Chapter 108: The Last Dependence in Life
Finally, I accompanied this girl to sing this song that belongs to us, the common song "Exclusive Seat", I seem to be able to imagine, in a few years, we can hold hands together and stand on this stage as we do today.
I am the wild stage king, and she is the warm-hearted stage queen, the lights have not dimmed, because I want her to completely adapt, adapt to this stage, further into my life, with my wildness, freedom to drive her.
The music was over, and the atmosphere on the stage was lively because of our singing, and we handed the microphone to another couple who had been waiting for a long time, and after nodding to each other, we went to our seats.
As soon as she sat down, Yan Jiaxin said to Lu Baiyan: "Brother Baiyan." ”
I looked at the man with the pigtails again, and his face had a lower scar left by years of wandering, and this small scar represented his vicissitudes.
Lu Baiyan took a big sip of wine before looking at Yan Jiaxin and replied, "Is she okay?" There was concern in his words.
"Aunt Mei is doing well, but she is not doing well."
"Oh."
Lu Baiyan was silent again, I gave this time to the two of them, walked next to Tang Xiao and Xu Mo, and asked Tang Xiao, "How did you know him?" ”
"I met when I was in Beijing, I was drinking in a bar in Beijing at that time, and he was a resident singer there because he liked his voice very much, so I chatted with him, and we had similar interests and hobbies, and we met."
I turned my head to look at Xu Mo again and asked, "I just saw that you and he have been talking, I am curious, a woman like you would take the initiative to talk to a man"
Xu Mo lit a cigarette and threw the lighter on the table, and I used her lighter to light a cigarette, Xu Mo took a puff before saying to me: "I was shocked by this man and I want to invite this person to Nansheng, he has the potential of a real king, if it is packaged, he will definitely become the new king of the music world"
"But it was rejected, wasn't it?"
Xu Mo didn't speak, from the embarrassment on her expression, I could see that Xu Mo was a woman who would not lower her identity to beg for someone, if someone asked her to lower her body to plead, it would prove that that person had a side that she admired very much, and Xu Mo had a complicated complexion, and she was very helpless, so she could only use cigarettes to eliminate her troubles at the moment.
She was a little angry, but she didn't show it, after a cigarette, they were still talking, I saw Yan Jiaxin's impatient face, after washing the cigarette, she sat next to her and said to this soul singer: "Hello, my name is Lei Hao, and I am Yan Jiaxin's boyfriend." With that, I stretched out my hand.
Lu Baiyan didn't show any arrogance, in my impression, generally singers like him will have some arrogance, but he didn't.
He stretched out his hand very calmly, shook it with me, and said to me: "Well, my name is Lu Baiyan, and I am a wandering singer. ”
I looked at him, then patted Yan Jiaxin on the shoulder, and motioned for her to hand over the territory of this conversation to me, these two big men with the same taste, Yan Jiaxin didn't say anything more, and sat down very smartly.
"I admire you, the wildness in you is the same as I was at the beginning." Lu Baiyan took out a cigarette from his body, lit it and said to me.
"Me too, I was really moved by your soul-touching singing, and I'm really happy to meet a man like you."
He nodded, and said, "Be nice to Jiaxin, thanks to her all these years." ”
I understood what he was pointing, smiled and replied, "Definitely." ”
After a moment, he extinguished his cigarette and said, "Will you persuade me?" ”
I shook my head, "No, if persuasion had worked, you wouldn't have been hiding in Tibet all these years." ”
"How about going out with me to blow the wind?"
I didn't refuse, and followed the man out, to the railing of the moat outside, and his heart was touched, but he was also suppressed.
Yan Jiaxin's conversation with him should have given him some ideas
"Want to hear why I'm leaving?"
"You say."
He leaned on the railing of the moat, lit a cigarette again, his face was full of memories, and said: "I like a person, her name is Mu Qi, but she is not there, she is one of the two most important women in my life, for her, I broke with my mother At that time, my mother hoped that I could go further on the road of music, so I forced Mu Qi to leave The day Mu Qi left, I took a plane, and after I learned about it, I ran to the airport to save her, but she had already taken the plane, I watched the plane fly farther and farther away, just like that, I sat in the seat at the airport, anxiously waiting, waiting for her to come back, but when I heard that Mu Qi was taking the plane because of a sudden change, and there was an accident, my whole person was broken, I lost my soul, and my soul was emptied, I wanted to find her, I was crazy and wanted to find her, but where did I go to find her, let alone a person, even if it was her body, I couldn't find it. ”
As he spoke, Lu Baiyan choked up, and he continued: "From that moment on, I hated my mother, if it weren't for her, Mu Qi wouldn't have left, and she wouldn't have left me forever So, with hatred, I finally chose to break with the most important woman in my life, and I blamed Mu Qi's death on her body and left here with hatred." ”
"It's been so long, I don't know whether my choice is right or wrong, but I only know that I'm tired, really tired of these years of wandering, let me taste all kinds of sadness, and human affection, for life, I have no choice but to go to the bar to sing, because only singing, I can let myself be comforted, just like that, I met Tang Xiao's days in Beijing, thanks to his help, I was able to live a sound life, so I cherish him as a friend until he said that he was going back to open a bar, I hesitated, I knew that he wanted me to help him, but because he knew my reasons, he didn't ask for it. ”
"And what about you now?"
He sighed lightly and looked at the moon in the sky again: "Since I'm back, let's do it, where to sing or not, maybe this is the last dependence in my life." ”
After speaking, he walked towards the endless road, walking very slowly, but also very tired, every step with the indescribable pain and sorrow in his heart, perhaps, really only on the stage of singing can he be comforted, get relief.
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