Chapter 34 Feelings
When Menghan arrived at the south gate, there were only seven or eight carriages parked in the palace gate, if he hadn't seen Cheng Zheng standing, he really didn't know where to go. Menghan was very familiar when he saw a carriage, the gold threads on the roof, the bells hanging on both sides, and the gorgeous brocade patterns on the curtains all felt familiar. Meng Han said to Cheng Zheng: "I know this carriage, and it has stopped at the gate of Huitingxuan in the past few days. ”
Cheng Zheng didn't care, the carriages in the palace were like this. Let's get in the car. ”
Menghan
Cheng Zheng reminded her, "Fortune and misfortune are not yet known." ”
"Woe to you? No, you scare me. Besides, I am from your Zhenxi Palace, and your dignified marquis personally took me back to the mansion, who dares to touch me. "Menghan is quite good at finding support.
Cheng Zheng ignored her narcissism, "Are you done?" ”
"Of course, as soon as the beauty makes a move, you will know if there is one, Du Ruo has been released." Menghan was full of pride, feeling that he was a living bodhisattva who saved the suffering.
Cheng Zheng nodded, just released it, no matter who arranged for her to come in, this chess piece can be regarded as planted, even if it can be proved that the explosion has nothing to do with her, but can it be guaranteed that she was not used to lure the emperor to take a candle in an attempt to harm the emperor? How could the emperor tolerate any hidden dangers around him. This matter is in the past.
Seeing that Cheng Zheng seemed to be melancholy, Menghan asked, "What's the matter, you're not happy?" Didn't you discuss the frontier affairs with the emperor, wouldn't it be the emperor who sent you to fight? ”
"It's not."
"What's going on here? Who messed with you? If there is anything upset, say it and let the beautiful woman be happy. Meng Han teased him.
Cheng Zheng didn't have any joy, "I'm getting married." ”
As soon as Menghan heard that she was married, she immediately became excited, "Congratulations, congratulations, one of the four happy events in life, you have to cherish it." Menghan only cared about his own happiness, but Cheng Zheng sighed lightly, picked up the curtain and said to the coachman, "Go to Shili Pavilion." ”
"Why don't you go home? You look unhappy. Menghan thought that on the day he first arrived in the capital, Yao Luo and Yuanxin talked about Cheng Zheng's marriage, Cheng Zheng and the eldest princess had no guesses, but they were given the second princess's kiss, only to realize that Cheng Zheng may not be happy in the face of this marriage.
"I just want to talk to someone, would you like to?" Cheng Zheng's expression was overflowing with sadness, which made people unbearable to refuse.
Meng Han said dissatisfiedly, "I said how could you be so kind and wait for me at the palace gate, it turned out that there was a purpose." Hum. Now that I'm on your thief ship, do I have a choice? Say, say what, Miss Ben listens. ”
Cheng Zheng took out a dagger, and Meng Han shrank back vigilantly, "What are you doing?" I didn't provoke you, do you want to make money or kill you? I'm your brother's girlfriend, and if you kill me, I'm sure he won't forgive you. "Menghan really thinks too much and makes money? What did a young master seek from you?
Cheng Zheng ignored her nonsense, and took out another one from his waist, "These two daggers are the objects of love between me and Yilin, and I have been carrying them with me all these years. I was given it back today. ”
Meng Han didn't know what to say, picked up these two daggers, there was no inlay pearl agate, and the dark silver sword body didn't look eye-catching, but the cloud pattern carved on it was very exquisite, as if it had taken a lot of effort.
Cheng Zheng continued, "She can really let me go, and she doesn't even keep the last bit of thought to herself." ”
Menghan thought that Cheng Zheng would only teach people with a cold face, but she didn't expect to have such an affectionate side, and she couldn't bear it, "You are about to have a new life, and you are still holding on to what you are doing in the past, she is right to do this." ”
"After all, I lost her." Cheng Zheng was sad.
The carriage stopped at Shili Pavilion, Cheng Zheng took Menghan out of the car, and walked everywhere nearby. Cheng Zheng asked, "What do you think of the scenery here?" ”
"It's good, the little river, the green grass, the gazebo is cozy, the sun is shining. You've been here a lot before, haven't you? ”
Cheng Zheng nodded, "Once I went to the suburbs of Beijing for a private visit with Yilin, and it rained heavily when we came back, so we hid here. At that time, she said to me, if only she could lean on my shoulder for the rest of my life. Cheng Zheng told Menghan about his past with Yilin, and every bit of it was in his heart. I don't know what's going on today, I've already prepared for my marriage with Yishan, but as soon as I return his dagger, it will make him mess up.
The two of them sat on the grass and enjoyed the lovely sunshine before dusk, just like Menghan and Yuanxin chatting by the river when they first met. Menghan didn't lie down, afraid of soiling Yao Ying's clothes, and afraid that it would be easy to fall asleep in such a comfortable environment. Cheng Zheng talked about his heart with his heart, but he fell asleep listening to the river in the sun and wind, and he didn't know if he would be thrown into the river angrily.
When Cheng Zheng finished speaking, the sky had already darkened, and the sunset was brilliant. Meng Han sighed, "The sunset is infinitely good, but it's just near dusk. If you can be together, she will really be your right-hand man. ”
"I'll be her right-hand man, too." Cheng Zheng said that there was a lot of regret in his words. "Will you always protect me? In the future, I will sit on the throne, and you will be the patriarch of the Yun clan. The royal family and the Yun clan have since merged into one family, and we will not be separated for the rest of our lives. "Do you remember what you said?
Meng Han shook his head vigorously, he couldn't let Cheng Zheng think about this anymore, the more he talked about it, the more he couldn't let go, Meng Han changed his mind and asked, "If she wasn't a princess, if she didn't help you be valued by the emperor, would you still care about her so much?" ”
Cheng Zheng was a little annoyed when he heard Meng Han say this, "Of course, you think I can't let her go because of her identity?" You look down on me, I'm not the kind of person you think! ”
Meng Han smiled indifferently, "Are you ashamed of her?" ”
"I took her down."
Menghan continued to ask, "If she hadn't thought about you everywhere, would you feel less guilty about her?" ”
"She gave me too much." Cheng Zheng bowed his head and said.
Menghan came to a conclusion, "It's not that you can't let go of her because of her identity, but because you are ashamed of her because of what she did for you." ”
Cheng Zheng was silent, and Meng Han pursued after the victory, "She has helped you too much, and you have been suffering from not having a chance to repay her, because she lacks nothing." Her only wish is to marry you. It's not so much that you're sad that your bride isn't her, but rather that you're sad that you've missed the only opportunity you can give her back. She helped you a lot, but you didn't reciprocate after all, and you didn't get what she wanted. You feel guilty, you blame yourself, you can't bear to live up to her, you can't bear to refuse, can it ever be true love? ”
After saying it in one breath, even Menghan himself didn't know if it was appropriate to evaluate their relationship like this. Don't worry about it, let's lead Cheng Zheng to think like this, when he finds that love and return can't be confused, when he forces himself to tell himself that the relationship between him and Yilin is not love, it will be less sad to marry Yishan again.
After listening to Meng Han's words, Cheng Zheng stared at Meng Han with his eyes and roared angrily, "What do you know, why do you say that there is not true love between us?" ”
Meng Han thought to himself that he must not be convinced, and it is good to be able to provoke him, it is better than letting him continue to be low. I didn't have anything in my heart, Menghan could only say stiffly, "It's not in the first place, you admit it yourself." Isn't she always promoting you in front of the emperor, and you feel guilty for being favored? ”
"You," Cheng Zheng was really angry that Meng Han devalued his feelings so much, and raised his palm angrily, his eyes were full of fire, and he wanted to burn Meng Han to death.
Meng Han was so frightened that he kicked his legs back, "What are you doing, good men don't fight with women, you don't like to listen to me, just don't say it, you are also a person with status, what is the ability to bully a woman." "It's just a couple of words, are you going to hit me so angry? It seems that this guy is affectionate enough, isn't it too unkind for me to slander other people's feelings like this.
Cheng Zheng put down his palm and said angrily, "Go back." ”
Menghan followed Cheng Zheng into the carriage and chatted about his feelings for an afternoon, tired or not, let's say something else, Menghan shouted, "I'm hungry." Can you take me to Tianwei Building? Menghan mentioned that the deliciousness of Tianweilou was still salivating last time.
Cheng Zheng said coldly, "Go back and eat!" ”
Meng Han obediently shut up.
Cheng Zheng asked her angrily, "If I say that your relationship with Yuanxin is not true love, what would you think?" ”
"You
Cheng Zheng grabbed her arm, "You just don't care so much?" ”
Menghan wanted to get rid of him, but Cheng Zheng was too hard, Menghan couldn't screw him, and said angrily, "Why should I have a concern, my mouth grows on you, how you like to say it, I won't lose a piece of meat." I just have to live a good life myself, so why should I care about other people's gossip? You let go of me! ”
Cheng Zheng let go of his hand, and Meng Han rolled his eyes, "You think I'm you, you have to be satisfied if the people in the capital say that you golden boy and jade girl are made in heaven." I have a true relationship with Yuanxin, and we don't need anyone's affirmation, we just need to be happy. How can you be as weak as you, you have to do so much superficial work to support the scene. ”
Cheng Zheng was angered by her again, "What do you mean by my weak heart?" You say I don't have a real relationship with Yilin? ”
Menghan did not show weakness, "Whether there is love or not, what does it matter to me!" Do you care so much about other people's opinions? ”
"I," Cheng Zheng was dumbfounded by her question, "I want you to take care of it!" ”
Meng Han cut off and said disdainfully, "Who cares about you!" ”