Chapter 140
But the man's voice still echoed in Song Xiao's ears, and everything seemed to be engraved in his heart, unforgettable. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Whenever Song Xiao wanted to forget, that voice would always come unexpectedly in his sleep, awakening his memory.
"Song Xiao, you have to be an upright man." The man's wise eyes looked at Song Xiao with rare tenderness, and from that moment on, his world also became gentle.
He understands what a father expects of his child, with a deep love for his child, who longs for his child to be on the right path and not get lost in a complex world full of temptations.
"I'm sorry, I promised my father to be an upright man, so I can't do what you ask." Song Xiao smiled bitterly.
During his days in the orphanage, no one ever cared about his thoughts, no one ever cared about his feelings, and no one expected anything from him.
Except for the tall and wise man in memory.
He thought that he would spend his life indifferently and strongly, but fate inexplicably became gentle and let the man adopt him.
Since then, everything has changed, the indifferent heart has become gentle, and even the figure of the man in memory has become taller.
So, he's already firm in his beliefs, isn't he?
Song Xiaoxiao was silent, as if she suddenly remembered that man, remembered the good times in the past, and her eyes became inexplicably complicated.
The ordinary scene of a family sitting at the dining table eating is becoming more and more out of reach, important people have passed away, and the living are struggling to move forward.
The long and beautiful times are always so unforgettable, always sneaking out of the depths of memory, pulling thoughts.
However, in the end, Song Xiaoxiao's gaze finally became cold, and he shook his head slowly, as if forcing himself not to think about the past, but just looked at Song Xiao deeply.
"Have you ever wondered what I would do if you died?" Song Xiaoxiao sneered.
The cold voice was inexplicably sad, as if time and space popped out from between Song Xiaoxiao's cold lips, with an inexplicable meaning.
"That means that I have lost the only loved one in the world, and my life has lost its meaning since then, just because ...... No one will care about me unconditionally as a loved one anymore. ”
"How will I face such a cruel world?"
"Have you ever thought about it?"
Song Xiaoxiao's cold expression slowly changed, slightly distorted as she became more and more high-pitched, and she became more and more irrational and excited.
Song Xiao was speechless after all, looked at Song Xiao with apologetic eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry." ”
As an older brother, he ignored his sister's feelings after all, and he didn't expect her to have such a fragile mind under her seemingly strong face.
Words became so weak at this moment, but even so, he had to apologize.
"You don't need to apologize." Song Xiaoxiao shook his head deeply: "You just need to tell me what you did yesterday, okay?" Don't always fail to tell me, do some so-called reckless behavior, and discuss anything with me. ”
Song Xiao frowned and looked at his sister, but shook his head helplessly.
The delicate warning voice from the separation last night still echoed in his ears: "Don't tell anyone, this is our secret, once someone knows, there will undoubtedly be danger." ”
How could he tell his sister about such a dangerous thing, it is clear that every child who tries to escape in vain will not escape the fate of being cleaned up, even those who know the same fate.
It's better not to say it.
Song Xiaoxiao waited for a long time, but she still couldn't change Song Xiao's mouth, she was disappointed after all.
"Please, brother, tell me, at least let me know that you're not doing anything dangerous." Even though his eyes couldn't hide his disappointment, Song Xiaoxiao was still making his last effort and begged.
The sound of his sister's pleading made Song Xiao tremble as if he had been electrocuted, and looked at Song Xiaoxiao with an unbelievable gaze, and his sister, who was always cold and proud in her heart, begged him for the first time.
It stands to reason that as an older brother, he should tell his sister, but he can't say it.
If there is danger, he prefers to take it himself.
But Song Xiaoxiao's original pleading expression changed, as if he was stimulated by Song Xiaoxiao's insistence on not saying anything, and became a little excited.
"But this is the research institute." She said softly: "In this hell on earth, your so-called insistence on faith is useless, and it is right to do everything to live, why don't you understand." ”
Song Xiaoliang was speechless for a long time, what she said was right, and he had no way to refute it.
From her sister's point of view, she is right, and it is normal that she is unwilling to let her brother die.
But was he wrong?
Song Xiaoxiao's beautiful face became more and more cold, and I saw her slowly walking towards Song Xiao, standing in front of him and staring deeply, as if she wanted to see him through.
"Huh." She laughed slowly, as if she was looking at a stranger, and the warmth of the past slipped out of her eyes at some point.
"Xiaoxiao." Song Xiao looked at Song Xiaoxiao at a loss, and subconsciously wanted to reach out and hug her sister and comfort her.
Unexpectedly, Song Xiaoxiao pushed him away without hesitation.
"Smack." Song Xiaoxiao shook his hand suddenly, and slapped Song Xiao directly, with extra force.
Song Xiao, who was caught off guard, was stunned, covering his flushed cheeks, only to feel a hot pain.
The pain was like a signal, foreshadowing something, making Song Xiao's head blank.
"I've tried, and I don't want to worry about you like this anymore, so let's not know each other from now on." Song Xiaoxiao's cold voice sounded slowly, with an astonishing meaning, and pierced deeply into Song Xiaoxiao's mind.
Douda's tears overflowed uncontrollably from her eyes, as if she was the one who was slapped.
"It's in vain for you to do it yourself." Song Xiaoxiao finally wiped the corners of his eyes fiercely, as if he wanted to wipe away all the tears of his life, and then turned to leave.
Her figure slowly left, leaving only a lonely back in the eyes of Song Xiao, who covered her face and showed a sad face, as if she was under the weight of a mountain.
The crisp slap attracted everyone's attention, and the whispering slowly surrounded Song Xiao, whose cheeks were flushed, but he was motionless in the face of those indifferent gazes, like a motionless puppet.
"Jingle bells."
The bell rang again, invisibly commanding everyone, and then everyone slowly walked out of the bathroom.
Only the motionless Song Xiao was left.
"I'm sorry, but I want to take you out." Song Xiao's voice was very soft, as if whispering, and said towards the non-existent departing figure: "I carry the suffering, I bear the threat, and I follow the terror, everything is borne by me, who made me my brother." ”
Eventually, his expression became firm, and he left the bathroom. (To be continued.) )