously.

"Well, that's it, or do you think I should express any other emotion?" Shiyu asked rhetorically.

However, although Shi Yu's rhetorical question was very even, the flash of dodge in her eyes was still captured by Kazuya.

However, even if I saw that kind of dodge, and I couldn't do anything, Shi Yu's words were definitely not a lie, she was indeed envious of the accident that Ying Li Li got as a girl, but, Shi Yu really didn't envy the person who gave Ying Li Li that kind of accident? Although Kazuya is not so smart in this regard, he is not so stupid that he can't tell the difference.

However, Kazuya could only choose to pretend not to know, as he had told himself before, if he succumbed to his own longing and desire at this time, it would only cause greater difficulties later.

Therefore, in Shi Yu's somewhat expectant eyes, Kazuya held back the idea of wanting to apologize in his heart, and pretended not to know and said, "Well, that's too!" Ying Lili, that guy still has a very low evaluation of me doing this, but the senior sister said so, so I'm relieved, she's just a routine tsundere, right? ”

"That's right, this guy Yingli pear, the way he expresses his emotions is always not so direct!" A hint of disappointment flashed in Shi Yu's eyes, and he replied.

In all fairness, Shiyu didn't want to do anything to her, and after the previous choice, Shiyu was mentally prepared to accept this fact. However, Shiyu's heart is still much weaker than she thought before, Kato can accompany Yingli Pear to appear in the stands of the finals, and even tease Yingli Pear when Kazuya celebrates, but, Shiyu, who has already received a gift ticket from Kazuya, found out on the day of the game that he didn't even have the courage to cheer for Kazuya with Yingli Pear in the stands.

Because Shiyu knows that once she is with Ying Lili, when she sees Ying Li Li can cheer for her boyfriend unscrupulously, her position will be lost, and she will not understand what she is cheering for and what kind of identity she is cheering for.

So, on the day of the competition, Shiyu chose to hide at home alone, holding a bear doll that seemed to be a little inconsistent with her image, and watched the live broadcast of Kazuya's game - just like what she had done the year before.

Although the previous year's competition, Shiyu and Kazuya were still in a state of cold war, and the next year's competition, all the misunderstandings between Shiyu and Kazuya have been resolved, but Shiyu's own state is still exactly the same, that is, unaccompanied, lonely.

Even, at the end of the game, the restlessness in Shiyu's heart, and the sad feeling, are similar, but in the finals of the previous year, she felt bitter because she couldn't comfort Kazuya, who worked hard until the last moment, and in this year's finals, she felt sad that she saw the perfect performance of Kazuya, and the enviable show of love.

Of course, Shiyu also showed a strong ability to self-regulate, and when she attended Kazuya's birthday party later, she didn't show any abnormality, and she also tried to regulate her disgusting jealousy of the situation at the time by avoiding meeting Kazuya. So in the third semester, when Blessing-Software suspended her activities, she also justifiably avoided school as a guaranteed student.

The weekend meeting,Although it was unexpected by Shiyu,But Shiyu still showed a comfortable attitude.,Although Kazuya finally interfered with Kirino when she had to agree to her request.,Rebelling against her decision made her very dissatisfied and aggrieved.,But all of this was well hidden by her until after Kazuya left.。

So, Kasumigaoka Shiha really worked hard, really hard, to make herself less vulnerable.

However, the weekend meeting still had a side effect, that is, Shi Yu wanted to come to the school for some inexplicable reasons the next day. She knew what she was coming to school for, but she didn't want to give in to her annoying wishes, so Shiyu took a compromise approach and arrived at school early, as long as she arrived early, according to her understanding of Kazuya's work and rest habits, as long as she didn't take the initiative to appear in the second-grade classroom, then He would never know about her situation.

However, life is full of so many coincidences, and although Shiyu didn't know what was going on with Kazuya today, and came to school early, the moment she saw Kazuya walking alone, she had already made up her mind to talk to Kazuya alone - even if she didn't know what she wanted to say herself.

Whether it's because he's reserved or because he wants to rebel against his weakness, Shiyu chooses a subtle way to hint at Kazuya, and even when waiting for Kazuya in the playground, Shiyu has a similar thought: Kazuya will be fine as long as he doesn't come, then it means that he doesn't know me well enough, understands what I mean enough, and then I can make up my mind further.

However, Kazuya still came, Shiyu's hesitant move of setting up obstacles for herself and giving herself a glimmer of hope, in exchange, in the end, she really wanted to carry out, but she tried her best to avoid, a separate conversation with Kazuya.

Therefore, when Shiyu took the initiative to bring up the topic of the ball game, she knew that her resistance, like all her other previous performances, was the same, weakness and powerlessness.

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But,Even if she speaks alone in the end,Shiyu just wants to find a way to express her feelings vaguely.,She understands what kind of result it will be if she expresses her feelings directly.,Say those words when Kazuya and Yingli are in a relationship now.,For people like Kazuya.,The other party's handling is hesitant.,It will evolve into a more severe situation than the atmosphere in the community before the date choice.,So,The way Shiyu used,It's still that kind of obscure way.。 If the other party can't understand, then she can breathe a sigh of relief, if the other party can understand, then she has more or less gained some selfish little comfort, right?

However, it wasn't until Kazuya finally showed acceptance of her explanation, and didn't understand her true thoughts, that Shiyu knew that all her previous resistance was self-deception, and from the beginning, she came to school and was looking forward to Kazuya's appearance. And Kazuya also appeared like a miracle, and understood her idea of a separate conversation like a miracle, but at the last step, he didn't understand his own hints like a miracle.

If there is no hope at the beginning, then people will not complain later, but if the other party has been meeting their expectations, but let themselves down in the last crucial step, then that kind of disappointment and uneasiness is far from what they can bear, this is the most real feeling of Kasumigaoka Shiyu now.

Therefore, looking at Kazuya's answer as if he really believed himself, Shi Yu felt that something was broken in his heart.

I'm sorry, Kazuya-kun, I shouldn't have expected too much from you in the first place, and if I hadn't expected you from the beginning, then I wouldn't have been surprised by your every move and then expected something else. If I don't expect it at first, then I'll only see your actions beyond my imagination as an unexpected surprise, instead of feeling as unfulfilled as I do now.

But ah, Kazuya-kun, seriously, I'm a very greedy girl, more greedy than you think, so I want more than I know you've done the best you can, and even though many of your practices have exceeded my expectations! I still want you to fully meet my expectations!

So, Kazuya-kun, I really need to blame you for this matter! I know I'm wrong, but why did you show up so early in the first place to meet my expectations? Why do you want to understand what I mean to come to the playground? If you don't see me in the first place, isn't everything settled? In that case, I can gradually fade out of the community, forget about it, and heal myself.

That's right, you can say that I'm really casual in doing this, just because of a little thing you didn't even realize about today, but I'm Kasumigaoka Shiyu! I'm a writer! Isn't what writers need most is this kind of transcendent sensibility? If I didn't have this sensibility, how could I create stories that would have touched people? You can't take my usual mature appearance seriously! If that's the case, trust me, you're going to have a hard time!

- Oh, no, I've decided to make you suffer from now on!

I'm sorry, and yes-kun, but don't worry, I really can't get my hands on the so-called happy things that you think are real, your Shiyu senior sister, even if she turns on the blackening mode, she is still a senior sister who takes care of you with a kind heart! But, at least to the extent I feel appropriate, let me get a little revenge!

Really, this kind of revenge may be really insignificant revenge for you, and it's not an important thing, so, if you realize that that situation is happening, please don't insist on fighting me, and I don't want to do this, you just take it, it's Kasumigaoka Shiyu, a little reward for you, okay? ――

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At the same time that Shi Yu's mentality is slowly changing, Kazuya is also a little worried about what he did just now, although he knows that he is definitely doing this to avoid a worse situation, but, Shi Yu's state just now, saying that he doesn't feel distressed, is absolutely false, and Kazuya himself feels that he owes something to Shi Yu, in any sense, so, looking at his answer, Shi Yu's somewhat stunned expression, Kazuya was also a little hesitant to change his words appropriately, at least to express his apologies to the other party.

However, just as Kazuya was about to speak, Shiyu seemed to return to normal first. In other words, Shiyu's return to normal.,It's not just a return to normal from the stunned state just now.,But the whole person.,From the state of obviously shrouded in a somewhat hesitant atmosphere at the beginning.,It's changed to the usual kind of treatment and the feeling of teasing Kasumigaoka Shiyu.。

Although Shi Yu didn't say that kind of thing now, the sudden change in the whole atmosphere was clearly felt by Kazuya.

Just when He didn't know whether to be glad and excited about the recovery of Shiyu in this usual state, or worried and puzzled, Shiyu spoke first:

"Well, let's not talk about this problem, looking at you like this, it feels like you owe me something if you continue like this!"

"Ah, that, no, no!" His mentality was seen through by the other party at a glance, and he suddenly chuckled in his heart, such a poem was a little too normal, which made him feel that the other party was a little abnormal, but he couldn't catch this abnormal sense of disobedience.

However, without waiting for Kazuya to find the source of this sense of disobedience, Shiyu's next question also jumped out: "By the way, Kazuya, I'm also a little sorry for yesterday's incident!" ”