I took my grandmother to the back hall of the ancestral hall, where it was still the same as when I left, and I had just sorted out a box, and the group photo was so abruptly placed on the box.

Grandma picked up the group photo I said and looked at it for a long time, and finally found the man who looked exactly like me, she took reading glasses and counted the number of rows and rows with her fingers for a long time, and then compared the order in the family tree, and finally let grandma find out who this person is?

"Jin Beichen...... How did this person get ticked off the genealogy? Grandma said to herself.

As soon as I heard my grandmother say the three words Jin Beichen, my heart tightened, isn't this the person in my dream? But I'm curious how grandma knew that this person was Jin Beichen?

Grandma smiled and said, at that time, we were particular about taking photos here, and we must arrange the positions according to the elders and youngsters, so this is the same as the family tree, if someone is not there, I also want to vacate the position.

I nodded, but I still couldn't understand why this person looked the same as herself, grandma saw that I was a little worried, so she comforted me and said, "You are the same clan and the same clan, and it is normal to have a place where you look like you~!" ”

But this sentence is okay to deceive others, but for me, a child who likes to ask why since I was a child, I really can't stop there.

So the next day I took the photo to the house of the old grandmother who collected my soul, this old grandmother is Weimen Jin, and when I showed her the picture, she was also surprised, and then kept saying, "So that's the case, no wonder...... No wonder ......"

I saw that my grandmother kept talking to herself, so I asked a little anxiously, "Grandma, do you remember Jin Beichen?" ”

"Remember, why don't you remember, that's my cousin......" the old grandmother said in a daze.

"How did he get kicked out of the Jin family?"

The old grandmother was stunned for a moment, and then said a little dazedly: "He didn't leave the Jin family...... It's always been there. ”

As soon as I heard that this person was still in Jinjiapu, wouldn't it be older than the old grandmother, but I thought it was wrong, the village chief said that the old grandmother was the oldest old man in the Jinjiapu, he didn't mention anything about Jin Beichen, besides, a living person was ticked off in the family tree, how could he continue to live in the Jinjiapu?

The son of the old grandmother, Jin Laosan, saw that his mother understood for a while and was confused for a while, so he said embarrassedly, "Xuanwa, your grandmother doesn't know how these days, she is very confused, she may not be able to help you much!" ”

I smiled and said, "Third grandfather, look at what you said, if you can't help or not, I'll talk with my grandmother to relieve my boredom." ”

But having said that, I was still a little disappointed in my heart, if I hadn't gained anything from my grandmother, then it would be even more impossible for others, so I had to get up and say goodbye.

Just as I was about to go out, I suddenly heard my grandmother say, "Cousin Beichen, you are leaving!" ”

I was stupefied by the sudden arrival of such a sentence, Jin Laosan sighed and said, "Look, it's getting more and more confused!" ”

It seems that the old grandmother recognized the wrong person, I just wanted to say that I was not Jin Beichen, but I heard her say endlessly, "Cousin Beichen, listen to my advice, don't go to Qingqiu again, her life is ......already difficult."

This time I really listened to it, and the old grandmother mentioned the word Qingqiu, so I hurriedly walked up to her and asked, "Is Qingqiu okay?" ”

"If you don't go to her, she's fine, she's been widowed for so many years, although now the court is gone, and there is no more archway given by the emperor, but who doesn't look at her in this Jin family shop! But if you go to her again, then her reputation will be ruined, and you won't be afraid that the people in the clan will poke your backbone? She's your cousin! ”

The more Jin Laosan listened, the more confused he became, so he interrupted his wife and said, "Mother, what kind of years and months are you talking about!" This is Xuanwa, a few days ago you went to Xuanwa, the grandson of my eldest brother Zhenjiang! ”

"Huh? Xuanwa? Oh...... It's Xuanwa! Then the old grandmother snorted and fell asleep.

I was also speechless, so I had to come back from my grandmother's house first, but as soon as I got home, I saw my grandmother waiting for me at the gate early.

"Grandma, why are you waiting for me here!"

Grandma sighed and said, "Aren't you worried that something will happen to you?" I went to the ancestral hall and the gate was locked, and I was afraid that you would go there again to see those things! ”

I smiled, and then pulled my grandmother back to the house, "Grandma, don't worry, I'm not a child again!" ”

Unexpectedly, grandma pulled her face and said, "What do you know, the things in the back hall are extremely yin, most of them are left by people who don't die well, it's strange if you move their things and don't lose your soul!" You listen to me, and I won't go back there in the future! ”

I saw that my grandmother was really angry, so I had to coax her and say, "Grandma, don't worry, I promise Chairman Mao that I will never go there again!" ”

Grandma was relieved to stop nagging, and at dinner, I suddenly thought of the madman, so I asked my grandma, "Grandma, how is that madman?" ”

Grandma sighed and said, "He's also pitiful, I heard my mother say that he was scared crazy, he has been crazy for decades, and he went crazy when he was a teenager, and then your family gave him food, and my family gave him food so improvised to live, and he lived to such a big age!" ”

I was very disappointed after hearing this, it seems that only the grandmother knew some of the things of the year in Jinjiapu, but now she is confused again, which is really depressing!

At this time, I don't know who knows that the bear child was playing with artillery outside, and the angry grandmother took a broom and went to drive people, scolding while rushing, "What kind of artillery fire is not set off in a year!" ”

I listened to the sound of the cannon battle and my heart was shaking, in fact, the reason why my grandmother scolded this group of children was because I had a problem when I was a child, and I was born with it, but I couldn't hear the sound of the cannon fight.

Although I have grown up now, this problem has not been broken, although I will not be scared like when I was a child, but I will still be very nervous, for this, I went to see a psychiatrist at school when I was in college.

He asked me a lot of questions and came to the conclusion that if I didn't have amnesia, then I wouldn't have a mental illness, because the psychological problems of this phenomenon are rooted in the horrific experience of the past.

But I don't have this kind of experience, in my grandmother's words, this may be the fetal belt, but my mother is bold and can't do it, how can she be afraid of a cannon fight?

In the end, I can only stop this hidden disease, but people close to me know that I have this problem, because I have had it since I was a child, so I am used to it, mainly because it is difficult to endure during the New Year...... (To be continued.) )