Chapter 246: Defeated
At this moment, it seemed that nothing could be heard. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Xiao Yu only felt that his heart was like a knife, he wanted to say to Ye Shi no, he wouldn't do that again, but he suddenly didn't dare to see her.
He was afraid that Ye Shi would say to him that he didn't like him anymore, because he refused forcefully and trampled on her mercilessly.
Looking at the Qingxuan Courtyard that was close at hand, Xiao Yu couldn't help but take a few steps back.
That was what he had deliberately ignored all along, and at this time, it was pierced by He Yan sentence by sentence, and it looked so bloody.
He did so much to Ye Shi, why did he still think she would like him......
Xiao Yu stood a little unsteadily and leaned against the wall, his eyes were dazed and painful, but he couldn't say even a little excuse, if he could, he would rather bear Ye Shi's sadness and pain a hundred times.
But he didn't want to leave her, he didn't want to see her.
However, when he raised his head, Xiao Yu's mind was already blank.
Ye Shi stood at the gate of Qingxuan Courtyard, looking at him from a distance, his expression was still so indifferent, as emotionless as everyone usually sees.
Did she hear it?
Hearing He Yan's questioning, he was bloody again, feeling sad for him, disappointed in him, and even disliking him.
Xiao Yu couldn't accept Ye Shi's indifferent gaze at him, he was afraid that she was no different from others when she looked at him, it shouldn't be like this......
Xiao Yu didn't even dare to look at Ye Shi's eyes again, and ran away almost in embarrassment.
Ye Shi was about to chase after Ye Shi as soon as his feet moved, but He Yan took a step forward and said: "He needs to think about it." ”
Ye Shi stopped, but still looked at the direction Xiao Yu left.
The boy locked himself in the room, never changing his position for half a moment.
He was still thinking about how to get Ye Shi to forgive him, but his thinking was chaotic and he couldn't think of anything.
He once thought that if he confessed his heart to Ye Shi but was rejected, he would definitely be uncomfortable and breathless, so what about the other party, is it the same, but he never thought about it before, and made her sad again and again.
How could he do that......
"Smash!"
Xiao's father pushed the door in, but Xiao Yu just sat there in a daze, without the slightest reaction.
He began to think about it a lot, but the answers he got scared him, so he didn't dare to think about it, so he could only carefully trace Ye Shi's face in his mind over and over again, so familiar that every eyelash was so clear.
But why is it still so uncomfortable, it is uncomfortable like someone has stabbed him in the heart again and again, he wants to escape, but there is nowhere to escape.
The face was suddenly raised, Xiao Yu looked at his father's face not very clearly, and reached out to wave his hand away.
"I'm going to cry."
Talk nonsense!
Xiao Yu was angry, how could he cry!
He didn't want to cry, not at all, but why were his eyes suddenly so sour, he couldn't control himself, his throat was choked, he couldn't say a word, he was afraid that he would collapse as soon as he opened his mouth.
Xiao Yu lowered his head, but his vision began to blur.
A big hand clasped his head and pressed it, Xiao Yu wanted to hide, but in the end he just buried his face in his father's waist, but the helplessness and hesitation in his eyes could no longer be suppressed, and buried him violently.
"Do whatever you like, with my dad here......"
Like what?
I like Ye Shi, I like this person, I like it very much, I like it even more than I imagined.
Xiao Yu always thought that he hated her, because of her untimely entanglement, because of her unreasonable chase, but at this moment he suddenly realized that it was not like this, not at all.
He kept saying that he didn't like her and was tired of her, but the joy that rose in his heart every time he saw her, and the inexplicable loss when he left, were so real, but he didn't dare to admit it, so he could only hide the panic in his heart with irritability and ferocity.
And when he couldn't suppress it anymore, he realized that not only Ye Shi had been chasing him, but he had also been watching her, from the first time he came to Shui Yun, the first time he heard the name, the first time he saw her, and he hadn't said a word to her.
It's been so long.
Accustomed to looking at her, accustomed to her gaze, accustomed to it as if turned into flesh and blood, integrated into the bone marrow, and can no longer be abandoned.
So even if Ye Shi really didn't like him anymore, he couldn't let go, he could follow her like she had done, chasing her until she turned around and saw herself.
Even if it's ...... used strong means to imprison her by his side and make her like himself again, and he couldn't accept the possibility that she would leave.
yes, just grab it back......
Xiao Yu blinked, suppressing the sourness in her eyes, but after a while, she missed her again......
Every nerve seemed to be shouting her name, and Xiao Yu thought that there could be no worse, as long as she was still there, he wanted to see her.
When Xiao Yu came out of the house, he couldn't open his eyes in the bright sun, but his footsteps didn't stop for a moment, and he almost ran to Qingxuan Courtyard with some eagerness.
In a trance, he found that this road was extremely familiar to him, as if he didn't know how many times he had walked it.
He even remembered which room Ye Shi lived in, thinking about the plain but extraordinarily neat furnishings in her room.
The soreness in his heart gradually disappeared, he was just thinking about her, and his mood was already very good.
But when Xiao Yu arrived at Qingxuan Courtyard, he didn't see anyone.
"Senior Sister Changtian? I've gone to the Outer Heavens to deal with aliens. ”
“…… Alien? Xiao Yu still couldn't react: "The alien race has appeared again?" ”
"yes." The female spirit of Qingxuan Academy in front of her said: "Senior Sister Changtian and Senior Sister Weizhi have special identities after all, there seems to be something wrong over there, so I called them all." ”
"Senior Brother Jing Yan, what are you looking for Senior Sister Changtian...... Hey, how did you go? ”
Xiao Yu didn't hear what the female spirit behind him said, and his body and mind were full of frustration because he couldn't see Ye Shi, and he turned around and was about to go to the outer heavens.
As a result, when he arrived outside the Jiulian Cave, he was stopped by a senior brother.
"You can't go outside the sky."
"It's because you didn't let me go, Senior Brother Jing Yan's injury hasn't healed yet, His Holiness ordered you to have a good rest, and isn't it because Senior Sister Changtian went, there will be nothing wrong."
"Hey, are you looking for Senior Sister Changting? If it's not very important, why don't you wait, I should be back soon. ”
Will you be back soon?
Xiao Yu felt that he couldn't wait for a moment, he wanted to stand in front of Ye Shi now, and tell her everything he wanted to say, he was annoyed why he couldn't tell her his mind yesterday.
But now, he could only wait for her to return, and he could not tell anyone else what he was thinking, a thought that he was eager to express but was a little ashamed to say. (To be continued.) )