Lonely fur is not warm brocade thin (1)
The man behind him had not yet answered, only to hear a burst of music accompanied by a whistling north wind, and the sky was cold and cold. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
The man who was flipping through the scroll paused his fingers, raised his head and listened for a while, sat up straight, and asked, "Zisu, what kind of sound is this, why does it sound so desolate?"
Jiang Zi stepped forward and said, "The slave is going to inquire."
"Back to Long Live Lord, this is the flute outside the gate." Xiao Tangzi flicked the coals in the pot, and saw that he had aged a little in the past few months, and his chin was already full of green scum and his beard, which was like a young man in his twenties, and his heart ached, but he didn't know how to speak, how to do comfort.
Ning Xi coughed twice, raised his head and said lightly: "It's a flute, you go out to find out, how can someone still play the flute outside on such a cold day." If you find someone, bring him to the tent and give him some food, so that he does not freeze to death. Xiao Tangzi received the order, couldn't bear it, and said: "Long live the master, you have a bad cough, I'll go and call Doctor Wan for you first?" ”
Ning Xi waved his hand, closed the scroll in his hand, picked up a book on the table, read it, and said with his eyelids on his eyelids: "My medical skills are better than theirs, these quacks, it's cold, don't bother them, just go!" ”
When Xiao Tangzi came out, he looked up at Jiang Zigu who was standing beside him, and saw Jiang Zigu nodding slightly, so he opened the door and called a few followers to go outside.
cough cough a few more times, the sound was longer than the body, Ning Xi's body trembled slightly, he raised his head slightly, obviously trying his best to restrain himself. This cough shook his heart with a pang of pain. Is he someone else? He is the king of a country! He is the direction he has been looking up, he is an emperor he respects, he is the high Ninety-Five, even if he has a look, he will immediately fight to the death on the battlefield without hesitation. He! It's a brother who has never been separated since he was a child!
For a woman, he was hurt so deeply?
is also a man, and he also has a wife, and he is very close to each other, and of course there are people who raise their eyebrows. But this kind of emotion, touching it involves life and death, how dangerous it is. Thinking of this, his gaze fell on the paintings he had made during the day. It was when he was writing Buddhist scriptures and suddenly paused his pen and scribbled it on rice paper. This light ink hookah depicts her, and although there are a few brushstrokes, her appearance is outlined. It's just that the ink, so thick that the depths gradually turn into a faint gray, which is the way she looks up at the sky, as if it will disappear at any time.
Even an outsider like him felt sad when he saw this painting.
Empress Lianzhe, after you see this painting, will you come back?
With a sigh in his heart, Jiang Zi picked up the cloak and put it on for him again, and sighed: "Other people's lives, leisurely strolling in the court, admiring the moon in the court, your life, but you can only spend it in the yellowed scrolls, on the cusp of the storm......"
In the end, I couldn't help it, my eyes were red, and I turned my back.
Ning Xi looked back at the book, a tear fell on the book, moistening a watermark, soaked with ink, and the two were silent until the lights peeled off.
Jiang Zi wanted to speak and stopped, Ning Xi turned a page of the book, raised his head and said warmly: "Zi So, what do you want to say, you can say it bluntly." You and I, named Junchen, have grown up together since childhood, and over the years, we have gone through ups and downs together, but in fact they are even more brothers. “
Jiang Zi sighed and said, "Why don't you go to her?" ”
Ning Xi sighed, put down the scroll, smiled slightly, and said, "Your kid, I'm not mistaken, I should be three years old!" Why, with me outside, don't you miss him very much? ”
Knowing that he didn't want to say more, Jiang Zi had no choice but to reply: "When I traveled, I was already three years old. ”
Ning Xi smiled, heard the sound of the flute outside the tent, and said, "Maybe, at this time, your wife should scold me at home again, and scold me for bringing you to this cold north!" ”
Jiang Zigu raised his head and looked into his eyes, "If you don't want to come forward, I'll go find her back for you." ”
Ning Xi raised his eyes and smiled faintly, "When the battle is over, whatever you want, I will reward you." ”
His other attitudes made him very depressed, and he couldn't care much about it at the moment, so he shouted, "Can you cry and laugh like a mortal?" Do you know that you are like this, and we will be heartbroken!! You say that I am a brother, but at this moment, are you really a brother when I am a brother? ”
After saying a word, Jiang Zi clenched his fists and exhaled at the lamplight, obviously not lightly.
Ning Xi looked at him, smiled slightly wryly, and sighed a long breath, which was white and drifting far away in the cold winter. For a long time, it seems that I have exhausted the strength of my life. Ning Xi coughed even more, and his smile deepened, "Zi So, do you know? She.... She...... ...... in front of me" The painful memories came flooding back, he had to close his eyes, unable to speak any longer, the green tendons on his forehead jumped up, and the hand holding the book couldn't help trembling, "In front of me, with my own hands!" ...... Kill our children with your own hands! That child, if he is still there, next year, the grass warbler flies in March, and he should be able to run! ”
Jiang Zi held him up, feeling extremely sad, which man could bear such pain, but it was better for him to say this pain than to nest it in his heart. Then he comforted: "It's all over, it's all over, you still have to live, tomorrow, as soon as the day dawns, it's still a new day, and there will still be a chance." “
Ning Xi's face was flushed with coughing, and he took out a peach blossom silk handkerchief from his arms and covered it for a while, the silk handkerchief was full of bright red blood.
Jiang Zi was shocked and hurriedly patted him on the back. I just heard him say, "She ...... in such a decisive way, why should I go to her again!?" That's it, let's go, let's go! The kind of vicissitudes and loneliness written on the face, with a trace of blood red on the lips, like snow in the north, falling into ice, freezing three feet, chilling.
"It's not that I don't want to see her, it's that she doesn't want to see me! She knew that I already knew that the child was mine, but she still destroyed him with her own hands in front of me! She's not killing, she's ...... Kill...... My heart! Such a person, I! What else do you want her to do? ”
"I don't think the queen is at fault, from front to back, she has always said that this child is yours, but you have doubts, it is you who do not trust her."
Ning Xi's lowered head suddenly rose, and a look of stunned pain flashed in his eyes, "Sister-in-law Wang also explained to me, but I thought they had a very good personal relationship, and I ......"
Jiang Zi said: "Then do you still care about her?" If she's gone, will you marry another woman? ”
Hearing the words that she was gone, his heart ached, his face turned even paler, and he muttered: "Don't say that it has anything to do with other women, it is the heart of this lover, I will only move this time in my life, and she ......"
(To be continued.) )